Blushing secret

My confession is that I have an embarrassing secret.  I totally love giving blowjobs!   I am a straight guy and am in a relationship with a wonderful girl.   I am not gay and do not want to be in a romantic  relationship with a guy at all.  I don’t want to kiss a guy or hold hands with him.  I don’t want to receive a blowjob from a guy, I just want to give him a blowjob.

My girlfriend has no idea that I periodically get together with a random guy so I can suck him off.  I am not sure why I feel the urge to suck cocks, but sometimes it is a very powerful craving.  I would be so embarrassed if people knew.

im in strong like of a guy and im married

So ive been married 7 years to a good man who i love. We have tons of fun together but sexually im not feeling him as i should. We have our i cant stand you times then right back to i love you. But a year ago i met a guy who i am attracted to that i used to work with. Its bad, i think about him often and the things i wanna do i know i cant. I hang out time to time (bad idea). But really liking and lusting right now. He feels the same but im married. I know if i keep up something will happen that shouldnt but i want it to. Sexually the attraction is like whoa and we have fun together. How do i make myself stop because ive tried and its extremly hard.

(Screen) Name: kokoa7

im in strong like of a guy and im married

So ive been married 7 years to a good man who i love. We have tons of fun together but sexually im not feeling him as i should. We have our i cant stand you times then right back to i love you. But a year ago i met a guy who i am attracted to that i used to work with. Its bad, i think about him often and the things i wanna do i know i cant. I hang out time to time (bad idea). But really liking and lusting right now. He feels the same but im married. I know if i keep up something will happen that shouldnt but i want it to. Sexually the attraction is like whoa and we have fun together. How do i make myself stop because ive tried and its extremly hard.

(Screen) Name: kokoa7

Always In Between

My feelings are unstable.Last june 2011, I’ve met #1 and #2 (in different situations). #1 was the first one unto which i felt LOVE. He was good, funny, handsome , I love him and I can feel his love for me too. Then, there came a time that my family’s status went down, and so I met #2. At first, he was just plainly “my friend with benefits”. Then, it came to the point that he was so good to me and kind and loving and caring and i did learn to love him. Even though i have this feeling, i didn’t dare to confess it to him because, at first, I barely knew that he was married and I still have love for #1. As time goes by, my relationship with #1 was doing great and so as my friendship with #2. There came to the point that #1 impregnated me. I wasn’t ready for the situation so i decided to have abortion. I know it was the biggest sin I’ve committed and up to now, I’am kneeling down to our most loving Father for forgiveness. #1 and I didn’t know how to pay our hospital bills since we kept everything secret to our family. So I asked #2 to help me in a way that others wouldn’t know in order to settle with everything, and so he did. He gave me the cash and left. On my 4th night at the hospital, I did not expect #2 came rushing at the door. I’ve seen tears on the sides of his eyes. The sight of his eyes scared me out of my wits. He looked for my bag and took the money with him. And that night, #2 confessed to #1 everything about us. On that night, my affair with #1 was over. It was very painful. I didn’t know what to do,what to say and what to feel. Everything began to swim before my eyes. #1 leave me in the lurch. Even though we’ve came to that worst situation, #2 was still willing to help me, accept me and forgive me. And because of that, I felt his love and care. Nowadays, we are enjoying one’s company and in every sunrise and dawn that we are together my love for him grew stronger and deeper.Even though he makes me feel that he loves me, I still have this feeling of doubts. I don’t know if I should believe on whatever he says, since he and his wife are still okay. And he frankly told me yesternight that we should always keep our relationship secret to the public. I felt anxious. So much for my likeness to do what is right, I can’t leave him since my emotional attachment with him is so intense. I don’t know what to do with my feelings. I’am so confused in everything he does.HELP ME PLEASE !

(Screen) Name: The Mistress

Shall i be with her ???

Hi frnds

I am in love with girl, she is of other religion, in our relation of 2.5 yrs, I have caught him 2times with other guys.
With one he was flirting & with other ( who lives in same appartment of her) she was in just attachment as he use to teach her.
1.After I caught her second time, I am just confused whether shall i keep our relationship or shall i part.
2. I have also experienced that our relationship from her side is not deep as it was earlier. May be it is of same dept but she always tries to avoid our secret meets.
What should i do

(Screen) Name: PC

I needed to vent .

Okaay, so I needa talk to someone . Well, I was dating this boy for like.. Almost 7 months. Everything was perfect. I thought he was the one; I could picture us raising our kids together & stuff .-. Yenoo’ the type of things you think when you’re in love. Okay, but this is what happened . We. Would have our occasional close-breakup but right after, he’d send me a relationship request? But the last time he didn’t? Then he stopped talking about me on his statuses, he stopped texting me while he went to his volleyball games. He said he was supporting his friends? I was cool with it till I heard about him & some girl. Let’s call her Lola. I asked him about her , he was like ‘she’s just a friend’ but if she was, then why wouldnt he let me meet her? It’s whatever. We ended up breaking up on our 7th month anniversary & the same day, he kissed her. Literally broke my heart to pieces. Then, I saw him with his BESTFRIEND ! Let’s call her Ana. He started messing around with her, but then he’ text me begging for me back, giving me hope we’d be together again. But nah; he started dating Ana. Ana cheated on him. He got with me. I felt like a second option & the feelings just weren’t there . I left him; he got with Lola. He left her & got with Ana again. & it’s just killing me because I know he’s telling her everything he told me. So it’s like our 7 months were nothing. They were lies. He was a player & I fell for the game. Now it’s hard not to compare every guy to him. I just want something like him .

(Screen) Name: Forgotten0818

This Is 4 Living A Lie

Nothing Or No One Is Worth Compromising Your Relationship With God. Having A Relationship With God Is Just As Real As Having A Relationship With Your Boyfriend. Only Guess What? God Loves You Way More Than Him! It’s The Truth… I’m 24yrs old & Ive Made Some Terrible Mistakes In My Life. Just Like You I’ve Been So Deeply In Love With Boyfriends That I did Anything For Them. I Too Am A Now Devoted Christian, But Back Then… I Even Went As Far As Getting Pregnant For One Guy When I Knew I didn’t Want Any Kids & Guess What He Left Me High & Dry. Unfortunately My baby died. However, The Truth of The Matter Is That Not A Single Person on This Earth Can Complete You Like Jesus Christ Can. Stand Up Girl & BE A BRIDE OF CHRIST! Stop Giving This Boy Your Body!!!! If He Loved You, He Would Respect Your Wishes & Wait To Marry You. Trust Me When I say This, At Your Age, He Is Not Serious And He Is Not Thinking About Getting Married. He’s Thinking About He’s Next Way Of “Hitting It”. What I would Suggest For You To Do Is Separate Yourself From Seeing Him, Stand Strong In Your Beliefs Of Waiting For Sex B4 Marriage. Then Lastly, Move On To Another Guy. After all, the best way to get over one guy is to find another one… Join a Site Like E-Harmony Where You Can Actually Find A Christian Man Who Is Willing To Wait For Sex. & Yes that is one of there pre-screening questions. I Usually Don’t Respond To People’s Comment’s That I Find On Random Websites, So I Hope You Take My Words To Heart.

(Screen) Name: Just2Live

This Is 4 Living A Lie

Nothing Or No One Is Worth Compromising Your Relationship With God. Having A Relationship With God Is Just As Real As Having A Relationship With Your Boyfriend. Only Guess What? God Loves You Way More Than Him! It’s The Truth… I’m 24yrs old & Ive Made Some Terrible Mistakes In My Life. Just Like You I’ve Been So Deeply In Love With Boyfriends That I did Anything For Them. I Too Am A Now Devoted Christian, But Back Then… I Even Went As Far As Getting Pregnant For One Guy When I Knew I didn’t Want Any Kids & Guess What He Left Me High & Dry. Unfortunately My baby died. However, The Truth of The Matter Is That Not A Single Person on This Earth Can Complete You Like Jesus Christ Can. Stand Up Girl & BE A BRIDE OF CHRIST! Stop Giving This Boy Your Body!!!! If He Loved You, He Would Respect Your Wishes & Wait To Marry You. Trust Me When I say This, At Your Age, He Is Not Serious And He Is Not Thinking About Getting Married. He’s Thinking About He’s Next Way Of “Hitting It”. What I would Suggest For You To Do Is Separate Yourself From Seeing Him, Stand Strong In Your Beliefs Of Waiting For Sex B4 Marriage. Then Lastly, Move On To Another Guy. After all, the best way to get over one guy is to find another one… Join a Site Like E-Harmony Where You Can Actually Find A Christian Man Who Is Willing To Wait For Sex. & Yes that is one of there pre-screening questions. I Usually Don’t Respond To People’s Comment’s That I Find On Random Websites, So I Hope You Take My Words To Heart.

(Screen) Name: Just2Live

Living a Lie

I am a young girl. I’m almost 16, and have always had a heart after God. No matter what I’ve done I will NOT have sex before marriage, but I’ve already ruined so many of the things that are supposed to wait until marriage. That make it so much more special. I’ve ruined it terribly. I’m saved and therefor any little wrong doing rips me from the inside out… Well. I recently just got introduced to hormones with my new boyfriend. We love being in eachother’s arms,however our relationship started with sexual things. I regret that so very much. When I’m with him I just want to be loved, but then he will get me all hot and bothered forcefully and then I’m begging for a touch. I say no no no. But eventually I give in. He touches, fingers, ect. I go home and talk to my VERY Christian grandmother about who knows what. I’ve had to lie to her about what I’ve done. I repent but then somehow manage to do it again. I want a boyfriend that doesn’t find a way to make sure I’m horny and will just be sweet instead. I want a CHRISTIAN man by my side most definitley. My parents and everyone I’ve talked to have said that it’s possible that I could wind up with whoever I’m dating for the rest of my life. So I need to choose well. I talk of God all the time to my boyfriend. He claims he’s saved, but I know in my heart he isn’t and he does too. God says with an anology in the Bible to get rid of whatever causes you to sin and brings you farther from Him… I do love my boyfriend. Not ‘STARY CROSSED IN LOVE’, but I do need him in some way. And if I leave him he will go into a deep depression and I’ll hurt him so bad. Anddd I won’t be able to have him in my life period. Further more his parents LOVE me and l love them. They want me with their son permanently… I don’t what to do. I’m tired of sinning and lying. I keep failing when I go and see him. What should I do?

(Screen) Name: Confused little one