Man I love

I am a 22 year old single mom, living with friends, and at work there is this man, he is 36, turning 37 in a few months,… Well, i don’t know what happened, but from the first time I laid my eyes on him I was totally in love, couldn’t stop thinking bout him, always finding ways to see him, and then one night he started sending me text messages, I repplied… From there it went to calling each other dailly, he says he likes me allot, but when he kisses me he doesn’t use any tongue, and I know that means that he doesn’t want to get attached, and he told me, after sleeping together, that he wants our relationship to be a total secret, cause his name is on the stake, our age difference is too big for him… does anyone know what i can do?????

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