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The one that cant seem to get away

My Ex Fiancé and I Broke Up late 2012, he had Gotten abusive and I was shattered when we separated. I couldn’t imagine myself with another man after the pain I felt, So I stayed away from men In general. Throughout 2012 I was alone, Depressed and I felt like there was absolutely no hope for me.Towards end of 2013 my mom advised that I go live with my Brother for  little while, so I can get out there, unwind and see other things and people.I took My Mother’s advise and went to my brothers place,but the only thing that changed was the environment, deep inside I still as lonely and hopeless as iwas when I was sby my mom’s house.

One morning I decided to go vist a friend of mine who doesn’t stay far from my brothers place,It was the 5th of January 2014, on my way there I met a lady who delayed me a little bit because she wanted help with something, anyway, I helped her then rushed to the taxi. While running so I can catch the last availale taxi, I could hear someone running behind me, as if chasing me, I ran faster, th person ran faster too, I decided to turn around , and when I did I saw this tall,(not too tall but taller than me),medium built guy,(he was the one unning after me), at that point I didn’t think much of him, or the situatin, so I kept running, and so did he, I turned again, looked at him laughed and kept running…he also continued.
I got to the taxi, asked to make sure its going to the right place ad I jumped in,after I sat down I looked to see what had happened to the guy chasing me, and there he was, at the door with his phone in his hand, still breathing heavily from the ‘chasing’, he said,”can I pease have your numbers?”,his voice did something to me, I don’t know how to explain it but something in me got softened and I took his phone and dialed my number, I didn’t even save my name.

A few minutes after I had gotten off the taxi and arrived at my Friend’s place , My phone rang,It was an unknown number. I picked up and from the other side a voice said :’hello , Its me, From Earlier,are there yet?”, it was that voice, it was him, my chaser.my stomach felt weird, I was overwhelmed with feelings I did not even understand, his voice made me feel relaxed, open, vulnerable (in a way I enjoyed), I had never felt like that before, it was all new and confusing but it felt AMAZING.
Anyway he introduced himself over the phone and  dd too, we got to know each other, backgrounds, where I live, what he does and we just went on and on and on, we spoke until my battery ran out and he promised he would call again in the morning , which he did, and that was it : The beginning of endless phone conversations and texts.I had to go back home (to My mother’s place ,to a different province far away from him),I felt like iwas leaving something significant behind, like i was leaving behind a part of me, someone I had known my whole life,(even though we had only met once),But even when I was gone we kept in touch, we spoke everyday,We spoke about life, about Friends, we joked and laughed, we shared painful experiences from the past and cried too. He had become my friend, my comfort , my hope, and I fell in love with him, so deeply, I was in love with a man I had only met once.

A few weeks after I had been at home, we were getting closer each day, our conversations were more intimate, he was in love too,He was in love with me.
One Saturday morning he woke up and was going to see his friends ( he would fill me in,tell me what he’s up to, and I would do the same, it made me feel like I was there, it made me feel closer to him).That Saturday morning he called and told me he was going to see his friends, I was with my friends too, he spoke to my friends on the phone, they liked his voice as much as I did, they could feel his warmth too.Anyway, we spoke and he promised he would call again in the afternoon.

Afternoon came and he hadn’t called, I got worried because it was unlike him, if he said he’ll call, he would call. so I called him to check if everything is okay, his phone went straight to voucemail, it was off.That didn’t worry mw though, Ithought maybe his battery had died or there was no coverage where he was, Itried again minutes later, it was still off, I kept trying , ot was off,sunday morning, his phone was still off.
I got worried, left him texts and probably a hundred voicemails.
I kept trying on Monday morning and his phone was still off.I felt so helpless, so far , and frustrated, Untill Around 13:00 Pm that Monday, I sent him a texts and it went through, A few minutes ;later my phine rang and it was his number, I answered Picked up and from the other side a lady’s voice said ” hello, Joe (I changed names) was in a car accident On Friday, he is in hospital and heavily sedated, he will get back to you when he wakes up”.”Oh is he okay? ‘I asked and she said he was okay..I was so relieved to hear that he was okay that I didn’t even ask myself who that lady was.
5 to six minutes later The lady called me again and this is what she said ” Hey Listen, I went though his phone and I saw your Texts and calls,Joe Is my Boyfriend, and you should stay away From him, I am Pregnant with his child as we speak , he doesn’t know it yet but I am, so please Stop calling and texting him”.
I couldn’t hold back the tears, I felt so betrayed, so cheated,I felt so broken as I put the phone down.I felt confused, why would he let me fall inn love with him then? why did he give me so much of his time if he ha someone else? I felt like such  a fool for letting him in, for falling for him,i was in pain and I felt he owed me an explanation.

He woke up a few hours later and called me as soon as he got home, he wasn’t aware that his girlfriend had called me so he tried to explain his presence “I was involved in a….” before he could finish I jumped in, “car accident and you were in hospital?” I asked, ” yes how did you Know?” , he sounded surprised, “Pearl told me, You know pearl, Your girlfriend” I replied. He was speechless.
He had mentioned a girlfriend in passing before but From How things were going  between me and him ,I had decided to assume that he had ended things with her.( That was stupid I know, But I was Intoxicated, I was in love).He Decided he would explain later , which I understood, he was still in pain.
later On he called and we spoke for a while, h explained, they were going Through stuff, she had hidden a child from him and he had just found out about the child, From what I understood, he wouldn’t have gone into the relationship if he knew she had a child , so he felt robbed.And he couldn’t just walk out now because of other emotional obligations he felt.He had tried breaking up with her,but each time felt forced back into the realationshp,( comfort maybe), I don’t know.
I didn’t know what to do, or how to feel, I was so confused , so broken , hurt.
I wanted to be there for him though, he was hurt and I wanted to know how he was recovering, so we kept in touch, I still loved him, I knew I still loved him.

He got better and we still kept in touch, But lady pearl would sometimes call me to tell me to back off, oh and she wasn’t really pregnant,she made that up to get me to back off.

Here’s the complicated part: I knew I loved this man, I accepted I could not have him, but I loved him anyway. We would talk every once in  a while, he would remind me often that he loves me and I would do the same, I never saw him again and I had accepted that I was never going to see him again.
Each time we spoke, even if it was after a month or two, I would still feel his warmth, his voice still had the same effect on me and throughout 2015, we spoke ( Not very Often) But we spoke, I sill loved him, he still loved me but we had both accepted that we couldn’t be together.

In December 2015 I started dating a guy who lives in the same city as Joe ( Pure coincidence).Im back in his province now, I work this side), He is sweet and kind, he is focused and he pushes me to do better. We have been together now for just over 6 weeks ,not sure if we love each other or we just deeply care for each other, (we haven’t spoken about feelings yet), our relationship is …well… comfortable.

First Saturday of 2016 , me and my boyfriend were going out for drinks when I decided on the way to a pub in town that I was hungry and wanted to eat, We took a turn and went to one of my favorite restaurants in town. We get there , get parking space and head into the restaurant, It was around 19:00Pm and a little dark, just as we were about to go into the restaurant, I heard someone call my Name, the voice sounded familiar, I turned around and It was him, it was Joe. I couldn’t believe my eyes, I was in shock, all sorts of feeling, I was excited to see him but I was scared, he was with a girl, (his girlfriend , I assumed), I felt held back, I was with my boyfriend and couldn’t exactly run to Joe and give him a huge hug (and I wish I could),it was a Tricky situation , so I just said hi and headed straight to the bathroom, I was shaken, my feelings for him awakened, I had Goosebumps, I was crying and I didn’t even understand why.
I pulled myself together and went to eat with my boyfriend, He could see I was shaken and he wondered why, I am an honest person, so I told him the Joe story, though I left out  a few details, Like my feelings for him.

We ate and went to the Pub, But all Night all I could think about was Joe. The following morning he sent me a text, His girlfriend was Angry, She made sense of the whole situation, remembered my name and all the drama it had once brought into their relationship and thought me and Joe had arranged to meet like that, We hadn’t, It was just a coincidence. A Freaky one (I Think), the day I first met Joe was the first Sunday Of 2014, This was the last hours of the first Saturday of the Year, It was 2 days before our 2nd year Meeting anniversary, we met again almost exactly 2 years later, ” That’s Crazy” we said , almost simultaneously On a phone call a few days after we bumped into each other..
And the Craziest part is that I still love Him, Probably more now than I did then. And according to him, he still loves me too, Even more now.
Am I crazy? Am I mad For still loving this man so much even though I know I Might Never Have Him?
Is this Normal???? I love him Whole heartedly, And I expect absolutely nothing from him In return, I just love him, And I cant seem To stop, No matter where I Go, or What I do.

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true love story of one boy who love a girl…& only live a life today only for a girl

The story starts from a April,2009
A boy of class 5th who’s age is 10years for much understanding a story we have to go few years earlier….for much understanding i have writen in hindi language.

Vo ldka ek bhut he shaant or naa jaade kisi se baat krne ke nature ka tha uske jaade frnds bhi nhi the wo class me shaant shaant rehta jb se wo study start kiya tha tbhi se is nature ka tha.wo jis school me tha uske bhut se branch the so usne us branch se pdhai start jisme kevl class 4th tk he class the fir class 5th ke liye use usi school ke dusre branch me shift hona pda wo ldka bhut khush tha ki wo dusre or bde branch me pdhne wala h…lkin wo nhi jnta tha ki class 5th ke pehle din he use kisi ldki se pyr hojaye ga…after a week wo late se school phucha or classes start ho chuki thi sbhi bcche aa chuke the wo jaise he class ke door pe khda hua uski njar ek larki pe pdi jo uski classmate thi wo ldki 4th row ke 2nd seat pe left side pe baithi thi wo ldka usse dekhte he pyr kr baitha wo class ke andr gya or 1st row ke 4th seat pe right side taraf baith gya wo ldka usse dekhta reh gya ese he hr period hr din wo ldka use dekhta rehta us ldki ne bhi notice kiya ki wo ldka usse dekh rha ab vo ldki bhi usse dekhne lgi ldke ko lga ki wo ldki bhi usse psnd krti h lkin us ldke ki etni himmat nhi hoti thi ki wo ldki se aankh mila ske ese he time beeta gya or lkin us ldke or ldki ki frndship nhi hui kyo ki ldki bhi bhut shaant type ki thi..ese he ldke ka new frnd bna wo us ldki ka frnd tha or wo ldki bhi use apna bhut frnd maanti thi (frnd ka name akash(fake name))jb akash ko pta chla ki ldka us ldki ko bhut pyr krta to wo us ldke se kuch nhi bola lkin us ladke ke baare me glat glat khoob bura bura bolta tha wo ldki ab us lrke se nfrt krne lgi yha tk ki wo usse dekhna nhi chahti thi lrke ko ye sb us lrki ki ek frnd ne btaya ldka sun ke bhut uds hua ki uske frnd ne esa kyo kiya… ye sb class 9th ki thi…
Us lrke ne fir bhi akash ko kuch nhi bola ki yr tmhñe aisa kyo kiya ldka tbhi usse apna bhut accha frnd mnta tha lkin wo ldki abhi usse bhut nfrt krti thi….class 9th me ab wo ldki dusre section me thi àr fir khuch baad us lrki ka birthday aaya wo lrki us din bhut maasuum lg rgi thi jo ki wo h wo ldka usse dekhta he reh gya lkin us ldke ke frnds log na kaha agr tm usse pyr krte ho to tm usse aaj birthday kroge or propose kroge lkin ldke ki himmat nhi ho rhi thi esa nhi tha ldka drpok tha lkin aap jiisee schi mohabbat krte hoge na to usse pehli baar baat krne pura body kaap gya hoga..

Wo ldke ka himmat nhi ho rhi thi us ldki se baat krne ki lkin ldke ke frndss ke force krne pr us ldke ne us ldki ko birthday wish krne ke liye roka ar wish kiya to ldki ne smile dete hue thanks kaha kuch dur pe us ldki ki frnds log khdi thi to wo apni frnds ke ps etna khush hote hue gyi ki us ldkne ne usse etna khush aaj kbhi nhi dekha tha fir us ldke ko lga ki wo bhi usse pyr krti h lkin ldka galat tha kuch din baad ldke ke frnds ne usse ek tip diya ki tm use dekh ke smile krna agr wo bhi smile kr deti h to wo bhi usse pyr krti h lkin ne himmat krke class ke bahr nikla ar tbhi dekha ki ldki smne se aa rhi ldke ne girds krke samne se aa rhi us ldki ko smile pass kiya pr ldki use ignore kr ke chli gyi ldke ko bhut hurt hua ar us din wo ldka bhut jade roya tha ar next year class 10th me wo ldki dusre city chli gyi wo ldka use roj soch krke roya krta tha lkin kisi ko dikhata nhi tha sb ke saamne khoob hsta tha lkin andr se bhut rota tha esehe wo ldka pura saal rha uska pdhai me bilkul mn nhi lgta tha wo din raat khli us ldki ke baare me sochta tha….ar fir poore ek saal baad ek din aisa aaya ki jb ldka kuch ghr ka saman lene bike se jaaraha tbhi saamne se use wo ldki use cycle se aati hui dikhi to us ldke ka khushi ka thikana he na rha or wo jb pass ayi to ldke ne use dekh kr muskura diya lkin ldki use ese ignore ki wo ldka ek dm andr se toot gya or uska poora body jaise kaam he nhi kr rha tha or thoda sa he aage jaakr us ldke ka bhut bura accident ho gya or us ldke ko doctor ne 2month ki bed rest bola tha wo ldka bhut rota tha lkin kisi ko jtata nhi tha…….aaj bhi wo ldka us ldki ke liye tadap rha h or hmesha rota h us ldki ke liye ………or wo ldki march 2015 ko wapas apne city aagyi or ek school me padh rhi h or wo ldka aaj bhi us ldki ka intezr kr rha h ye jnte hue ki wo kbhi uske ps nhi ayyegi phir bhi uska intezr kr rha……ar us ldke ne aaj bhi apne us dhokebaaj dost se frndship rhi h kyo ki riste todna us ldke ko nhi aata………..aaj bhi wo ldka us ldki se be intehaan mohabbt krta h ar krta rhega……

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MY TRUE LOVE STORY

Dear Friends,

me arpita. aj me apni real story ap sab ko batana chahati h. aj kal log sirf another reason k lie pyar mohabbat ki batein karte h. magar meri love kuchh aisi baise nehi h. me jise pyar karti h usk lie akeli rehne k lie decide karchuki h. dekhte h khuda ki kya marji. pls meri story sunk comments dena. kya hoga.

me ek jiddi type ki ladki h. meri behavior bahut buri thi orko lie. or me bahut short temper k ladki thi. me jyada logo k sath bat nehi karti thi ki yaha tak ki apne gharwalo k sath bhi jyada bat nehi karti. harwaqt mujhe akeli rehna bahut pasand thi. or meri jyada frnds nehi the.  jab me graduation pass k meri ek frnd thi best frnd to nehi best frnd se thodi niche waise. ek din me usk ghar gai to wo phone pe batein kar rahi thi usk bf k sath. me usk pass beth k sunti thi. dhire dhire mere man me bhi love karne k man kia. meri man bhi chahne lagi k koi meri bhi bf hota mere sath aise pyare pyare batein karta. ek din meri pass ek call ai. uswaqt meri person phone nehi thi ghar k phone ko. me receive ki ek ladka wrong number me phone lagaya tha. usk sath bat hui. dhire dhire use me pyar karne lagi. fist mohabbat achhi lagti thi. me Hyderabad k hu or wo Punjab k he. fir wo mujhe dekhne k lie bulaya. me usk milne gai. bahut baris ho rahi thi to humdono usk room me chale gaye. fir wo waha mere sath kuchh mis behave karne k lie kosis kia. me waha se ro ro k chali gai. fir sochi k wo to sirf kiss karne k bol raha tha ye to sab chal raha h aj kal itni udas hone k kya bat h. wo bhi syam k phone kark mafi maga. fir meri mood badal gai. sab kuchh bhul k bat ki usk sath. aise me 8 month ho gaya hum sirf ek hi bar mile the. ahiste ahiste mujhe uski bat kuchh ajib lagi usk batein jaise mere sath kuchh galat karne k lie tha. magar me use bahut pyar karti thi. islie ye sab ko avoid ki. 8 month k bad wo aya mujhe milne hum dono park me the uski ek phone ai to wo mere se kuchh dur jake 15 mint batein ki. mujhe thodi doubt hui to me puchhi kiski phone thi bola k office se aya tha. me us waqt kuchh na bol k waha se chali ai. magar meri dimag me usk lie doubt tha. ghar aa kar bahut roi sochi k me kuchh galat kar rahi h kya. koi frnds nehi thi islie kisise share bhi nehi kar pa rahi thi. isk bich mujhe job mil gai. me meri ek school k frnd k sath waha job karne gai. ek din meri dimag me ek idea aya april k mahine chal raha tha. me sochi k use april fool banau. to me  meri frnd k mob. se use phone lagai or meri frnd k boli k bat karo. wo wrong number laga aise bol k bat ki or loud speaker on ki me usk bat suni. fir me usi waqt phone lagai meri phone receive nehi kiya. magar meri frnd jab phone ki to receive kark bat kia. us waqt me bol nehi sakti yaar mujhe kitni takliff ho rahi thi. phir wo meri frnd k bulaya milne k lie. me or takliff she nehi pai boldi k me hu tumhari gf. wo bola k mujhe pata tha me bhi majag kar raha tha. magar me usk bato me nehi ai. wo bahut roya or bar bar phone kar k sorry maga. me use bahut pyar karti thi islie maf bhi kardi. magar doubt harwaqt rehti thi.

ek din achanak or ek wrong number me phone aya. to meri behen receive ki to pata chala k wo usk frnd h. undono me batein ho rahi thi or love bhi ho gaya. mujhe laga k ye bhi ek fraud h. islie use galat sabit karne k lie me meri behen ki frnd k sath bat k. or sare k sare batein meri behen ko sunati thi. magar wo achha ladka tha wo har bat meri behen k mere se pehele bata deta tha. wo mujhse irritate ho kar meri number usk or ek frnd ko de dia. wo bhi akela tha. uski mobile room se koi le gaya tha. use laga k koi rat me apni gf k sath bat karne k lie le gaya hoga. meri number usk pass tha to mujhe phone lagaya bola k meri mobile chori ho gai h ap k pass koi phone kia tha kya is number par. me so rahi thi thik usk bat samajhme nehi pai so mana kark rakhdi. jab me uthi usk pass phone kark puchhi k tum koun ho. wo bola wrong number me lag gai h. I don’t know mujhe uski awaj bahut achha laga. or dil tak aa pahaunchi. use bhi meri awaj bahut achha laga. to hum dono frnd ban gaye. magar me use sare bat bata di meri bf k bare m taki wo mujhe propose na kare ki usk manme koi feelings na aye. mujhe ek frnd ki jarurat thi. to mujhe lagi k yahi he wo.
ye sab hone k 4 days ho gaya. me is bare me matlab meri naye frnd k bare me meri bf k batane wali thi k wo achanak phone nehi uthaya.to me bahut upset ho gai. bahut rone lagi. ye bat ghar me bhi kisk sath share nehi kar sakti thi. ye sab batein meri frnd sonu. uske nam sonu tha. use share ki. or starting se ending tak sab batai to wo ek hi answer dia k kya wo tumse itna pyar karta h jitni tum use karte h. meri muh se kuchh nehi nikla. wo bola wo ek dhokewaj h. wo tumse nehi kuchh or k lie tumse pyar karta tha. use wo sab mila nehi to chhod dia. magar me use bahut pyar karti thi islie bhul nehi pa rahi thi khana bhi thik se nehi kha pa rahi thi. usi time sonu mujhe sambal lia. meri mind k divert kia. magar meri biswas tha k wo jarur phone karega. 1 month k bad usk phone aya. bola k sorry arpita meri accident ho gaya tha islie tumse contact nehi ho pai. mujhe uski bato par jara bhi yakin nehi thi. me use jhuth me bol di k me kisi or se pyar karti h. mujhe bhul jao. or in sab me sonu meri sath dia. use me ahiste ahiste bhulne lagi or sonu se pyar ho gaya.

wo bhi mujhe pyar karne laga. june 13 k hum dono bat kar rahe the to wo mujhe propose kia. meri anko me ansu aa gai uski bat sunk. ha maru ya na. qki pehele kisise dhoka kha chuki h. or ye bhi agar aisa karega to. soch me pad gai. magar andar hi andar me use bepanah chahane lagi thi. islie yes kardi. fir wo jo bat mujhe bataya. meri dil tut k bikhar gai. bola k sayad future me hum dono kabhi saadi kar nehi payege. me boli q? q ki hum dono other caste k the. me thi karan family k or wo barber family k. usk family mujhe accept nehi karege. magar me try karugi unlogo k manane k lie. me bahut roi. mujhe lagi ki meri pao k niche jamin khisak gai. bahut takliff hui. us rat humdono bahut roye qki wo bhi mujhe utni pyar karta tha. aise me subah ho gai. fir me puchhi agar gharwale agree nehi hoge to kya hum bhag sakte h. wo mana kia bola k me aise kuchh nehi karugi magar dekhege god k kya marji. fir hum dono batein kia. mujhe laga k usko pa k me puri ho gai. or kuchh nehi chahiye meri life me.

ek din uski behen mere sath bat ki. boli k tum meri bhai k kya lagti h. mujhe pehele se malum thi k sonu meri bare me sab kuchh bata dia h apne ghar me. islie me boli sonu tum kuchh nehi bataye apni behen k. isi bat se wo naraj ho gaye. ph kat dia. mujhe pata nehi tha yahi ek answer meri jindagi ko dukh se bhar degi.

aise humdono bahut khusi khusi se life bityae. wo mujhe bahut pyar karta h. wo Jharkhand me rehta tha. mujhe dekne k lie train me khade khade bhi ajata tha. meri bahut kheyal rakhta tha. me usk lie bahut change ho gai. dhire dhire sab k sath behavour v change ho gaya. akela rehna bhi achhi nehi lagi. sab kuchh badal dia wo. hum dono ek ek din aise na soke kata dete the. jab me naraj hoti h barish me bhi wo wahase ajata tha mujhse milne k lie. aise me humdono k love k ho gaya 5 year. isi june k hoga 6 year. 1 year me kya hua h. ye padhne k lie wait kijiye 5 days. or comments dijiye

 

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MY TRUE LOVE

Dear Friends,

me arpita. aj me apni real story ap sab ko batana chahati h. aj kal log sirf another reason k lie pyar mohabbat ki batein karte h. magar meri love kuchh aisi baise nehi h. me jise pyar karti h usk lie akeli rehne k lie decide karchuki h. dekhte h khuda ki kya marji. pls meri story sunk comments dena. kya hoga.

me ek jiddi type ki ladki h. meri behavior bahut buri thi orko lie. or me bahut short temper k ladki thi. me jyada logo k sath bat nehi karti thi ki yaha tak ki apne gharwalo k sath bhi jyada bat nehi karti. harwaqt mujhe akeli rehna bahut pasand thi. or meri jyada frnds nehi the.  jab me graduation pass k meri ek frnd thi best frnd to nehi best frnd se thodi niche waise. ek din me usk ghar gai to wo phone pe batein kar rahi thi usk bf k sath. me usk pass beth k sunti thi. dhire dhire mere man me bhi love karne k man kia. meri man bhi chahne lagi k koi meri bhi bf hota mere sath aise pyare pyare batein karta. ek din meri pass ek call ai. uswaqt meri person phone nehi thi ghar k phone ko. me receive ki ek ladka wrong number me phone lagaya tha. usk sath bat hui. dhire dhire use me pyar karne lagi. fist mohabbat achhi lagti thi. me Hyderabad k hu or wo Punjab k he. fir wo mujhe dekhne k lie bulaya. me usk milne gai. bahut baris ho rahi thi to humdono usk room me chale gaye. fir wo waha mere sath kuchh mis behave karne k lie kosis kia. me waha se ro ro k chali gai. fir sochi k wo to sirf kiss karne k bol raha tha ye to sab chal raha h aj kal itni udas hone k kya bat h. wo bhi syam k phone kark mafi maga. fir meri mood badal gai. sab kuchh bhul k bat ki usk sath. aise me 8 month ho gaya hum sirf ek hi bar mile the. ahiste ahiste mujhe uski bat kuchh ajib lagi usk batein jaise mere sath kuchh galat karne k lie tha. magar me use bahut pyar karti thi. islie ye sab ko avoid ki. 8 month k bad wo aya mujhe milne hum dono park me the uski ek phone ai to wo mere se kuchh dur jake 15 mint batein ki. mujhe thodi doubt hui to me puchhi kiski phone thi bola k office se aya tha. me us waqt kuchh na bol k waha se chali ai. magar meri dimag me usk lie doubt tha. ghar aa kar bahut roi sochi k me kuchh galat kar rahi h kya. koi frnds nehi thi islie kisise share bhi nehi kar pa rahi thi. isk bich mujhe job mil gai. me meri ek school k frnd k sath waha job karne gai. ek din meri dimag me ek idea aya april k mahine chal raha tha. me sochi k use april fool banau. to me  meri frnd k mob. se use phone lagai or meri frnd k boli k bat karo. wo wrong number laga aise bol k bat ki or loud speaker on ki me usk bat suni. fir me usi waqt phone lagai meri phone receive nehi kiya. magar meri frnd jab phone ki to receive kark bat kia. us waqt me bol nehi sakti yaar mujhe kitni takliff ho rahi thi. phir wo meri frnd k bulaya milne k lie. me or takliff she nehi pai boldi k me hu tumhari gf. wo bola k mujhe pata tha me bhi majag kar raha tha. magar me usk bato me nehi ai. wo bahut roya or bar bar phone kar k sorry maga. me use bahut pyar karti thi islie maf bhi kardi. magar doubt harwaqt rehti thi.

ek din achanak or ek wrong number me phone aya. to meri behen receive ki to pata chala k wo usk frnd h. undono me batein ho rahi thi or love bhi ho gaya. mujhe laga k ye bhi ek fraud h. islie use galat sabit karne k lie me meri behen ki frnd k sath bat k. or sare k sare batein meri behen ko sunati thi. magar wo achha ladka tha wo har bat meri behen k mere se pehele bata deta tha. wo mujhse irritate ho kar meri number usk or ek frnd ko de dia. wo bhi akela tha. uski mobile room se koi le gaya tha. use laga k koi rat me apni gf k sath bat karne k lie le gaya hoga. meri number usk pass tha to mujhe phone lagaya bola k meri mobile chori ho gai h ap k pass koi phone kia tha kya is number par. me so rahi thi thik usk bat samajhme nehi pai so mana kark rakhdi. jab me uthi usk pass phone kark puchhi k tum koun ho. wo bola wrong number me lag gai h. I don’t know mujhe uski awaj bahut achha laga. or dil tak aa pahaunchi. use bhi meri awaj bahut achha laga. to hum dono frnd ban gaye. magar me use sare bat bata di meri bf k bare m taki wo mujhe propose na kare ki usk manme koi feelings na aye. mujhe ek frnd ki jarurat thi. to mujhe lagi k yahi he wo.
ye sab hone k 4 days ho gaya. me is bare me matlab meri naye frnd k bare me meri bf k batane wali thi k wo achanak phone nehi uthaya.to me bahut upset ho gai. bahut rone lagi. ye bat ghar me bhi kisk sath share nehi kar sakti thi. ye sab batein meri frnd sonu. uske nam sonu tha. use share ki. or starting se ending tak sab batai to wo ek hi answer dia k kya wo tumse itna pyar karta h jitni tum use karte h. meri muh se kuchh nehi nikla. wo bola wo ek dhokewaj h. wo tumse nehi kuchh or k lie tumse pyar karta tha. use wo sab mila nehi to chhod dia. magar me use bahut pyar karti thi islie bhul nehi pa rahi thi khana bhi thik se nehi kha pa rahi thi. usi time sonu mujhe sambal lia. meri mind k divert kia. magar meri biswas tha k wo jarur phone karega. 1 month k bad usk phone aya. bola k sorry arpita meri accident ho gaya tha islie tumse contact nehi ho pai. mujhe uski bato par jara bhi yakin nehi thi. me use jhuth me bol di k me kisi or se pyar karti h. mujhe bhul jao. or in sab me sonu meri sath dia. use me ahiste ahiste bhulne lagi or sonu se pyar ho gaya.

wo bhi mujhe pyar karne laga. june 13 k hum dono bat kar rahe the to wo mujhe propose kia. meri anko me ansu aa gai uski bat sunk. ha maru ya na. qki pehele kisise dhoka kha chuki h. or ye bhi agar aisa karega to. soch me pad gai. magar andar hi andar me use bepanah chahane lagi thi. islie yes kardi. fir wo jo bat mujhe bataya. meri dil tut k bikhar gai. bola k sayad future me hum dono kabhi saadi kar nehi payege. me boli q? q ki hum dono other caste k the. me thi karan family k or wo barber family k. usk family mujhe accept nehi karege. magar me try karugi unlogo k manane k lie. me bahut roi. mujhe lagi ki meri pao k niche jamin khisak gai. bahut takliff hui. us rat humdono bahut roye qki wo bhi mujhe utni pyar karta tha. aise me subah ho gai. fir me puchhi agar gharwale agree nehi hoge to kya hum bhag sakte h. wo mana kia bola k me aise kuchh nehi karugi magar dekhege god k kya marji. fir hum dono batein kia. mujhe laga k usko pa k me puri ho gai. or kuchh nehi chahiye meri life me.

ek din uski behen mere sath bat ki. boli k tum meri bhai k kya lagti h. mujhe pehele se malum thi k sonu meri bare me sab kuchh bata dia h apne ghar me. islie me boli sonu tum kuchh nehi bataye apni behen k. isi bat se wo naraj ho gaye. ph kat dia. mujhe pata nehi tha yahi ek answer meri jindagi ko dukh se bhar degi.

aise humdono bahut khusi khusi se life bityae. wo mujhe bahut pyar karta h. wo Jharkhand me rehta tha. mujhe dekne k lie train me khade khade bhi ajata tha. meri bahut kheyal rakhta tha. me usk lie bahut change ho gai. dhire dhire sab k sath behavour v change ho gaya. akela rehna bhi achhi nehi lagi. sab kuchh badal dia wo. hum dono ek ek din aise na soke kata dete the. jab me naraj hoti h barish me bhi wo wahase ajata tha mujhse milne k lie. aise me humdono k love k ho gaya 5 year. isi june k hoga 6 year. 1 year me kya hua h. ye padhne k lie wait kijiye 5 days. or comments dijiye

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11th class love story

dosto baat us time ki hai jab me 11th class me padta tha aur mere sath bahut mere clasmate the jin me se mere sath mere village ki ladki gitu bhi padti thi me usse chahta tha par muje ye nhi pta tha ki vo bhi muje chahti hai ye baat 26 november ki hai tab din me school se aane ki baad 3 bje mere pass unknown number se phn aya usne puccha sikha hai mane kha haa sikha hai lakin me usse baat nhi kra skta mane jhut bola tha qki me kisi sikha ko nhi jannta tha muje thodi dher baat krne ke baad pta chl gya tha ki ye gitu bol rhi hai to mane bol diye tum gitu bol rhi ho ussne kha pacchan liya mane kha haa q nhi pacchanuga itna din ho gye schl me baat krte hmari baate hoti rhi fir shaam ko me voolly ball khel rha tha to usske 2-3 miss call ayi hui thi aur sath me msg bhi tha naraj ho kya toh mane call ki uss raat ko baat hui vo muje frnd manti thi hmari baat hoti rhi aur vo mere bare me aur m uske bare me sab kuch jaan chuka ta aur 28 nov ko sham ko mane usse purpose kar diye ussne bola muje sochne k liye time chiye to mane kha nhi muje abi javab chiye plz to raat ko 9 bje usne muje i love u bol diye vo aur me dona 1 dusre se bahut pyaar krne lage the hum class me bhi baate krte rhte the vo muje bolti thi tume muje kabi chood kar mt jana me maar jaugi aur vo bahut dil se chahti thi hamare kiss schl me hi hui thi aur hum sex bhi kar chuke the qki hum bahut pyaar krte the hum puri raat phone par baat krte rhte hume pta tha humari shaadi nhi ho skti qki hum dono 1 hi village ke hai par hum phir bhi zindgi baar sath rhne ke promise krte rhe hmari frndship ko 2saal ho gye the hamari 12th claas ke exam ho gye exam ke bhich uske bhai aur mere dost ka accident ho gya aur uski jaan chli gye vo bahut upset rahti thi mane usko bahut samala par vo roti rhti thi vo apne mama ke ghar chli gye par vo vaha se bhi muje phn par baate krte the fir vo vapis gaon me aa gyi aur thode din rukh kar vo bhua ke ghar chali gye aur usne apni bhua ke ghr jane ke baad 13 din me baar ki me rone laga aur mane kha plz ab kabi mt jana lakin vo boli muje course krna hai muje vapis jana hai m rota raha lakin vo nhi mani mane kha tu vahi ladki hai jo mere bina 1 min nhi rukh skti thi ab 13 din ho gye usne kha me majbur hu mane kha me zindgi me baat nhi kruga tu chli gyi to lakin vo chli gyi aur sayad use koi aur mil gya issliye vo mujse dur chli gye usne mere 2saal ke visvas ko tod diye aur abb me bhi usse baat nhi kruga ussne mere sath galat kiye lakin abb me use apna chera bhi nhi dikhuga usne galat kiya………………

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My Endless Love

I met Eric when I was a teenager. He was seventeen and I was fifteen. There was an indescribable connection from the instant our eyes met. My best friend Rachel was dating his best friend Jamie and she introduced him and I. Ever since the day we met the four of us were inseparable,we hung out everyday we talked about everything, a lot of talking.. We’d always hang out at Jamie’s house because his parents were never home, Jamie was the life of the party literally! Eric was super shy. So one day we were over Jamie’s he somehow managed to get Eric to sing along with him and they sang to Rachel and I – You lost that loving feeling.. From the movie Top Gun.. It was the cutest sweetest thing ever, in my eyes.. Not long after that day we found out Eric’s mom and stepfather made the decision to move to Arizona.. We were all sad but he had to go, so the day came for us to see him off at the airport everyone said their goodbyes I was last I gave him a tight hug and said be safe I will miss you as it was his first time flying. I watched him board the plane and I ran into the bathroom and bursted out in tears!! I was crying uncontrollably and I didn’t know why I couldn’t stop.. I left the airport with Rachel & Jamie and we stopped at a local restaurant for some breakfast on our way home. As I was sitting at the table nothing felt right it was just the three of us and Eric was heavy on my mind.. All of a sudden You lost that loving feeling started playing in the restaurant. My heart melted.. It ached so bad for him, that’s when I realized I loved him. I was head over heels in love with Eric and I was going to do everything in my power to bring him home. Later on that night I called his father who lives here in town and asked if he can please have Eric call me.. I was always shy just like him but I needed to say how I feel, I couldn’t lose him. He called, I immediately said I miss you like crazy and I think I’m in love with you! You have to come home! He shyly giggled and said really? I said yes!! He said ok.. Two days later I received a phone call from him around midnight he said he was back home here in NY and was staying with his dad! Words can’t express the excitement I felt inside, then he shyly asked me to be his girl. I will never forget that hot August night of 1993… As time went by Eric wasn’t obeying his fathers rules and getting into Trouble and his father was threatening to send him back to Arizona with his mom, of course he didn’t listen we were teenagers so here we go again, Eric had to leave.. This time Eric was sobbing like a baby holding on to me so tight he didn’t want to leave me, I tried to be strong and said everything will be ok, we will be together no matter what.. We talked on the phone long distance every night for hours and hours for about a month until I saved up enough money for a train ticket to go see him! My parents were totally against the idea of their now 16 year old daughter traveling all alone on a train for almost three days and 3,000 miles away but I didn’t care. I was going and nothing was stopping me!! It was my first time traveling anywhere, I went through many obstacles to get to him.. My train hit a mail truck, derailed, had a four hour lay over in a strange city, all alone, I didn’t have a cell at that time.. I finally arrived in Arizona hours and hours late and I was so scared when I was all alone in the terminal not a person in sight considering it was like 2am. I just dropped my suitcase on the ground and sat on it and cried.. I looked up and he was standing about 12 feet from me smiling, I jumped up and just ran into his arms and cried.. I felt like I was in a romantic movie for a minute..Arizona was so beautiful actually breath taking I liked it so much I didn’t want to leave. Instead of staying for a week like I was suppose to I stayed a month with my parents angry and calling everyday to get home… It was time for me to leave and Eric didn’t want to let me go again, so he decided to quit his job and come home with me! We arrived back in Ny so in love and happy but just teens with no care in the world.. Eric needed a job so my father took him in an employed him at our restaurant we owned. He made pizza’s and I worked there too making subs. We were the cutest couple ever, I liked to think.. We had silly names for each other he didn’t like mayonnaise or tomatoes or onions on his ham subs, so he was my No mayonnaise, No tomato, No onion! I made friends with a local disc jockey on a radio station from always calling in and requesting songs that when he was mad at me I’d have the DJ say this is going out to Eric you’re her No mayonnaise,No tomato,No onion. Then one cold November night my life changed.. I was having horrible pains in my stomach and Eric rushed me to the ER.. The doctor couldn’t find anything wrong with me he ran a lot of blood tests and said we needed to wait an hour for the blood to come back.. We patiently waited.. He came into the room and said congratulations you’re going to be a father to Eric. What?!! I think both of our faces turned pale white, I don’t know who was going to faint first. All I kept thinking was oh my god my father is going to be devastated being the old school Sicilian that he is. I was terrified, Eric was surprisingly happy.. I was to scared to tell my parents. So I made Eric go to my father and tell him.. It went something like this- I got your daughter pregnant, but I love her and want to be with her and will take care of her for the rest of my life. My dad was like ok. Even though he was upset and didn’t like that his 16 year old was pregnant he excepted it and respected Eric. My mom was pissed didn’t like the idea at all… I was torn. Scared.. Ashamed.. All the above.. My mom was pressuring me to get rid of the baby.. I didn’t know what to do. Eric was scared I think, but was happy he was going to be a dad. Then that day came… The day that will haunt me for the rest of my life. My mother made an appointment to terminate the pregnancy and because I was only 16 I really didn’t have a choice at that time.. I’ll never forget the look on Eric’s face when he came to my door the day I had to tell him I wasn’t keeping our baby.. He looked me in the face and started crying and just ran out the door.. He jumped on a plane the next day and never said goodbye, never let me explain… Nothing.. He went back to Arizona and his mom changed their phone number. I finally got ahold of him and cried and begged him to forgive me, his mother called me a murderer it was just very devastating.. Months and months went by and I was dying inside I loved Eric more then anything in this world and did everything in my power to bring him back to me.. Almost a year went by and I wasn’t myself.. Wasn’t eating, sleeping, socializing with friends, I had really long hair, I cut it all off up to my neck like bob style.. I was in such a deep depression. I remember calling him one night and him telling me he was going to go out on a date with a girl from his moms work. That was like a knife in my heart.. So one day my friends were like enough is enough and got me out of the house and took me to a party where I met JR. He was nice. But I wasn’t interested.. There was only one man for me.. Eric.. Well JR. Kept on & on pursuing me to the point where I just said fine! And gave in. We started dating it took me a while and when I finally accepted Eric not coming back I pursued my relationship with JR. I got pregnant right away. I was about three months pregnant and it was another hot August day when I got a knock at the door! Guess who? It was Eric & Jamie & Rachel! Eric came home to visit and wanted to see me.. So I went with them to the county fair. Eric & I sat in the car and talked and he basically came back for me!! I had to look him in the eyes and tell him I was pregnant with another mans baby.. He looked crushed. I also lied right to his face and told him I didn’t love him anymore… I thought it was the right thing to do. Even though I loved him and longed for him with everything inside me I had to think about the life I had growing inside me. Eric & I talked on the phone a lot during my entire pregnancy.. We always kept in touch. It was April 1995 my beautiful daughter was born.. About two weeks after I got another knock at the door.. Guess who? It was Eric. He flew home. He asked if he can come in and see the baby.. He asked to hold her. He smiled and held her in his arms. It was a very short visit. Before he left he asked for a picture of my daughter & I. That was the last time I ever seen Eric….. We kept in touch here & there until about 2000. Then his phone calls stopped. I got word that he was getting married to an older woman about seven years older then I. I lost it. I went crazy, I tried everything in my power to reach him. I tried to stop the wedding. But he wouldn’t talk to me. All I know is he has a son and he is married. But I’ve never stop thinking about him or loving him still to this day.. I constantly pray to god that I will see his face or talk to him once again.. My life has never been the same since him.. I’ve never been able to feel or love any other man. I live with constant anxiety everyday of my life. I am not the same. And probably never will be. I’m not complete or whole. Eric holds the key to my heart, and I don’t understand why I can’t let go after all of this time. I talk about him all the time to my daughter who is now seventeen..she knows all about the greatest love of my life, and wishes someday to meet this Eric I speak so much about. It’s so weird that when I look into her eyes I see him at times…how is that even remotely possible?.. My heart will always long and ache for him until the day we meet again….My Soulmate..

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EMILY

Introduction:

(This is inspired by a true story . All events are true, I just added and edited some cute details. So okay, this is a story about my dad’s unmarried bestfriend. Excuse the way I wrote this, I’m not really good at writting stories. So I would call this freestyling baby haha )

7 years old

Watching my outside the window from my mother’s office, I saw this pretty little girl about my age. She was no ordinary girl, to me she looks like an angel. Pale skin, black hair, and a very weak but beautiful smile. Yes, she smiled at me. My heart leaped and I smiled back at her like a little kid about to be given a lollipop. I bolted out of my mother’s office and ran to the bus stop where she was standing, my mother’s secretary chasing me. “Heeeeeeeeeeeey” I jumped and waved at her. She giggled and waved at me from inside the bus. “You’re pretty” I called out she smiled and stuck her head out of the bus. I Pointed at myself “I’m trent”.. “I’m Emily” She called back. The bus started driving away she smiled at me “Bye Treeeeeeent!” we waved at each other. I had this puppy dog pout while waving as the bus drove away until it was out of my sight. “Gotcha!” My mother’s secretary grabbed my collar and dragged me back into the building calling me a “Little devil”.

17 years old

I was kicked out of the private school for causing too much trouble. “He would get in to fist fights, pull pranks on the teachers, turn the whole classroom into a circus . He influenced a lot of students to be more like him and one more thing, he’s a heart breaker he broke almost all the girl’s heart , even my daughter’s.” enumerated the school administrator purposely. “So You are saying this school is incapable of disciplining one child?” My mother raised her voice. The school administrator told my mother. “Your child is beyond discipline Mrs. Stanford. all his offense filed up together is more than enough to kick him out, I’m sorry”. My mother stormed out of the office angrily. “Well jack, it was a real pleasure doing business with you” I took his apple and chuckled. “Why You heathen” He turned red and I ran out of the room laughing.

The drive home was long and quiet. I kept trying to start a conversation with my mother but she wouldn’t talk. She just had this angry look on her face. When we reached home, My mother gave me a long hard pinch on the side . “Owwww! mum I’ll behave I promise” I pleaded then she released me. My mother was the type of mother that would choose to believe whatever excuse I have than others and I love her a lot.

Public school

My first day in school, the teachers in every class started off by introducing me to the whole class and I immediately gained friends. There was this one classmate that caught my attention though, she wasn’t interested in me or wouldn’t even look at me . I sat next to her to find out that mystery. “Hey” I extended my hand to her, she continued reading her book and shook my hand without looking at me. “I’m Trent” I said confidently. “Cool. I’m emily” she said plainly. I was gonna say something more but she told me to hush. No one ever told me to hush before. Why isn’t she attracted to me? oh maybe she’s lesbian.

Next day

“Hey lesbian Emily” I greeted her while leaning on the locker beside hers. She stared at me, it was the first time I saw her face clearly. She looked really familiar but I couldn’t remember who. I searched the back of my mind while staring back at her until I remembered. Pale skin, Black hair, Pretty face, and Emily. “You’re Emily!” My eyes widened. “Yea you knew that since yesterday brotha’ now will you please vanish” she waved me off. I had this shocked happy face on that creeped her out. “Emily, Don’t you remember me?” .. “…No, I don’t know you and you are creepy” she replied with a creeped out tone and started walking away. A lot of people started looking at us and the girls gave her an annoyed look as she walked past them. “Remember that kid from 10 years ago who ran outside the hospital just to say you’re pretty” I followed her. She stopped on her tracks , turned at me with wide eyes and smiled. “But you were chubby then” she stared at me curiously. “You find me attractive now aye?” I said cheekily. “No that little chubby kid who looked like a penguin has always been my ideal guy” she smiled and her face turned soft. “Isn’t this weird, like the chances of us meeting again after how many years.. Wooow” we were so amazed ” Well The penguin never had the chance to hug you” she chuckled and hugged me. “Will you walk me to class mr. penguin?” .. “I’d love to” then i walked her to class , leaving everyone curious.

COLLEGE

Emily and I started dating when we were in college, and we never got bored of each other even though we didn’t see each other as much. She was busy with her studies, she made me busy with mine and thanks to that I was able to graduate on time.

2 years after college

“You’ve been working too much again baby” I hugged emily from behind and kissed her cheek. “I have to” she kissed my lips softly. “Is it just me or you look more pale than usual, you look so frail” I eyed her. “You’re thinking too much, go back to bed love” she caressed my face. “Okayy…” I sighed. “Actually, I’m not going back to bed unless I take you with me” I lifted her and took her to bed . That night we made love.

I woke up to the most beautiful face smiling at me, caressing me. “I love you” those were the first words that came out of my mind. “I love you until the day I die” she said softly. I sat up and pulled her to an embrace. she kissed my bare chest. “Emily?”.. “Yea?” .. I took a small box from the end table and took out the ring. “Will you marry me?” … “I … can’t” she started sobbing and I was so confused and surprised. She wouldn’t tell me no matter how much i tried. I suspected that she did something so I stormed off the house and went to leave with my bestfriend. I didn’t come home for two days, then I saw her leave the bistro with a fine looking man about my age. He opened the door for her then they drove off. I came home to our house that night, not to get back with her but to pack my things. She gave me a painful smile and tried to hug me but I didn’t let her. I packed all my things without saying a word to her, she kept crying begging me to stay. “Is he the reason why you can’t marry me Emily? huh?” I yelled at her. “No, It’s not what you think” she reasoned. “Then explain to me what’s going on?” … ” I can’t , not now” .. “Wrong answer, you just ran out of time goodbye” She was on the floor hugging my legs, still begging ang crying. I took her hands off me and walked out.

3 months after, 5:am

Emily’s mother called me asking me to meet her at the hospital and I did. The first thing she did was slap me. “You did this to my daughter”. she tried to fight the tears from coming out of her face. “What’s going on?” I was so confused and panic started flooding my head. “Of course you never knew, follow me” I followed her and when we opened the door. I didn’t recognize the girl laying down on the bed. She’s bald, so thin and weak. I convinced myself to believe that its not emily then recognized the ring she’s wearing. It was my emily, my love. I started walking towards her but her mother told me not to wake her up since, she needed rest for another chemotherapy. “Why did you just tell me now?” .. “She kept it to herself until she couldn’t take it anymore, We didn’t expect it to come back” she started crying. “She had it when she was just 6 years old, it went away but now it’s back. all the doctors could tell us is to pray for a miracle” she covered her mouth while she was crying. I bolted out of the hospital. I cried so hard inside my car, I went crazy, I couldn’t process everything. I kept screaming and pulling my hair. I was in a state of shock and denial. Maybe emily was just playing a prank on me? Must be like that yea? Emily is too strong to get sick. “I love you until the day I die” those words that emily said kept replaying on my mind. The scene at the house when she begged me. IT WAS ALL MY FAULT . I cried so hard inside my car. Can you imagine the love of your life about to be taken away from you?… I stared at the rosary hanging on the mirror of my car. I took it out, and started asking God why this has to happen. “God please send me an angel, make her well please, I believe in miracles please let one happen now, please” I kept begging God then my irrational side came out. I stared angrily at the rosary “Why are you taking her? Why?” I threw the rosary outside. I fell asleep crying. My mother came and woke me up and I started crying again. She hugged me tightly, trying to relieve me. “My baby boy, stop everythings gonna be okay?” she stared into my swollen eyes. “No it’s not mom” I was like a little boy. “We’re gonna get through this okay, Okay?” my mother assured me. I couldn’t understand her anymore. She Slapped me “Snap out of it Trent, do you want her to get worse? Don’t you think you being like this wont affect her?” I stopped crying and inhaled deeply. I went home with my mother to take a shower and fix myself. I bought the best bouquet the flower shop could make for me. It’s so hard not to break down and cry as I walked closer to her room. I opened the door , and walked over to Emily. She was surprised to see me , tears started pooling her eyes but I kissed them away. “I missed you” she pouted. “I’m sorry” she put her finger on my mouth. “I don’t want to hear that” her voice was pleading. I just nodded. I kissed her finger and she smiled. “I’m so ugly baby” she pouted. “Are you kidding me?, this flower is not even half as beautiful as you” I forced a smile. “Oh stop it” she chuckled. “I love you more than anything in this world emily”.. “I love you too , until my last breath”… I breath deep. The doctor came and took emily for chemotherapy. I released all the tears I was hiding then I shaved my head off. Emily was so weak when she came back , thankfully my new look made her smile. “Can you sleep next to me please?” she begged me. “Is it okay?” I asked the doctor. “I guess it’ll be fine , the bed is too big. just make sure you don’t impede anything” I slept on her left side since all the monitors were on her right side. I kissed her head and she kissed mine. As usual, she was awake first than me. “Emily?”.. “Mhm?”.. “Since you’re wearing that ring, Will you finally marry me?” she cried and finally said Yes , the biggest Yes. The next day I bought wedding rings, and brought the priests. Our wedding wasn’t that fancy but It was meaningful. We exchanged vows and finally became man and wife… for a week until she passed away…

I LOVE YOU EMILY FOREVER UNTIL THE DAY I DIE, I WILL BE WAITING UNTIL MY LAST HOURS WHEN YOU WILL COME AND PICK ME UP AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOR ALL ETERNITY.

(Screen) Name: Isolation

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The Notebook (The Story of My Life)

So I just got done watching The Notebook, one of the happiest, saddest, realest love stories ever invented. The love Noah & Allie share is so genuine, and unconditional. I can’t help but wonder if there’s a love like that that out somewhere for me. I know I’ m young and shouldn’t be rushing into things like eternal love but I can’t help it. I can’t help the fact that every moment of every day I think about that kind of love, the love that I can only even remotely think about sharing with one person. He knows who he is, I think. It’s sad because there are only two men in this whole world that I think I could ever love unconditionally, but they’ve both failed me. One of them is my father. He died when I was eight. I wasn’t even fully aware of everything in life especially not love when he died. They say a fathers love is the strongest love, but what happens if you never experience that? Well I guess that’s why people find someone to love and spend the rest of their life with, as a spouse. The second failed love is, my, well everything. Or at least he used to be. We’ve known each other for about 5 years, but it feels like I’ve known him forever. When we started going out, I was the happiest I think I’ve ever been in my life. But somewhere along the road we lost our way, and my heart got broken. I don’t even know how it happened or how it went wrong but it did. I thought I could find my way back to him but it’s hard when the person isn’t trying to find their way back to you. Sometimes I just wonder if love even really exists. I mean of course it does but why is it so hard to come across? Why do people have to go through so much pain to get the love they want, need, and deserve? I know God is supposed to be our everything, and we are supposed to find everything in him, including love. But sometimes that’s not enough, it’s hard to feel the love when no one is right there standing beside you, touching you, talking to you, listening to you, if you can’t see them, how do you know they’re there? I believe in God and that he is omnipresent and is around me at all times but sometimes my flesh needs the earthly love of a man. So what are those of us with no love supposed to do? Do we just live life knowing there isn’t any love for us? Do we pretend to feel loved but deep inside all we feel is pain and abandonment? Or do we just keep fighting for the love we know is out there but may take a lifetime to find?

(Screen) Name: Jizzy Jay

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