14-05-2016 18:00: Hello friends …… Ye meri real Ki love story hai meri aur palak Ki …. Mera Nam Rahul hai ye 27/02/2014 se start hui thi ….us samay Mai ek sidha sadha boy tha aur khub masti Karta khush rahata tha …….doston ke sath masti Tb Mai love shuv se anjaaan tha …. Fir ek din Maine palak Nam Ki ek ladki ko fb me req send Ki …usne accept v kar liya 27/08/2014 ko …is din mahashivratri v thi . Hum dono ka hii hello Hua Aur hm dono dhire dhire acche friends v ban Gaye ……… Kafi acche dost ban gye hum dono …..fir hum rat me 2- bje tk fb me hi bate karne lage ….aur bate karte karte hi kv kv m so jata tha …….to wo dusre din gussa jati thi bcoz syd usko mujhse lv ho Gaya tha aur mai pagal samjh nhi paya tha aur m so Jaya Karta …… Ek rt usne kaha Ki agar aj tmm so Gaye to Mai kl se tmse bt nhi krungi ….. To Maine usse rt me bed me baithkar bat Ki kahin nind n lag jaye 3 baje Tak bt Ki lekin us rt kismat sath nhi Diya aur mobile Ki battery low ho gayi to sona pad gya ….. Fir hum log acche dost ban gye aur Maine uski pic kangi to usne pahle to mana kiya bt akhir man gyi aur de di mujhe pic ……. Wo kafi sundr lag rhi Thi……. Maine bhut khush Hua aur usse turant hi I luv u bol dala …… (mujhse cntrol hi nhi Hua Ki Ni av Ni bolna chahiye ). Aur wo gussa gyi ….pure ek din usne mujhse bt v nhi Ki …mai pura din sorry bola akhir sham KO wo man gyi aur hm fir batein karne lage ….aur bate karte karte hi kv kv m so jata tha …….to wo dusre din gussa jati thi bcoz syd usko mujhse lv ho Gaya tha aur mai pagal samjh nhi paya tha aur m so Jaya Karta …… Ek rt usne kaha Ki agar aj tmm so Gaye to Mai kl se tmse bt nhi krungi ….. To Maine usse rt me bed me baithkar bat Ki kahin nind n lag jaye 3 baje Tak bt Ki lekin us rt kismat sath nhi Diya aur mobile Ki battery low ho gayi to sona pad gya ….. Fir hum log acche dost ban gye aur Maine uski pic kangi to usne pahle to mana kiya bt akhir man gyi aur de di mujhe pic ……. Wo kafi sundr lag rhi Thi……. Maine bhut khush Hua aur usse turant hi I luv u bol dala …… (mujhse cntrol hi nhi Hua Ki Ni av Ni bolna chahiye ). Aur wo gussa gyi ….pure ek din usne mujhse bt v nhi Ki …mai pura din sorry bola akhir sham KO wo man gyi aur hm fir batein karne lage…… Mai aksar usko I lv u bolta rhata pr wo gusssa jati aur jldi man v jati ……. Aur WO b ek din man gyi aur usne I lv u too v bol Diya …. Phle to mujhe majak laga lekin…… Sch tha Mujhe laga Ki Mai koi sapna to Ni dwkh raha blv nhi Ho raha tha mujhe ….. Us waqt Ki feelings hi kuch alag thi kya batau bt lyf me pahli br aisa Hua tha to bhut khush tha Mai ……… Bs fir kya tha hm dono ko lv Ho gya tha aur hm dono bate karte the ……mai pahle usse aise hi majak me lv u bola tha …aur syd us waqt mere liye wo majak hi tha pr wo bechari mujhse real me luv krti thi …… Use kya pata tha Ki Mai dhokha de raha Hu …..(pata hi hoga ap ko Ki ladke those se harami hote hain majak Me hi lets hai Kisi ke pyar ko ) Us smy tak m v aisa hi tha …lyf me phli br hi tha pr Maine majak me hi liya ……. Fir aise hi do mahine gujar Gaye ek din 5 aprail Ki night ko humne rt me khub sari batein Ki aur bate karte karte subh ke 4 bj Gaye subh ke 4 baj chuke the matlb 6 date lag chuki thi fir Maine usse uska mobile no. Manga to usne mana kar liya aksrar wo mana kar deti thi …. Mai us din bola apna no. Likha aur send kiya aur bola ki agar 4:10 tk tmhara call Ni ayega to Mai tmhe blok Kr dunga ………aur fir kav bat nhi karunga …… Aur fb se log out Ho Gaya ……. Mere friends v ab tak jag Gaye the wo v sb dekh the the bcoz meri lyf me ye sb kuch pahli pahli Br Ho raha tha ………… …… 4:10 v Ho Gaye aur call nhi aya to meri ankhon me anshu a Gaye pata nhi kyu par syd mujhe v lv Ho Gaya tha usse …….. Mere ek friend ne kaha ki m 10 tk counting krrunga aur cll a jayega aur WO counting karne laga jaise hi usne 9 count kiya mere phone ki ghanti baj gyi ……… Aur Maine cll kt Kr Diya kyuki usne kaha tha Ki tm mujhe 15 aprail tk cll Ni kroge koi prblm thi usko …to Maine v socha Ki itne din wait kiya to thoda aur sahi Lekin Mai us din bhut khush tha …fir hm log uthe aur Mai apne training me challa gya ……… Aur hm msg se v bate karne lage lekin Maine use call Ni kiya….. ……. Ek din dopahar koo do baje. 11 aprail ko uska phone aya Mai bhut khush Hua aur jaise hi usne hello kaha Mai tham sa Gaya aur kya pyari awaj thi yr uski cuteeee…… Ekdam thi ………. Us din humne 47 minut tak bat kiya Maine syd pahli bar Kisi se phone pr itni der tak bat kiya tha ….hm bt karne lage aur 27 aprail ko Kisi reason se m usse gussa Gaya ……….aur usne din bhar manaya pr mere andar thoda attitude tha to main nhi mana …………. Aur usne decide kar liya Ki wo mujhe chhod degi …….. Aur usne mujhe sham KO last bar call kiya aur bataya Ki ab se wo mujhse kV b bat nhi kregi kyuki usne gusse me meri kasam khi liya tha Ki aj ke bad kav bat nhi karungi ……..to uska cll aya bt uske friend ne bt Ki aur boli Ki lst Br hai bt Kr lo ……to hm dono ne bt Ki aur rone lage dono bahut der tak roye ….m v kya krun par dil se m utna jyada majboot Ni tha Fir usne mujhe song sunaya rote rote …” Aa tujhme bitau ratiya Diil dil ko sunaye batiya Maine khud ko de Diya hai tujhko ….” Aur usne ksm thi Ki m khussh rhunga to Maine ha bola aur hum dono ne phone rakh Diya ……… Ab rat me mujhe nind Ni a rhi thi so Mai medical Gaya aur neend Ki goliyan le aaya …ek tab khayi pr fir v nind nhi ayi to mainejaldi jaldi me 3 goliya aur kha li …aur usne bd meri subh nind khuli to Mai hospital me thaa mera friend v tha sath me…..aur usne v mummy Ki ksm di Ki aj ke bd tu aisa kuch v Ni karega ….. Wo dost mujhe bhut pyar krta tha aur usne mujhe us din bacha liya …kahte hain n dost to dost hi hota hai …… Ab m thik Hua aur ghr a gya ……. Aur Mai apni trainig Jane laga continue …..bt thoda sad rhta tha lekin Mai usko cll v Ni Kr skta tha bco z usne apna mobile sim sbb kuch us din tod Diya tha ……i know usse v nhi raha jata hoga pr pata nhi usne khud ko cntrol Kr liya …….. Aur sb kuch thik than chalene laga ek din 11 may ko usne sms kiya apne new no se Maine cll kiya to rone lagi ….aur apne friends se chup chhup ke bat karne lagi …….. Rt me hum batein karte …. Aur din bhar sms se….. Bhut khush Hua Mai ….. Aur hm dono bhut khush the ………… Lekin kuch din bd hamari fir laadai hui kyuki hum dono hi bhut jyada gusse wale the ….to hum dono ne ek dusre ko phone v nhi lagaya Aur 20 din bina bt kiye hi gujar Gaye ….. Lekin 27 June ko uska bday tha to Maine uska bday msg se wish kiya aur so Gaya ….uska reply subh aya aur Mai usko manane laga dhire dhire wo fir se man gayi ………… Aur hm log bt krnr lage rat rat bhar bt krte the . Bt krte krte kab subh Ho jati pata hi nhi chalta tha ………. Bt kuch v Ho yar wo mujhse pyr bhut krti thi ……. Fir hm Roz bat krte aur khush rhte the ……rt me v bt krte …thoda bhut msti wali majak wali batei karte aur kav kV …thodi bhut romance wali bte v Kr lets pr WO hamesha mujhe dantti rhti is sbse ……. Ab pura February se lekar December tak beet Gaya pr ham aj tk ek dusre se mile nhi ….par achanak 29 december ko ek aisa din aya jab finally hm Milne ka mauka Mila …….. Maine turant taiyar hua aur nikal pada train ke liye ….maine train pakdi aur m pahunch Gaya ……………. Hm pure pure 10 mahine bad Milne wale the ……lekin gift lene ka mauka hi nhi Mila ……….aur Khali hath hi Gaya Mai uske pass……….. Hum dono baithe rahe aur batein Ki …….fur usne mujhe gale se lagaya …..kya batau yr Maine pahli Br Kisi ldki ko gale se lagay tha us waqt Ki feelings Ki kuch aur thi …jo shayad Mai lafzon me nhi Bata skta …….. Fir hm wapas a gye …aur new year a gyaa ……….new year me mera birthday tha pr Maine usse din bhar bt nhi Ki ……….. WO prsnl prblm hai isliye bt nhi kiya …….. Fir ham bate karte aur khush rhtethe …fir achanak semauka aya aur hum 9 February ko fir se mile …….. Is bar Maine use kiss v kiya ……… Bus aur teesri Br hm 2 march ko mile ……..lekin hum teeno bar station ke hi mile ……. Aur ha Isi bich Maine uske clg me apna admission v le liya …..wo finel year me thi aur Maine first year me admission liya ……fir hum bahut Br mile ……uske friends v mujhse mile ….. Achanak se uske friends ne plan banaya ghumne ka fur hm 20 may 2015 ko aamarkantak ghumne Gaye …..is me Mai uske pass wali seatpr hi baitha raha ….aur hm pure raste bat krte Gaye …….khub sari bate Ki ………. Aur hum laut kar aye …..aur us rat mujhe uske sath rahne ja mauka mil gya ……to hum ek hi rum pe ruke main aur usne friends 8 log ek hi rum pr ruke aur sbne rt bhar batein Ki msti kiya …. Bcoz un logon ke exam v khatam v hone wale the …… Aur WO sb alag alg hone wale the to thoda bahut roye bhi Subh hui aur Mai ghar 23 may ayi aur in logno ko humesha ke liye apne apne ghr Jana tha ……. Sb log alag alg Ho the the to sd sad to sb the hi ………………..……sb bahut rote … ….m v roya ….. Kyuki ajj wo humesha ke liye mujhse dur Jane wali thi ……. Khub der rone ke bad unke Jane ka waqt Ho gya tha Anshu rukne ka Nam nhi le the the ……..us sbse unke friends alg Ho the the aur mujhse meri jindgi mera pyar …..meri palak…………… WO rote hui boli Ki Rahul mujhe nhi Jana hai tmse dur …………. Main v use uske ghar Jane se rok to nhi sakta tha …….pr roya bhut ….chahta tha dil se Ki wo n jaye ………… ……. . . . . . Pr rok nhi paya usko ….kaise rokta wo apne ghar ja rhi Thi……………. ……….maine usko usko gadi me jabardsti baithaya ……………. …… . . . . . . . .aur WO chali gyi …… 23 may KO us din chhodkar chali gyi mujhe …..maine apna v bag uthaya aur apne ghar a gya ………. Fir usne mujhe 26 may KO cl kiya Ki jb tk m msg n kru tm kuch v maag ya cll mt krna …ohhk …… Maine kaha ha……. Aur jb wo cl krti sms karti Tb bs bt Ho pati thi ……………. Usneemujhe lsat bar 10 June ko cll liya ………uske bd usne cll nhi kiya to Mai ab thoda gusse wala tha to Maine jaise raise krke 5 din cntrol Kr kiya ….lekin 17 June ko nhi kar paya cntrol ….aur Maine sms kar Diya usko ………. Aur uske bhai ne pdh liya ……… Uska mobile rkh liya sb kuch khatam Ho Gaya m…………meri palak meri wajahse humesha ke liye dur Ho gayi ………………..………. Humesha ke liye meri ek galti se dur Ho gayi ………. Aur us din se usko pdhai v bnd Ho gayi aur WO ab ghr me hi hai ……… . . . . Aur uske pas mobile v nhi hai ……. Friends meri palak ke liye dua karna jaha v rhe khush rahe………… ………………..….. Mai aj v akela uska Wai t kar raha Hu meri wajah se uska likhana padhna ruk gya …………….. Uski lyf hi jaise rok di Ho Maine ……… Mai khud KO apni is glti ke liye kav maf nhi lr paunga …….. I know ab mujhe wo cll kyu nhi Kr rhi kyuki woo lv krti hai n use to lagta hai Ki agar dobara uske bhai ko pata chalega to wo mujhe kav nhi chhodega ……….. Isliye mujhe bachane ke liye WO khud KO saja de rhi hai …………… Palak dekho n rat me rota Hu to ye takiya n mujhe gale v nhi lagati koi respond nhi deti ……….tm wapas a jao m ………. Wapas a. Jao plzzzzzzzzz….. I love u palak ……i missssssssss u so much ………… Mai kV nhi bhul paunga tmhr dear friends meri kahani to adhuri rah gayai bat ap log aisi galti Mt karna Ki apka pyr kho jaye………… Pyar naseeb walon ko milta hai ………..kav khona mat …… Thanxxxxx…….. shayad is kahani ko Maine adha adhura hi likha rha lekin ab wo meri life me fir se wala s a gayi hai ….. Aur ab ham dono bahut khush hain ……….bahut khush matlb bahut khush ………..pahle Ma I uske Jane ke bd bahut hi ajib ho Gaya tha bahut hi gussssa ane lagi thi mujhko pr ab Mai bahut khush Hu aur ajjj v wo mujhse pahle jaisa hi pyar karti hai ….. Ab ham dono apni life me bahut khush hain ………… Pr mujhe pata hai ek din ham alag to honge lekin ho Gaya ham jab tk sath hai kam se kam tab tak to sath rhe ….fir aage dekhge kya hota hai ……..
‘Hi frens I’m sameer this was my first love happened 2 year ago. Mein ek simple ladka of age 18 , height 6’, living in Dream city mumbai.. ok bateh bahot ho gayi so I am coming to the point ..
Exams ke din the ..lots of stress ..was studying in 11th science ..tension evrywhere…puri raat padhai ki …aur ek baat, muje pata nahi tha ki mein kis exam hall mein hu ..so it is suspense for me …toh subah ho gayi means exam ka din ..ready ho gaya aur nikal pada college ki aor ..friends got so we went together ,aur ham sab college pahunch gaye ..ham sab yaar kon kis hall mein hoga yeh dekhne notice board padhne gaye … and got to know in which hall we are… bell ranged at 8.00 am and I entered the hall … mere thode hi frens the hall mein so I was not feeling to good…. I sat on my numbered bench and there was a Roll number 9 of Art student of another College. And then a sweet,cute,beautiful and pretty girl came and guess what she is the art student roll no. 9 .. I was surprised, got freezed for a minute..
I was eager to talk to her but I was little bit nervous … I realllly want to hear her sweet voice by the time …there were 15 minutes before examiner will come …and I think she is also lonely like me in the hall … so mene himmat ki aur usse bat karni shuru ki….
Me: Hii (bahut khushi se)
[frens uski aawaz itni mithi (sweet) thi ki mein flatt ho gaya..]
Me: I’m sameer..
She: I’m Ishita. [looking towards door ]
Me: Why r u looking at the door ..??
She: I’m looking for my friends..
Me: So will you be my friend???
She: Yeah..ok [Smiling ]
[ asehi hamari bate exams hone tak jo hame bich mein thoda wakt milta tha tab ham bat karte the…acchi yadein thi woh meri .. 8 din k bad exam khatam hone wali thi ]
last day of exam..
After the exam got over we had small conversation…
Me: By the way will you give me ur phone number .
she: Its ok yaar ..will meet soon ha whenever get chance.
Me: I will miss you my friend. [But I was loving her so much but didn’t told her]
She: Me too. ok byee ha take care..
Me: Ok bye..take care.
[And she leaves from our college campus and I was like please don’t go Ishita ..got little bit senti…]
2 weeks passed …
Phir mere phone mein message aaya and guess what woh message Ishita ka tha …. I got very happy..
Phir mene uska message padha, usme likha tha
She: Hi sameer
Me: Ishita missing you!!!
Me: yeah ..
She: So meet me na.
She: lets meet in cafe coffee day..
[It was my first date …wore cool cloths and went to cafe and woww you will not believe she was just looking like angel …very pretty so cute ..she was looking gorgeous in that red dress ]
Me: woww looking gorgeous Ishita !
She: Thank you.. [Blushing ]
[I gave her a bouquet of red roses, and she smiled [blushed]
Hamne cold coffee order kiya ..after half an hour we left the cafe.
Then we had a small romantic walk ..she is just smiling and blushing.
I wanted to propose her by taking that opportunity but I didn’t. That’s the sad part.
Fir mene usko uske ghar pe choda.
She hugged me and said bye..
No mene usko kiss nahi kiya. The moment she hugged me achanak se uske papa aa gaye aur ishita ko khichkar mujhe ek zordar jhapad(slap) mara [zindagi mein pehli baar mujhe kisine jhapad mara tha mere ko gussa aa raha tha aur bahut dard ho raha tha ] uske papa mujhe aur ek jhapad marne aa rahe the lekin ishita ne unko yeh kehkar roka ki ..
“papa use mat maro usne hamari date par mujhe kiss tak nahi kiya yaha tak woh hug bhi nahi karna chahta tha woh toh mene usko hug kiya”
Phir uske papa ne phir se apna muh khola “aayanda meri beti ke samne aane ki koushish bhi mat karna, warna anjam bohot bura hoga ”
[ I was really sad as meri dost ishita ro rahi thi ,may be she started loving me …♥ ]
Mujhe andar se khushi bhi ho rahi thi ki koi beautiful ladki mere liye ro rahi thi phir uske papa ne use ghar le gaya …Ishita rote huye mujhe dekh rahi thi ,mene halki si smile karke use isharo se na rone ko kaha phir usne bhu halki si smile ki aur phir mene use hath se bye kiya aur usne bhi bye kiya..
Mein uske bare mein hi soch raha tha isliye mujhe nind nahi aa rahi thi …
At 4.00 am ishita ka message aaya ,meri dil ki dhadkane tez ho gayi.
Message mein yeh likha tha ki
She: Sorry yaar mere dad ne tujhe mara mein dil se sorry bolti hun please mujhe maaf kar dena.
Me: Its ok, isme tumhari koi galti nahi thi ..
She: Mujhe pata nahi tha ki tum thappad khane ke bad bhi mujhse bat karoge..thanks for understanding.
Me: Toh milte he na aaj ..
[Mein use park mein milne gaya. Mein nervous tha kyu ki mein aaj use propose karne wala tha ..aur tabhi woh aa gayi …]
Me: Hii ishita , mujhe tumse kuch kehna hai..
She: haa bolo na kya bat hein.
Me: mein tumse ..mein tumse!
She:aage bhi toh bolo..
[She must be knowing that I want to propose her…Mera dil toh bullet train ki tarah daud raha tha..]
Me: I love you Ishita!!! do you love me?? [Gave a red rose to ishita. by one knee down]
She: Love you too sameer ! [Blushing, smiling ]
[ The nature also supported us …achanak se baarish shuru ho gayi …romantic mausam …phir ham baarish se bachne ke liye ek bade tree ke niche khade ho gaye ..after 5 minutes baarish tham gayi. And I dropped her to her house…]
[Yesehi hamari mulaqat 2 saal se chalti hi rahi aur uske dad ko bhanak bhi nahi lagi ki mein uski beti ko mil raha hun. Ishita ne hamesha mera support kiya jab bhi mein sad ho jata tab woh mujhe samjhati aur jab bhi woh dukhi rehti mein use hug karke samjhata tha …jab bhi mein Ishita ko hug karta tha ek positive energy aur apnapan milta tha …
Really without love everything is incomplete, No one in this world who had not fallen in love… Everyone falls in love once in a life..
In present situation I am 18. Hamari aage ki prem kahaani mein zarur bataunga lekin thode dino ke baad …as this is my real love story..
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I am a 14 year girl.studying 9th grade .when i was studying 8th grade .I just met a guy on fb through my friends account.He was my senior(9th).It was her fake account i used to check it.I found this guy.i started to chat with him through her account till 2 months.after that i sended him request from my account .we used to talk a lot.i used to enjoy every moment I was with him.He blocked his old account and I felt very bad .I used too miss him a lot .then i realised that i was in love with him.he made his new account but couldn’t send me a request my account carries privacy settings.My friends got to know about my love and they asked me or probably proposed him.I created a fake account and proposed him.He couldn’t even guess it was me.I just said to his friend who is also my friend(common friend).that i was only that girl who proposed him everyone of his friends and he too was shocked because i was not that type of girl.I was decent and friendly to friends,teachers and well wishers and danger to enemies.He just went away unfriended me from fb. He stopped talking with me.My heart broked into pieces.I loved him a lot.After some months i found he used to have a gf who is also 10th after a few days i got to know that they broke up.he is one of the poplour guys in school.now i am studying 9th he is studying 10th.I thought to atleast be his friend if not lover .I said sorry through the same common friend.He accepted it and we became friends again but my teacher got to know about my love and she scolded me.He blocked me from fb. nearly a month passed and I thought to focus my career and leave him.My class mate loves him now but I don’t know why I am feeling jealous.they are many rumours on him that he is loving his ex-girlfriend’s best friend but I don’t think so.His classmate is my friend but she is like my big sister she said he is not good.He is a player..etc.I dont know what to do??? (or) how to react????? .I think i am still in love with him!!! and the worst thing is that i don’t have a mom to share with..my dad is always busy (divorced)and i am suffering from depression trying to overcome it..shall i follow my teacher words and concentrate on my career.so finally you got to know the reason why I labelled my love story as confused love.Many questions but no answers..waiting for god’s miracle!!!
Hello guys, Its our love story of me and my heartbeat ,my babu… Our story is like filmy. We met in train. As we met, we were fighting just because I am sitting at someone’s seat… He said pls don’t sit here.. and I was watching him angrily…
Then I sat another seat.. After some time a lady came there and she talked with me and him.
Time spent and our talks just going on and on..
Before reached our designation, my one of friend calledcalled me and said her facebook Id is hacked and someone is misusing..
He listen our talks and aftr then he said you don’t worry I will report of that Id.
Then we exchange our mobile no. and facebook Id..
After then he went. As he reached office,messaged me that I report him Id.. then I thaked to him..
Aftr two days we again met in train.. we are going our home town.. actually our home town is same. Then we exchanged our whats ap number… and we used to so much talks daily..
One day he came at my pg at night around 1 AM.. and called me, pls come at balcony.. I asked why? Too late
He said pls come.. I am here
I went at balcony and saw, he was there
He propose, “Will you marry me”? I just shocked. He totally mad.
Our relationship is from only 2 years.. but its seems.. we are living from 10-20 years. By the way after two months we are getting marriage..
Live together.. Love together…
I Love you babu so much.. I can’t live without you..even i can’t imagine my life without you.. love you very much..
Okay, before I begin, I won’t drop my real name. But, just call me, Kenzie. And this story happend when I was 14.
So Here’s My First Love Story.
It all started way back on October 2014. I saw this cute guy on facebook, yes, from the internet; we have mutual friends tho, I decided to add him then after 24 hours, He then accepted my request and I was really full of bundled happiness I don’t even know why though. I felt like he would be a close friend of mine. So, few months passed by, and I decided to message him on facebook. That was December 2014, I totally messaged him like I was a giant douchebag or something. But, he wasn’t rude after all, and I was insanely glad because I’m already talking to the guy that I have a crush on (secretly). I won’t drop his name as well but in this story, let’s just say his name is Collin. So, me and collin started talking for almost everyday, and I was so happy tho. I didn’t even care for what’s gonna happen next, until one day, He told me that he has a crush on my BESTFRIEND (screen name: Haley). My heart felt sad and it broke. I was full of hatred to my Bestfriend because of that. So, when I told that to my Bestfriend, Haley, she was actually flattered (ugh wtf) like I was really mad. And suddenly, my friend added Collin on facebook as well, AND she messaged him too. But you know what? Haley has a Boyfriend that time. I was so jealous and Haley totally flirted with Collin which broke my heart even more, I know I shouldn’t be reacting that way, but I couldn’t help it, everyone can’t, I know. That was the first time I acted that way. Few weeks later, Haley and Collin got really close, like Collin does not message me anymore like the way he did before. I cried that time because I WAS THE FIRST one who met Collin. When Haley’s finally asleep, Collin will message me and tell stories of his life or something. That’s why I know him so well. Better than Haley does. Collin always teases me and I just can’t get mad at him. Weird I know, after weeks, Collin made a Groupchat of Me, Haley, Him, and My friend (call her Paige) so Paige knows collin as well because of me, so in that groupchat, Haley was a total freak. She wants all of the attention, if not, she’ll be reacting like a total weirdo like she’s mad like that etc. And I was so pissed like I couldn’t even say anything else. But, that time, Collin and I, were flirting as well, like we had callsigns for us two, that made me blush and happy tho. But yet, We’re not on a relationship. At the end of January, Collin and I finally met. and That time, Haley was forbiddenly unable to talk to Collin again because her Boyfriend knew everything about her bitchy and flirty attitude (gross). So, Collin and I met together with Paige. Then I felt so much happiness in my heart. We took a picture together that time. I didn’t expect he was so tall tho. After that, Haley spoke to Collin AGAIN. I thought things were already done between Haley and Collin, but I was wrong, VERY WRONG. So, after that Haley’s boyfriend got mad again and I was so happy that time because of that lol. When february came, Collin became mean and he turned into a bad sport. I was deeply hurt. Like why is he mean to me? But he can’t be mean to haley. After few months we barely talk. Until one night He felt sorry and messaged me for like everyday. But that time, I was mad at him becase of that. I was also hurt. VERY HURT. But I didn’t realized his worth. I threw him out just because my heart was full of hatred with Haley and Him. By April 2014, I felt okay and ready to start over again with him. But I didn’t know, it’s too late. Collin decided not to talk to me anymore little did I know, IT WAS HALEY AGAIN. Haley and Her Bf broke up, so Haley bean talking to Collin again. Collin was blind again, He didn’t even thought that Haley was just using him as an option / replacement for her Boyfriend. That time, I CRIED EVERYDAY EVERY NIGHT. I was so hurt. I thought I’ll be happy again. BUT NO, I WAS EVEN MORE HURT. After that, Haley unfriended Collin on facebook because She and her Boyfriend got back together. Collin asked me why Haley did that, I told him the truth. That Haley’s with her boyfriend again. Collin was pissed. But he didn’t realized, I was there for him, Even tho he’s only using me as his past-time. I became stupid just because I love him. I realized, that I should’ve spent more time talking to him way back to the time that he messages me everyday. I was wrong, because I prioritized my hatred instead of appreciating the current thing that’s happening. My love for Collin never broke. I don’t care even tho I look stupid as hell. I hated Haley since today, because of her, everything was broken, everything that was meant for me, was gone because she took it all. Yep, that’s what happens if we don’t appreciate the person that is already here. We should appreciate every moment. Because anytime, it may be gone for a small reason.
It is genuinely understood throughout the humanity that those whom you desire for sensual purposes are deemed important in our lives for two different reasons: One, for sex. If you’re lucky, you might not even have to pretend you like it every time. Second, to evolve into our spouses, and use that sex-thing that we learned in high school to actually procreate like it was intended. There comes a time when you meet someone who can give you both— sex and commitment— and that’s what every human’s life goal has yet become, the attainment of both. I have been lucky enough to experience this duo of traits in one certain individual. Yet I was mistaken, as the delusion of your first love is often commonly unnoticeable until months after the relationship’s ending.
This delusion will come upon everyone in life. It is unavoidable. The first kiss, the first time, the first everything. Your first love will stay with you for the rest of your existence as a small, comforting cubicle in the back of your brain. This cubicle is horridly messy, and a completely cluttered pandemonium. The shelves and drawers are chaotically stacked and jammed with files and folders of past times and warm moments that can’t possibly be forgotten. Back when the cubicle used to be neat and well kept, you were happy. You were in love. But this space hasn’t been touched in a long time, and the files’ texts are slowly fading away, getting more difficult to read with each passing visit. Though, nothing will be disposed. Each file and folder holds significant information that will be used to set a base and compare against the next few preceding relationships in your life. Soon you’ll stop comparing, but for now, you do. That’s normal.
Essentially, love is mesmerizing. Obsessive. Life-altering. Amazing. Painful. With love, you do not get out what you put in like they say about everything else. Love is math out of a one-hundred scale. If you put 70%, they’ll put 30%. If you put 20%, they’ll put 80%. The less you put in, the more they do, and vice versa. I’ve read somewhere that the ideal proportion is having both partners think that they are the 60% to the 40%, so that each is still putting in that much more effort than the other, but not feeling under appreciated by some unsurvivable cost.
Though love is the essential aspiration of all humankind whether we accept it or not, could it all just be a facade? Since the number of animals whom stay monogynous to their partners is slim, does love really exist? Or since humans are the most intelligent animals on the planet, is it some chemical combination in the brain whereas attraction + potential strong offspring-making genes + potential good parenting traits = love? Is love something to convince our coy race that life’s purpose is more then just to multiply versions of ourselves? That parents of children have a connection stronger than just wanting to produce strong and ample offspring who will flourish in the coming time without the aid of those who gave birth to them? That procreating has more of a purpose than just keeping our race alive? Or are humans just the only race who has the capacity to understand love and its complications? Is monogamy even real?
Believing monogamy isn’t real is a very, very, depressing ideology. It might not be real for all we know. The argument that “since animals rarely practice it, it mustn’t be real” is, in my opinion, invalid. The human brain surpasses that of an animal, so why would we think that something we do is wrong just because animals don’t partake in it? We are significantly more intelligent than every animal on earth, meaning our brains can reach new levels and understand higher concepts— maybe including monogamy. It makes sense, because those who fail in practicing monogamy, aka those who cheat, are nine times out of ten vapid and imbecilic.
Love is real depending on who you ask. Go ask a newly-wed couple—love is real. Go ask a 45 year old divorcee— love is not real, nor did it ever exist. Love is like the belief in God in a fucked up, much more complicated sense. But simply, this is it: those who choose to believe in it are generally happier and see more of a purpose in life. Those who don’t, well, don’t.
But love isn’t the only thing that makes people happy. Love is just a factor in the ideal of the perfectly happy human that our world has come to desire. One can be perfectly content and not be or never have been in love. Life has so much to offer, and just because love hasn’t come around yet for some person doesn’t mean they will never experience joviality. Love comes to all in forms we do not expect, and at stages in our lives in which we are not prepared for.
That being said, number one—love is real. Number two— monogamy is real, if you are smart and willing to partake. Number three— love is not a necessity for happiness, but will constitute it.
Understand that not everybody will believe in all three rules of love, and that’s okay. But make sure to figure out that about people you involve yourself in as quickly as you can, for if not, pain will come. And I won’t sugarcoat it—the pain of a heartbreak compares to no other kind of tolerable pain on this earth. Especially your first.
Just four letters but makes a hell lot of sense. When we see something we choose to believe in it and when we try to believe what we see it does not seem easy for us. I use to feel that love stories are meant to be in the fairy tale books only, they don’t exist in real life. Its a dream, a dream that takes us to heaven to show our prince charming ,riding a white horse and calling out our favorite name.
But what we feel then and what we feel now has not changed. Today even after we know that’s not possible, we still look out for the special one. that special person who makes the difference, that special person who who makes you laugh and cry your eyes out, that special person who can make you believe in what you feel.
That special person knows you for who you are and gives you a reason to smile because he/ she is your LIVE!LOVE and LAUGH!
ONE SIDED LOVE
Chapter 1: Love at First Sight?
It was summer of 2010. Schools were about to get close for summer holidays. I was happy that finally i’ll get break from these homework i have to do every day. Finally it was the time to enjoy and rest, but something was happening which at this time i didn’t understand. I never have this kind of feeling before. It was like someone was calling me towards them.
However, as the days past and summer breaks were about to end i now have this urge of getting back to school. It was like i have to be their. Studies continue as normal and i know i will get punishment for not completing my summer holidays homework.
Now this is IMPORTANT. This is where it all went wrong. Due to not completing my homework i was standing outside the class and this is where it happens “Love at first Sight”. I saw her for the very first time so closely as she passes by me. Now i understand my urge of getting back to school.
But, this was not LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. I have seen her before, many times but didnt know at that time that i have already fell in love with her. Yes this was not a attraction or liking i was in love with her.
As the days past i now notice her everywhere in school. But as to this point i don’t know in which class she was because she was.And then i got to know she was my junior(i was in 10th she was in 9th no big deal). Our classes were different but that couldn’t stop me form being with her.
to be continue….
Apparently, he saw me and said I was the one. I hadn’t even seen him before he came up to my group of friends and asked the first question he could think of; does anyone know when the next furry convention is? He made me laugh, which is a plus in his part. I instantly liked him but he stil hadnt told me that he liked me so we became friends, me hiding my feelings and him hiding his. A couple weeks passed and we became close. So one day, I asked him who his crush was. After convincing him to tell me, he said me. I was really shocked because im the type of girl that is just average and is, in most cases, the duff. So I told him i liked him to, when I got over the shock. We are now the ‘it’ couple in our school, and we’ve been dating for just under two months 🙂
I will use the names James and anna. James was 7 and anna was 9. They both didn’t feel very much like love birds at first but then one day ana noticed that James had a sparkle in his deep blue eyes. She kept this secret to her self but then one day a spark flew. They where play doctor in the church basement. And James stopped mid operation and asked anna to be his future wife. She said a fast “YES” and James ran out as fast he could. Now the only thing that was wrong was the age difference but at this time though it was not a big problem.
IT became a problem when anna hit her teens and grew tall and earned some curves. James felt very insecure about his height and childish looks. But they worked through that awkwardness as best and as long as they could. They loved going the swings talking about children a farm, how they would save that first kiss for the wedding. They had big plans and anna had fallen in deep love with him. But one day her relationship changed with him. It was the fall dance he pinned her corsage and it seemed normal except anna had an vibe coming from James and it was odd. As the slow dance was announced to be starting James had dashed Away. Anna sat there little bummed but pulling through.
James would not look Ana in the eye gave her kinda a pitiful smile. She got worried and thoughts ran through her head. As picture time was approaching she was standing with her best friend. Her best friend asked James will you dance with anna he said “no it’s to weird” I started to walk away and then burst into to tears my friend was worried and dashed me away from them. I calmed down felling very rejected. But i took pictures with James and I looked back and saw a sad face on him. I hated it . Turns out was just resting after smiling for the photo. Later in the dance James and anna won king and queen. He danced but looked very nervous and anxious they danced for twenty seconds and he stopped dance ing to change the song. After they left anna took a bubble bath she new that the whole party knew about it and then for some reason anna realized that it was over like he didn’t even love her. She just prayed let me shrink please God don’t let me lose him i love him. She cried for a good hour and them got her pruny self out and went to take a nap. She was in the worst pain ever it was heartache. She fell asleep. And then woke up. She realized that James was probably at his house fretting. So she took her whole ounce of courage and texted him call me after two so we can play tomorrow mincraft. He immediately tested back okay , I love you, and then three heart emojis. She felt immediate relief. She tested back I love you too. Later that night her mom tells her that he is working hard on his school so he can do collage. And high school at the same time. He was doing this so he could waste no time to marry me before I was to old. I also found out why the dance was going so sadly he was self conscious of his height and felt small beside me.
who would think that two years age difference could cause so much drama . This love story is to he continued hopefully for many many more years.