As I have said before, I am reading a book by Joel Olsteen. I read one chapter that really reminded me of Tommy so I sent it to him with a note offering my condolensces to his family in the recent death of a family member and I signed it with I love you as I always do, because I do love him. He would have received the envelope yesterday. Last night I had a missed call from him. I called him back but he didn’t answer so I left a brief message. Why in the world did that little missed call make me so happy? I have felt so good ever since that happened. I guess I am glad to know he still has my phone number and I let him know it is okay for him to call me. I really would like to start over with him and at least be able to talk with him on the phone and be involved in his life in some manner. We’ll see…. there is just no one like him to me. I was in love with him before we ever met in person and when we did meet, that just cemented what I had thought and confirmed what I had been feeling. I hope he calls me because I really would like to know what is on his mind.

That’s as close to love as I’ve gotten lately. Hope all of you are doing better!!

Love,

Lucy