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Desperation + Pain=Shame

Posted on : 25-02-2009 | By : Lucy Loveless | In : Lucy Loveless, Relationships

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It has been a shameful day for me. All day I have thought of Tommy. My body has ached to feel him against me once more. I have texted him so many times asking to see him. Trying to keep it “light” but still, begging. And now, after hearing nothing from him again today, I am ashamed that I surrendered my dignity in my painful state. Hopefully, I will be blessed with another day tomorrow and I will try harder to resist these stupid temptations and hold my head up high and realize, his ignoring me is also a loss to him, not just to me. I deserve so much better.

Lucy

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