idk what to do

hi my name is cookie. well im sorta in love with two guys my ex and then my good friend lone wolf. ok about a mth or lil over i joined a dating site and i met this amazing guy my ex and we met one weekend and hes a marine and it was awsome we went to the beach he took me out out on my first date ever which most ppl would think would be crazy because im 19. we really had a lot of fun. well that weekedend he did ask me out and i told him i would get back with him because i had problems dating guys because ive always been treated bad but a couple days later he texted me and asked if i was ever gonna be his and i agreed only because i wanted to and he seems great. well i only get to see him on weekends and at first it was great other than he dont talk alot and last weekend he called me his ex gfs name and it really hurt me and he said he was really sorry and i tried to forgive him and then he was showing me pictures of him and her together and kissing and having fun and when ever hes here with me at my house or wherever we are hes always talking to some girl mainly his ex and i do get jealous. becuase i feel like he still wants her he has told me he was in love with me and one day he wasnts to marry me and have lil ones after he gets back from deployment and im willing to do what ever it takes i write him everyday and tell him how i feel and all i get is oh thats good and it hurts !!!! even when i tell him or text him he says oh thats cool and he constantly puts me in tears. this weekend we broke up because well we were having a bunch of fun and then we came back home i was talking to my mother and he laid down in my lap texting some other girl and then i hung up he dropped his phone and he started talking and he said ooh your vagina echos and im like ok ??? and he said well that must mean you have a big vagina and i started cying he said he was kidding and im like really ive been with three ppl my whole intire life and one we didnt go all the way i dont do that and it really hurt!!! and he kept asking hey you gonna break up with me like several times then im like fine since your begging then i will. now he starts crying and says he will prove to me he loves me but he cant even talk to me yes he did give me his favorite shirt and his dogg taggs its a big thing i guess for military ppl. now this whole time and before ive had a great friend lone wolf and hes been amazing and giving me advise and ust helping me he can have fun and make me laugh and make me feel beautiful and loved but like im confused bc i love my ex and i love my friend plz help??

(Screen) Name: cookiemonster

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