Buddy and I known each other for almost half of my life, we are actually three in our group, all along my attention was wit jet our other friend and that makes buddy left behind as always, I had a big crush wit jet that I never kept from the two of them and as we became older this crush had truned into serious thing between me and jet, after so many hardship jet and I gave up, I had buddy to be my crying shoulder, then jet left for another place and only buddy and I stayed together so many years past, we had less time and talk wit each other, but from time to time buddy never failed to check on me, so I met this guy who is now my fiance, and I also make a move to put buddy back into the picture since my realtionship with my fiance has been on the rocks, he again become my shock absorber and crying buddy, as we became closer, I feel something that I havent felt with anyone before, I feel comfortable with the love and affection he was giving me, then I realized that he never left me, he was the only person who stayed with me all through whatever I am goin thru…
then i started confessing about how I actually felt for him, I told him dat this was just crush, and he smiled, a smile that has been locked into my heart, I dont I felt suddenly my heart beating fast… i felt sudden pleasure wit how he hold me CLOSER… and take care of me so much… I ask him if he do had a feeling same as mine… and he said yes but i cant… I already belong to someone else. and he was ignoring whatever he feels for me… after few weeks its confirmed I love him… I had fallen inlove wit my very friend… and once again I asked him.. if he feels something about me… and he said not at all… I feel the world falls on me… i cant move cant breathe… my tears fell down.. and I become weaker… I asked him to stay.. and he said i’ll be staying wit you forever, but I was never worth of this fight, you belong with him…

until now my heart swell wit so much much aching I was hurt… and I realized he makes happy more than anyone else…

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