Hello guys, my name is Nidhi and I live in New Delhi.Here I’m gonna explain how he made me fall in love with him.

He was my tutionmate. His name was Yash. Literally, I won’t say it love at first sight for myself but perhaps it is for him. His unconditional love for me. We were just tutionmates and it was my first day in the tution classes when I saw him for the first time there. Although I wasn’t interested in him and didn’t even notice him. But the moment he saw me, got stuck to my face as I was some celebrity. This continued for some time and I started observing him. He was kinda cute and sweet boy. He kept looking at me whenever he completed his questions for tutions. I thought he was very awkward as no one had ever given me so much importance in his life. Slowly and gradually he made me fall in love with him. I also started looking at him for times and kept thinking how smart he was and any damn girl could fall for him and the best thing that I was so lucky to gain importance from him. He tried hard conversating from me but I being a nerd always said something to shut the conversation. For example – sometimes he tried asking me for a spare pen, though I had one but I denied him because we weren’t even friends and I was afraid of him for nothing. He tried cracking jokes in the tution to make me smile, to make me laugh. I loved his efforts but I never tried to make some efforts to go near and talk to him. One day I was so affectionated by him that I couldn’t control my eyes looking at him and so he noticed me soon as he also kept on looking at me constantly after five minute breaks. He kept looking at me then removing his eyes and then again looking at me and then again removing. This continued for a while and he wanted to burst out laughing but he couldn’t. So he turned back a while and smiled hard till a minute. This made me also smile so I also turned and started smiling. Then eventually I felt that it’s love that makes me thinking about him so often. I realised that I love him very very much. His absence in the classes made my day boring. I realised I had affectionate feelings for him.

Then after some time, one day I was returning home from school and he had a holiday so he was riding a bicycle in the society. We had a face off in the society and I thought to make efforts to talk to him. But I couldn’t do much but just gave him a smile. Situation seemed like he had not expected that from me so his face rised with amazing smile in return. We didn’t talk but our face off smile made my whole day.

I thought I had fallen in love with him abroad and so is with him.

I tried searching him hard on Facebook and Google Plus but sadly I couldn’t find him anywhere on any social networking sites. I kept on thinking about him for hours and expected the same from him.

But one day, I had got geometry construction articles for Maths in tution and worked from them. At some point of time my compass fell on the ground and I couldn’t notice it. So, two of my tutionmates – Harsh and Kevin informed me about it and asked me to pick it up as it could injure anyone. When I picked up my compass, I was too embarassed to hear an insult from Yash ! He commented upon my compass and said that how old styled it was. I was greatly hurt. I felt that he didn’t have the same feelings for me the way I had for him. That kept me in a shock. It wasn’t about the statement that he said but actually the tone he used to criticise me. I was deeply hurt. So, the next day itself I got an expensive, costly and a german styled geometry box that he also didn’t have. I didn’t take it to the tutions because it was of no use. The chapter of constructions was over.

Yash made me feel very bad and started suffocating me. I abused him in my mind. The one who ruled my mind in dreams also now started developing hatred for himself. I thought and took an oath that i won’t love him anymore. But actually I couldn’t. I still loved him. Hus one comment couldn’t destroy my love for him. I still adored him and still adore him. I want him to be my true friend who will always be there for me whenever I need him. I love him. I can’t deny this fact. In fact, certainly his eyes also have passionate love for me. And during the tiem when I was angry from him, i didn’t even look at him but he tried to read my eyes. His eyes always show love for me. Is he the right one for me ? I still can’t decide.

If my story affected you guys please tell me what should I do ? I want his friendly hand badly. I want to be his friend. Then I’ll prove my feelings for him on my own.

Thanks a lot for readingmy

Thanks a lot for reading my incomplete LOVE story. Please like it.

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