We’ve known each other since we were young. We were said to be family friends. We see each other during family gatherings and other parties. Years passed, we grew up as teens and we became lovers. I was in junior high school then and he just entered college. He lives miles away from where I am. He used to drive 9 hours from his hometown just to see me for a day or two.

Nobody knew about us except his relatives and my sisters. I used to deny our relationship because my parents doesn’t want him to be my boyfriend even though we’re said to have this “family connection” since their family was known to be boastful and arrogant.

Everything started with just a joke — with some sort of teasing; a few sweet messages, a few calls and a few “getting-to-know-each-other” sessions. We even never had a serious date with just the two of us unless we celebrated our second year anniversary as boyfriend-girlfriend. Despite all the rumors and the walls between us, we still find ways to see each other even just for a night. He often visit me once a month. He rides a bus during the day just to see me that night, and goes home at sunrise. We used to sneak out just to ease the feeling of missing each other so much.

After four years of having a serious and intimate relationship at a very young age, I became pregnant. My parents and his parents never knew about it not until I was carrying the baby for four months already. We couldn’t hide it for too long because my tummy is growing bigger and bigger and I could not continue my studies. And so, we decided to let them know as soon as possible.

I rode a bus from my place to where he works. His parents met us there. We talked and decided to let my parents know with their presence. But everything turned out very different. His aunt called my father and told him about it. My father told my mom and together, they went to the place where we stayed. His parents went home and left us. When my parents arrived, I was so scared. I didn’t know what to do. I heard my father’s footsteps and I was surprised that my mom came rushing and hit me with her fist. That was hard that I thought I was gonna lose my child. She hit my tummy and my father held her hands telling her to stop for they can do nothing but to accept what happened. I really can’t understand how I felt that time. I was looking for my partner but he wasn’t there. He left me. He didn’t even go out of his room to check me out and protect me. I was looking for someone to be my side, and nobody’s there. I really wished I’d die that day. I cried so hard until the sun’s up.

I lived with my partner away from our parents during my pregnancy. I should be happy but it was totally the opposite of what I hoped to be. I caught him cheating on me. I felt so down to the point that I always call my best friends just to have an outlet.

A few months after, I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. I thought it would be the start of our “happy ever after” but it turned out to be the start of our “bitter days.” I was sent home — very far away from him. He only touched his son for two weeks. We weren’t able to spend our Christmas together, and New Year and Valentine’s Day. We saw each other again during our son’s baptism. That was the first time he saw his child after birth.

Without me knowing, he was very hurt and became very ill. He became too thin and he diverted his attention to lots of work and a few dolls (girls). I asked myself, ‘How could I survive this kind of relationship?’ I decided not to ask him about it but I let him feel that I know something. Months passed and everything went out right. But it didn’t stayed that long. Maybe because of my trauma of him having third party, I want our communication to be very constant. I call at least twice a week and i send him SMS very often. It seems like he doesn’t want what I’m doing. I can’t understand. Our bond starts to loosen and time came that I’ve heard a lot of issues about him. It even came to the point that he denied what I saw.

I felt betrayed. It’s like I was the only one loving.

I found a way to ease the pain. My best friends and my son were my only outlets. I go out frequently with them and I hang out with my classmates everywhere. Time came that I felt numb for everything. I get used of hearing negative things. I was tired of all the issues. I don’t listen to his lame excuses. I didn’t isolate myself. We broke up. I was deeply hurt yet I have moved on.

Two years after, I found someone. I like him and I love him. He’s married with three kids and on his annulment process. He promised me to wait for three years and within that, we’ll be legally together and we’ll build a family of our own.

We’re together for almost a year now and I feel so lucky that still, I found someone like him. Though he has kids on his first marriage, he was like the answers to my prayers. I prayed for someone who can understand me — someone who knows what I’m going through; someone who can relate and someone who can love me like I wanted to.

Now, we were still waiting for his annulment and has planned to settle with my child and his children after his legal separation with his wife, in God’s time.

(Screen) Name: mustNOTbeNAMED

It was when i was 12 years that i saw a guy in my class.(lets call him sushil). He was very cute, and i started to fall in love with him. After a 1 month one of his friends came and told me that sushil had a liked me, at first i was very happy, but i was wandering if they were playing a prank on me so i didn’t believe them. But one day sushil came and told me that he liked me alot. I was very happy i was almost going to jump with joy. From then sushil and i were boyfriend & girlfriend. Everyone knew that we were kind of going out. But we weren’t aloud to go on dates. We loved each other more than anything in the whole world. When christmas vacations came and the other holidays we would always go to the auditorium and hug and talk for a long time. It was the best moments of my life. We would not stop saying how much we would miss each other.

When we came back from our vacation sushil and me and my friends told each other how much fun we had. But sushil and me knew that each other missed each other alot. One day the school said that we were going for a picnic to a resort. So sushil and i sat together(obviously) and we didn’t have that much of privacy, but it was fun to hear the jokes that my friends told. when we reached the place sushil, me and our friends were always together. But unfortunately my friend went and broke her leg in that place. So all of my friends were always behind her, even sushil he always kept asking her what she wanted and didn’t care about me. So, i got a bit angry and went some where , where no one find me. But the sushil followed me and we were in that lonely place alone.

While coming back sushil didn’t speak a word to me when i was sitting with him in the bus. Later for valentines day he was the only guy in the whole school to give a girl(me) a card asking me to be his valentine. He was the only guy in the whole. No one in the school would ever do it. It was very nice it had little hearts almost every where. I wanted to hug him there but the teacher was there. Many weeks went by and the exams came. Sushil would come and wait for me outside the class after he finished his exam. Luckily none of the teachers caught him.

The most worst day came the day when school was going to close for summer(it was good becuz we summer was coming, but it was bad bcuz sushil and i wouldn’t see each other for 2 whole months)So just after the exam sushil and i as usual we went to the auditorium and we talked for one hour and hugged each other. His arms around my waist and my hands around his neck. We were like that for almost an hour. We never let go, and suddenly sushil told me that he never liked any girl the way he liked me, and i said the same. And suddenly he leaned forward and kissed me on the my lips. We had our first kiss. I kissed him back. I kissed him on the cheek too.

Summer came and one of the worst summers of my life ever. Its becuz i was talking with sushil’s friends and i wanted to be more of friends with his friend. i told my friend and she thought i had a crush on him, she went and told my bf(sushil) and he got VERY angry and sent a mail saying ‘i hate u’ . I was very sad i called him one day and he said it was ok he would forgive me, i was happy. then one day i went to school for some camp and saw him playing football i went towards him and he started to back off. I asked him if he was still angry and he said ‘yes’ i kept saying sorry but then he said that he didn’t care and he didn’t want to talk to me forever. I was very sad i started crying there only. But one of my friends saw me crying and came and told him that i ditched him.

2 months past and when i went to school again, i saw him and he was avoiding me alot. Suddenly one day he came to me and told me ‘i am very sorry can we be friends again?’ I just said yes and went. But all his friends told me he doesn’t like me any more. I wanted to be friends also but some times i got the fealing that i loved him still.

I don’t know what to do??
should i tell him or not??

I will always love u sushil

love u sushil

(Screen) Name: Sami

Me and Angela never wanted to get married to each other but we have no choice. My Dad would fire me from my job if I don’t marry her and its goodbye to her glamorous life if she won’t. We hated each other, I’m serious and I concentrate about business while she’s childish and stubborn.

A month after, things between us finally cooled down, we started to understand and became comfortable with each other and not long after we fell in love.
When we heard from the doctor that she was pregnant, it changed our life, we became closer and happier, we wanted the baby so badly. I would come home early so we can have dinner together and call every 2 hours just to check up on her.

One day, I was called for a meeting on my day off, I left my cell phone on the car and when I checked it, there were 5 missed calls from Angela, before I can call her back, my mother-in-law called and informed me that Angela was rushed in the hospital, the doctors tried their best to save the baby but it was too late– she miscarried. I was in the bed side caressing Angela , waiting for her to wake up and when she did, she started crying about losing the baby, my heart went out to her I’m sad about losing the baby but I’m grateful that my wife is alive and that’s what matters most.

I thought everything is going to be alright again but day by day she seemed more miserable, she would hold her tummy as if the baby is still there and starts crying, I tried everything to cheer her up by proposing to have another baby but she’s not ready to have one because she’s scared of losing it again. Angela changed so much; she became bitter and unhappy.

I was called for a meeting one time on my day off and she didn’t want me to attend it, I explained to her how important the meeting was but she wasn’t listening, She got angry and blamed me for her miscarriage, I looked at her with disbelief and slammed the door and went to the meeting. I came home late and drunk and when I entered the room she pushed me out and threw a pillow at my face – “I’m sleeping in the couch”.
The next day, I apologized to her but she doesn’t seem to care about my apology, she told me that were going to have separate rooms. I tried my best to fix things between us but it was no use, I finally gave up on her.

Months later, I met Sandy she’s far different from Angela she has a five year old daughter named Megan. They made my life colorful again; I fell in love with them. Sandy promised herself not to trust another man again but I proved her wrong, I didn’t give up on pursuing her, she was everything Angela could never be, I fell deeply in love with her.

Even though she’s not my daughter Megan and I bonded like a real father and daughter, she had never seen her father and Sandy worked very hard to raise her alone — I’m happy I filled the missing pieces. One of the best things that happened to me was when I attended her school’s Parents day and was called “daddy” for the first time, I was overwhelmed with joy. With them by my side, there’s nothing I could ever ask for, I was ready to divorce Angela and accept whatever consequences from my father.

I thought Angela would agree but she cried when I discussed it to her, she told me that she still loves me and she wants to start all over again — “You killed us a long time ago Angela, it’s too late” I said it harshly and left. My father was enraged when he learned about my plan for a divorce, at that moment I wasn’t scared of him. Angela didn’t sign for the divorce but she didn’t bother us, it was clear in her mind that there’s nothing she can do to make me come back.

I continued my life with the people I care about the most. I bought a house for Me, Sandy and Megan and we lived there like a normal family. Sandy was very understanding to everything that was happening in my life and never pressured me. I fought everything that tried to come between me and Sandy, even my own father, I thought I can win over everything that would separate us but there’s one enemy that I could not defeat and it’s Cancer – Sandy is sick with Cancer, she knew about it but never told me and Megan. My world crumbled down when I heard it from the doctor and to make matters worse, they told me that there’s nothing more they can do to save Sandy, all there’s left is to make most of the time she had left. Even though Sandy knew she was dying, she managed to smile and never showed a sign of suffering, she taught me how to accept the changes that I must face soon and learn to love again.

Sandy left with peace and contentment in her heart, I felt lonely but not hopeless, I still have Megan and I promised Sandy that I would take good care of her. Angela was supportive and became my friend; I noticed that there was a big change in her. She was kind and caring to Megan. I remember what Sandy taught me – It was to love again and I did, but it took a while for me to learn to love Angela again. We got back together and she treated Megan like her own daughter. She gave birth to our baby girl and she didn’t mind calling the baby “Cassandra”, Sandy’s name.

(Screen) Name: Story Teller 777

I dated this boy for about a year, and i was all into the partying and drinking faze. and i ended up meeting this guy at my friends bdy party. i never tho anything of it cuz my bestfriend will kinda liked him and he liked her for awhile, but we started to hangout and i started to like him but i still had a bf. and then my bestfriend kinda, she got mad and said she liked him and loved him for like a year. which wasnt true. Then i kissed me while me and my bf were on a break. and i told my bestfriend. and then me and my bf got back together and i ended up talking to this guy a few months later. and my bf started to hate me for talking to him so he cut me out of his life but never broke up with me. so i hung out with this guy one day in the summer. and we kissed and stuff. and the next day i broke up with my bf. we didnt talk forever and i cried my heart out cuz i did that. yea i liked the guy but i had a bf and i loved him just was confused. and then the guy said he loved me and i believed him since he tried for half a year, and so i started to date him, after 2 weeks he broke up with me cuz he wasnt ready. and then i was hurt for a month and was in the hospital and shit, then me and my bf got back togetehr cuz he forgave me, and i realized i did love him just i was young and lost. i wasnt ready to grow up so fast like he wanted to. i never partied and never was experienced. but i cant talk to that guy anymore. he tries to talk to me but i cant. and he wants to be friends but i wont. i jsut hope everything in the future works out. im done hurting and getin hurt by people. i never knew 16 was so hard.

(Screen) Name: star-xo

I know him from a friend,my best friend.One night,he call me and express his feeling towards me.A feeling that I never expect I would get from him.His promise that i will never forget is he will never let me go, and that is what is happening right now.He is mine, and I am his that night.He is wonderful.The best and the greatest guy that had come into my life.He lite my life that is plain before.Deep in my heart I know that I don’t want to lose this guy.Three months I spent with him is the best three months in my life.A happiness that i never felt before with others.There is smile,laugh and also tears during that time.But,he is the cause and cure.One day,a news came to my ears.He had someone else in his life and the most important thing is that he had her before me.I fall into pieces..small pieces,crushed,lost,confused.I wonder if that three months is a dream or reality because it is too beautiful to be a dream and too good to be true.After discovered he had someone else,I cant believe my heart is still with him,my soul,my laugh,my joy…he takes everything from me but left me tears.He said he do love me and he wont let me go but he has to go to that girl but he did not left me, he did not even ask me to wait…just silence.Right now,he is still in my heart and i cant let him go…may be not yet..but I’m in pain..a pain that i never know exist.I’m lost…should i wait for him after all he has done?Did he really love me?or I am someone he wants to play with only?If he don’t love me,why can’t he let me go?I don’t have answer to all this question and I,myself, is also confused, do I really love him or he just someone I don’t want to lose?he is mean to me…why cant I hate him??

(Screen) Name: Sue

I just knew him last September 2008…at first I really don’t like him that much he looks very snub…the only thing I liked from him when we first met was his height…a common friend introduced us…The second time around we bumped with each other was during a gathering with friends “our common friend’s birthday” but we didn’t talk, we didn’t even say hi to each other…then two or almost three weeks after he was asking for my number from our common friend…our common friend knew him too well that she’s afraid of playing cupid for us…It was in early November 2008 during my intensive review for the upcoming board exam I saw him again…it was different now…When he saw me…he will try to communicate even excusing himself that our common friend said hi…just to talk to me…
there was a time that I was the one who talked first and asked him to remind our common friend regarding the visiting day in our intensive review house…and since then I asked a lot of favor from him to be the communicator to our common friend.
he was willing to do so, so I grabbed the opportunity…at that time he still has a girlfriend that I didn’t know…he started showing interests in me but he never open about his girlfriend…a few days after he broke up with his girlfriend (now his ex)….
I did some research from our common friend…what he is like in their working place and as a friend…I did dig a lot which in fact I wasn’t satisfied to what I’ve learned.
We became friends with the guy, then textmates (we did exchange messages for a month)which through it I learned new from him…he did ask questions about me which I truthfully answer most of it…
first date was horrible, second date was quite fun and third date was sweet n unforgettable…after the third date he’s my boytoy…(forgive me for the term used…but I love calling him my boytoy when he’s not around)…since then everything change…I have him as my boyfriend which marked December 29 of 2008…then came our first monthsary…it was sweet…we exchange love quotes, promises, how much do you love me questions, and describe your feelings, etc..etc…
then our second month…”I love you’s” was there…then our third month…”I forgot” was the line used…then our fourth month…”sorry i missed it” and then I am heartbbroken…lots of questions were in my mind…I got paranoid, is there another girl involved, or am I just a play time for him…just for the record that he had me as his girl to show off with his friends…those were the ever paranoia questions i had in my mind…since then I never ask, I just patiently waiting for the right time to come…end of April I asked him out…we need to talk…some important matters that we should settle…issues that I never once voice out in our entire relationship…we did meet…but the only thing that stops me from asking and settling the issues…I melted and it’s like I have fallen in love again after a long kiss…stupid me…I should’ve ask it…right now I am still waiting for him…patiently but frustrated and I am almost tired…I read a quote while surfing the net last night and it hit me hard…it says “don’t make someone miss you too much…try to keep in touch…coz missing oftentimes eventually leads to forgetting…” it did hit me hard…it’s almost five days I never heard from him…would you believe that I really fall in love with him after almost three years of being a stone-hearted person in my generation? and it seems falling in love with him is not the right time for me…I am really afraid of losing myself of loving him more and more that it hurts…

(Screen) Name: juz_me

Well it started out our freshman year of high school. We were two lost people just looking for some fun but it turned into something that couldnt be undone. He would txt and call me all the tim write me cute little love letters. Always asked if i wanted to be his girlfriend but… of course i just had to say no. It went on like this the whole year well we said our goodbyes and went on. The following year we came back and ga did he look so fine i knew i would have done anything to make him mine.lol. We would pass each other in the hall giving each other “the look”. Finally he got the courage to ask me for my number i gave it to him…from there he told me exactly how he felt inside he just opened his heart to me. We talked for weeks i was really getting interested in him. The things he was saying to me were things you would never imagine. He made me feel like there was noone else in this world that could ever treat me better. Sooooo i said yes. We started hangin out alot at school and stuff but then we decided we wanted to try to get serious so we started hangin out outside of school. We really started to fall in love. Well til this day were still in love but anyways bout a year after that he ask for my hand in marriage the hardest decision EVER. I said yes with tears streaming down my cheeks. I finally found the one i can spend forever with thats the only thing that went through my mind. But to this day were still together and our love is stronger than ever. So dont pass anyone up tht Might or MAYBe might look like the one cause you’ll miss out…I ALMOST DID!!!

(Screen) Name: kaylagurrl

hi its not my story but a failed story of my friend. his name is hariprasad.i dont wher to start but i will start the story from day1 of our college. its 2004 as we got admission in our college in councelling, we are overwhelmed and we started our colourful journey of our life. on the day1 i met a boy hariprasad i came to know he is the best in our college,best ranker in entrance exam and he also scored 97% in his 12th std. as we started our journey we got a girl in our class called anusha who has eys on this boy. from 1st yr she tried to talk to him, this innocent idiot fell for her sweet words.she acted very sweet. he used to be leader of our class, alrounder. he is good at sports as he is good at studies. he always uded to say enoy your life as play for pysical fitness, but this girl completely changed his life.

after 2nd year friendshipday party he got away from us, 24hrs he used to be th her. we warned him not to believe her she is dangerous so he left her giving all the respect to our words,

after 4 months she got him in a bus after freshers party we gave to our juniors. she acted so sweet such that he accepts her. she achieved it, he is once again away from us.

the day is a starting point for his destruction.he is completely in her trap, even she acted so smart that even we believe her. so we thought ok he got a good one, but she is a bitch. she roamed th him all the four years she made im like a slave, she used to make him convince her for everything,

at first he used to so masculine never get into her way, but as she observed all this she kept her body as a weapon for making him a slave, so he got completely in her hands, from then on no games, his physical fitness went to earth. no games always fights with us for her. we warned him n times but no he always used to ask us to shut our mouths and she is the best.

he always thought of her, by chance both got job in same company(virtusa hyderabad).he thought everything is fine for them,

but jobs got delayed due to economic downtrends. then she thought he is no use for her then she left him suddenly fixing a match, she convinced him as she want, she thought he is a bakra he can do anything, then he agreed for that thinking that she will be happy. but he is not able to take her out of minds, he is so foolish injured himself and suffering froma brain clot now, he is suffering from brain paralysis. he ll not live for more days, even now she dint even enquire about him and even she dint reply for our mails about his condition. he is half mad now geeting some pysychothereapy now,

never believe girls man, beware of them they will show you hell when they want something, girla forget so easily but boys no they will get a permanent tatto of gals into thier hearts. now she is so happy but what about him, he is completely destroyed. suffering from a disease attempting suisides whenever possible we saved him 2 times till date. dont know when he will die, but she is completely responsible. the best student of the class has become mentally retarded now, so guys no love no gals no cry

be happy th out love

this story i am writing on behalf of our friends who are friends to hariprasad and wish him recoovery or happy death.

but anusha you will have to face the consequences if something happens to him, we are not going to leave you

(Screen) Name: anusha

Everyone deverses to have a true love happiness, unfortunately I had my first heart break by the dude I thought he did love me (yet, I loved him so musch.) It all begins with a unexpected 5 months of being with each other. Well, at first…IDK how to begin this shit, but the time I remember was the first time I had a crush on him I so wanna b wit him, though as if we should be together. Too bad at that time he has a gf, so I just laid back and b a cool friend to him. After hearing that there’s that senior (HC, I’m a freshman then) that I barely know writes notes telling me he likes me but don’t know how to approach toward me. Then I guess we got to know each other and we hooked up for just a month. I spent that summer at home, suddenly that dude I was liking talked to me on myspace…weird, b/c we don’t talk to one another like that. But like I was saying, the fresh new school year starts and somehow he asked me if I was busy on Friday that week a month after school started. At that time I was hella confused though also surprised. Then he told me all of his things over the summer and later the Q. came up…knowing how much I like him, stupidly I said yes. Everything was going perfectly throughout that 5 months long. I was hella hurt when I saw him placing his ex before me! Can’t believe all those times he said he loved me was just wat…I didn’t get it. So on with me and my family’s problems toward me dating the dude I want, they almost I had me killed…still I’m not gonna forget that for the rest of my life. But anywho, yea…I was in love with him, thought we had more than just in a basic relationship. But now I can tell why they all said, “Love is like war, it’s easily to start but hard to end.” Till this time I’m over it but he made it hard to fall in love again, stuck with me of all the tears and fake smiles. And now I’m currently dating someone who says he loves me b/c that’s how he feels about me, apparently when you love someone you still can describe how much you loove that person, right? Though why can’t he answer that simple question. I’d answer it with everything I had and love if I can feel or just hear how he really feels about me.

Name (use screen name if you don’t want your real name published): C., Jade