It was a Friday night, and my best friend Caleb and my other friend DJ were graduating high school, and I went to watch. I brought along my friend Trevor, and we planned to go to my other good friend’s graduation party afterward. Everyone was going. After graduation, we stood all outside the doors waiting on the graduates to come out, and in the group was one of Trevor’s friends, Will, who had went to the same school as us. I had passed Will a million times in the hallway, but we never spoke and I never thought much about him. But as we all stood outside those doors, he turned around to say hey to Trevor, and our eyes met. At that moment, I knew something was going to happen. He turned around and Caleb and DJ were walking out so we all turned our attention toward them to congradulate them.
Trevor and I headed out to the graduation party shortly after all of that. There was a lot of people there. A few hours passed and we were all drunk. I walked inside and sat on the table to talk to everyone in there. Will saw me, and sat down beside me. He said “Hey, I need to talk to you”, and walked me outside. I knew we were going to hook up. We made it to my car and I don’t remember much, but I do remember there not being much talking. (;
The next morning, I woke up in my backseat confused and trying to remember things from the night before. As I woke up, I realized that Will was laying beside me with his head on my shoulder. I laughed a little, woke him up, and he asked me to drive him to his car. I did, and on the way there we talked and laughed and tried to remember the night. Another graduation was taking place later that afternoon, and we both had friends graduating from there as well. When I dropped Will off, I gave him my number and he said we’d meet up and go to the other graduation together. Well, that didn’t happen because we both ended up sleeping all that day lol. Two days or so passed and I didn’t hear from Will. I figured it was a one night stand, and I had accepted that.
That monday, I got a text message from a random number. It was Will. He wanted me to spend the night with him the next night because I was busy that night. I agreed. I got to his house the next night around 10:30, and again there wasn’t much talking done the rest of the night. The next day, I thought he would just send me about my way. Instead, he took care of me. He got me food, let me take a shower at his house, and everything. He asked me if I would take him to Trevor’s house. I wanted to go as well so I agreed. When we got there, Trevor and all of their friends were at the pond fishing. We walked down to the dock, and Will introduced me to their friends. They asked if I was “his girl”. When he said yes, I got confused. But I thought it was sweet so I did not correct him. We had a really fun time at the dock, and later Will asked me to take him home.
When Will and I got to his house, he asked me to be his girlfriend. From that day on, we have been together and very happy. It was a “love at first sight” type of thing, and I still can’t believe it. He is the most amazing guy I have ever met. He’s even beginning to talk about marriage.

Few people know this story, just some of my close friends. I just had to tell someone.

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One night i was on my computer and Katie Asked me on msn if i would like to Go out with her kinda as a joke to Get Back at this other guy or something so i agree’d so we were basically pretending to be a couple.. i dont remmeber why it was a immature random gr.7′r thing anyway.. We ended up staying in this ” pretend state ” for months maybe 3-4 ? probably around the second she actually said … so i guess we really are boyfriend girlfriend so i guess we were Awsum..

Anyway are school Was Going on a Trip to Ottawa just the gr.7 class. Long story short in ottawa katie ended up cheating on me With a Random Kid Named ” nick ” My Friend Caught them making out behind one of the animals in the museum we were in… so i dumped her.. Note during the time we were going out ” Czar ” was always around us kinda like a third wheel sorta thing i never minded because she was a really cool person to hangout with , after i dumped katie.. grade 7 was over and it was time for high school.. i go threw grade 8 normal school year blah blah.

Half Way Threw Grade 9 I Started to begin feeling very very very depressed from the kids that would bully me in EVERY single class i had and the kids that would bully me use to be my BESTFRIENDS for over 6 years and HATED ME for no reason when high school dropped… im talking years or sleepovers , trips , bhalbhalba.

anyway i would walk home like half way threw the school day so id skip my last 2 class’s to cut down the stress i already with took in the morning. .. when i got home i would jump on my computer turn up some tunes and just chilll and talk on msn messenger .. one day in May i was sittin on msn and Guess who Decides to Say Hello… it was Czar haha i havent spoken to her in years she used to be over at my house and shit alot with my sister they were best best best friends so when me and czar hit high school ( shes the same age ) she and my sister kinda stopped hanging out because my sister was in gr.7 and ya.. czar found her own group of friends and fit in with whoever.

anyway She Says Hi and Asks me how ive been and what not.. i tell her good blah blah blah .. then during the last few weeks of may.. i found myself constantly Wanting to go home not just because of the bullying.. but because i Had this URGE to talk to her more and more and more ( Weve Been Friends Since i was prob 7 like a kid.. so we know alot about eachother) anyway.. its a friday night and She Comes on Asking if me and my sister and my sisters boyfriend Wanted to Drink so we were down… we ended up goin to my sisters boyfriends cause his parents were outta town.

Anyway Were taking shots Smokin a lil weed just chillin us 4 watching some tv chit chattin and We End up going into his lil shed/hangout place in his backyard were sitting in there with a lamp and Theres 2 beds inside not really beds but seats kinda like really big cushions anyway… my sister and her bf were on 1 and czar was laying on the other and i went and layed beside her…

I Could Feel the Tension Running threw my veins I Knew she wanted Me And she knew i wanted her.. I Never felt this way Before i never felt this gutsy stomach feeling like i have 5454 butterflys flying around inside… we were laying in a position where i was facing the wall and she was behind me ( kinda like she was spooning me ) but we werent physcially touching eachother just laying beside eachother..

i slowly Raised my left hand and brought it up onto her thigh.. i started going towards her belt.. i undid it with 1 hand and was being really careful and gentle and kept rubbing her upper legs and her ass over her jeans.. i could hear her panting in my ear.. i could feel the cushion shaking uncontrollably like she was nervous and scared like a person in a cave with no flash light. 15 minutes go by as we silently touch and rub eachother ( not sexually….yet ) just legs..arms…hands that kinda stuff…

i was holding her hand and oh god… it felt so god damn good like everything was perfect rite then and there…she slowly started rolling ontop of me ( she was trying to lay infront of me ) so she rolled over and i was spooning her now.. she took my hand and slowly .. so so slowly brought my hand down into her Blue panties.. i couldnt belevie what was happening.. i never went past kissing with my first girlfriend ( katie ) .. i was touching my first Vagina ( as funny and lame as that sounds lmao ) … i had no idea what i was doing but neither did she.. so i was foolin around down there for about half a hour and she was foolin around down in my pants to.. it was the craziest moment of my life.. my sister and her bf suddenly get up ( we were being quiet this whole time if my sister knew this was happening shed FREAK and hate me and her both ) ..

so my sister and him get up and we get up and he says ( you guys should go now parents get home in a couple hours ) so me czar my sister all bike back to my house ( czar was originally spending the night at my house with my sister before The drinking came up ) so were all back at my house and my sister goes off to bed with czar… im sittin downstairs on the couch its like 4am.. its pitch black and im just sitting there… thinking.. pondering… what has happened

i Couldnt whipe the smile from my face.. i felt like I was the king of the world i felt like omg.. words cant describee.. anyway im staring out my window just in silenceee and i hear the stairs creaking.. it was her.. she snuck outta my sisters room and came down … she moved with such elogance and grace.. as she slowly walked towards me.. sat beside me and we both stared into eachothers eyes and kissed and kissed and kissed and kissed for a hour non stop.

the next morning she leaves and were talking on msn… she signs on With faces in her name … She was very very upset and angry and i had to know why.. so i asked

My dad is making my mom send me down to ontario… for a year… ( My heart smashed… rite when i read it .. this couldnt be true .. )

i leave… in 4 days..can we please spend as much time as we can togther before i leave..

so we meet up at around 2pm BEAUTIFULLL Day outside in the summer around junesh I just turned 15 on the night all this happened ( yes it was my birthday surprisingly )

anyway we meet up on this trail in the woods ( we live 5 min from eachother ) and we take a long walk to this Pond and we just layed in the sand for hours.. talking and trying to figure out what were gunna do….she asked if i would comeover tonight and see her.. so i agree’d OF COURSE lol.

anyway i crawl threw her bottom window ( shes in the basement at her house ) and im in her room with her =] shes in her pjs haha anyway were watching finding nemo and its really really quiet… just sittin beside eachother.. it was like Neither of us wanted to make the first move you know :p that awkwurd feeling.. you no what im talking about.

anyway i slowly move my right foot towards her feet.. and play footsies with her she looks over and smilesss ohh god did she smile =] she asked if we could go up on her bed and watch instead of sittin on the floor with the futon so i said ok why not…. we instantly go crazy mad on eachother like a New Toy your parents just bought you when you were 5 .. Anyway this happend everynight for the next 3 nights.. i never spent the night there id leave at like 4am run home.. and No We did not have Sex.. just little stuff.

anyway it Comes to the night shes leaving and a huge group of us are getting drunk for her leaving just like 7 of us… anyway theres this jada chick who was there and i was BLACKED OUT hammerd this was probably my 4th time ever drinking… 15 year old i was fucked up… and supposevly i was getting her to take off her bra to let me try it on ( not like watch her take it off , she took it off under her shirt and pulled it threw her arm sleeve , i didnt see anything nor wanted to see anything ) anyway after that happened all the cops came and we were all on a roof of a school drinking and chillin so the cops came and i ran and jumped off the roof and darted it for the woods, jada did the same and followed me.

I had no idea Where Czar Was this entire night.. i thought she was with her friends saying goodbye and waht not sharing a joint somewhere or something i dont no i was hammerd.

anyway im looking around for her and shes no where in site.. everyone has met in the woods everyone got away from cops and czar is no where in site… so i run to her house and shes already there in her pajams laying in her bed ( im knockin on her window )

she comes up to the window and opens it and says GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE and slams her window and shuts the curtains.. i was so fuckin hurt and confused WHY she just did that and said that..

the next morning she comes over to my house at like 9am to hug my sister goodbye and head to the airport… i was standing behind my sister when she hugged her .. i was awaiting to talk to czar and hug her .. kiss her.. she just walked away after hugging my sister didnt say bye to me didnt say anything didnt even look at me..

2 weeks pass… her dad doesnt let her use the computer much.. phone.. anything so im basically Dead inside for 2 weeks wondering why..why is this happening i just had the world in my hand and now i have nothing so fast…

anyway.. its almost been a month and a half weve spoken maybe twice for 5 minutes about nothing cause she never had time to talk..

so its like october.. she left in middle of september or something , anyway im sittin on my couch watching The flinstones just eating some cereal and my door bell rings… so im goin to answer it.. and i see Redhair threw the window ( its one of those windows where the design makes it hard to see threw like you cant see a face’s just body outline you know ) anyway i see a head of redhair and im like hm.. so i open the door and there she is… standing on my porch… i ran away from my dad…

i was fucking shocked beyond belief like WTF%$%$!! how did you get home like WHAT ??? my mom got me a plane ticket and a limo driver to pick me up at school… i couldnt beleive she ran away and flew back… for me.. it was like something outta the movies some epic ending to a chick flick or something..

anyway … long story short since ive wrote way to much.. could contact me if youd ever care to hear the full story..

anyway long story short.

- dated from 15 to 18
- We Broke up multiple times during , ( i ended up in the hospital for Suicide attempts )

- We were togther again after that for a while..until she Slutt’d out Drunk with my friends because of the ( jada bra thing when we were 15 it was one of the main problems in are realtionship because it was the night czar was leaving and i was with this chick the whole time and didnt see czar once… she was apparently crying in the soccer field by herself for hours , yes im a fucking idiot.. and regret it everyday of my life ) .

- anyway we were fighting and fighting to survive.. to make it work.. until she slutted out to my friends and was saying all this fucked up shit to them infront of me and saying she wants a 6 some and shit in bed..so i dumped her because she was acting like a skank who hated me for like 2 weeks and i was done with it.. so i dumped her.. she ended up fucking some guy she said she was friends with when we were 15 .. i always knew shed end up fucking this duche bag.. but not 2 years later when were 17 turning 18

so she calls me one night crying wishing and beggin for me back and i cant beleive i acutally agreed and we talked for hours… i was goin over to see her until she said… i slept with someone else.. i had to tell you.. please dont hate me

my mind went blank… it erased at that second.. there was nothing left.. not a single feeling not a single tear nothing.. i just sat there speechless and said…. bye and i hungup.. she called over 200 times in a row.. tryin to talk to me no joking 200 times… hours of calling non stop..

anyway i ended up getting backtogther with her ( ya i was that inlove with her that i didnt give a shit ) i was more inlove with this girl then life itself literally obsessed with her and not in a sick way…. we were crazy in love for years.

anyway i got backtogther with her and she ended up dumping me.. randomlly a normal day and she leaves my house.. gives me a kiss goodbye and dumps me on msn messenger the following day and its now may 24, 2010 and im yet to see her… and any time shes texted me or tried to talk ive been a Rude Giant Omega Asshole because she messed me up for a along time.. and i did nothin but treat her like a princess for years every single day.. every hour.. i didnt talk/hangout/ANYTHING with any other female the entire realtiosnhip we had she never knew what JEALOUSLY was because i made it impossible on purpose.. and she still some how fucks me over.. nice guys finish last is basically the outline of my realtionship.

anyway.. i dont no if its possible to Whipe your brain clean of Someones Excistence.. but i haven thought about her since like janaury.. at all literally not once and i havent seen except once a week ago at the liqour store.. she didnt see me but i saw her… maybe she saw me idk… anyway thats my story.. if i explained it in literal full detail… id make you all cry your eyes out but unfortunetly i dont have time to write up literally 48 hours of typing .. its 4am and i need some rest=] thats my story … thanks 4 readomg

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