The year was 2003. I had gotten to know a girl from a mutual friend. It started out well. We were there for each other for almost two months. But the unseen happened and we quarreled about an issue that would be trivial to me now. We separated just after being together for barely three months.

Seven years passed on and she found me back through Facebook. I was elated! But the situation was situation was different. I had somebody in tow and coincidentally, me and my current girlfriend wasn’t doing too good. We were always quarreling over nothing. The girl I had known back in 2003 had expressed her love for me. She said that she had been searching for me for the past seven years. She had waited for me. She said that the love never actually died, it just got frozen in time.

Unethically, I fell in love back with her and got back together but it was all worth it.

I was brave enough to acknowledge that I wasn’t happy in the current relationship and that I need to seek elsewhere and the girl from 2003 came back just in time. She was like my angel. Hadn’t she appeared back from the past, I wouldn’t have realised that i wasn’t happy with the current one.

Love works in quiet queer wonders.
Trust it.
Trust your instincts.

(Screen) Name: love.peace.respect

We always say what’s wrong with this world, but it’s not the world, it’s the people in it. We seem to hurt each other and disregard others feelings in a selfish and cold senseless way. About two years ago love came knocking at the door of my heart. I was still healing from a 4 year relationship that had left many scars. Unhealed from this scars I found refugee in this other persons heart, also causing it pain and mistreating it. At first I felt comfort, trust, and didn’t realize the hurt that I was causing my partner. I re-opened his old scars and our new relationship turned into something sour. We started hurting each other back and forth with words and bringing back ghost of past relationships. We both turned our relationship into insecurities and mistrust. We held on to each other for a whole year. Within that whole year I found myself pleasing and giving more than what I was received. I felt bad about my mistakes and what I had caused him so I put myself aside and put him first. January 2009 he moved away to an Puerto Rico where he always dreamed of making his life. I felt sad, torn, and incomplete. We decided to stay together and eventually plan on me moving over there. Our relationship was extremely rocky before he left, and there was no trust. I went and visited him 3 times out of my own pocket. I started realizing that my heart was becoming empty and I was very unhappy. I was giving myself unconditionally, and this man never gave anything in return but empty words and false promises. Still I was more in love than ever, and I couldn’t see past this dream world I had created in my own head. For Thanksgiving 2009 he had came down to visit his Mother and spend time with me. Still I felt last in his list. For those two weeks I pleased him in everything I could. Not one gesture of love or giving did he showed me. It was always about what he wanted and my feelings were never taken in consideration. I remember the only time he took me out was out to the Junk Yard to pull a part for a car he was fixing back home. Still I was blinded about this so called love he claimed to feel for me. We had talked about marriage, having kids, and he had told me he had purchased and engagement ring; which I never saw! I got pregnant and at first he didn’t believe me. Once accepted, he told me he didn’t want to be away from him while I was pregnant. 3 months passed and Valentines was coming up. I went to go visit him. I had never spent such 2 lonely weeks crying. The whole time I was over there, he acted like I didn’t exist. he had told me getting me pregnant was a mistake, and that the only reason he got me pregnant was because he thought I was going to leave him. Those words felt like someone stabbing me over and over again. On Valentines Day which was his day off, he received a call from his boss at 4am saying he had to come in to work and cover for someone else. He left at 4am and his store didn’t open until 11am. He left me alone in a room at the top of a mountain with only soda in the little fridge and a block of cheese; which was I really ate everyday of 8 hours I was alone until he got out of work. He came back around 10am. Didn’t even say Happy Valentines. I was so hurt by his actions, his coldness, and how he treated me that when I came back home I broke up the relationship. He didn’t want to admit any of his actions was wrong and didn’t have any emotions towards how I felt. I moved to TX to try to move on in my life. He had found out by his mother I was over there, called me and apologized for how he had treated me. He wanted me to forget everything and forgive him. He told me he would leave his job and everything he had, but that he didn’t want to loose me or the baby. I came back to Florida to only find out he wouldn’t come back and wanted me to more to where he was. I started thinking of the past 2 years, of how he treated me the two weeks I was there, of me being Cuban and living in Puerto Rico. I didn’t see myself sacrificing what I wanted for a man who couldn’t show me he loved me in any way. He broke up with me once I told him I wasn’t moving over with him because he said he was never coming back to Florida. I always felt like there was someone else but he wouldn’t have the guts to admit it. The first 5 months of my pregnancy I went through a depression. I couldn’t believe I was alone, and this man who I planned my life with and gave my heart too acted like I didn’t exist. I found a job around 6 months into my pregnancy and over did it working to buy everything my son needed before he was born. I used to come home with my feet so sore I had to stay seated in my car and wait to get some strenght to get off. It use to hurt to stand in the shower. But I bought my son everything, yes everything. I still don’t receive a call or even a how you feel from my ex. Last time we talked he blames everything on me and told me I ruined his life. That I chose to not be with him by not going to live with him. That I messed up his head and to leave him alone. I feel, well I can’t express how I feel. I’ve learned love is supposed to be unconditional, unspoken, experienced beyond words, caring, strong, forgiving, true, Love doesn’t come with buts or excuses. It doesn’t come with justifications and it doesn’t intentionally hurt ones heart or feelings. I’m still in love, very deeply in love. I gave everything I had in me and experienced the feeling of loving someone more than myself. But now, I feel complete. My son that grows inside my womb is precious to me, his a gift of love and rejoices my heart in happiness. I’ve experience love in two ways. The love of loving a man, and the love of loving the creation of a human life.

(Screen) Name: edelia1985

I DNT KNOW IF WHAT IM GOING TO SAY TRUELY COUNTS AS A LOVE STORY OR A HEART BREAK. SO HERE I GO. WHEN I WAS 13 YEARS OLD AND JUST IN MIDDLE SCHOOL I WAS THE LITTLE REBEL THAT DIDNT CARE WAT nhy one had to say. THEN THE NEW BOY CAME TO SCHOOL AND CAUGHT MY ATTENTION. WE STARTED TO GO OUT ON 2/14/06 I DNT KNOW HOW IT HAPPENED IT JUST DID FROM THAT FIRST KISS. EVERYTHING WAS JUST AMAZING AND FOR A GIRL TO BE SO YOUNG AND IN LOVE WAS THE BEST FEELING EVER. HE WAS THE LITTLE TWINKLE TO MY EYES. WE HAD A GREAT SUMMER. AS A MATTER OF FACT HE GOT MY NAMED TATTOED ON HIM THAT SUMMER AND WAS ONLY 14.
THEN I GOT PREGNANT YES I WAS 14 AND PREGNANT AND IT WAS HARD THATS WHEN JULIO STARTED TO DRIFT AWAY. I THOUGHT HE WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE BUT THATS WHAT THEY ALL SAY HUH.. NOW FOUR YEARS LATER AND IM LAYING DOWN NEXT TO MY 2YEAR OLD SON AT THE AGE OF 17 AND JULIO IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. BUT FOR SOME REASON I STILL LOVE HIM. MAYBE IM JUST LOOKING FOR A HAPPYU ENDING IM STILL ATTENDING SCHOOL TO GIVE MY LIL ONE A BETTER FUTURE I JUST WISH I CAN GIVE HIM AN EVEN GREATER FATHER. MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL WAKE UP AND THIS WILL ALL JUST BE A DREAM OR MAYBE I WILL GO TO COLLEGE AND MEET SOMEONE THAT HAS SOMETHING TO OFFER ME AND MY SON WHAT I REALLY WANT IS JULIO TO BE THE GUY I ONCE KNEW.. WE WILL FOREVER BE DOUG FUNNY -N- PEBBLEZ

(Screen) Name: STEPHANIE

It was the day for me in my life, entered into a school as a teacher when I am studying only. I am at the age of 19, In that school I saw a girl named aishu at that I fell in love with her. but I never said to her about my love. I write songs on the day of republic he sang my song which I wrote on mother.From that day we bacame close and became best friends I purchased a mobile to talk with her from my first salary. From that day we started sharing days It happened for the days on the day of diwali we expressed each other and she told me to grow into the great position. I said yha I will try and i will marry she also likes me much. She left the school after 10th and we didnt met upto 2 years at that just we have an call to each other when she was free.I stopped my profession asa a teacher and I entered in to designing fiels after completing course i came to hyd . and starting day only I got a job asa web designer days happened she came to hyderabad , we met , we enjoyed a lot meeting each other, I lost my love because she got afraid that their parents wont accepts love and she rejected me from that day I leaved just like heart sepersted I lost my parents and love also just now I am leaving thats all

(Screen) Name: manjumaggy

hhahahaha
this is really somthing that happrened
i was chatting with this guy online and he was like talking to em for a long time and i as like hey i knew him then i found out he was one of my frens fen.it seems that he loves me but i was kinda scared to say anything cause im kinda of girl who is afraid of gettting hurt.so i kept quiet.

(Screen) Name: visa

i am a good daughter to my parents,they were so strict that i really dont have a chance to entertain guys when im studying,,but when i graduated and start my 1st job i met a guy and since i havnt experience to be in love i taught i start loving him when he do everything for me to say yes to become his gf,,then i get pregnant,,unfortunately i found out that he is a guy whose liking a lot of girls..that he is a playboy type,,i found out that he had a daughter to the 1st gf,,but my family is so conservative so we end up into a wedding,,i taugh he will change,,in 5 yrs i was the one working,,we were granted three children,,he did cheat me a lot of times but i always forgive him coz no one in our family have broken relationship..i did control myself,i accept evrything but 1 day i found out that he had this relationship with 1 woman and their relationship is 1 yr already,,i cant tolerate it anymore and we beagn into separation even he dont want to,,that day i said to myself that i hate mistresses…and that i will never be cheated again,,after separation i become so wild and full of revenge to all d guys,,i am going out to all the guys who like me and i leave them after they start liking and loving me,,i always tell to myself if man can do it why cant woman do it,,but i finally decided one day that what im doing is wrong,,i forgot that i have kids to priorities,,so i decided to go abroad and work to support them,,and then here i found a new guy ,,i taught he is the one,,he show his love to me and do everything to make me happy,,and i fall in love with him,,i forgot that i hate guys,,but after a year when im in our room and looking for his quarters collection i saw a receipt that says he buy baby vitamins and toys,,and send it to japan,,i suddenly become curious about it so i open his suitcase and there i found out that he is married..and with 2 daughters in japan,,it was killing me..i was cheated again,,and when i confront him he says he just get her pregnant ,,that he loves me more than his wife,,and how much i tried to stop loving him we end up staying together,,even i hate mistresses i become one of them for 2 yrs,,i hate it but i cant stop it,,im guilty but i cant leave him,,maybe i was expecting that he will choose me and my 3 kids,,but unfortunately he make up his mind,,he finally decided to leave,,and go back to his wife,,to his family,,and when he leaves it really broke my heart coz i love him so much thats why i forgive him,,but after couple of weeks he contacted me again and saying he did a mistake of leaving me,,he wants to come back and start out own family,,at first i say yes,,i taught i love him so much that i will do whatever he wants,,but i finally realize that i am not happy,,thats not what io want in my life,,i dont want to be a 2nd woamn,,the other woman,,i want to be the ONLY ONE,,so now i stop communicating and starting a new life with my kids,,i believe someday ll find the right one for me whose going to accept me,my kids and my past

(Screen) Name: itzmhe

Yesterday, one of my friends told me his body betrayed his girlfriend due to loneliness. What a stupid and irresponsible excuse! A man has to know what kind of responsibilities he must take on and how to. This accident annoyed me but later what he said made me think for a long time.
” The present girfriend is not suit for me, we have lots of differences, and i don’t know whether it is still necessary to go on the relationship, but if i ask to break up, she might break down.”

Ironically, i also feel nothing to say with my boyfriend. Sensibly, i know we are not suit to each other. Emotionally, i struggle to appear to his favourite and life style in hope of a long, sweet, stabilized relationship.

what shall i do???

(Screen) Name: olina yang

We’ve known each other since we were young. We were said to be family friends. We see each other during family gatherings and other parties. Years passed, we grew up as teens and we became lovers. I was in junior high school then and he just entered college. He lives miles away from where I am. He used to drive 9 hours from his hometown just to see me for a day or two.

Nobody knew about us except his relatives and my sisters. I used to deny our relationship because my parents doesn’t want him to be my boyfriend even though we’re said to have this “family connection” since their family was known to be boastful and arrogant.

Everything started with just a joke — with some sort of teasing; a few sweet messages, a few calls and a few “getting-to-know-each-other” sessions. We even never had a serious date with just the two of us unless we celebrated our second year anniversary as boyfriend-girlfriend. Despite all the rumors and the walls between us, we still find ways to see each other even just for a night. He often visit me once a month. He rides a bus during the day just to see me that night, and goes home at sunrise. We used to sneak out just to ease the feeling of missing each other so much.

After four years of having a serious and intimate relationship at a very young age, I became pregnant. My parents and his parents never knew about it not until I was carrying the baby for four months already. We couldn’t hide it for too long because my tummy is growing bigger and bigger and I could not continue my studies. And so, we decided to let them know as soon as possible.

I rode a bus from my place to where he works. His parents met us there. We talked and decided to let my parents know with their presence. But everything turned out very different. His aunt called my father and told him about it. My father told my mom and together, they went to the place where we stayed. His parents went home and left us. When my parents arrived, I was so scared. I didn’t know what to do. I heard my father’s footsteps and I was surprised that my mom came rushing and hit me with her fist. That was hard that I thought I was gonna lose my child. She hit my tummy and my father held her hands telling her to stop for they can do nothing but to accept what happened. I really can’t understand how I felt that time. I was looking for my partner but he wasn’t there. He left me. He didn’t even go out of his room to check me out and protect me. I was looking for someone to be my side, and nobody’s there. I really wished I’d die that day. I cried so hard until the sun’s up.

I lived with my partner away from our parents during my pregnancy. I should be happy but it was totally the opposite of what I hoped to be. I caught him cheating on me. I felt so down to the point that I always call my best friends just to have an outlet.

A few months after, I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. I thought it would be the start of our “happy ever after” but it turned out to be the start of our “bitter days.” I was sent home — very far away from him. He only touched his son for two weeks. We weren’t able to spend our Christmas together, and New Year and Valentine’s Day. We saw each other again during our son’s baptism. That was the first time he saw his child after birth.

Without me knowing, he was very hurt and became very ill. He became too thin and he diverted his attention to lots of work and a few dolls (girls). I asked myself, ‘How could I survive this kind of relationship?’ I decided not to ask him about it but I let him feel that I know something. Months passed and everything went out right. But it didn’t stayed that long. Maybe because of my trauma of him having third party, I want our communication to be very constant. I call at least twice a week and i send him SMS very often. It seems like he doesn’t want what I’m doing. I can’t understand. Our bond starts to loosen and time came that I’ve heard a lot of issues about him. It even came to the point that he denied what I saw.

I felt betrayed. It’s like I was the only one loving.

I found a way to ease the pain. My best friends and my son were my only outlets. I go out frequently with them and I hang out with my classmates everywhere. Time came that I felt numb for everything. I get used of hearing negative things. I was tired of all the issues. I don’t listen to his lame excuses. I didn’t isolate myself. We broke up. I was deeply hurt yet I have moved on.

Two years after, I found someone. I like him and I love him. He’s married with three kids and on his annulment process. He promised me to wait for three years and within that, we’ll be legally together and we’ll build a family of our own.

We’re together for almost a year now and I feel so lucky that still, I found someone like him. Though he has kids on his first marriage, he was like the answers to my prayers. I prayed for someone who can understand me — someone who knows what I’m going through; someone who can relate and someone who can love me like I wanted to.

Now, we were still waiting for his annulment and has planned to settle with my child and his children after his legal separation with his wife, in God’s time.

(Screen) Name: mustNOTbeNAMED

It was when i was 12 years that i saw a guy in my class.(lets call him sushil). He was very cute, and i started to fall in love with him. After a 1 month one of his friends came and told me that sushil had a liked me, at first i was very happy, but i was wandering if they were playing a prank on me so i didn’t believe them. But one day sushil came and told me that he liked me alot. I was very happy i was almost going to jump with joy. From then sushil and i were boyfriend & girlfriend. Everyone knew that we were kind of going out. But we weren’t aloud to go on dates. We loved each other more than anything in the whole world. When christmas vacations came and the other holidays we would always go to the auditorium and hug and talk for a long time. It was the best moments of my life. We would not stop saying how much we would miss each other.

When we came back from our vacation sushil and me and my friends told each other how much fun we had. But sushil and me knew that each other missed each other alot. One day the school said that we were going for a picnic to a resort. So sushil and i sat together(obviously) and we didn’t have that much of privacy, but it was fun to hear the jokes that my friends told. when we reached the place sushil, me and our friends were always together. But unfortunately my friend went and broke her leg in that place. So all of my friends were always behind her, even sushil he always kept asking her what she wanted and didn’t care about me. So, i got a bit angry and went some where , where no one find me. But the sushil followed me and we were in that lonely place alone.

While coming back sushil didn’t speak a word to me when i was sitting with him in the bus. Later for valentines day he was the only guy in the whole school to give a girl(me) a card asking me to be his valentine. He was the only guy in the whole. No one in the school would ever do it. It was very nice it had little hearts almost every where. I wanted to hug him there but the teacher was there. Many weeks went by and the exams came. Sushil would come and wait for me outside the class after he finished his exam. Luckily none of the teachers caught him.

The most worst day came the day when school was going to close for summer(it was good becuz we summer was coming, but it was bad bcuz sushil and i wouldn’t see each other for 2 whole months)So just after the exam sushil and i as usual we went to the auditorium and we talked for one hour and hugged each other. His arms around my waist and my hands around his neck. We were like that for almost an hour. We never let go, and suddenly sushil told me that he never liked any girl the way he liked me, and i said the same. And suddenly he leaned forward and kissed me on the my lips. We had our first kiss. I kissed him back. I kissed him on the cheek too.

Summer came and one of the worst summers of my life ever. Its becuz i was talking with sushil’s friends and i wanted to be more of friends with his friend. i told my friend and she thought i had a crush on him, she went and told my bf(sushil) and he got VERY angry and sent a mail saying ‘i hate u’ . I was very sad i called him one day and he said it was ok he would forgive me, i was happy. then one day i went to school for some camp and saw him playing football i went towards him and he started to back off. I asked him if he was still angry and he said ‘yes’ i kept saying sorry but then he said that he didn’t care and he didn’t want to talk to me forever. I was very sad i started crying there only. But one of my friends saw me crying and came and told him that i ditched him.

2 months past and when i went to school again, i saw him and he was avoiding me alot. Suddenly one day he came to me and told me ‘i am very sorry can we be friends again?’ I just said yes and went. But all his friends told me he doesn’t like me any more. I wanted to be friends also but some times i got the fealing that i loved him still.

I don’t know what to do??
should i tell him or not??

I will always love u sushil

love u sushil

(Screen) Name: Sami

Me and Angela never wanted to get married to each other but we have no choice. My Dad would fire me from my job if I don’t marry her and its goodbye to her glamorous life if she won’t. We hated each other, I’m serious and I concentrate about business while she’s childish and stubborn.

A month after, things between us finally cooled down, we started to understand and became comfortable with each other and not long after we fell in love.
When we heard from the doctor that she was pregnant, it changed our life, we became closer and happier, we wanted the baby so badly. I would come home early so we can have dinner together and call every 2 hours just to check up on her.

One day, I was called for a meeting on my day off, I left my cell phone on the car and when I checked it, there were 5 missed calls from Angela, before I can call her back, my mother-in-law called and informed me that Angela was rushed in the hospital, the doctors tried their best to save the baby but it was too late– she miscarried. I was in the bed side caressing Angela , waiting for her to wake up and when she did, she started crying about losing the baby, my heart went out to her I’m sad about losing the baby but I’m grateful that my wife is alive and that’s what matters most.

I thought everything is going to be alright again but day by day she seemed more miserable, she would hold her tummy as if the baby is still there and starts crying, I tried everything to cheer her up by proposing to have another baby but she’s not ready to have one because she’s scared of losing it again. Angela changed so much; she became bitter and unhappy.

I was called for a meeting one time on my day off and she didn’t want me to attend it, I explained to her how important the meeting was but she wasn’t listening, She got angry and blamed me for her miscarriage, I looked at her with disbelief and slammed the door and went to the meeting. I came home late and drunk and when I entered the room she pushed me out and threw a pillow at my face – “I’m sleeping in the couch”.
The next day, I apologized to her but she doesn’t seem to care about my apology, she told me that were going to have separate rooms. I tried my best to fix things between us but it was no use, I finally gave up on her.

Months later, I met Sandy she’s far different from Angela she has a five year old daughter named Megan. They made my life colorful again; I fell in love with them. Sandy promised herself not to trust another man again but I proved her wrong, I didn’t give up on pursuing her, she was everything Angela could never be, I fell deeply in love with her.

Even though she’s not my daughter Megan and I bonded like a real father and daughter, she had never seen her father and Sandy worked very hard to raise her alone — I’m happy I filled the missing pieces. One of the best things that happened to me was when I attended her school’s Parents day and was called “daddy” for the first time, I was overwhelmed with joy. With them by my side, there’s nothing I could ever ask for, I was ready to divorce Angela and accept whatever consequences from my father.

I thought Angela would agree but she cried when I discussed it to her, she told me that she still loves me and she wants to start all over again — “You killed us a long time ago Angela, it’s too late” I said it harshly and left. My father was enraged when he learned about my plan for a divorce, at that moment I wasn’t scared of him. Angela didn’t sign for the divorce but she didn’t bother us, it was clear in her mind that there’s nothing she can do to make me come back.

I continued my life with the people I care about the most. I bought a house for Me, Sandy and Megan and we lived there like a normal family. Sandy was very understanding to everything that was happening in my life and never pressured me. I fought everything that tried to come between me and Sandy, even my own father, I thought I can win over everything that would separate us but there’s one enemy that I could not defeat and it’s Cancer – Sandy is sick with Cancer, she knew about it but never told me and Megan. My world crumbled down when I heard it from the doctor and to make matters worse, they told me that there’s nothing more they can do to save Sandy, all there’s left is to make most of the time she had left. Even though Sandy knew she was dying, she managed to smile and never showed a sign of suffering, she taught me how to accept the changes that I must face soon and learn to love again.

Sandy left with peace and contentment in her heart, I felt lonely but not hopeless, I still have Megan and I promised Sandy that I would take good care of her. Angela was supportive and became my friend; I noticed that there was a big change in her. She was kind and caring to Megan. I remember what Sandy taught me – It was to love again and I did, but it took a while for me to learn to love Angela again. We got back together and she treated Megan like her own daughter. She gave birth to our baby girl and she didn’t mind calling the baby “Cassandra”, Sandy’s name.

(Screen) Name: Story Teller 777