I’m tired of trying to please people, it always seems the right thing to do but the time isn’t right” and then everything goes all wrong. I just wish there was a way to make things so back the way they were when you told me you cared. All the times we were alone and we talked and i told you how i felt you took it all in, was it just to get into my pants or do you really care?

When I took you home that was the first time in almost a year you actually said “i love you”…you always told me that those were some strong words… so i am sitting here making this poem about our relationship to explain how much i care for you. If I didn’t care or love you, i wouldn’t have bothered trying to get you to talk to me.

They say you only fall in love once but i have come to find it untrue because the last time we had problems i wanted to work things out. I am very happy to know that the sense of likeness you have has increased strongly. If it were up to me I would make it to where everything i said to you pleased you and made you see how much i do care for you and not just saying it.

I am going to remember the days we spent together and the nights we shared but there’s only one night that will stick and that is December 28. You should know what went down. I just don’t want to lose you. I might repeat myself but that is how i feel when we are together it seems i have everything in the world. but when we are apart it feels like a piece of my heart, my joy, my life, my love, has slowly slipped away, i don’t want to be with you for the sex because i want more than sex. i want to be the one you wake up to, the one that cooks you breakfast, the one that cleans the house, and most of all takes care of you when you get home from work and need a massage or just want to be held or vice-versa. I tend to keep how i feel to myself and that is where i screw myself over.

If it weren’t meant for me to feel this way i wouldn’t be here writing this or trying to see you. I hope you honestly feel the same way and mean everything you say just remember i love you and care