I’m a Netizen … and I’m always online 24/7. Then, one night, My friend dare me to gain 300 friends only from Egypt in just one day. I totally agreed to her and I’d started searching friends from Egypt. Until I add a guy who caused so much pain on me.
It’s my habit to check my fb and email account after going to school. Then, I just saw in my inbox that he messaged me (I can’t say his name) he just say “hi, where are you from?” something like that, then I saw him online so, I replied him, answering his questions and we continued chatting for about how many months. But it comes the time that I just found myself that I’m falling inlove with him. One night, while we are chatting, he asked me if I had a boyfriend. I told him “NBSB” or No Boyfriend Since Birth, but I have a deep crush on someone. He asked me who’s that lucky guy and I just answered, “the one whom I’m talking right now”. He was surprised with my answer but I surprised more when he said “I also had a feelings for you” (I don’t know what would I feel that night whether I will be happy or will be hurt caused I just found out that he had a girlfriend, and what’s worst? His girlfriend was an “ITGirl” or the one who is good at all aspects of life. I’m not that type of a girl who got envy with any other pretty girl I see but she made me very envious and jealous because she had everything eventhough the dream guy of mine.) after that, I’m trying to avoid him because I don’t want to destroy their relationship and I don’t want to be their reason of breaking-up. But I can’t avoid him because It’s not that easy … So when we chatted again, I told him if we can be Best Friends because he’s only the one who always help me if I have a problem and I just do the same to him.. He totally agreed and so, we became Best friends that day but not until now ..
It’s just very hard to accept that your’e just in a FRIENDZONE …
(Screen) Name: aishiteruyoomar
I have a very close knit group of friends.We are together from the very school days and they have been the closest to my heart all this time. Lately I had developed a very bad habit of forming opinions about people without judging him/her properly.Two of my friends had gone in to a relationship lately.one of them is with a guy whose 10 years senior to her and doesnt have a good job. Another one of my friends is with a guy whose younger to her and is not at par with her in terms of career.He was preparing for a competetive exam.I had talked a lot behind their backs and had sneered at their choices. The fact that the guys were not into good jobs and not that focussed in life irked me.I even went into the length saying that one of their relationships wont last long as the guy would take a lot of time to settle down.However I had also adviced my second friend to motivate her bf to concentrate on his career.I was genuinely concerned about her and wanted the best for her.I know her family and her father would only approve of a guy whose better than her in all terms.
Offlate I met with the two of them.One of them is a gem of a guy.He is a very nice person and loves my friend dearly.Another one got a good score in his competetive exam. I just feel miserable right now. i shouldnt have formed just strong opinions about them so fast.
My bf and I work in an MNC. Recently he cleared exam of a company which is better than the present one having a double pay package. I am also scared of the fact that maybe he wont get the opportunity to join the company because I had bitched about other people’s bfs.This is the dream job for him and he had been slogging on for the past 4 years for a job like this.I feel right now that I have wasted all his chances of getting through the job.I dont want him to be punished for an idiot like me.
Its very common for all human beings to compare and trying to keep oneself in a higher position. Every body nowadays is competetive and wants the best for oneself. I am no different. But i feel utterly miserable that I had said these things about my close friends.God has brought me down to earth and showed me the humble path.I am sorry my dear friends, I didnt want to say those horrible things about the people u love.I want to take back all my mockery, sneers and lurid comments.I had always wanted the best for you two and recently when i heard about your partners I had thought that maybe you two deserve a lot better. I had forgotten completely that love is all about feeling and commitment.Its not about a high end career and a fat pay package.Please forgive me for being such a manipulative and calculative bitch.
(Screen) Name: phoebe
I’m 13 and my step-brother is 16 our parents aren’t married or engaged. They are just dating. Me and my step-brother have been sexually involved with each other for almost a year and i’m starting to fall for him i don’t know how he feels but it’s killing me. i don’t know what i should do end everything or keep on going and tell him how i feel or keep it to myself. I really think i love him. i been in a lot of relationships but i never felt anything like this for the other guys… i really love him.
(Screen) Name: kitten5897
So ive been married 7 years to a good man who i love. We have tons of fun together but sexually im not feeling him as i should. We have our i cant stand you times then right back to i love you. But a year ago i met a guy who i am attracted to that i used to work with. Its bad, i think about him often and the things i wanna do i know i cant. I hang out time to time (bad idea). But really liking and lusting right now. He feels the same but im married. I know if i keep up something will happen that shouldnt but i want it to. Sexually the attraction is like whoa and we have fun together. How do i make myself stop because ive tried and its extremly hard.
(Screen) Name: kokoa7