I saw him for the first time on my bus stop… He stood there, long curly hair that caught my attention… and that too to a extent that I couldn’t take my eyes off him. Whenever I saw, I did pay attention! I was always spell bound to see him. It was a pleasure to see him around. The first time we coincidentally sat together, the entire time I was thinking about picking up a conversation. Finally, he said something and I asked about his work and all, too my utmost surprise he knew mine… even that made me so happy!

only once more i got the opportunity to sit next to him. This time I started the conversation, I asked all the general first meet questions, though i knew every single detail about him. The most funniest moment was when he introduced himself, I wanted to burst out laughing, the way he said, by the way I’m five star(that’s the name i gave him). it was amazing… when I was leaving he said Nice to meet you and I think that was the last good statement that I ever heard about me from him!

the days passed by and whenever we passed by I could speak nothing seeing him… numb just smile! After thinking a lot I decided to contact him on a social networking site. We became friends…rather only social networking friends, it was only once that we chatted for two hours.I wanted to be close to him so I use to message him quite often but I guess he picked up some wrong vibes from that and weird things crept in.He doesn’t use to reply to my messages and finally one day he blocked me from his profile. It was so humiliating and heart breaking for me. All I could do was CRY for the love that never flourished. I even tried to talked to him via other media… but…. no use.

I at least wanted to know what did he think of me… if he ever did! I dreamt of you… wish we could be together… may be I dint match upto his standards but I STILL THINK OF YOU

” WISH HE COULD READ THIS SOMEDAY AND FEEL WHAT I HAD FOR HIM… WHETHER YOU CALL IT LOVE OR INFATUATION…THIS IS IT… IT WAS PURE AND BEAUTIFUL FOR ME!!! “

(Screen) Name: angel

I have always wanted to tell my love story to someone, maybe you will take interest in it?
I was in the city BHUJ,Gujrat in India. I was in 7th class, and this would have been about ten years before my brother had taken admission into college and moved into the hostel. My father was posted to another state. I was alone at home with my mother. Things got a little bit more interesting when a beautiful girl had come as my neighbor, in front of my home. She took admission in my class but in different section. I remember she had an elder brother. I was shy with girls so i just kept normal friendship. I used to play most of the time. As she was my neighbor I used to play with her most of time. She would tease me so I would scold her in return. She would just bow her head down; and listen quietly to what I had to say, she would apologize to me afterwards; this would happen often. There were others children also but I like to play with her most.
In 2001, for me one of the most important events took place on the New Year. My brother had given me a diary as a gift, and from the 1st January I had started writing daily entries in it. I was so young at that time, so i just wrote everything exactly as it happened. On the 26th January of that year, an earthquake hit our city, it was a serious disaster and we were left with nothing; as all our homes were damaged. From here the story really begins for me. Her father had bought a tent, my mother and i had shifted in with her family. The real fun began between us. We were together for almost all of 24 hours, with no study. Our local school had been closed. We would just have fun frolicking around. I had written in detail about the earthquake very neatly in my diary. It was a life time memorable experiences I had written in my diary all things. For three months i just had a great time, having no study, you would find me just roaming around our area. We were together in one tent and for 24 hours. Our families were adjusted well and helpful to each other. She was getting very close to me at this stage, but at that time we were so young so I never took our friendship seriously.
It soon came the time for our separation. Two or three days before i had left, a fight had taken place between us. We went from spending hours together to suddenly not talking to each other anymore. My luggage was loading on the truck as I waited for her to say sorry, but I knew she was at home waiting for me to come to her but I couldn’t. The truck had started up and was on its way. We were separated just like that without a single conversation. Mobile phones were not in fashion at that time. So i had no contact of her. I continued to write in my diary for another month, though after that I decided to stop using it as I realized that without her, I felt that there was nothing important to write in it, the last pages of my diary i kept blank.
Many years went by. Sometimes i would read back to that part in my diary (separation), how I felt bad why i didn’t say sorry to her, or why i had left her like that. Maybe we were too young to have feelings, but I know that i was the one responsible for what had happened the day I left. She was always on my mind even after so many years. I still think about her. I think my dairy is responsible for that, but this does not mean that i was mad at her. Many girls came into my life after that and i was searching for her in every girl i met. No one was like her. I had joined college and connected to the world of internet. In India facebook nd orkut are famous social networking site and so i joined it in hopes of finding her. Sometimes seeing couples in colleges, I used to day dream about her being with her again. After so many years I had decided to search for her, however possible.
In October 2008 i had found her brother on Orkut. Now he is doing job. We chatted together and he was happy to meet me. He told me that i was too much special a guy for their family. I asked about her, but he showed no interest in telling me about her. So i did not force him. Six months had past and I had seen her account on her brother’s profile and sent friend’s request. But even better, she had called me – getting my number off her brother. Our first talk went for about three hours. It was my first time talking to a girl for that long and we were on our mobile phones. I told her about the diary, and she said she remembered me writing in it. She said she remembered only few things, but i remembered everything because of the diary that I had kept. She told me she cried much when i left her. She had decided not to become too friendly with guys again.
She told me it was the happiest moment her life to talk to me again, after such a long time. She couldn’t imagine that i could ever reach her again. I continued to talk to her on the phone for a month, we would talk almost daily on our mobiles. I felt i was in love with her, so i had proposed. But she began saying that she respects my love, but she did not love me like that and that she will marry to whom her parents tell her to. After hearing this I had asked her to not call me anymore. But she couldn’t help it, she continued to call me and she told me that she would get stressed when we didn’t talk together. So we continued to talk. I tried to tell her that its love, but she still said its friendship. The same situation was still going on. I just talk when she askd me to. But I had decided to not show my love for her and to be just her good friend. But it was my mistake. Talking her still made me thought about her too much and I was thinking its ok and I could continue like that. I was wrong. This was the story till September 2009.
My night becomes severe more I talked her. My mind becomes restless. Further she continued to say me that she doesn’t love me but could not stop calling me. I left sleeping. Instead of forgetting her, my mind got saturated, i got depressed. I was admitted in hospital for 1 month. My parents come to knew about my situation. Then i left studies for one year. During this one year i collected things which are appropriate for me. But I couldn’t stop thinking about her. And after one year i joined to college again. Things were changed a lot. People had changed their attitudes towards me. I came to know about this real world truth. But even after all this she is in my mind like always. Although she had left talking to me after listening about my condition, I came to know about a hidden truth to get success, that is “THE SECRET” .
And my life starts changing after that. I started enjoying life again. I never stop myself thing about her and started hoping that everything now happen for best now. One day the Gal called me asking to forget her. I talked her friendly. I got placement in company. Now I am waiting for her next call.
Tell me how do you feel like about my future?

(Screen) Name: praveen gupta

I’ve always wanted to tell my love story to someone, maybe you will take interest in it?

I was in the city BHUJ,Gujrat in India , I was in 7th class, and this would have been about eight and half years before my brother had taken admission into college and moved into the hostel. My father was posted to another state. I was alone at home with my mother. Things got a little bit interesting when a beautiful girl had come as my neighbour, in front of my home. she took addmission in my class but in different section. I remember she had an older brother. I was shy with girls so i just a kept normal friendship, i used to play most of the time. She would tease me so I would scold her in return. She would just bow her head down; and listen quietly to what I had to say, she would apologize to me afterwards; this would happen often.

In 2001, for me, one of the most important events took place on the New Year. My brother had given me a diary as a gift, and from the 1st January I had started writing daily entries in it. I was so young; so i just wrote everything exactly as it happened. On the 26th January of that year, an earthquake came over our city, it was a serious disaster and we were left with nothing; as all our homes were damaged. From here the story really begins for me. Her father had bought a tent, my mother and I had shifted in with her family. The real fun began between us; we were together for almost all of 24 hours, with no study; our local school had been closed. We would just have fun frolicking around. I had written in detail about the earthquake; very neatly in my diary. For three months i just had a great time, having no study, you would find me just roaming around our area. She was getting very close to me at this stage, but at that time we were so young so I never took our friendship seriously.

It soon came the time for our separation. Two or three days before i had left, a fight had taken place between us. We went from spending hours together, to suddenly not talking to each other anymore. My luggage was loading on the truck as I waited for her to say sorry, but I knew she was at home waiting for me to come to her but I couldn’t. The truck had started up and was on its way. We were separated just like that; both saying nothing to each other. Mobile phones were not in fashion at that time, so i had no contact with her. I continued to write in my diary for another month, though after that I decided to stop using it as I realised that without her, I felt that there was nothing important to write about, the last pages of my diary i kept blank.

Many years went by, sometimes i would read back to that part in my diary, how I felt bad why i didn’t say sorry to her, or why i had left her like that. Maybe we were too young to have feelings, but I know that i was the one responsible for what had happened the day I left. She was always on my mind, even after so many years I still think about her. I think my dairy is responsible for that, but this does not mean that i was mad at her. Many girls came into my life after that and i was searching for her in every girl i met; no one was like her. I had joined college and connected to the world of internet. In India facebook nd orkut are famous blogging site and so i joined it, in hopes of finding her. After so many years I had decided to search for her, however possible.

In October, 2008 i had found her brother; now he is doing job. We chatted together and he was happy to meet me. He told me that i was too much special a guy for their family. I asked about his sister, but he showed no interest in telling me about her; so i did not force him. Six months had past and I had seen her’s account on her brother’s profile and sent friend’s request, but even better, she had called me – getting my number off her brother. Our first talk went for about three hours. It was my first time talking to a girl for that long and we were on our mobile phones. I told her about the diary, and she said she remembered me writing in it. She said she remembered only few things, but i remembered everything because of the diary that I had kept. She told me she cried much when i left her; that she had decided not to become too friendly with guys again.

She told me it was the happiest moment her life to talk to me again, after such a long time. She couldn’t imagine that i could ever reach her again. I continued to talk to her on the phone for a month, we would talk almost daily on our mobiles. I felt i was in love with her, so i had proposed, but she began saying that she respects my love, but she did not love me like that and that she will marry to whom her parents tell her to. After hearing this I had asked her to not call me anymore. But she couldn’t help it, she continued to call me, and she told me that she would get stressed when we didn’t talk together, so we continued to talk. I tried to tell her that its love, but she still says its friendship. The same situation is still going on; i just talk when she asks me to. But I have decided to not show my love for her and to just try to be her good friend.

I don’t know what will happen in the future, will she ever love me?
this is the story till sept 2009,,,
now i am updating this story on oct 2011,that i still love this gal..and things change a lot between these years. i got depressed in love of her. and admitted in hospital for 1 month. then i left stuidies for one year. During this one year i collect things which are appropriate. And after one i joined to college again. Things were changed a lot. People had changed ther attitudes towards me. I came to know about this real world truth. But even after all this is in my mind like always. Althugh she had left talking to me in oct 2009. I came to about a hidden truth to get success,
that is “the secret” you may read this book availbale in internet freely.
THE SECRET BY Rhonda Bryne. and my life starts changing after that. I started enjoying life again. One day the Gal called me asking to forget her. I talked her friendly. and now i waiting for her next call.
tell me how do you feel like about my future?

(Screen) Name: praveen gupta

This is about my first love. It was the first day of starting 7th grade. On the first day of school, i saw this cute boy and right away, i knew i was in love with him.This boy also had a friend who was also cute.I thought that he might liked me too.Anyways, the first day of school, i was looking at the boy and he was starring at me. I thought he might have liked me. Few months passed and we were sitting together in almost every class. We talked and laughed and smiled at each other.We became close together in friendship that we became best freinds right away. I was really glade that we got to hang out together.He was funny and always made me laugh. In class, we always talked without paying any attention to the teachers. One day, our friendship came to drop little by little. We never hang out anymore. I hang out with my friends and he hangs out with his friends. We went our separate ways. One day in class, i really felt hurt by him. He was asked if he like liked me and he said no, but likes me as a friend. I was so depressed. I cried day and night. My friend was there to comfort me. I felt a little better, but still thought of him. When I go to school i’ll always have to see his face. It was so hard to deal with, but i learned to deal with it. Not everyone will like you and thats okay. But if its your crush, then that’s very difficult to deal with.

(Screen) Name: puppylover

This is about my first love. It was the first day of starting 7th grade. On the first day of school, i saw this cute boy and right away, i knew i was in love with him.This boy also had a friend who was also cute.I thought that he might liked me too.Anyways, the first day of school, i was looking at the boy and he was starring at me. I thought he might have liked me. Few months passed and we were sitting together in almost every class. We talked and laughed and smiled at each other.We became close together in friendship that we became best freinds right away. I was really glade that we got to hang out together.He was funny and always made me laugh. In class, we always talked without paying any attention to the teachers. One day, our friendship came to drop little by little. We never hang out anymore. I hang out with my friends and he hangs out with his friends. We went our separate ways. One day in class, i really felt hurt by him. He was asked if he like liked me and he said no, but likes me as a friend. I was so depressed. I cried day and night. My friend was there to comfort me. I felt a little better, but still thought of him. When I go to school i’ll always have to see his face. It was so hard to deal with, but i learned to deal with it. Not everyone will like you and thats okay. But if its your crush, then that’s very difficult to deal with.

(Screen) Name: puppylover

it was november 14 and my best friend had just got her ex boyfriend back his name is kayce but thats not who this is about its about his best friend phillp it was the end of 6th perid and i was walking to 7th and i saw him he walked right up to me and started to tickle me so much i almost peed myself but i didnt the next day me and mt best friend destany ate lunch together we were in a line that was right next to them then they both told me to come up to them and i said no stupid me then i had aske ddestanys boyfriend what he wanted and he said that he wanted to go out with me it was a sorta hard week because i had got asked out by 3 or 4 people i had asked him out 1 week after that then he said no i was so sad then i went on thankgiving break i thought that he had forgot about it but no he didnt he hadnt forgot about it until the 2nd week before christmas break we were decorating the door and i saw him in the hallway and we were messing around and pretending to fight i went to the batroom and destany had talke dto him and had asked him if he had liked me and he said yes i was so happy then he was suposed to ask me out the next day but he didnt he had started to tell everyone he liked me it was so cute then the day he asked me out and i said yes but the said never mind i was so confused then at lunch i had asked him if we were going out and he said sorry but no i started to feel my eyes getting wattery and my heart droped walking to class so dizzy and tired from all the confusion it was reading time i had to read for a little because of the stupid state think our reading scores are low i cryed over a stupid guy i didnt even go out with i cryed all through 5th and 4th period good thing i have izzy sami and my little make to make me feel better but now it was friday the last day of school for christmas break and i didnt even think about him until the last period of the day i saw him as i walked out to my bus all he left me with is a i gotta talk to you when we get back and a tap on the sholder and from the time i got home and the time i started writing this i can and couldnt stop thinking about him

(Screen) Name: wheres the love

It was freshman year and I decided to go to a new tech school a few towns over which took from 13 surrounding towns. On the very first day we went through our classes and I saw this very pretty girl. As the year went on we became closer and closer and I was afraid to tell her I like her but i flirted with her a lot. So much that even my history teacher noticed it one day in class and made fun of me for it. Eventually as school ended and summer started we hung out and became even closer. After liking her since freshman year I told her I liked her and found out she liked me for the same amount of time. After a little bit I ended up asking her out and it was the best decision of my life. I can be myself around her she doesn’t care if I act like a complete idiot and she loves me no matter what. I love her sooooo much and even though we do fight sometimes nothing will ever be able to change how much we love each other. I hope someday I get the chance to propose to her and make her my wife I love you to the moon and back babybooshka

(Screen) Name: Robert