regret

My best friend and I have had threesomes, now and then, with her boyfriend. Just recently he put the moves on me and tried to kiss me knowing that I was drunk & feeling depressed. Although, that is NOT an excuse for me because I know I had full responsibility in this, it still remains a fact of my emotions and physical condition. His girlfriend was no where near us. He tried kissing me again and I just kept pushing him back and kept telling him to stop but he kept being persistent and before I knew it I was kissing him back. It did not stop there and honestly the rest was a bit blurry but I remember there was some penetration and I just remember coming to my senses and stopping him before it went any further but I felt that it was too late. I’ve been feeling so bad and I’m not sure if I should tell her what happened or not. I’ve heard that you shouldn’t tell just relieve your guiltness and that you should tell them when they question you. Well she did question me two days after but I was unable to tell her the truth at the time because she was about to go out with him and his family and most importantly I wanted to tell her in person. Today I had a chance to see her in person and us two only because she was helping me out with some personal problems. I thought we had the whole day together and before I knew it should told me she had to leave to work. Again I felt that it was not a good moment again to tell her. I feel like there is never going to be a good moment to tell her and the more time passes by I feel that I will feel less inclined to her. I am so scared to lose her friendship because I love her dearly she means everything to me. What should I do?

(Screen) Name: Sad Sally

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