I’m a young man whose been hiding a deep dark secret love for my cousin in law for nearly 15 years now I never thought shed look at me as a person but one day when I was about to give up on life all together our eyes met and I felt this cut in my heart now im sad because so many people stood in my way and indoctrinated her so much we even had spiritual connection that only true love can bring long story short I got the short end and my hearts desire was right in front of me I even gave up all my dreams cuz deep down I knew I wanted a family of my own that loved me.