feeling bad

i have seen my friends breaking up..i never talked about this issue with the boy but the girl is really upset and she is my bestfriend and shares everything with me .she never lost her hope that would patch up sometime later but its of no use now. i hope the boy understands this and unites together.i will be the most happy person in my life.

Feeling twisted

I have a friend and co-worker, who is now one of my best friends and she is the most amazing woman I have ever met. Her smile lights up my world and I am sad when she isn’t around. I dream of someday kissing her and telling her how much I love her, but I have several problems. One is how different our lives are, not only is she much older than me, she has children and a sort of boyfriend. I am in college and the biggest problem of all is, IM MARRIED! I do love my wife, but I have to confess I love my friend more than I love my wife! I may be a terrible person, but this is how I feel and it is tearing me appart. That is a summary of my confession.

why me?

I’m a strong woman was married. For 26″yrs to long after my divorce..i got with a guy I have know forever..he was kind sweet. Loving and caring..now that we moved in together it awful.I pay all the bills. And food…im a fool looking for a way out..help I’m almost broke and hatee it

 

I suck at love

So the last year in school I met this really shy and childish guy who sat next to me. He was 2 years in the same classes with and I didn’t even pay attention to him till last year when we shared seats.

I got to know him well, he was really nice, sensitive, shy, he wasn’t like the rest of the guys that act like jerks just to pretend be cool, at those times I used to have a really low self esteem, I used to skip class all the time, I cut my hair, I stop wearing makeup and worrying about my appearance, I was very run down.

When we got closer we started flirting, and tickle each other during class and listen to cute music, he used to tell me about his stuff, his life wasn’t that easy, he was really frustrated because he couldn’t get a girlfriend, there was a girl in my class that gave him false hope and got hurt,  he was really impulsive and told me that talking to me it made him calm and also that I wasn’t like the rest of girls and that made me important to him, no one ever have told me or made me feel that before

I loved to listen to him and talk to him, he used to cry about my dumb jokes and stuff, and so I started liking him and so was him, but I never realized.

I never told him about my feelings but he noticed it, I started to wear make up and look good to draw his attention even more, but suddenly he got mad at me, he went to sit somewhere else. I used to call him to sit with me, he used to ignored me, after two weeks, he talked to me again, so did I, I asked him why he got mad he never wanted to answer me, so I acted like nothing happened between us.(I hate drama)

He told me he was going to live to another city, I first thought he was lying, or just saying, I never thought it was going to be true till the last day of class, I asked him when he was moving and he was going that same day. т.т

I got so so sad but I didn’t show it, I acted like it wasn’t affecting me but it really did. when the class ended he was going without saying goodbye, I ran out of the classroom and went to look for him he was going, and I screamed his name and hugged him I told him I was going to miss him a lot and to not forget about me, when he left I started crying so so hard, I could’t believe it, he was perfect to me, I felt like I lost a diamond, ugh it was awful

after a week he gone he messaged me and told me that he liked me, and he wanted to date me but he didn’t want to hurt me because he does not have a stable place to live in, his dad is a miliyary, that’s why he travels a lot. I lost my phone and so I lost his number so he messaged my friend, and he alwyas asked about me.

I have his necklace, he thought he lost it but he got really happy because I had it, and also sad because he didn’t have anything about me, just some pens I led him in class lol not romantic at all

I missed him a lot tho he was a nice guy, I have never felt this before, since I’ve only had 2 boyfriends who were dickheads haha.

BUT

Now, this year in july, I went travel to a countryside for a weekend, I didn’t go to school from friday till sunday, so monday I went to school, and I got the suprise of my life, he came back to my class, he transferred school. when I saw him I got butterflies in my stomach it was crazy, I gave him a bear hug, I didn’t want to let him go lol, I was HAPPY AF, we sat together again, and played like the old times, till my whole class strated annoying us, and notice it we like each other. he was happy to see me again, so was I but it kinda bothered him how the class annoy us, because I get red af, and he acts like he doesn’t listen to them.

Now he haven’t talked to me, he is indifferent to me and that makes me so sad, in class, he sits tree seats heind me, he laughs stronger that way he tries to draw my attention, because it’s obvious, he startes at me when he thinks I don’t even notice but I really do, or tries to walk near me and talk louder, ugh I honestly don’t know what to do.

I asked my best friend to talk to him for me, and he told her that he is afraid to talk to me, she asked her why he doesn’t date me, and he said he need to think that with his heart, and like he travels a lot, he doesn’t want to hurt me.

I am not asking him to be my boyfriend, I just want him to talk to me, xc he is shy, I’d really love to date him though, but I’m like the most impulsive person I get frustrated when he ignores me, I hate his indifference towards me, this november I am going to france with mom and I don’t want to end up with him like this, like if we never met, I love him I really really do, I’ve never felt this before, I have a very strong desire to cry inside like a lump in the throat.

I need an advice, I really suck at love please hep me what should I do?? should I talk to him? tell him what I feel?? ugh I will explode

By the way, thank you for reading this and take your time for it.

my love for u is real,,,,

my life is blissed…i found a man for me…

when he look at me..i feel melting like an ice cream..

i see his eyes telling me the real meaning of love…

LOVE means a lot for me..

it moves in mysterious ways..when love appears over the horizon..

i Love you…its always so surprising..

From the rest of my days…i feel like mystery..

 

whod have thought this is how the pieces fit…

You and i shouldn’t even try making sense of it..

i forgot how we ever came this far..

Like the ticking of the clock that beat as one,.,

i never understand the way its done..

 

im in strong like of a guy and im married

So ive been married 7 years to a good man who i love. We have tons of fun together but sexually im not feeling him as i should. We have our i cant stand you times then right back to i love you. But a year ago i met a guy who i am attracted to that i used to work with. Its bad, i think about him often and the things i wanna do i know i cant. I hang out time to time (bad idea). But really liking and lusting right now. He feels the same but im married. I know if i keep up something will happen that shouldnt but i want it to. Sexually the attraction is like whoa and we have fun together. How do i make myself stop because ive tried and its extremly hard.

(Screen) Name: kokoa7

Friend zone ….

I’m a Netizen … and I’m always online 24/7. Then, one night, My friend dare me to gain 300 friends only from Egypt in just one day. I totally agreed to her and I’d started searching friends from Egypt. Until I add a guy who caused so much pain on me.
It’s my habit to check my fb and email account after going to school. Then, I just saw in my inbox that he messaged me (I can’t say his name) he just say “hi, where are you from?” something like that, then I saw him online so, I replied him, answering his questions and we continued chatting for about how many months. But it comes the time that I just found myself that I’m falling inlove with him. One night, while we are chatting, he asked me if I had a boyfriend. I told him “NBSB” or No Boyfriend Since Birth, but I have a deep crush on someone. He asked me who’s that lucky guy and I just answered, “the one whom I’m talking right now”. He was surprised with my answer but I surprised more when he said “I also had a feelings for you” (I don’t know what would I feel that night whether I will be happy or will be hurt caused I just found out that he had a girlfriend, and what’s worst? His girlfriend was an “ITGirl” or the one who is good at all aspects of life. I’m not that type of a girl who got envy with any other pretty girl I see but she made me very envious and jealous because she had everything eventhough the dream guy of mine.) after that, I’m trying to avoid him because I don’t want to destroy their relationship and I don’t want to be their reason of breaking-up. But I can’t avoid him because It’s not that easy … So when we chatted again, I told him if we can be Best Friends because he’s only the one who always help me if I have a problem and I just do the same to him.. He totally agreed and so, we became Best friends that day but not until now ..

It’s just very hard to accept that your’e just in a FRIENDZONE …

(Screen) Name: aishiteruyoomar

im in strong like of a guy and im married

So ive been married 7 years to a good man who i love. We have tons of fun together but sexually im not feeling him as i should. We have our i cant stand you times then right back to i love you. But a year ago i met a guy who i am attracted to that i used to work with. Its bad, i think about him often and the things i wanna do i know i cant. I hang out time to time (bad idea). But really liking and lusting right now. He feels the same but im married. I know if i keep up something will happen that shouldnt but i want it to. Sexually the attraction is like whoa and we have fun together. How do i make myself stop because ive tried and its extremly hard.

(Screen) Name: kokoa7

What to do?

my future partner loves me soo much that he can do and has already ddone un imaginable things for me. but the truth is that i love him as much as i love every one else in my life and this is not what i desire. seriously i dont know what to do about this.

(Screen) Name: Irene

I think I was friend zoned? :(

Ok so I need some help. I’m so confused with life. So this might be really long because I’m going to give the whole story.  Ugh where to start… (ps there’s an extremely condensed version at the end if you don’t want to read all this.)
 So I’ve liked/loved my best friend for 6 years. & I feel ridiculous because I’m 18 and I’m getting worked up over a little crush but I figure it’s the same crush I’ve been getting worked up over for the last 6 years so maybe there’s hope and I won’t be stuck as a sad lonely cat lady? Ok rambling….background info time. 
I’ve known this guy – well call him Ben – since I was 5. We were kinda friends for two years and then he switched schools and I pretty much forgot about him. Flash forward to 8th grade: I’m 12/13, shy, and I don’t really talk to anyone. My little 12 year old heart is traumatized because one of my best friends (Beth) kissed the guy that I had liked all of 7th grade.  So keep in mind we  went to a small school – like 15 kids top in a grade small – so there was no getting away from her and her constant rambling about how she loved him.  I was sad and depressed and decided that I wouldn’t get so attached to a stupid crush again. 
 In walks Ben. He’s everything I’m not. He’s artistic, social, outgoing, sweet, and everyone loves him. He’s also best friends with Beth and – according to her – has a huge crush on her but she couldn’t care less.  Number one on the list of admirers is my best friend at the time: Stacy. Now Stacy liked anything that looked remotely male and when Stacy liked someone, she got possessive and saw only what she wanted to see. Ben was even a flirt back then; he was a very smooth talker. He flirted with all the girls, he brought us all flowers on valentines day, told us all we looked especially beautiful on that day, and loved to give hugs; he was a charmer. I didn’t care at all. I was still sad about the whole Beth incident, and the fact that Stacy liked Ben made him that much of a no-go. He was a friend to me, and that was it. 
Well, like any little girl, when a sweet guy constantly flirts and tells you you’re pretty and gets you to talk when you usually make an effort to say as little as possible, you start to like him. Now this is one crush I kept completely silent. I’d learned my lesson with Beth. After about 6 months I told one friend and that was it and I knew nothing would happen. Our 8th grade trip came, and Ben and I got closer. We talked all the time, hung out the whole trip, and I was getting more and more confident in everything. The end of the year comes, and just like the previous year, my little chubby heart was broken. Stacy kissed Ben. 
Now Ben didn’t know about my crush and I intended to keep it that way. Especially after that kiss. As sad as I was, I couldn’t not talk to him. All through the summer we talked. We’d text every day, he’d send me good morning texts, and we’d talk on the phone for hours; it was great. It got to the point where I was thinking that he might actually like me back and it might actually be going somewhere. High school started and with it came a very shocking fact: Ben had a girlfriend. 
 Ben made sure I wasn’t mad at him for not telling me about her and I reassured him that something like that couldn’t kill our friendship. When I saw them together it killed me a bit but he seemed really happy so I let him be. Now Beth didn’t have the same mentality as me. She decided that Ben was hers. She wrote him letters, begged him to like her instead again, and ranted about how much she hated his girlfriend. This went on all through high school. 
Now as high school went on, Ben and I stayed best friends. We’d have our on and off periods; we were a lot closer in 9th grade than in 10th, but got closer in 11th, and by the time we hit senior year, he was my best friend. We sat together in almost every class we had together, and we talked all the time. I’d make sure he stayed awake in class; he’d make sure I didn’t let the stress get to me. He’s the reason I survived high school. 
On our senior trip, we got even closer. He played me my favorite song on the guitar, we hung out practically the entire time, and I fell asleep on him. By this time, all my girlfriends swore we were going to get together. I didn’t think anything of it because we’re girls and we fantasize about everything and we’re blind when it comes to what guys want to do. But then lots of my guy friends started hinting at things. They talked about making bets as to when we’d finally get together and admit that we were perfect for each other. There was only one problem with their theory: he was still dating the same girl from 9th grade.  
Come graduation and Ben starts talking about how we’re never going to see each other again and he’ll miss seeing me all the time and he wished our friendship could survive going to different colleges. We graduated, and our friendship just got stronger. Even though I wasn’t with him 8 hours a day, 5 days a week, I felt closer to him. We texted all the time again, talked on the phone, and he’d always come over to swim. It was the summer after 8th grade all over again. Beth got over him, and so did Stacy. I was the last crush standing. (or the only one too stupid to move on.) I moved away to college but came back to visit every weekend, and I’d see him all the time. We’d make sure to do something at least once a month, and when we’d hang out it would be for hours and hours. I got, and lost, my first college boyfriend and called Ben crying. (On another note, don’t trust football players who are 3 years older than you and swear it doesn’t bother them that you have a purity ring. It’s a lie.) During the conversation, he confided that he and his girlfriend had broken up two months before. Even though I was depressed about mr. football douche, I couldn’t help but feel that spark of hope that maybe, just maybe, there was a chance for me. 
Now current time. I see him all the time and talk to him almost every day. He’s always sending me sweet “I’m thinking of you” or “I love you” texts out of the blue. Better yet, he sends me pictures of kittens. Now that’s a keeper right there. His roommate – whom I’ve known since I was 3 – makes comments like “just marry him already” all the time. He comes by my house all the time and takes me places. We hang out and he asks my parents when they want me home and insists on paying for stuff for me and I can’t help but feel like it’s what dating should be like.  
But I think I’m being friend zoned! He always says stuff like “I don’t know what I’d do if we weren’t friends.” or “I’m so glad we stayed friends even though we graduated.” or “you’re my best friend!” It’s killing me. So all you guys out there, is this just friendly flirty attitude? Or is this going somewhere? Or am I just being a girl and overanalyzing everything? Ugh. Any advice on what I should do?

SHORT VERSION:
I like/love my best friend and have liked him for 6 years. He flirts with me and talks to me almost every day and takes me out but then makes friend-zoney comments like “I’m so glad we’re friends.” I don’t know what to do or think. Does he like me or am I just a friend to him? And what should I do?

(Screen) Name: Abby