Is he punishing me

I was terrible a few years back, stole from parents, drank, drugs, stole cars, cheated on every girlfriend and screwed over everyone I could. But I never got caught got a good job straight from college got things together then we broke up. I miss you so much it hurts. We were happy and I cherished every minute with you but you had to move. Got a new bf quickly and you seem happier which kills me to my core. Im walking around in a haze all the time and it’s been nearly a year. I always thought I was the luckiest man in the world to have you, I always thought you were way outta my league and I did everything to make you happy but you never settled. I created a rift after we broke up because I couldn’t bear to talk to you and still can’t because I’m so hopelessly in love but I miss you so much. There isn’t one single day I don’t think of you and in a way resent your happiness because it drives you further away from me. I’m drinking too much and it seems to be the only place I can find relief. I dread the thought of sleep because you are the last thing I will think about. Is there a god after all and is he punishing me for my past?

(Screen) Name: tj

im in strong like of a guy and im married

So ive been married 7 years to a good man who i love. We have tons of fun together but sexually im not feeling him as i should. We have our i cant stand you times then right back to i love you. But a year ago i met a guy who i am attracted to that i used to work with. Its bad, i think about him often and the things i wanna do i know i cant. I hang out time to time (bad idea). But really liking and lusting right now. He feels the same but im married. I know if i keep up something will happen that shouldnt but i want it to. Sexually the attraction is like whoa and we have fun together. How do i make myself stop because ive tried and its extremly hard.

(Screen) Name: kokoa7

on a bus

I was travelling in a bus. There was a lot of crowd. I was sitting of the seat away from the window. A girl was standing near me and she was wearing a skirt. Because of the crowd my knee was touching her legs as her back was towards me. I pushed my leg towards her and touched her a little in the portion above her knee. Because of the crowd nobody was noticing it. She havn’t resisted it so i started stroking her leg. Still she havnt reacted at all this increased my confidence and i touched her knee with my hand and started my hand upwards. I reached her panty which was wet and squeezed it hard. OMG i cant say what i was feeling, my mind was drained of blood and i was unable think anything. I played with her pussy with my fingers she was standing still doing nothing, encouraging me too continue.I was knowing that it is wrong but still i was doing then after sometime her stop came and she left the bus along with the people she came with. Afterwards i felt like a loser who cant control my own deeds. I was knowing that it was wrong but i dont know what came over me. I am too ashamed of myself now.

(Screen) Name: Parth

CONFUSED

i am in love with a guy who i just feel like he is not inlove with me. At first he used to call me and now he doesnt. i have tried to talk to him through the phone but he always ignores me. the worst past is i am just feeling like i have lost him but i still love. i really do get hurt by this…should i stay or should i leave him?

(Screen) Name: quite gal

clueless :/

hello , i feel really pathetic that im even asking for advice but im in a reltionship ans have been for over a year and a half , im 15 and my boyfriends 16 we live quit a distance away from each other and the time we spend together isnt much , im madly inlove with him and think everything about him is perfect but i have this friend at school (male) and we got really close i messaged him and he was the for me but one day he admitted he liked me and up untill then i had no feelings other than fiendship we started talking more and more and he knew i had a boyfriend i didnt flirt with him but my feelings for him grew then one day my boyfriend mentioned he had a problem with me messaging him and talking to him and requested that i stop talking to him via texting and face to face , i simply said that me and him were just friends but okay ill stop texting and ill try and avoid him as i know how i would feel if he was massaging another girl , but the only problem with this is that my friend doesnt want to stop talking to me , ive told him to leave me alone (as painful as it was) but he calls and messages hoping for a reply but i give none, im with him in alot of classes at school and he constantly makes eye contact and trys to talk to sit next to me but i cant as i dont want to jepadise my relationship. i still care deaply for this boy and will always be there for him but in the mean time the boy i love comes first , how can i make my friend stop talking to me with being harsh , ow and he also has a girlfriend wich coincidently hates also what can i say to my boyfriend as i feel like he has a constant watch over me and everything i do as i have to constanlt update him on who ive spoke to and if me and my (ex) friend have spoke.

(Screen) Name: anonomouse

Badly love with one girl

hii..This is shubham. i am here to confess and want to sort out my problem.i live in bhagalpur,india .IN mid december 2009 I met a a girl who lives in bangalore and she came bhagalpur in grandfather house where i fall in love. slowly i and she started talking and all..in phone…We used to write i love you..but she never commited thai she loves with me..Days goes on and i went outside for further studies and she also become busy..and now she becomes so busy that she wanna dont talk to me…we were not met till now after 2009 i become very frustrated…and i could not forget also though i wanna to forget het…because is hampering my studies ..but i always feel that someday she will come .i dont know what to do..i need a solution…

(Screen) Name: Shubham

Given opinions without thinking.

I have a very close knit group of friends.We are together from the very school days and they have been the closest to my heart all this time. Lately I had developed a very bad habit of forming opinions about people without judging him/her properly.Two of my friends had gone in to a relationship lately.one of them is with a guy whose 10 years senior to her and doesnt have a good job. Another one of my friends is with a guy whose younger to her and is not at par with her in terms of career.He was preparing for a competetive exam.I had talked a lot behind their backs and had sneered at their choices. The fact that the guys were not into good jobs and not that focussed in life irked me.I even went into the length saying that one of their relationships wont last long as the guy would take a lot of time to settle down.However I had also adviced my second friend to motivate her bf to concentrate on his career.I was genuinely concerned about her and wanted the best for her.I know her family and her father would only approve of a guy whose better than her in all terms.
Offlate I met with the two of them.One of them is a gem of a guy.He is a very nice person and loves my friend dearly.Another one got a good score in his competetive exam. I just feel miserable right now. i shouldnt have formed just strong opinions about them so fast.
My bf and I work in an MNC. Recently he cleared exam of a company which is better than the present one having a double pay package. I am also scared of the fact that maybe he wont get the opportunity to join the company because I had bitched about other people’s bfs.This is the dream job for him and he had been slogging on for the past 4 years for a job like this.I feel right now that I have wasted all his chances of getting through the job.I dont want him to be punished for an idiot like me.
Its very common for all human beings to compare and trying to keep oneself in a higher position. Every body nowadays is competetive and wants the best for oneself. I am no different. But i feel utterly miserable that I had said these things about my close friends.God has brought me down to earth and showed me the humble path.I am sorry my dear friends, I didnt want to say those horrible things about the people u love.I want to take back all my mockery, sneers and lurid comments.I had always wanted the best for you two and recently when i heard about your partners I had thought that maybe you two deserve a lot better. I had forgotten completely that love is all about feeling and commitment.Its not about a high end career and a fat pay package.Please forgive me for being such a manipulative and calculative bitch.

(Screen) Name: phoebe

trouble

I’m 13 and my step-brother is 16 our parents aren’t married or engaged. They are just dating. Me and my step-brother have been sexually involved with each other for almost a year and i’m starting to fall for him i don’t know how he feels but it’s killing me. i don’t know what i should do end everything or keep on going and tell him how i feel or keep it to myself. I really think i love him. i been in a lot of relationships but i never felt anything like this for the other guys… i really love him.

(Screen) Name: kitten5897

im in strong like of a guy and im married

So ive been married 7 years to a good man who i love. We have tons of fun together but sexually im not feeling him as i should. We have our i cant stand you times then right back to i love you. But a year ago i met a guy who i am attracted to that i used to work with. Its bad, i think about him often and the things i wanna do i know i cant. I hang out time to time (bad idea). But really liking and lusting right now. He feels the same but im married. I know if i keep up something will happen that shouldnt but i want it to. Sexually the attraction is like whoa and we have fun together. How do i make myself stop because ive tried and its extremly hard.

(Screen) Name: kokoa7