(Screen) Name: YepShesInLove

Our supervisor would take my brother and leave me and my friend there alone, we would always talk and reminisce about school and people we went to school with. Later I found out he was starting to like me. I was happy, I thought I’d finally found a boyfriend. But I was wrong, dead wrong.

The main lady from the job program I was on showed up for us to sign our pay checks, it was raining this day, and we were told to weed eat and mow around the shop. So I picked up a weed eater and it hit me in the eye, to my surprise a guy I hadn’t even thought about liking, took the weed eater away, wiped the grass from my face, and smiled at me. I knew this was gonna be a great chapter in my life. While outside mowing, his weed eater ran out of gas, he walked over to where I was push mowing a ditch and started talking to me, I soon then realized that I had previously ignored a friend request from him on myspace and facebook, we started talking about previous jobs, and I did find out I knew his sister. We clicked, I knew we were gonna end up together.

Later that day we said our Fischer for the weekend. Oh how I thought of him and couldn’t wait for Monday. When Monday rolled around we were setting across from eachother once again, he never said a word, just smiled. Our boss was giving our job assignments for the day, when we realized I was the only person on my crew that day and he was the only on his, so we were put together painting that day. Before we got out he grabbed my hand and smiled. That made my heart melt. We finished painting the pavilion an was put on weed eating, we went back to the shop and gathered our weed eaters and gas, when our supervisor took forever to come out of the shop, so we set there waiting when to my surprise he kissed me! My heart pounded, it was amazing beyond belief, at the end of the work day je took me home, and kissed me aging, when I arrived home he gave me his number and I invited him swimming with me an my brother that day.

I arrived at my grandmas and used me uncles phone to text him as we were headed to the lake, he was already there, we arrived an hour before dark. We talked and swam around and had fun. That’s the day we started dating.

Two weeks later he broke up with me on facebook, he said his parents didn’t want us together because of our age difference, 6 1/2 years. A week later we were together again. Two months went by and we were so happy, he said he loved me and I believed him. One night we had sex. And exchanged some dirty pictures. My mom found out the next day. she called the cops and tried to get charges filed. The police wouldn’t press charges because 16 is legal consent and because I didn’t file charges they dropped the case.

Three months went by and I haven’t heard a word from him, I thought it was over. I always talked about him with my friends at school when my bestie did the unthinkable. She found him on myspace and started talking to him, I knew nothing about this until she came to school the next Monday and showed me the messages, he still loved me and he said It never ended. That was the happiest moment of my life, I spent two years not seeing him but borrowing my cousins and uncles phone to talk to him for a year, I had my own phone the next year. Two years talking on the phone was my only communication with him. At the end of the second year I would stay the night with me brother who let me leave late at night to see this love of mine. I did this for a few months when my mother found out, but at this time I was 18 and it didn’t matter. I moved in with him the day after I turned 18. And we bought a house, which we live in now.

Honestly I do believe he loves me from the first time he said it. I am still waiting on a proposal after 2 1/2 years but I think it’s worth the wait. He held on through the police and everything. How many guys would stay with a girl if their parents tried to put them in jail? Not very many. So if he could hold on two years I think I can wait a little longer as well.

(Screen) Name: Babiigirrl

I m 21 year old, I m doing my graduation but i hardly go to school when I m alone in my room I go to facebook and that kinda site for just time pass. about a year ago i met a girl tiph on facebook, she was so insecure and depressed, always complaining about her life and how she look. well this not beginning of the story,
we not used to talk much at that time. may 2011, we started chating for hours, we both become good friend, she told me she is 33 year old, she has a son, but she wasn’t married. she has a boyfriend from india, the same place where i live. i still remember the day 18th may, she had a fight with his boyfriend, she was sad, and after a long conversation she told me what happened. she told me how much she love her, she used to talk about unconditional and pure love. I was very impressed by her. I started giving her all my time, chat with her for the whole day until she go to sleep. i start to stay up for the whole nite to just talk to her. and she never used to get bored of me, she used to wake up early just to chat with me, even if she go to pee she take me with her. i always forget to keep track of time when i chating with her,i make some stupid joke and she always laugh on it, she told me everything about her. i m not going into that. well i sucked in my exam for this. but i was very happy.
She was having issues with her boyfriend, he used to make her sad and cry, he didn’t have time for his own girlfriend. i still don’t know why one of them never tried to go to visit their love. I m always confused with their love. whatever coming back to my story, we become more then just friends and she agreed to it, i never wanted to get married but i told tiph that i m in love with her. one day tiph had a big fight with her boyfriend she was crying like hell and that day I felt how much I love her , I proposed her to marry me, she said if his boyfriend doesn’t marry her she would marry me. I was ok with it. I still dont care that I m just an option for her, I just care how I can make her happy. these days were the best days of my life. she made me feel I m very special. I m a short height boy with not so cute appearance, but she made me believe that i m awesome. later she promised me that she would marry me whatever happen. i got addicted to her. now i need her every second i m awaken. and she used to be with me all time. we used to say i love u to each other like a million times in a day. she used to dream of me every night, and at the morning when she tells me the dream i get very happy.
But god had some other plans for me, he makes my life better just to make it worse. her boy friend bijay, he is a cute guy, lots of girls dying to get her, he is employed in a well known company and always busy with friend at holidays. about two month ago bijay started to being very nice to her. tiph was very happy because his boyfriend is giving her more time. at that time she changed for me, she doesn’t talk to me anymore like she used to. she said i m everything for her and we r so perfect but suddenly she just went away from me. we used to fight everyday after that. i wanted to leave her. but i couldn’t. then i realized i have given up everything to her. it was very frustrating. at same time she was having issues with bijay , they used to fight always. and he makes her cry. tiph always tell me when she has any problem. i cant see her crying, doesn’t matter she love me or not, i used to explain to her that bijay is not a bad guy and how he is right and she should be with her. i said all that just cause she doesn’t cry. she said she is leaving him. and at the same time i said to her that if she wanted to marry me she had to prove she really love me cause i felt she doesn’t love me she just used me as a boyfriend when bijay wasn’t there for her. well after that she chooses him. and she dumped me like i m a piece of sh#t. i now she cant leave bijay cause he is a guy every girl wants. she doesn’t love me anymore but she doesn’t love bijay either but only because of bijay is strong enough to leave her and hurt her she doesn’t want him to go. i m not that kinda guy. i tried to kill my self when she told me few days ago that she cant live without bijay. i dont care about what she have done to me , i still care about how i can make her happy. she stil chat with me , not like the old days but thanks to her she still reply and call me when i ask her. she still says she would marry if bijay doesn’t want her. yea i hate to be a 2nd option now but what to do i don’t have an option, i cant live without her. now i have planed to go there, and get any job i get and then help her anyhow possible. i still love her more than my life.she is everything for me.

(Screen) Name: raja

When the Belgians arrived, we all made small talk and then took our respective students home. We all became pretty good friends over the course of that week, but seeing as they were only there for eight days, I didn’t expect much of anything to happen with one student in particular. His name was Joerie. He was tall, with brown curly hair and beautiful green eyes. His sense of humor was so similar to mine and I loved his crooked smile.

At the end of that week, the volcano in Iceland erupted and the Belgians found out that their flight home was cancelled. The next flight they could get for the whole group was the following Sunday. That meant another week with Joerie! I couldn’t believe it. That night the whole group had a party to celebrate the extra week we had together. Joerie and I took a walk and talked for hours and hours about everything from family to school to sports to religion and so much more. When we decided to head back to the house, he kissed me for the first time. It was the best kiss of my life.

The next week was the happiest of my life. Because the exchange coordinators hadn’t planned on the extra week, the students just followed us to class every day. Even though I wasn’t hosting Joerie, he came to all my classes and I often drove him to his host’s house at the end of the day. For the first time in my life I felt as though this was someone I could really be with. My favorite part of that week was Friday afternoon when we walked out of the school building to the parking lot and Joerie took my hand even though there were hundreds of other students outside. Who else was going to understand the foreign exchange student and the host together? A lot of people shouted and clapped, a few snotty girls looked shocked and whispered as we passed, but I didn’t care.

A few days later, the students went back to Belgium. Leaving Joerie at the airport was the most heart breaking thing I’d ever had to do. We promised to keep in touch and I promised to get enough people to travel to Belgium the following year.

The following year passed by slowly for me. Joerie and I exchanged a few letters and emails. By the end of the summer he had a new girlfriend according to Facebook, which I took as my cue to get over it already. I dated a few people throughout my senior year, but coincidentally ended up single right before the trip to Belgium! I noticed that Joerie was also newly single right before my trip as well.

After a year of planning and fantasizing about how it would be to see Joerie again for the first time, I was finally going to see him. On the train ride from London to Brussels, I couldn’t sit still. My friends joked that we would get married one day and I would live in Belgium with him. It didn’t sound half bad to me…

When I did finally see him, my dreams came crashing down around me. He barely spoke to me during the week I was there. He was in college a few towns away but he kept taking the train back to the town where he was from and I was staying. I was so confused. He kept visiting, but only ever talked to me about the weather and school. I was heartbroken. Here I was, half way around the planet basically to see him, and it was as though we had never met.

It wasn’t until the last night before I left the country that I got was I was looking for. Joerie had classes the next morning but nevertheless he took the train back to town to see me one more time. He brought a bag of gifts too. There was a jar of Nutella, some Belgian chocolates and an “I heart Barcelona” t-shirt. I had mentioned that I’d been to Spain but not Barcelona one in passing the year before and not only did he remember, but he went there and got my a shirt. I couldn’t believe it. I was even more confused now. We caught up that night and he apologized for not talking to me more about important things earlier. He said that he didn’t know how I would react or whether I felt the same as he did. Of course, we couldn’t just stay together but we did promise to keep in touch and see how things went for the future.

Now, I’m in college studying English Education with the intention of living in Europe (Belgium!) and teaching English there. Joerie and I talk on a regular basis and are both trying to figure out our future together. Never in a million years did I expect to be preparing to leave my life in Baltimore to spend my life with some European boy, but I am!

(Screen) Name: Christin Elise

(Screen) Name: lovesickteen1992

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(Screen) Name: Gemma

(Screen) Name: lakota197626

I remember looking at you the first time. I gawked at your person, unable to tear my eyes away, unable to look at the ball coming my way. My first impression was that you looked like my cousin. My second thought was that, “Here comes another aggrieved soul! Another guy in search of his dreams!”
You looked young for you age. I thought that you were a first year student who wanted to play ball badminton. Or even an aspirant to settle down in a foreign country. My presumption turned out to be partly correct. You WERE trying to go abroad, but was not there seeking my help.

I was pleasantly surprised, when you asked me out. Even though I turned your offer down for two consecutive days, I was secretly happy as well as ashamed of the fact that I was happy because a guy like you asked me out! I waited eagerly for you turn up on the third day too, but you never showed up. It turned that you have left the town. I was disappointed.

After that, I should have left that episode to rest. I should never have answered your mail, nor have attended your phone call. There have been moments when I rewind to that moment of longing … that moment of hesitation before I pressed the “send” button, of my first e-mail. I wish that I suddenly came to my senses and pressed “discard” instead. It was not the first had I done that. but then as history would be I “fell” for you and there was no turning back.

Our “love” grew, nursed by distant phone calls and daily mails. Driven together by “providence”, we met soon and consummated our long awaited relationship. It was a simple date, filled with delicious explorations and pure fun. True that our “love making” happened in a romantic first class train coupe. But was it? We were never relaxed and it took long for the ice to break. Our long distance relationship had taken its toll on our emotions and much time was spent in constrained silence. In our hurry to experiment what we talked “on phone”, we forgot the fact that we had not developed enough confidence or trust. The “love making” was more about the past promises than it was about living for the moment. In the end, when it was time to part, something was sorely missed. All promises were vanquished.

I miss you a lot, these days. It is almost painful. It is even palpable to those around me. Ironically I never shared those words with you. Even, when we were together I was rarely “content”. Which led me to ask myself, Do I really miss “You”?

Or is it just the “feeling of love” that I miss? One would say that we were in love with an “ideal person” who was more “virtual” than “real”. Could it be because we filled up the silences with our own perception of the significant other? We never made any new memories together, even when there were opportunities.

Once you said that you did not recognize the person you “fell in love with”. You said you were afraid, that I will turn out to to be the cold person, who was sitting with you then. It is true dear, as I now realise that we never really knew each other.

This is like a love story where you know that the hero and heroine are going to separate in the end. Where people commit to love making, well aware of the “partition” looming ahead. Or was it the “end” being so near that inspired the couple in the first place?

Now my perception is clear. What I see are two losers, who were dying to get laid. Losers who wanted to have a “Safe” relationship. The “knowing” that the other will not let you down, whatever may you do/ demand. Today despite having realized each other’s dream, we still cannot let go of this “futile relationship”. It is more of a “drag” than an “inspiration”. Our love story is a lesson to me that sometimes:- at moments of great “consternation”, it is better to press “discard” rather than downloading a malware and upsetting your whole system. Or at least one should be grown-up enough to “Love and Let go”.

(Screen) Name: KeAtS

so thn he went to another schoolthe next yr thn next next year i go to the sme scool nd everything changed lik he did luk at me nd i luked at him too but he hardly looked nd i saw him hang around with this other girl nd he was dating her thn at the school dance he was sitting down nd i was walkin around nd he was just lookin at me nd when i walked by him he almost tripped me so thn the next time when i walked by him he made sure tht he didnt trip me nd he also broke up with the girl he was dating nd started to go out with the girl he dated last year but i was kinda confused cause thn somone tells me tht the girl he was datin is his cousin but the girl he dated last year wasnt so one day when i was walkin i said out loud tht im not in this nd thn he copys me nd says it in a girly voice so i just looked at him nd walked away nd on my b-day i wore a skirt nd it was raining nd he wa slik who would wear a skirl in this weather nd thn when i was talkin to my friend i said tht o shes just tells me tht she forget nd thn his friend heard nd walked by nd copys exactly wat i said thn he was lik wasnt tht funny how she said it so one day we had this thing where u can send ppl stuff so i wrot ehim somthing saying tht i lik him nd all but i didnt put my nme i put unknown thn somhow they found out it was me nd aftrschool he was askin his friend if he should ask if i wrote it nd thn two days later when i was waiting fo rhim at the bus stop he kept hiding from me cause he has this bright yellow bag so when he was hiding tht showed up nd u could see it fro far away so i hid behind the bus stop thn aftr a few min later he stopeed hidin nd went to his friends when i cme out of the bus stop he started to hide agin thn i walked away nd cme bac nd thn one of his friends were pointing at me it was akward

so one day his friend cme up to me nd told me tht these older ppl r going to beat one of my friends up nd this friend i s a guy well he isnt my bf or ex bf were just close friends but he nd his friends thought of it wrong thn the next day he cme up to me nd asked y i cared about my friend so much nd i wa sabout to tell him tht hes my friend but the guy i lik was lik im goin gout with him nd thn his friend was lik u guys r going out nd im lik NO so the guy i lik wa slik there cuzins nd im lik no there bros nd im lik no there sis nd im lik no thn im lik were just friends thn he nd his friend just looked at each other nd laughed thn when the bus cme i was rite behind his friend nd his friend wa slik dont worry theres another bus behind this nd im lik o.O ok thn thn i got on the bus nd thn he nd his friend started to tlk about me ;P o nd thn one day when i went out side to eat lunchthey were walkin in front of me thn this guy turned around nd saw me nd told his friend thn his friend looked bac nd saw me nd smiled lik when ever he sees me he would look at me thn he would start to tlk to his friend but when ever i go up to him nd tlk to him he gets mad nd annoyed :p

so this other guy who is also there friends woulld always look at me nd this is how he looks at me he looks at shoes first thn he would look up nd stop at my face usally he would see me lookin at him its usally akward

so when school was over i saw him online so i said heyy nd hes lik who the fck r u nd thn i got mad nd im lik well ur the person whos always beating my friend up for no reason lik they dont even kno who he is nd thn hes lik stfu y u talkin to me thn hes lik cutt nd deleted me as his friend nd thn i started to cry so much

OK SO HELP ME DO U THINK HE LIKES ME ND IF HE DOES Y DO U THINK HE DID THIS TO ME HELP ME ???? :’(

(Screen) Name: LankanGPKPrincessLovers