It was seven years ago yet I could still remember those times as I browse down some of familiar stories here. I was third year High School when I first meet this guy named Michael. He got a Chinese feature which actually my type. At first I was intimidated by him. I just thought that he really love showing off especially during class discussion. Honestly, he’s really smart, it’s just that my pride had been crashed for we both running for the Top of the class.
During our school intramural, we we’re both chosen to be a part of a cheer dancers and became partners. One time while practicing, I feel on the ground and was badly hurt while we were building a high pyramid as part of our stunt. He was really worried and he personally helped me. From that day on we became friends. We started sharing our own life stories and tell jokes. We share the same passion on writing poems.
He often asked me out to just roam around the campus. People always teases us, so I tried to keep distant from him. During our JS Prom, we danced and it was an awesome feeling.We stayed all night talking about anything with his arms around my shoulder. But after that, we haven’t talked about what is going on between us. We go home together, he thought me how to play a guitar with his arm wrapped around me yet nobody brought out the topic on what the score between us.
Until one day, we had a fight that had just started with just a simple thing. Our classmates ripped his magic paper and I happened to be holding one. He got angry at me that he shouted. I’ve got pissed off and started to run and cry.It was the first time that it happened. All the time he was sweet and caring and suddenly that thing happened. After a while, I’ve seen a hand offering a hanky and it was him. He said sorry and explained that he was just too upset that time because our physics professor didn’t accept there project. “I hate it every time I saw you cry and I even hate myself for causing it.” Michael says. We’ve been back as friends yet circumstances always makes us apart. He had been busy practicing for the competition on Folk dance and me became busy practicing for Field demonstration. And that’s were our friendship starts to fade.
During graduation, on stage after class pictorial, he grabbed me and hugged me tightly. I saw tears falling on his eyes. We hugged for we both know it would be a different world for us in College.
After high school, we haven’t seen each other often. We just meet during my birthday or on our yearly class reunion. At that time, he is still trying to be as sweet as before, holding my hands, sing a song for me, hugging me yet no words where being said.I come to a point where I told myself that maybe he doesn’t feel anything special for me. I remember those times when he said he just wanted one woman in his life and he will marry her. I felt sad. What if It,s not me? Fear strikes me so I started to be distant to him again. I was just afraid that time may come where he would find his girl and I couldn’t bear the pain. There’s a lot of “what if” at that time that i decided not to make an effort to see him again.Until one day, we accidentally bumped with each other and he told me that he has a girlfriend now. I was hurt that I even wanted to turn my back from him and run but I manage to smile and congratulate him.From that on, I desperately try to avoid him.

One time we we’re both online on FB and it happened that one of our classmate started the group chat. He started to ask question about me, how a i doing or how’s my love life.Christian also started to tease me if what was going on between me and Kim (one also of our classmate who become my bestpal). Michael become interested and keep on convincing me to tell the truth and admit if there’s something going on between kim and me.He said that he have heard a lot about us, that i always hang out with Kim and we spend a lot of time together. I just made no comment about it.

Four year had passed, he never attend our class reunion for the past years so i was surprised seeing him at the class meeting. It was the last reunion I’ll be attending for on the next month I’ve been set to fly to Europe to work and study. At that night after meeting, he just held my hand but he doesn’t say a word. He held my hand for a long time. We didn’t talked. Kim was also present that time yet he didn’t come near me for he know how i feel about Michael. He gives us time to talk but after Michael spotted Kim, he tried to avoid me. He haven’t even attended the set reunion. It was the saddest day of my life. I will not see him again before I fly away, tears started to fell.
It’s been a year now since I left home, he haven’t talked to me since the night on the meeting. Even in facebook, though we’re both online yet he never tried to open a conversation with me. It was just so strange that he always asked me how am i doing but now he didn’t make even a single effort.
Maybe he really doesn’t feel anything special towards me, maybe he was just as sweet as that, or maybe it was also my fault. I really don’t know.
Right now, our classmates and friends got curious about my lovelife, they have this in mind that KIM and ME we’re having a special relationship for even we were miles apart, we still find time to talk and be updated with each others life. We were really good friends but no special feeling involved. For I know that only one man still own my heart, even though he was not aware of it, I love him from the deepest part of my heart and I will always will. Seven years had passed yet the feeling remains as same as before. Well, what can I do? I can’t force myself to just forget about him. I know I should not be hoping but I can’t help it. I don’t know…all I know that IF YOU’RE SINGLE, IT DOESN’T MEAN YOUR NOT IN LOVE FOR I AM SINGLE AND STILL AND LOVE WITH MICHAEL.

(Screen) Name: Dluvseeker

I wanted to share this short story long back,but somehow couldn’t.
This incident happened when i was working in mumbai.I used to commute through local trains .

When you travel in mumbai train,u can get a new story everyday.
Trains are so crowded during peak hours,like almost overflowing with people.

When i travel in train i usually carry a book & enjoy reading.

As usual it was one fine morning &I was enjoying the morning view from my window seat.
Just when the train was about to leave,i heard some noises near door & saw a blind couple somehow managed to catch the train at the last second.

They wanted to get into handicapped compartment but in hurry got into ladies compartment.(Handicapped compartment is next to ladies).

Since it was peak hour,some ladies suggested they should goto handicapped compartment on next stop,they agreed and waited near the door so that they can quickly get down on next stop.

Everyone went back to their business & i too started reading my book.
The door where the couple was standing was behind my seat so i could clearly hear their conversation.

The guy sounded quiet alert & his wife as usual depending on her man.
The conversation was something like below.just 2-3 sentences & i was totally stunned…

Wife : is this 7.37 train
Husband : no,it 7.18
Wife : OK.
Husband : Trains are late today.
Wife:Do you know i wanted to wear the other saree,this saree is not good
Husband :no,this saree is also good.You look so beautiful in this saree..

I heard the above sentence and that’s it, i couldn’t hold myself.I just closed my book & turned back.

Even though the two people were bilnd,Anyone can see chemisty between them.With vision or no vision,nothing matters where there is true LOVE.
A blind husband complementing his blind wife that she looks beautiful in saree.Serioulsy how many times we see this kind of conversation even in normal couples???
My heart just filled with so much love for this couple.There was only sentence rolling in my mind for them “God bless them”.

Finally the next station came and the couple got down & went to handicapped compartment.

All I could do was pray for them & even today when i see some blind people or people madly in love,it reminds of these lovely couple & i say a little prayer for them…
And who says LOVE is not blind..yes it is blind..

(Screen) Name: dipti

I saw him for the first time on my bus stop… He stood there, long curly hair that caught my attention… and that too to a extent that I couldn’t take my eyes off him. Whenever I saw, I did pay attention! I was always spell bound to see him. It was a pleasure to see him around. The first time we coincidentally sat together, the entire time I was thinking about picking up a conversation. Finally, he said something and I asked about his work and all, too my utmost surprise he knew mine… even that made me so happy!

only once more i got the opportunity to sit next to him. This time I started the conversation, I asked all the general first meet questions, though i knew every single detail about him. The most funniest moment was when he introduced himself, I wanted to burst out laughing, the way he said, by the way I’m five star(that’s the name i gave him). it was amazing… when I was leaving he said Nice to meet you and I think that was the last good statement that I ever heard about me from him!

the days passed by and whenever we passed by I could speak nothing seeing him… numb just smile! After thinking a lot I decided to contact him on a social networking site. We became friends…rather only social networking friends, it was only once that we chatted for two hours.I wanted to be close to him so I use to message him quite often but I guess he picked up some wrong vibes from that and weird things crept in.He doesn’t use to reply to my messages and finally one day he blocked me from his profile. It was so humiliating and heart breaking for me. All I could do was CRY for the love that never flourished. I even tried to talked to him via other media… but…. no use.

I at least wanted to know what did he think of me… if he ever did! I dreamt of you… wish we could be together… may be I dint match upto his standards but I STILL THINK OF YOU

” WISH HE COULD READ THIS SOMEDAY AND FEEL WHAT I HAD FOR HIM… WHETHER YOU CALL IT LOVE OR INFATUATION…THIS IS IT… IT WAS PURE AND BEAUTIFUL FOR ME!!! “

(Screen) Name: angel

One boy and one girl. They had been passing each other in the hallways for a year. It took them a while to notice each other, but once they did they instantly became friends because he, a football player, was the male equivalent to her, a smart girl who enjoyed several extra curricular activites. They quickly became close. They were best friends who shared everything with each other. They simply called each other “best friend” because that’s the only thing that defined them. Towards the end of the school year the boy got news that he would be moving. The girl was distraught, because that was her best friend. The only male she trusted. At a party the girl had gotten a little, how should I say this…hmmm, drunk. While the boy was walking her home from the party she admitted that she had other feeling for him, that night they shared their first kiss. At that point sparks started flying. The boy had been feeling the same way lately. But there was nothing that could be done about it because five days later he had to move. The two stayed in constant contact. Calling, texting, skyping. But after a while the girl decided to give up on the boy and go find someone else. The boy let go, as boys easily do, and did him for a while. After the girl tried dating a couple of times she realized that no one could make her as happy as her best friend. Because not only was her her best friend, but he was the only one who knew how to truly love her and make her as happy as she could possibly be. So to this day, they still keep in constant contact. They often screw up time to time, but they trust each other to say “hey, I messed up. Will you forgive me?” The two plan on getting married one day. Some people don’t believe them when they say it, but hey, who cares. They truly are each other’s first, and most likely, last love.

(Screen) Name: YepShesInLove

Insan jaane anjaane naa jaane kitni galtiya kar jata hai jiska usse khud bhi pata nahi hota. Kabhi bahi zindgi humey aaise lesson padha jati hai jinke baare me humne kabhi sapne me bhi socha nahi hota. Aaisi galtiya kuch aisi chap chod jati hain jo kabhi mit nahi sakti aur shayad kabhi kabhi to zindgi hi ban jaati hai. Maine bhi ek aisi hi galti ki, aur sach kahu to ho gayi. Mujhe pyar ho gaya. Bachpan se ache sanskar mile, acha parivar mila, ache maa-baap mile aur ache logo ke beech raha. Main humesha pyar baatne ki sochta rahta. Shyad esliye kyunki mujhe yahi sikhaya gaya tha. Main kbhi aazad nahi tha. Par, meri zindgi me bhi aazadi aayi. Aaisi aazadi, jisne meri zindgi ke lakshay hi badal diya. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai, mujhe apni puri life me pehli baar khud ka mobile phone mila, hostel me rehne ki permission mili aur mila dher sara pyar, sabse. Par achanak, na jaane kyu main negative energy ki taraf khichta chala gaya. Life me pehli baar kisi ladki se baat karne ki himmat aa gayi thi mujhme. Meri ummar ke sath ye hona swabhavik hai par mere sath kuch jyada hua. Main dhere dhere kisi bhi ladki se baat karne ko utawala hota gaya. Par maine apni padhayi pe bhi dhyan rakha. Fir ek din mujhe vo ladki dhiki jis se mujhe apni khwaish puri karne ka mauka mila. Vo humare pados me rahti thi. Bohot hi pyari, muhje se height me choti par dil me bohot badi. Aisi ladki jisse ek din meri life me aana tha aur mujhe dher sari khushiya dena tha. Bas yahi galti ho gayi mujhse. Maine us se baat ki aur dhoke se uske phone se apne phone par miscall kar di aur es tarah mujhe uska number mil gay. Maine theek teen din baad apne hostel se usko phone kiya. Vo aise pretend kar rahi thi jaise mujhe jaanti hi na ho. Dhere dhere ye baate dosti me badal gayi. Muhje vo achi lagne lagi. Aur ek din maine us se propose kar diya. Usne pahle to mana kar diya par main jaan gaya tha k vo bhi mujhe pasand karne lagi hai. Aur kuch din baad ek raat ko phone par baat karte waqt usne ye accept bhi kar liya. Bas phir kya tha, hum dono aasman me udte aazad panchiyo ki tarah apni khud ki banayi duniya me udne lage. Mere pyar me shayad abhi vo sachayi nahi thi jo ki honi chahiye thi, par haan kuch to tha jo mujhe us se dur nahi hone deta tha. Humari ladai bhi hoti thi, par hum bhi bol padte. Pura din ek duse k contact me rehna, der raat tak phone par baate karna aur apni shadi ki baare me sochna aur ek duse ko batana aur khush hona. Fir ek din aaya jab hum ek dusre ke bohot karib aaye. Main usko dekna chata tha aur pyar karna chahta tha aur shayad vo bhi. Maine usko apne ghar bulaya jab mere parents meri nani ki pass punjab gaye huye the. Aur kaise taise vo mere ghar aayi. Jab vo mere ghar k aander aayi main to jaise ghabra sa gaya. Usko apna ghar dikhaya fir apne bed par apne saath bithaya. Vo meri god me sir rakh ke let gayi. Vo meri jindgi ki pehli smooch thi aur pehli ladki. Ab to main aazad ho gaya tha. Fir hum ek mandir me milne lage. Achanak meri uske sath dil se attachment ho gayi thi. Main ab uske sath rehna chahta tha, kaise bhi aur kahi bhi. Hum do-teen baar ek restaurant me bhi mile. Hum dono hi virgin the aur aaj bhi hain. Hum roz raat ko bhagwan ka naam lekar phone kata karte the. Aisa teen saal chala. Year 2010 mere pariwar par aur khas taur par mujh par aur mere maa- baap par ek kaali chap chod di. Meri dadi jinhe hum sab bohot pyar karte the, guzar gayi. Mere papa se kisi ne Rs 2 lacs cheen liye. Fir lagbhag 6 mahine baad mere papa ko police ek jhoote case me pakad kar chali gayi. Vo ladki mujhe kaha karti thi ki vo mangleek hai aur main uske saath rahunga to barbaad ho jaunga. Humari ladaiya fir se shuru ho gayi. Uska behaviour bilkul change ho gaya. Vo mujhse dur jaane lagi. Itni saari pareshaniyo ke beech me uska yeh behaviour dekhkar main aur pareshan rehne laga. Mere papa ki bail hui aur zindgi me fir se rang laut aaye. Ab pahle jaisa kuch bhi nahi tha. Ghar me ek ankahi mayusi si rahti thi jaise kisi ne dil me teekhi talwar chala di ho. Hmme apna ghar bechna pada. Meri aur meri sis ki padhai, papa ke case ke lie, ghar ke liye hume paise ki jarurrat thi. Par humne kisi se udhar nahi maanga. Shayad teen mahino baad meri us ladki se baat hui aur fir pata chala ke uski sis ne usko mere baare me bhadkaya tha. Us se mera uski sis se baat karna pasand nahi tha par uski sis ne jaan bhujh kar mujhse baate ki, dosti ki aur fir dosti ka inaam diya. Inaam tha mera aur us ladki ka jhagra. Dhere dhere maine us ladki ko sari baat batayi aur apne dil ka haal sunaya aur vo maan gayi kyunki shayad abhi bhi uske dil me mere liye aur mere dil me uske liye viswas baaki tha. Us ladki ne mujhe bohot pyar diya.
Par ab meri zindgi me ek aur ladki aayi. Uska naam shweta gupta tha. Us se main ek cultural class me mila tha. Mere dil me uske liye koi feeling nahi thi par uske mann shayad kuch ho gaya. Usne mujhe propose kia aur maine mana kar diya. Vo ladki hath dhokar mere piche pad gayi. Maine apni girlfriend se es baare me baat ki aur us se bolna band kar diya. Par shayad kuch din baad hum fir se bol pade aur dost ban gaye. Es beech mujhe meri girlfriend ki social networking profile par kuch fake I-D’s dikhi aur maine eitraaz jataya. Bohot saari misunderstanding create ho gayi aur meri fir se apni girlfriend se ladai gayi. Main us par shak karne laga. Ab maine shweta se bolne bhi band kar diya. Maine bohot koshish ki situation ko sambhalne ki par shayad meri kismat me khush rahna nahi tha. Ladai aisi hui ki usne muhje ignore karna door kar diya. Main ladkiyo ki tarah rota tha. Sara din muh latka kar udaas rehne laga tha. Fir ek din maine apni sis ko apna dukh bataya aur sis ne mujhe us ladki se dur rahne ko kaha. Par uske pait me yeh baat nahi pachi aur usne raat ko ghar me sabko bata diya. Mere papa ne mujhe sambhala aur daanta bhi. Par meri aankho se aansu rukne ka naam nahi le rahe the. Fir mere papa ne jo kaha usne mera dil aur tod diya. “meetha sapna samjh kar bul ja usko. Tere se jada to vo ladki samajhdar hai, manglik ladki ki shadi to manglik ladke ke sath hi hoti hai.” Us din mujhe ehsas hua k mujhe pyar ho gaya tha. Zindgi me pehle baar pyar hua, sacha pyar aur vo bhi aisa. Maine ye baat apni girlfriend ko batayi aur usko laga ki maine uski badnami karva rakhi hai. Main bohot gaktiya ki, kabhi bhi usko khush nahi rakh paya. Uski khusi aur respect ki kadar nahi ki.aur dhere dhere baat karna kam ho gaya aur fir ek din, Jan 4,2011 ko band ho gaya………………………………………………………
Aaj bhi main usko bhul nahi paya hoon. Jab bhi uski yaad aati hai, bohot mayusi mehsus hoti hai. Maine ghar se bahar nikalana band kar diya. Par jab jab nikla usko cross kiya. Jab bhi vo mere samne aati dil ek dum ruk jata tha. Achanak aisa lagta tha jaise sab kuch band ho gaya ho. Filmo ki tarah zindgi ruk gayi ho. Main bata nahi sakta k main kaisa mehsus karta tha. Bas itna tha k jab tak hum dusre ko cross nahi kar dete the, tab tak mera dil aur dimag bas paralysed ho jata tha. Maine ab rona chod diya, sharab peena bhi chod diya aur koshish ki hai ke jaldi se jaldi apne pairo pe kahda ho jau aur paise kamana shuru ho jaye. Problems aaj bhi hain aur shayad pahle se badi hain apr ab darr nahi lagta. Aur sabse important baat, main aaj bhi us ladki ko dil se bohot pyar karta hoon. Ek wish hai meri. Main ek baar us se milna chata hoon aur usko apni galtiyo ke kiye sorry kena chahta hoon. Aur ye bhi dikhana chahata hu k main uski respect pehle se jada karne laga hoon. Uske sath bitaya hua time meri life ka sabse khobsurat aur kimti time hai. Aaj bhi jab vo pal yaad aate hain to sochta hoon ki kash main time me vapis ja saku aur apni galtiya sudhar saku aur us se jada payar de saku jo main nahi de paya. Aur shayad main us se kabhi milu hi na, aur na hi humari dosti ho na hi usko meri taraf se koi dukh mile. Main aaj bhi marta hoon uski yaad me par apni family ki responsibilities bhi saamajhne laga hoon. Main apna ek resolution banaya hai k agar uski shadi se pehle mein kamane lag gaya aur mera goal pura ho gaya to uske ghar shadi k proposal lekar jaunga nahi to kabhi bhi shadi nahi karunga par humesha apne parents ki dekh bhal karunga aur humesha us ladki se pyar karta rahunga. Vo mera pehla aur shayad aakhiri pyar hai. I love you Unni…..yours yashpal

(Screen) Name: Yashpal

Insan jaane anjaane naa jaane kitni galtiya kar jata hai jiska usse khud bhi pata nahi hota. Kabhi bahi zindgi humey aaise lesson padha jati hai jinke baare me humne kabhi sapne me bhi socha nahi hota. Aaisi galtiya kuch aisi chap chod jati hain jo kabhi mit nahi sakti aur shayad kabhi kabhi to zindgi hi ban jaati hai. Maine bhi ek aisi hi galti ki, aur sach kahu to ho gayi. Mujhe pyar ho gaya. Bachpan se ache sanskar mile, acha parivar mila, ache maa-baap mile aur ache logo ke beech raha. Main humesha pyar baatne ki sochta rahta. Shyad esliye kyunki mujhe yahi sikhaya gaya tha. Main kbhi aazad nahi tha. Par, meri zindgi me bhi aazadi aayi. Aaisi aazadi, jisne meri zindgi ke lakshay hi badal diya. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai, mujhe apni puri life me pehli baar khud ka mobile phone mila, hostel me rehne ki permission mili aur mila dher sara pyar, sabse. Par achanak, na jaane kyu main negative energy ki taraf khichta chala gaya. Life me pehli baar kisi ladki se baat karne ki himmat aa gayi thi mujhme. Meri ummar ke sath ye hona swabhavik hai par mere sath kuch jyada hua. Main dhere dhere kisi bhi ladki se baat karne ko utawala hota gaya. Par maine apni padhayi pe bhi dhyan rakha. Fir ek din mujhe vo ladki dhiki jis se mujhe apni khwaish puri karne ka mauka mila. Vo humare pados me rahti thi. Bohot hi pyari, muhje se height me choti par dil me bohot badi. Aisi ladki jisse ek din meri life me aana tha aur mujhe dher sari khushiya dena tha. Bas yahi galti ho gayi mujhse. Maine us se baat ki aur dhoke se uske phone se apne phone par miscall kar di aur es tarah mujhe uska number mil gay. Maine theek teen din baad apne hostel se usko phone kiya. Vo aise pretend kar rahi thi jaise mujhe jaanti hi na ho. Dhere dhere ye baate dosti me badal gayi. Muhje vo achi lagne lagi. Aur ek din maine us se propose kar diya. Usne pahle to mana kar diya par main jaan gaya tha k vo bhi mujhe pasand karne lagi hai. Aur kuch din baad ek raat ko phone par baat karte waqt usne ye accept bhi kar liya. Bas phir kya tha, hum dono aasman me udte aazad panchiyo ki tarah apni khud ki banayi duniya me udne lage. Mere pyar me shayad abhi vo sachayi nahi thi jo ki honi chahiye thi, par haan kuch to tha jo mujhe us se dur nahi hone deta tha. Humari ladai bhi hoti thi, par hum bhi bol padte. Pura din ek duse k contact me rehna, der raat tak phone par baate karna aur apni shadi ki baare me sochna aur ek duse ko batana aur khush hona. Fir ek din aaya jab hum ek dusre ke bohot karib aaye. Main usko dekna chata tha aur pyar karna chahta tha aur shayad vo bhi. Maine usko apne ghar bulaya jab mere parents meri nani ki pass punjab gaye huye the. Aur kaise taise vo mere ghar aayi. Jab vo mere ghar k aander aayi main to jaise ghabra sa gaya. Usko apna ghar dikhaya fir apne bed par apne saath bithaya. Vo meri god me sir rakh ke let gayi. Fir usne mujhe kiss karne ki koshish ki. Main mana ni kar paya. Par achanak jaise aag lag gayi. Usne mujhe phir se kiss kiya aur hat gayi. Ab maine kiss kiya aur hum dono paglo ki tarah ek dusre ko chumne lage. Vo mere upar letkar mujhe chumne lagi aur bas hum pagal ho gaye. Vo meri jindgi ki pehli smooch thi aur pehli ladki. Ab to main aazad ho gaya tha. Maine usko apne ghar fir bulaya. Vo mere ghar do baar aur aayi aur humne fir smooch kari. Fir hum ek mandir me milne lage. Achanak mera pyar hawas me badlne laga par meri uske sath dil se attachment ho gayi thi. Main ab uske sath rehna chahta tha, kaise bhi aur kahi bhi. Hum do-teen baar ek restaurant me bhi mile. Par humare bich me kabhi bhi sex nahi huya. Hum dono hi virgin the aur aaj bhi hain. Hum roz raat ko bhagwan ka naam lekar phone kata karte the. Aisa teen saal chala. Year 2010 mere pariwar par aur khas taur par mujh par aur mere maa- baap par ek kaali chap chod di. Meri dadi jinhe hum sab bohot pyar karte the, guzar gayi. Mere papa se kisi ne Rs 2 lacs cheen liye. Fir lagbhag 6 mahine baad mere papa ko police ek jhoote case me pakad kar chali gayi. Vo ladki mujhe kaha karti thi ki vo mangleek hai aur main uske saath rahunga to barbaad ho jaunga. Humari ladaiya fir se shuru ho gayi. Uska behaviour bilkul change ho gaya. Vo mujhse dur jaane lagi. Itni saari pareshaniyo ke beech me uska yeh behaviour dekhkar main aur pareshan rehne laga. Mere papa ki bail hui aur zindgi me fir se rang laut aaye. Ab pahle jaisa kuch bhi nahi tha. Ghar me ek ankahi mayusi si rahti thi jaise kisi ne dil me teekhi talwar chala di ho. Hmme apna ghar bechna pada. Meri aur meri sis ki padhai, papa ke case ke lie, ghar ke liye hume paise ki jarurrat thi. Par humne kisi se udhar nahi maanga. Shayad teen mahino baad meri us ladki se baat hui aur fir pata chala ke uski sis ne usko mere baare me bhadkaya tha. Us se mera uski sis se baat karna pasand nahi tha par uski sis ne jaan bhujh kar mujhse baate ki, dosti ki aur fir dosti ka inaam diya. Inaam tha mera aur us ladki ka jhagra. Dhere dhere maine us ladki ko sari baat batayi aur apne dil ka haal sunaya aur vo maan gayi kyunki shayad abhi bhi uske dil me mere liye aur mere dil me uske liye viswas baaki tha. Us ladki ne mujhe bohot pyar diya.
Par ab meri zindgi me ek aur ladki aayi. Uska naam shweta gupta tha. Us se main ek cultural class me mila tha. Mere dil me uske liye koi feeling nahi thi par uske mann shayad kuch ho gaya. Usne mujhe propose kia aur maine mana kar diya. Vo ladki hath dhokar mere piche pad gayi. Maine apni girlfriend se es baare me baat ki aur us se bolna band kar diya. Par shayad kuch din baad hum fir se bol pade aur dost ban gaye. Es beech mujhe meri girlfriend ki social networking profile par kuch fake I-D’s dikhi aur maine eitraaz jataya. Bohot saari misunderstanding create ho gayi aur meri fir se apni girlfriend se ladai gayi. Main us par shak karne laga. Ab maine shweta se bolne bhi band kar diya. Maine bohot koshish ki situation ko sambhalne ki par shayad meri kismat me khush rahna nahi tha. Ladai aisi hui ki usne muhje ignore karna door kar diya. Main ladkiyo ki tarah rota tha. Sara din muh latka kar udaas rehne laga tha. Fir ek din maine apni sis ko apna dukh bataya aur sis ne mujhe us ladki se dur rahne ko kaha. Par uske pait me yeh baat nahi pachi aur usne raat ko ghar me sabko bata diya. Mere papa ne mujhe sambhala aur daanta bhi. Par meri aankho se aansu rukne ka naam nahi le rahe the. Fir mere papa ne jo kaha usne mera dil aur tod diya. “meetha sapna samjh kar bul ja usko. Tere se jada to vo ladki samajhdar hai, manglik ladki ki shadi to manglik ladke ke sath hi hoti hai.” Us din mujhe ehsas hua k mujhe pyar ho gaya tha. Zindgi me pehle baar pyar hua, sacha pyar aur vo bhi aisa. Maine ye baat apni girlfriend ko batayi aur usko laga ki maine uski badnami karva rakhi hai. Main bohot gaktiya ki, kabhi bhi usko khush nahi rakh paya. Uski khusi aur respect ki kadar nahi ki.aur dhere dhere baat karna kam ho gaya aur fir ek din, Jan 4,2011 ko band ho gaya………………………………………………………
Aaj bhi main usko bhul nahi paya hoon. Jab bhi uski yaad aati hai, bohot mayusi mehsus hoti hai. Maine ghar se bahar nikalana band kar diya. Par jab jab nikla usko cross kiya. Jab bhi vo mere samne aati dil ek dum ruk jata tha. Achanak aisa lagta tha jaise sab kuch band ho gaya ho. Filmo ki tarah zindgi ruk gayi ho. Main bata nahi sakta k main kaisa mehsus karta tha. Bas itna tha k jab tak hum dusre ko cross nahi kar dete the, tab tak mera dil aur dimag bas paralysed ho jata tha. Maine ab rona chod diya, sharab peena bhi chod diya aur koshish ki hai ke jaldi se jaldi apne pairo pe kahda ho jau aur paise kamana shuru ho jaye. Problems aaj bhi hain aur shayad pahle se badi hain apr ab darr nahi lagta. Aur sabse important baat, main aaj bhi us ladki ko dil se bohot pyar karta hoon. Ek wish hai meri. Main ek baar us se milna chata hoon aur usko apni galtiyo ke kiye sorry kena chahta hoon. Aur ye bhi dikhana chahata hu k main uski respect pehle se jada karne laga hoon. Uske sath bitaya hua time meri life ka sabse khobsurat aur kimti time hai. Aaj bhi jab vo pal yaad aate hain to sochta hoon ki kash main time me vapis ja saku aur apni galtiya sudhar saku aur us se jada payar de saku jo main nahi de paya. Aur shayad main us se kabhi milu hi na, aur na hi humari dosti ho na hi usko meri taraf se koi dukh mile. Main aaj bhi marta hoon uski yaad me par apni family ki responsibilities bhi saamajhne laga hoon. Main apna ek resolution banaya hai k agar uski shadi se pehle mein kamane lag gaya aur mera goal pura ho gaya to uske ghar shadi k proposal lekar jaunga nahi to kabhi bhi shadi nahi karunga par humesha apne parents ki dekh bhal karunga aur humesha us ladki se pyar karta rahunga. Vo mera pehla aur shayad aakhiri pyar hai. I love you Unni…..yours yashpal

(Screen) Name: Yashpal

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I have always wanted to tell my love story to someone, maybe you will take interest in it?
I was in the city BHUJ,Gujrat in India. I was in 7th class, and this would have been about ten years before my brother had taken admission into college and moved into the hostel. My father was posted to another state. I was alone at home with my mother. Things got a little bit more interesting when a beautiful girl had come as my neighbor, in front of my home. She took admission in my class but in different section. I remember she had an elder brother. I was shy with girls so i just kept normal friendship. I used to play most of the time. As she was my neighbor I used to play with her most of time. She would tease me so I would scold her in return. She would just bow her head down; and listen quietly to what I had to say, she would apologize to me afterwards; this would happen often. There were others children also but I like to play with her most.
In 2001, for me one of the most important events took place on the New Year. My brother had given me a diary as a gift, and from the 1st January I had started writing daily entries in it. I was so young at that time, so i just wrote everything exactly as it happened. On the 26th January of that year, an earthquake hit our city, it was a serious disaster and we were left with nothing; as all our homes were damaged. From here the story really begins for me. Her father had bought a tent, my mother and i had shifted in with her family. The real fun began between us. We were together for almost all of 24 hours, with no study. Our local school had been closed. We would just have fun frolicking around. I had written in detail about the earthquake very neatly in my diary. It was a life time memorable experiences I had written in my diary all things. For three months i just had a great time, having no study, you would find me just roaming around our area. We were together in one tent and for 24 hours. Our families were adjusted well and helpful to each other. She was getting very close to me at this stage, but at that time we were so young so I never took our friendship seriously.
It soon came the time for our separation. Two or three days before i had left, a fight had taken place between us. We went from spending hours together to suddenly not talking to each other anymore. My luggage was loading on the truck as I waited for her to say sorry, but I knew she was at home waiting for me to come to her but I couldn’t. The truck had started up and was on its way. We were separated just like that without a single conversation. Mobile phones were not in fashion at that time. So i had no contact of her. I continued to write in my diary for another month, though after that I decided to stop using it as I realized that without her, I felt that there was nothing important to write in it, the last pages of my diary i kept blank.
Many years went by. Sometimes i would read back to that part in my diary (separation), how I felt bad why i didn’t say sorry to her, or why i had left her like that. Maybe we were too young to have feelings, but I know that i was the one responsible for what had happened the day I left. She was always on my mind even after so many years. I still think about her. I think my dairy is responsible for that, but this does not mean that i was mad at her. Many girls came into my life after that and i was searching for her in every girl i met. No one was like her. I had joined college and connected to the world of internet. In India facebook nd orkut are famous social networking site and so i joined it in hopes of finding her. Sometimes seeing couples in colleges, I used to day dream about her being with her again. After so many years I had decided to search for her, however possible.
In October 2008 i had found her brother on Orkut. Now he is doing job. We chatted together and he was happy to meet me. He told me that i was too much special a guy for their family. I asked about her, but he showed no interest in telling me about her. So i did not force him. Six months had past and I had seen her account on her brother’s profile and sent friend’s request. But even better, she had called me – getting my number off her brother. Our first talk went for about three hours. It was my first time talking to a girl for that long and we were on our mobile phones. I told her about the diary, and she said she remembered me writing in it. She said she remembered only few things, but i remembered everything because of the diary that I had kept. She told me she cried much when i left her. She had decided not to become too friendly with guys again.
She told me it was the happiest moment her life to talk to me again, after such a long time. She couldn’t imagine that i could ever reach her again. I continued to talk to her on the phone for a month, we would talk almost daily on our mobiles. I felt i was in love with her, so i had proposed. But she began saying that she respects my love, but she did not love me like that and that she will marry to whom her parents tell her to. After hearing this I had asked her to not call me anymore. But she couldn’t help it, she continued to call me and she told me that she would get stressed when we didn’t talk together. So we continued to talk. I tried to tell her that its love, but she still said its friendship. The same situation was still going on. I just talk when she askd me to. But I had decided to not show my love for her and to be just her good friend. But it was my mistake. Talking her still made me thought about her too much and I was thinking its ok and I could continue like that. I was wrong. This was the story till September 2009.
My night becomes severe more I talked her. My mind becomes restless. Further she continued to say me that she doesn’t love me but could not stop calling me. I left sleeping. Instead of forgetting her, my mind got saturated, i got depressed. I was admitted in hospital for 1 month. My parents come to knew about my situation. Then i left studies for one year. During this one year i collected things which are appropriate for me. But I couldn’t stop thinking about her. And after one year i joined to college again. Things were changed a lot. People had changed their attitudes towards me. I came to know about this real world truth. But even after all this she is in my mind like always. Although she had left talking to me after listening about my condition, I came to know about a hidden truth to get success, that is “THE SECRET” .
And my life starts changing after that. I started enjoying life again. I never stop myself thing about her and started hoping that everything now happen for best now. One day the Gal called me asking to forget her. I talked her friendly. I got placement in company. Now I am waiting for her next call.
Tell me how do you feel like about my future?

(Screen) Name: praveen gupta

This Happend last year and has compleatly changed my life.
I Met a girl at my local chior whom i became grate friends with. we used to talk alot by letters. Anyway, one day , i started to fall in love with her. I felt such a strong conection. I didn’t want her body , i wanted her soul. It was her mind, her thoughts and her memorys i liked. So i decided to tell her. I sent a leter telling her exactly how i felt. I waited 3 weeks and had no reply, i then sent another letter asking her why she hadn’t sent a reply. Still No reply. Then I saw her at chior and atempted to talk to her, but she just ignored me. 1 month past and nither of us spoke. Then one night my perants got a call from the pupil suport offier at school. My perants said i had upset her and that she was angry at me. Then i had to go and see a nurse for counciling and stuff but I compleatly ignored it. After the counciling i felt a need to comunicate with her, but they had blocked every form of contact. They blocked emails, phone calls, letters and even changed my timetable so i couldn’t see her. Now, one year on and i am on the brink of killing her.My life has never been the same.

The morral of my life is 11 and 15 is to bigger age gap.

her name Lucy
my name Thomas

thankyou for reading

(Screen) Name: TomTom2233

I’ve always wanted to tell my love story to someone, maybe you will take interest in it?

I was in the city BHUJ,Gujrat in India , I was in 7th class, and this would have been about eight and half years before my brother had taken admission into college and moved into the hostel. My father was posted to another state. I was alone at home with my mother. Things got a little bit interesting when a beautiful girl had come as my neighbour, in front of my home. she took addmission in my class but in different section. I remember she had an older brother. I was shy with girls so i just a kept normal friendship, i used to play most of the time. She would tease me so I would scold her in return. She would just bow her head down; and listen quietly to what I had to say, she would apologize to me afterwards; this would happen often.

In 2001, for me, one of the most important events took place on the New Year. My brother had given me a diary as a gift, and from the 1st January I had started writing daily entries in it. I was so young; so i just wrote everything exactly as it happened. On the 26th January of that year, an earthquake came over our city, it was a serious disaster and we were left with nothing; as all our homes were damaged. From here the story really begins for me. Her father had bought a tent, my mother and I had shifted in with her family. The real fun began between us; we were together for almost all of 24 hours, with no study; our local school had been closed. We would just have fun frolicking around. I had written in detail about the earthquake; very neatly in my diary. For three months i just had a great time, having no study, you would find me just roaming around our area. She was getting very close to me at this stage, but at that time we were so young so I never took our friendship seriously.

It soon came the time for our separation. Two or three days before i had left, a fight had taken place between us. We went from spending hours together, to suddenly not talking to each other anymore. My luggage was loading on the truck as I waited for her to say sorry, but I knew she was at home waiting for me to come to her but I couldn’t. The truck had started up and was on its way. We were separated just like that; both saying nothing to each other. Mobile phones were not in fashion at that time, so i had no contact with her. I continued to write in my diary for another month, though after that I decided to stop using it as I realised that without her, I felt that there was nothing important to write about, the last pages of my diary i kept blank.

Many years went by, sometimes i would read back to that part in my diary, how I felt bad why i didn’t say sorry to her, or why i had left her like that. Maybe we were too young to have feelings, but I know that i was the one responsible for what had happened the day I left. She was always on my mind, even after so many years I still think about her. I think my dairy is responsible for that, but this does not mean that i was mad at her. Many girls came into my life after that and i was searching for her in every girl i met; no one was like her. I had joined college and connected to the world of internet. In India facebook nd orkut are famous blogging site and so i joined it, in hopes of finding her. After so many years I had decided to search for her, however possible.

In October, 2008 i had found her brother; now he is doing job. We chatted together and he was happy to meet me. He told me that i was too much special a guy for their family. I asked about his sister, but he showed no interest in telling me about her; so i did not force him. Six months had past and I had seen her’s account on her brother’s profile and sent friend’s request, but even better, she had called me – getting my number off her brother. Our first talk went for about three hours. It was my first time talking to a girl for that long and we were on our mobile phones. I told her about the diary, and she said she remembered me writing in it. She said she remembered only few things, but i remembered everything because of the diary that I had kept. She told me she cried much when i left her; that she had decided not to become too friendly with guys again.

She told me it was the happiest moment her life to talk to me again, after such a long time. She couldn’t imagine that i could ever reach her again. I continued to talk to her on the phone for a month, we would talk almost daily on our mobiles. I felt i was in love with her, so i had proposed, but she began saying that she respects my love, but she did not love me like that and that she will marry to whom her parents tell her to. After hearing this I had asked her to not call me anymore. But she couldn’t help it, she continued to call me, and she told me that she would get stressed when we didn’t talk together, so we continued to talk. I tried to tell her that its love, but she still says its friendship. The same situation is still going on; i just talk when she asks me to. But I have decided to not show my love for her and to just try to be her good friend.

I don’t know what will happen in the future, will she ever love me?
this is the story till sept 2009,,,
now i am updating this story on oct 2011,that i still love this gal..and things change a lot between these years. i got depressed in love of her. and admitted in hospital for 1 month. then i left stuidies for one year. During this one year i collect things which are appropriate. And after one i joined to college again. Things were changed a lot. People had changed ther attitudes towards me. I came to know about this real world truth. But even after all this is in my mind like always. Althugh she had left talking to me in oct 2009. I came to about a hidden truth to get success,
that is “the secret” you may read this book availbale in internet freely.
THE SECRET BY Rhonda Bryne. and my life starts changing after that. I started enjoying life again. One day the Gal called me asking to forget her. I talked her friendly. and now i waiting for her next call.
tell me how do you feel like about my future?

(Screen) Name: praveen gupta