Feeling twisted

I have a friend and co-worker, who is now one of my best friends and she is the most amazing woman I have ever met. Her smile lights up my world and I am sad when she isn’t around. I dream of someday kissing her and telling her how much I love her, but I have several problems. One is how different our lives are, not only is she much older than me, she has children and a sort of boyfriend. I am in college and the biggest problem of all is, IM MARRIED! I do love my wife, but I have to confess I love my friend more than I love my wife! I may be a terrible person, but this is how I feel and it is tearing me appart. That is a summary of my confession.