I feel like I am supposed to receive a chip since I am a recovering Tommy addict. I have made it 30 days with making no contact whatsoever with him. This is a milestone for me and I am elated!! Go Me!! Actually, it is thanks be to God. He delivered me from the bondage just as I prayed for. There were several days in a row that I played the Chris Tomlin song “Amazing Grace, My Chains Are Gone”. That song helped set me free. I sang those words loud and strong and God heard and He removed the desire and the pain. Praise be to God. My eyes are open so much wider now. What an addiction Tommy became for me. I realize now what I am sure was obvious to everyone around me, that my addiction to Tommy was preventing me from being open to other men who might be the “right” one for me. After I woke up I realized that I for sure allowed 2 great men to get away and now one is in a serious relationship with someone and the other I am talking to again and hope to have the chance to talk to him about what I was going through and why it didn’t work out for us before. We shall see and I will keep you posted.

I hope if you are feeling hopeless on love you will read the blog on here by the Arkansas anchorwoman. What a story!!

Meanwhile. Love to you all. Thank you for reading and caring!!

Lucy