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Happily Ever After First! The Monday after I graduated from college I began a career as a flight attendant traveling the world and having a wonderful time. My college friends began to marry off and I made new friends who also married...

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I found love through the Katrina disaster. On August 29, 2005 was the worst and best day of my life. The worst because I lost everything I owned. The best because I met the love of my life. I met him through Hurricane Katrina at a hotel in Galveston,...

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Loveed eachother like diamonds It was when i was 12 years that i saw a guy in my class.(lets call him sushil). He was very cute, and i started to fall in love with him. After a 1 month one of his friends came and told me that sushil...

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My First Love and My True Love This story happened 3 years ago. I am the type of guy who chases summer; I enjoy surfing and partying with my college buddies, Chuck, Eve, Christine and Henry. Eve was my first love we share the same interest...

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who knew true love could be at first sight?

Posted on : 26-02-2010 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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Well it’s been two months surprisingly my longest relationship. I never seriously tought it would happen. From just a look then digets then all those problems to the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. We stood with each other through good and bad we’re gonna stand with each other through everything. :) hah woah to just think this is actually a different school relationship it’s amazing it just amazes me how easily he can amaze me and how this love is actually the best among so many friends that ive met and are in this situation. well all i got to say is i never wanna let this go.

(Screen) Name: lilimeow

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If I had met him a lot earlier…

Posted on : 26-02-2010 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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I am a woman of principles.When I was young,I told myself that whoever will be my first boyfriend will be my husband. During my college days,I never entertained suiters, a lot of boys failed, eventhough I do have crushes on them, because I wanna stick to my principles. Right after college we had experienced financial difficulty, by that time I met a man whom I thought could be the answer. We get along very well. He is really a fine man.I can’t say any bad things. He loves me so much. To prove that he left his country and ignore the warn of his family just to be with me. He became my first boyfriend. He asked to marry me and I said yes, even my parents object because he is a Muslim and we are Catholics. We get married in Muslim civil way. I love him and we had one baby boy. But since he is a foreigner to my country he can’t get job yet unless given a permanent visa. I was the one working for a living. It became hard so I decided to go abroad. He stayed in my country to wait for his visa. During my work abroad, i met this guy(single) who instantly got attracted to me. He started flirting, but since I’m married, I did not show interest. He wanted to meet me but was not pursued. We lost communication for four months. Then one day he called me. We started to become friends (before I was hesitant, but had given him a chance this time). We meet and became close. I started to see his personality and views in life. He courted me again. He said he likes me so much and he was like addicted to me. He admitted that of all the ladies he met I am among the three he felt so inlove (first was to his first girlfriend, second to his wife). It was then I knew that during those few months we lost contacts He went back to our country to get married to his 8 years girlfriend. I got hurt,I don’t know why, but I felt jealous. It was then that I realized that I was inlove with him. He was kind of my soulmate, we shared a lot of things in common. I have seen a lot of attributes in him that I really liked. I told him that we can only be friends because we are already married. But deep inside,I love him more than my husband. He kept on telling me, that if I only had given him a chance when we first knew each other he would have not decided to get married and If I was also single and not married, He would have chosen me to be his wife. Now things had crushed on me, coz if I hadn’t decided to get married earlier, I would have been with this guy, whom I felt is my soulmate. I was once told by a fortune teller that my husband isn’t my soulmate. It is someone from the northern part of my country and is of the same nationality. Right now, we remained to be friends. And it is only time who can tell if in the future we can be together as lover (husband and wife). I really wish. It is my ultimate dream.

As of the moment, my husband is planning to go back to his country because it had taken a very long time for his permanent visa. He is only waiting for me to come back so we can formally arrange everything.

And with regards to my man (soulmate), he last told me that they had difficulties now with his wife. He had given me a hint that they might be parting ways too.

I am only praying that if God would give me a chance to be with my soulmate, in due time, He will do it his way. I will not make any extreme things that would lead to hurting his family and my family. For now all I can do is love him from distant.

(Screen) Name: Beauty

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Lost Love

Posted on : 03-02-2010 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : First Love, Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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She was 14yrs. old and I was 18yrs. It was love at first site she was mature for her age. All we ever did was just kiss and talk and hold each other. It did understand it then but I had respect for her it never got sexual just communication and honesty. After 30yrs of not hearing from each other and various marriages between us we found each other again. Those feeling that we thought we lost surfaced and surfaced fast her lovely brown eyes and soft skin reminded me of why she meant so much to me back then. We started texting each other ten to twelve time a day until we could not take it anymore. We decided to meet at her home it was as if we have been together all long. She had just broken up with her friend who was not showing her and treating her with the love she deserved. We started in the bed room but it was a little akward so I decided to sleep on the couch. We only made it to the top of the stairs and our lips touched the pillow that I had in my hands just slipped out of my hands and landed on the floor everything just felt like we were in a movie. We ended up back in the bed room until the morning sun came up. We have grown in Love and passion ever since.

(Screen) Name: tommylee

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Prince Charming? Really?

Posted on : 13-01-2010 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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I spent many years searching for my prince charming. My expectations were high but beyond what I ever thought I deserved.
I had a first marraige based completely off of having children with my childrens father…it didn’t work!
One day about a year after my divorce I went to a gathering of friends and I saw a man who literaly took my breath away. The setting was open where each of us could speak at leisure and very comfortable. Brent began to speak and the whole room stopped to listen to him and what he had to say, at that moment I was swept off my feet before he’d even met me. At the end of the gathering I looked at him thinking he’s too good for you but just give it a shot. So I asked for his number, he gave it to me! From that point we talked every free moment we had.
I told him I had three children and he proceeded to tell me he did as well. Between us our six children ranged from two yrs old to seventeen yrs old.
I have no perfect way to explain how this all came together so perfectly, but we have now been together for six yrs with our six children and it is still wonderful! I am so happy and so blessed that some power greater than me made it possible for us to meet!
At the begining of this story I said I had high expectations of men, but what I found is, I would have sold myself so short by searching out those qualities I thought I wanted!
My hope for everyone in this world is to find this kind of love and realize that our typical version of “Prince Charming” is not even comparable to real love!

(Screen) Name: Gratefullady

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Love on 4th of July???

Posted on : 01-01-2010 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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You wouldn’t think that a 12 year old and a 17 year old would fall in love huh? It was a hot summer day….no it was 4th of July. I was getting ready to go to my temple (gurdwara), i quickly combed my hair and put on my white suit and we headed towards the gurdwara. I sat in the Langar Hall (place in the temple where food is served) with my friend. I saw him coming towards me and then he asked me for my e-mail adress and I gave it to him…I had known this guy from a long time ago…i used to live in the same neighborhood as him. I was very young when we used to play outside together along with many other kids. I was 8 years old when i first had a crush on him but then i had to move to another part of the suburbs in 4th grade. My heart was broken when my family and I moved away from him. But i met him again on 4th of July. As soon as i got home on that day, i checked my e-mail and we started to talk online.Then all of the sudden he asked me out….and i said yes instantly. That was my most amazing day ever. I was 12 and he was 17…he thought i was older because i looked older to him. When we started to talk on the phone, he asked me many questions and after 2 years of our relationship, we kissed.Pretty late huh? Well during those two years we went through a lot…we had our ups and downs but in the end…we were always together. Today i am 14 years old and my name is Manpreet. That boy’s name is Raj, he is 19 today. In our religion, when you put vermillon (sindoor) on a girl’s forehead, she’s considered your wife and from that day and on…you are considered to be married. On August 11th, 2009 he put vermillon on my forehead…and we were married. We knew so much about each other…In those two years we got to know each other so well that we trusted and still so trust each other more than anybody in the world. In our culture, everybody believes in castes even though our god said that there shouldn’t be any castes. I’m from a low caste and Raj is from a higher caste…there’s a 5 years of difference between us and yet we still are together today. It’s hard to believe isn’t it? It’s your choice to believe if this story is true or not…we have a site that we made please visit www.2heartz1soul.webs.com to know more about our love and why we are made for each other. Love…you can’t define it..you have to fall in love to know what it is :)
-MKB & GSB

(Screen) Name: mona831raj

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I have lost my soulmate twice in my life, my shyness its like desease

Posted on : 27-12-2009 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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I am 32-year-young woman on an eight-year-long mission to find a gentleman who has changed my entire life, yet whose identity has remained a mystery to me. This quest has taken me from the crowded streets of New York City all the way to the Wailing Wall in Jerusalem.
In September 2008, like thousands women before me, I inserted a hand-written note into one of the million tear-washed cracks of the holy Western Wall, asking the Lord to send me personal happiness. But deep in my heart, I knew that the true happiness would consist of finding this man who is a mythical reflection of my self — well, at least, on the outside. It all began on July 7, 2001, inside The Nick’s Kitchen restaurant at 9th Avenue and 14th Street in Manhattan. Absorbed in thoughts about an upcoming job interview, I had been sipping hot coffee and aimlessly looking around when suddenly I noticed a strange figure sitting at a table behind me. What I felt next was nothing short of a shock. Before our eyes connected in a long and piercing stare, I had never realized how closely facial features of a man could resemble mine. Amidst myriad sparks they birthed, his eyes seemed made of glass. I sank in his eyes. I looked into his eyes as if I looked into the mirror. Perhaps I should have said “hello.” Instead, I succumbed to shyness and turned away, burning the cosmic bridge that had been built by our retinas. But this encounter has left a certain footprint in his heart, I thought. After he exited in the company of two male friends, the stranger paused for a moment to take another glimpse of me through the glass wall of the restaurant. This time our eyes generated such overwhelming energy that the mysterious stranger lost his balance and fell to the ground. Soon after the stranger disappeared into the crowd of Manhattan, I paid the bill and left, hoping to grasp another glimpse of him. He reemerged running across the street around 9th Avenue and 14th Street while throwing glances at me. The final encounter of our eyes — the one I would regret for years to come — happened just seconds later. He stood at the entrance of garage pathway, glancing at me. I should have told him something, a sentence, even a word — this could perhaps bring some sort of conclusion to the mystery. Yet I did not. He jumped in his SUV and drove as fast as he could, perhaps due to his own shock of meeting me. Every woman knows her fate. Every woman can successfully identify her Mr. Right. As I walked home that night, I knew that the mysterious stranger from the restaurant — a curly-haired brunette in shorts — was sent to me from above. But this discovery was not a happy moment. It was just the beginning of a long and tedious, yet unsuccessful search until years later, on September 25, 2008, I unexpectedly met my fate again. I had just returned from the above-mentioned trip to Israel and, just like on that day when I met him for the first time, I was on the way to a job interview. Around East 31st Street and Park Avenue, a man wearing a cap and carrying what seemed like a large musical instrument case walked towards me. It was him. I didn’t expect that the prayer would be answered so fast. Overwhelmed by emotions, I nevertheless tried to start a conversation and asked him for directions. He asked about my accent; I felt he recognized me. Then, suddenly, I began to run. I stopped a few seconds later and looked back, but he was already gone. All that I knew at that time was that he had entered the building located at 127 East 31st Street, which is the home of Pacific Television Center. I later paid several visits to PAC TV’s employees at this address because I thought he could have been participating in one of their programs. But no one wanted to shed any light on who this man could have been. I even hired private investigators who gave me the names of the building’s residents. I sent them letters asking to identify the man of my life. But no one answered. I have fell into a major depression, blaming myself for running away from the man for whom I’ve been searching all these years. I knew that the second meeting was nothing short of a miracle. It was God’s answer to my prayer in front of the Wailing Wall. I knew that He sent me the second chance to finally get hold of the man who resembles me so much but I blew it. This story is perhaps my last opportunity to find the mysterious gentleman. I’m including my picture because I’m sure he will recognize me. Whether we’re destined to be together or not, I want to discover who this man really is and place stop to the sadness and guilt that hunted me since our second meeting. In hopes of getting back to normal life, I’ve considered starting a new life in another country. But I am still here in the United States because the potential man of my life might be only a breath away.

(Screen) Name: Arianna

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Forever and Always

Posted on : 14-12-2009 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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She was a beautiful young girl. Her name was Paige.Her eyes were a tinted blue that as he comments ” You could stare into them for hours…” He meant the world to her. She would gladly die for him. His name was Dokota.His hair was so brown it looked black. At first it was just some small crush but the night he told her he thought he was falling for her you could hear her haert pounding in her cheast. They knew they were meant for each other. There was of course a small kind of big problem. He, Dokota, had a girlfriend. Now you would think he would tell this girl he was with, that it was over. Well he couldn’t. He still had feelings left for this other girl. He called Paige every night to let her know he still cared that he still had feelings left for her. He sang her songs, played his guitar. Just for her. Then rummors flew and they got around to her. The rummors said that he was in love with other girls and even her bestfriend tried telling her he was playing her. ( which he realy was.) She of course knew the whole time what he was doing, she didn’t care. She REALY did love him. So she thought “just as long as he pretended to love me I could make it through.” She knew that without him she would be nothing. She wanted to forget about him. She tried day after day. Trying got even harder. Still she had to try. But, the only thing that came were the tears he would never get to see the tears he would never help her wipe away. To this day they are still not together but in her heart she will always want and need him, she will always love. ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Screen) Name: shannieb

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Typical Love Story

Posted on : 26-11-2009 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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Hey, this is my love story..
Really, as the title, it’s a typical love story..
When I was graduate at my high school, I decided to accept a boy as my boyfriend..
He is two years older than me and I know that he loved me so much.. He always be very kind and always treats me as a princess..
Then, I went to the university to continue my study.. So, we should had a long distance relationship..
In my university, I met many people.. I met a boy who is very annoying.. He always acted as if he was the only man in the world.. I hate him so much.. And fyi, his name is same with my boyfriend name..
Then, my boyfriend and I got many problems so I decided to broke up with him..
After that, I got closer and closer with my annoying friend.. After I knew him personally, I suddenly felt that he is not as bad as I thought.. He is kind but yeah, a little bit annoying..
We are getting closer and closer.. He always cheers me up when I get family problems.. He also always makes me smile when I really wants to cry..
One day, he asked me to be his girlfriend.. Then I answered ‘Yes’..
I was so happy at that time..
Until now, he is still with me and I believe he will always be with me because I always believe that he is my soul mate.. Because you know? Our meeting is a coincidence.. I didn’t want to school at this university at first and my boyfriend also didn’t want to..
But God has made us met and then made us know each other and made us one and I believe that God will always keep our love till forever..
I love him so~=)

(Screen) Name: jessica

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ageless SOULMATE

Posted on : 19-07-2009 | By : Love Story Writer ... | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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*Love is just a word then out of the blue .. someone from the unknown part of the world would just come to you and show you the meaning behind this word.
I am a good friend, I go out with my friends, I stay to their houses and even giggle with their families. There were days that I don’t even tend to go home and just sleep to their homes.
I was with my best friend, (let’s just call her “Cindy” ) We are studying in the same school and we were in our fourth year of High school at that time. We were at their house and I was having fun talking to her older sister. We were laughing and giggling all the time. This girl named “Ina” (who was studying in a certain College foundation School which is a li’l bit far from our residences) has to go to the C.R , I think … If my memory was that good. well .. anyway, I asked her to leave her cellphone so I could send some QUOTATION s ‘coz I was really a certified addict with these.
I don’t know what took her so long. I was bored, the T.V was not functioning and Cindy was asked by her mother to go to a small market All I have to keep myself busy .. were phones, And the hell ! NO ONE doesn’t even bother to text me! but hey!
I got Ina’s phone,why not look for a textmate? wehehe.
so I browse the phone book .. browse .. browse and browse. until I came up with this name ****. (let’s keep him with the name “JAKE”) 0915 … oh my! My heart is trebling and I think it was palpitating weirdly. What could this be?! How could this single name do this to me? I don’t even know this person for God sake! Oh anyway .. why not just text!
I was about to copy the number to my phone.. when someone grabbed it from me! Oh it was Ina! She asked me what I am doing and I said “getting some textmates” and you just don’t how she looked furious when she saw whose number I am copying and shouted “Oh not this man!”
I can’t dare her to give it to me no matter how I’ve pleased her. the heck!
*****FEW WEEKS LATER*****
I was again in my best friend’s house. It was just recently her sister’s graduation day so I asked her what had happened. She told me about this guy who was a good looking man, she told me he looks cute and etc.
I asked her the name … and to my shock, It was JAKE! Oh I got it! Jake was Ina’s classmate! Is he her boyfriend? What makes her so concern about him!? Oh there is something fishy going on! I more got curious, I felt excited and I’ve decided .. This is it! Ahaha. Why don’t I try to get that man’s number so I could have o peace of mind, There’s no harm in trying right?
I didn’t take so long. I got Jake’s number secretly that same day. I texted her but I was caught by Ina.. I ran for it! We kept on running around the house.. she’s trying to get the phone from me; and a few mins. later .. Jake replied asking “Who is me?” I was about to say “Your soulmate ehehe” but I hesitated. He might be annoyed. So I just said I was Ina’s friend.. MESSAGE SENT! Ina got the phone! She ran away, She deleted the number and gave back the phone. but I memorized the number! ehehe. And so I continued texting him .. but he’s not responding spontaneously maybe because he’s really busy like what Ina said. I don’t know what was that but there’s an eagerness in my heart to continue texting him and sending him some quotes day by day.. Sometimes he would reply and sometimes he wouldn’t.
but you know what was the most unbelievable, uncontrollable, undeniable feeling i had and continuously having while texting him? I actually don’t know but it’s as if .. I found the love of my life, though I haven’t seen him yet .. It’s as if I already found the one I’ve been waiting for.. the one whom I could share my whole world .. The one, the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with. WEIRD!
I knew I love him that time. I love him without even knowing who is he .. without even knowing where he came from. I don’t know .. but I know my heart recognized him. His sweetness. His every little bit. I know him. We met before .. more than just a dream .. lesser than the fantasy. We met before.. He was actually the half part of my soul. The half part of heart. I knew it …
Yes it’s true .. I liked him. even before I saw his face. I liked him by simply looking at his name. He’s nice, well-ethic person, aside from the fact that he is actually good looking, he is smart, funny and MATURE – I often dream of having someone who is mature enough to handle my immaturity. and out of this … I simply find no reason not LOVE him UNCONDITIONALLY.
I text him .. day by day .. night after night. Sometimes, when I was lucky enough .. he would reply “How do you do?” It’s as if I won the biggest prize in the sweepstakes, but when he wouldn’t .. maybe he’s tired or maybe he’s in the work. I try to look for a lot of excuses. I don’t just mind if it hurts a lot waiting for something you know will never happen .. It’s as if YOU ARE WAITING FOR A RAIN ON SUNNY DAYS. but I never gave in.
I do and I will always text him until he couldn’t get me out of his phone. I know I’m stupid for doing such things, though I am sometimes hurt .. though I am always neglected .. though I don’t value anything for him .. It’s okay.. I love him .. Who cares if he won’t love me back? It’s not them whom I live for anyway .. and the thing is .. I can’t live without him. That is the only thing I am actually sure of more than anything.
***MONTHS AFTER***
I was busy doing some chores when my phone rang. It’s a text. tututututttttttttutttttt. It’s Sunday so I know or more correctly. I am having an illusion that Jake would text me. but it wasn’t him … It’s Cindy saying “My ate asks me to text you .. she said stop texting Jake.” It was heartbreaking, you just don’t know how I tried to forget him .. but each time I think about him .. each time I remember how he was concern about me, how he care about me (if my sense is good and true) I fall for him even more. tuttttttttuuuuuuuut again! It’s him!!!! asking “How do you do?” I answered .. “I’m okay. You already texted me eh! how about you?” CHECK OPERATOR! Ohh maiiiiiii!
I can’t wait anymore dhude! I have to tell him how I feel, I have to gamble, I have to know his feelings about me. i don’t know but maybe .. just maybe if it was my time then .. He would say “Yes”. and if would answer me “no”? Kiber! (mapapasagot ko din ‘to! ahaha)
Apparently, I was able to tell him how I feel, I started the conversation by asking “ Do you court anybody now?” he answered .. “No, you want me to court you? ahahah” I don’t know if that’s a joke ohh stupid! I know that’s a joke. The exchange of texts went on for about 40 mins. to 1 hour. He said I was too young. that we have an eleven (I was 16 and he was 27) years gap, that I should prioritize my studies first .. Is he saying I was immature for him?
I couldn’t take it .. my heart cracked into millions of pieces. I can’t bare it anymore.. but hey! He didn’t say HE doesn’t love me right? the same way that he didn’t say HE love me. so then again .. there are still chances!
********AND SO THE FOOLISH LITTLE GIRL CONTINUED AND IS CONTINUOUSLY BEING STUPID********
I don’t know what’s happening with me .. I’m becoming more foolish .. I’m becoming someone I don’t know .. I hate him for doing this to me, for pushing me out of his life.. for the rejection, for not appreciating me .. but I hate myself more … for LOVING SOMEONE
I knew I could never have. I knew I couldn’t even hold .
I expected him to great me on Christmas day .. to text me on new year’s eve .. to date me on Valentines. but he didn’t .. and I know he doesn’t have the plan to. Ohh .. It’s my graduation! I know he will come if I ask him too .. so I texted him. He answered “I’ll try but I’m not sure.” Those were the answers that’s enough for me to own the world. enough for me to be the happiest GIRL in the world. But he didn’t come. I waited for him even for the last hour. Ohh there would still be another celebration, right? Ohh This is it! I texted him again and I got the same answer.
I waited for him .. 1 hour .. 2 hours .. I texted him .. called him .. no answer. 3 hours .. 4 hours .. 5 hours enough for me to give up. He’s not gonna come! how could I waited for him for this long when I knew from the start and he clarified it from the beginning that .. HE’S NOT INTERESTED TO PLAY WITH A LITTLE GIRL.
I’ve decided not to text him at all. Maybe I’m just reading a lot of romance novels. maybe I’m just imagining things. then he text .. “I’m sorry .. I just woke up ..” and the stupid girl replied ..”It’s okay.. I understand.” Damn! How could I do this to myself? How could I betray my own? How could a single text do this to me? “Can you promise me we’ll see each other soon?” I asked. “Yes.. I promise” he answered.
———THERE ARE STILL CHANCES———
or Am I just so dumb to think that there are? God!
then he continued .. “Can you forget your feelings for me? You are still so young”. My gosh! When will the moment of bliss come to me?! How many times do I have to tell to him that I’m no longer a baby?! I know how to take care of myself and if he would just give me a chance .. I will show him that I could already take care of him .. of his heart.
***Is this the real time to give up? How would you do so .. if your heart can’t let go and your soul was stuck to his? Tell me .. would you torture yourself following your brain .. or would you hurt your brain following your soul and your heart? Which is which?
*Why do life have to be like this?
*Why didn’t he give me a chance to prove him I’m no longer a girl?
*Why can’t he love me the same way I do for him?
–or does he and he’s just trying to hide it?
*Are we the first people in the world to have that age gap?
*I don’t look that good but is my love not that enough for him to love me back?
*How I wish I have that magic spell .. that love potion ..
When will the fictional meet the reality and turn out to be so gooooooood. ???
I know in my heart that he was my SOULMATE. Maybe my heart has it’s own memory that my brain was not able to remember. I was totally devastated. It was unbelievable i know but I do have this FAITH that keeps me going on .. that keeps me holding on for my love for him no matter how he tries to push me out of his world. His world where everything seems to be so complicated, where there is actually no way to enter, A world where there are only filed papers, chalks, injections .. yet .. I find it so nice to enter in his world even if I wouldn’t have the chance to escape after that. I”m more than willing to stay in the darkness and in the coldness of his world because with him .. I won’t wish for any other thing. He is my necessity, he is whats keeping me alive everyday of my life. A hug, a kiss and a smile from him is enough for me to live, enough for me to endure the pain, and to face the unendless tomorrow of my fear .. for when I am with him, I fear nothing.
He is not the God of my Spirit, but he is the God of my soul and my heart. A certain God that could rule my world. A world of mine that I am more than willing to give up .. to stop .. just for HIM.
How can I bare to live without this man? I knew I lived before without him .. but can you think how uncolorful my world was then? And when he came .. He brought me Rainbows. HE gave me the joy that human beings won’t feel, only me has given this free will. he make me feel the pleasure of loving him .. They cannot take this away from me. This is my right .. A right to be happy in his arms against the coldness. So what,if I die? Heaven won’t give me this happiness because heaven without him .. is nothing.
The beauty of the world won’t be complete without the paintings of his face. The poems of the poet won’t be complete without his words.
The green fields won’t sustain life without his power. He is my everything, He is my every little things, he is all the things for me.
I am nobody but when I started being inspired by him .. I became somebody .. Somebody who don’t fear anything anymore rather than God, Somebody whose not afraid to try, Somebody who never stop to love. Somebody who never give up.
I may just be so young for him, Why would I care? If love don’t grow old. would it be forbidden to be felt by the young? no. It won’t be love if it has conditions, right? I know I’m mature enough to face the reality of love.. of life. I’m ready for the pain just to be with him. I’m willing not to be recognized sometimes, It’s my pleasure to be his slave. it’s nothing. I won’t plant hatred in my heart, All I want is to sow his love after all the hurts and sacrifices.
I want you to be mine, the same thing that i wanted to be yours. I wanna keep you in the pocket of my heart and won’t let you go anymore ‘coz your the most precious gold I kept in my life ever since our souls had been separated. It took me sixteen years to find you. and I don’t know how long it will take for you to realize that .. I am the missing part of your soul. :)
THE GOOD PART:
WE”VE SEEN EACH OTHER.
HE’S NTO SO GOOD LOOKING.
BUT i KNOW, IN MY HEART AND IN MY SOUL, HE IS THE ONLY ONE. FOREVER.
(Screen) Name: NINIOTIC

*Love is just a word then out of the blue .. someone from the unknown part of the world would just come to you and show you the meaning behind this word.

I am a good friend, I go out with my friends, I stay to their houses and even giggle with their families. There were days that I don’t even tend to go home and just sleep to their homes.

I was with my best friend, (let’s just call her “Cindy” ) We are studying in the same school and we were in our fourth year of High school at that time. We were at their house and I was having fun talking to her older sister. We were laughing and giggling all the time. This girl named “Ina” (who was studying in a certain College foundation School which is a li’l bit far from our residences) has to go to the C.R , I think … If my memory was that good. well .. anyway, I asked her to leave her cellphone so I could send some QUOTATION s ‘coz I was really a certified addict with these.

I don’t know what took her so long. I was bored, the T.V was not functioning and Cindy was asked by her mother to go to a small market All I have to keep myself busy .. were phones, And the hell ! NO ONE doesn’t even bother to text me! but hey!

I got Ina’s phone,why not look for a textmate? wehehe.

so I browse the phone book .. browse .. browse and browse. until I came up with this name ****. (let’s keep him with the name “JAKE”) 0915 … oh my! My heart is trebling and I think it was palpitating weirdly. What could this be?! How could this single name do this to me? I don’t even know this person for God sake! Oh anyway .. why not just text!

I was about to copy the number to my phone.. when someone grabbed it from me! Oh it was Ina! She asked me what I am doing and I said “getting some textmates” and you just don’t how she looked furious when she saw whose number I am copying and shouted “Oh not this man!”

I can’t dare her to give it to me no matter how I’ve pleased her. the heck!

*****FEW WEEKS LATER*****

I was again in my best friend’s house. It was just recently her sister’s graduation day so I asked her what had happened. She told me about this guy who was a good looking man, she told me he looks cute and etc.

I asked her the name … and to my shock, It was JAKE! Oh I got it! Jake was Ina’s classmate! Is he her boyfriend? What makes her so concern about him!? Oh there is something fishy going on! I more got curious, I felt excited and I’ve decided .. This is it! Ahaha. Why don’t I try to get that man’s number so I could have o peace of mind, There’s no harm in trying right?

I didn’t take so long. I got Jake’s number secretly that same day. I texted her but I was caught by Ina.. I ran for it! We kept on running around the house.. she’s trying to get the phone from me; and a few mins. later .. Jake replied asking “Who is me?” I was about to say “Your soulmate ehehe” but I hesitated. He might be annoyed. So I just said I was Ina’s friend.. MESSAGE SENT! Ina got the phone! She ran away, She deleted the number and gave back the phone. but I memorized the number! ehehe. And so I continued texting him .. but he’s not responding spontaneously maybe because he’s really busy like what Ina said. I don’t know what was that but there’s an eagerness in my heart to continue texting him and sending him some quotes day by day.. Sometimes he would reply and sometimes he wouldn’t.

but you know what was the most unbelievable, uncontrollable, undeniable feeling i had and continuously having while texting him? I actually don’t know but it’s as if .. I found the love of my life, though I haven’t seen him yet .. It’s as if I already found the one I’ve been waiting for.. the one whom I could share my whole world .. The one, the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with. WEIRD!

I knew I love him that time. I love him without even knowing who is he .. without even knowing where he came from. I don’t know .. but I know my heart recognized him. His sweetness. His every little bit. I know him. We met before .. more than just a dream .. lesser than the fantasy. We met before.. He was actually the half part of my soul. The half part of heart. I knew it …

Yes it’s true .. I liked him. even before I saw his face. I liked him by simply looking at his name. He’s nice, well-ethic person, aside from the fact that he is actually good looking, he is smart, funny and MATURE – I often dream of having someone who is mature enough to handle my immaturity. and out of this … I simply find no reason not LOVE him UNCONDITIONALLY.

I text him .. day by day .. night after night. Sometimes, when I was lucky enough .. he would reply “How do you do?” It’s as if I won the biggest prize in the sweepstakes, but when he wouldn’t .. maybe he’s tired or maybe he’s in the work. I try to look for a lot of excuses. I don’t just mind if it hurts a lot waiting for something you know will never happen .. It’s as if YOU ARE WAITING FOR A RAIN ON SUNNY DAYS. but I never gave in.

I do and I will always text him until he couldn’t get me out of his phone. I know I’m stupid for doing such things, though I am sometimes hurt .. though I am always neglected .. though I don’t value anything for him .. It’s okay.. I love him .. Who cares if he won’t love me back? It’s not them whom I live for anyway .. and the thing is .. I can’t live without him. That is the only thing I am actually sure of more than anything.

***MONTHS AFTER***

I was busy doing some chores when my phone rang. It’s a text. tututututttttttttutttttt. It’s Sunday so I know or more correctly. I am having an illusion that Jake would text me. but it wasn’t him … It’s Cindy saying “My ate asks me to text you .. she said stop texting Jake.” It was heartbreaking, you just don’t know how I tried to forget him .. but each time I think about him .. each time I remember how he was concern about me, how he care about me (if my sense is good and true) I fall for him even more. tuttttttttuuuuuuuut again! It’s him!!!! asking “How do you do?” I answered .. “I’m okay. You already texted me eh! how about you?” CHECK OPERATOR! Ohh maiiiiiii!

I can’t wait anymore dhude! I have to tell him how I feel, I have to gamble, I have to know his feelings about me. i don’t know but maybe .. just maybe if it was my time then .. He would say “Yes”. and if would answer me “no”? Kiber! (mapapasagot ko din ‘to! ahaha)

Apparently, I was able to tell him how I feel, I started the conversation by asking “ Do you court anybody now?” he answered .. “No, you want me to court you? ahahah” I don’t know if that’s a joke ohh stupid! I know that’s a joke. The exchange of texts went on for about 40 mins. to 1 hour. He said I was too young. that we have an eleven (I was 16 and he was 27) years gap, that I should prioritize my studies first .. Is he saying I was immature for him?

I couldn’t take it .. my heart cracked into millions of pieces. I can’t bare it anymore.. but hey! He didn’t say HE doesn’t love me right? the same way that he didn’t say HE love me. so then again .. there are still chances!

********AND SO THE FOOLISH LITTLE GIRL CONTINUED AND IS CONTINUOUSLY BEING STUPID********

I don’t know what’s happening with me .. I’m becoming more foolish .. I’m becoming someone I don’t know .. I hate him for doing this to me, for pushing me out of his life.. for the rejection, for not appreciating me .. but I hate myself more … for LOVING SOMEONE

I knew I could never have. I knew I couldn’t even hold .

I expected him to great me on Christmas day .. to text me on new year’s eve .. to date me on Valentines. but he didn’t .. and I know he doesn’t have the plan to. Ohh .. It’s my graduation! I know he will come if I ask him too .. so I texted him. He answered “I’ll try but I’m not sure.” Those were the answers that’s enough for me to own the world. enough for me to be the happiest GIRL in the world. But he didn’t come. I waited for him even for the last hour. Ohh there would still be another celebration, right? Ohh This is it! I texted him again and I got the same answer.

I waited for him .. 1 hour .. 2 hours .. I texted him .. called him .. no answer. 3 hours .. 4 hours .. 5 hours enough for me to give up. He’s not gonna come! how could I waited for him for this long when I knew from the start and he clarified it from the beginning that .. HE’S NOT INTERESTED TO PLAY WITH A LITTLE GIRL.

I’ve decided not to text him at all. Maybe I’m just reading a lot of romance novels. maybe I’m just imagining things. then he text .. “I’m sorry .. I just woke up ..” and the stupid girl replied ..”It’s okay.. I understand.” Damn! How could I do this to myself? How could I betray my own? How could a single text do this to me? “Can you promise me we’ll see each other soon?” I asked. “Yes.. I promise” he answered.

———THERE ARE STILL CHANCES———

or Am I just so dumb to think that there are? God!

then he continued .. “Can you forget your feelings for me? You are still so young”. My gosh! When will the moment of bliss come to me?! How many times do I have to tell to him that I’m no longer a baby?! I know how to take care of myself and if he would just give me a chance .. I will show him that I could already take care of him .. of his heart.

***Is this the real time to give up? How would you do so .. if your heart can’t let go and your soul was stuck to his? Tell me .. would you torture yourself following your brain .. or would you hurt your brain following your soul and your heart? Which is which?

*Why do life have to be like this?

*Why didn’t he give me a chance to prove him I’m no longer a girl?

*Why can’t he love me the same way I do for him?

–or does he and he’s just trying to hide it?

*Are we the first people in the world to have that age gap?

*I don’t look that good but is my love not that enough for him to love me back?

*How I wish I have that magic spell .. that love potion ..

When will the fictional meet the reality and turn out to be so gooooooood. ???

I know in my heart that he was my SOULMATE. Maybe my heart has it’s own memory that my brain was not able to remember. I was totally devastated. It was unbelievable i know but I do have this FAITH that keeps me going on .. that keeps me holding on for my love for him no matter how he tries to push me out of his world. His world where everything seems to be so complicated, where there is actually no way to enter, A world where there are only filed papers, chalks, injections .. yet .. I find it so nice to enter in his world even if I wouldn’t have the chance to escape after that. I”m more than willing to stay in the darkness and in the coldness of his world because with him .. I won’t wish for any other thing. He is my necessity, he is whats keeping me alive everyday of my life. A hug, a kiss and a smile from him is enough for me to live, enough for me to endure the pain, and to face the unendless tomorrow of my fear .. for when I am with him, I fear nothing.

He is not the God of my Spirit, but he is the God of my soul and my heart. A certain God that could rule my world. A world of mine that I am more than willing to give up .. to stop .. just for HIM.

How can I bare to live without this man? I knew I lived before without him .. but can you think how uncolorful my world was then? And when he came .. He brought me Rainbows. HE gave me the joy that human beings won’t feel, only me has given this free will. he make me feel the pleasure of loving him .. They cannot take this away from me. This is my right .. A right to be happy in his arms against the coldness. So what,if I die? Heaven won’t give me this happiness because heaven without him .. is nothing.

The beauty of the world won’t be complete without the paintings of his face. The poems of the poet won’t be complete without his words.

The green fields won’t sustain life without his power. He is my everything, He is my every little things, he is all the things for me.

I am nobody but when I started being inspired by him .. I became somebody .. Somebody who don’t fear anything anymore rather than God, Somebody whose not afraid to try, Somebody who never stop to love. Somebody who never give up.

I may just be so young for him, Why would I care? If love don’t grow old. would it be forbidden to be felt by the young? no. It won’t be love if it has conditions, right? I know I’m mature enough to face the reality of love.. of life. I’m ready for the pain just to be with him. I’m willing not to be recognized sometimes, It’s my pleasure to be his slave. it’s nothing. I won’t plant hatred in my heart, All I want is to sow his love after all the hurts and sacrifices.

I want you to be mine, the same thing that i wanted to be yours. I wanna keep you in the pocket of my heart and won’t let you go anymore ‘coz your the most precious gold I kept in my life ever since our souls had been separated. It took me sixteen years to find you. and I don’t know how long it will take for you to realize that .. I am the missing part of your soul. :)

THE GOOD PART:

WE”VE SEEN EACH OTHER.

HE’S NTO SO GOOD LOOKING.

BUT i KNOW, IN MY HEART AND IN MY SOUL, HE IS THE ONLY ONE. FOREVER.

(Screen) Name: NINIOTIC

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My First Love and My True Love

Posted on : 17-03-2009 | By : admin | In : Romance Love Story, Soul Mates

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This story happened 3 years ago. I am the type of guy who chases summer; I enjoy surfing and partying with my college buddies, Chuck, Eve, Christine and Henry. Eve was my first love we share the same interest and we seldom quarrel, that made us last for 2 years. We never really broke up, I never heard from her again the time she went to London with her parents. I waited for her for three months, hoping that she’ll come back or at least call me but a news came that she married a guy that her parents wanted for her. I couldn’t believe what I heard, I don’t know how to continue my life without her — I even thought of committing suicide but Christine came to the rescue. She was there for me when I felt helpless and miserable, she helped me get back up on my feet again and most of all she taught me how to love again. At first, I wasn’t really in love with her, I just felt sorry for her because she hadn’t given up on me for 5 long months but the time she told me how long she waited for me, I was greatly moved — I hugged her for a long2x time and promised to repay her with my newly fixed heart. I learned to love her and cherish each moment that we’re together. We’ve been dating for a year and I thought that I should take our relationship to the next level so i proposed to her, she was so dramatic and made her look even more beautiful. 2 months after the engagement I received a call from Henry and Chuck — my college buddies. They suggested that it would be nice if we have a reunion before the wedding, Christine agreed to the idea. The reunion was in Hawaii — a total beach paradise it reminded me of my surfing and partying days. The second day, my life was turned upside down — Eve arrived. I didn’t know what to think, I was speechless. Chuck and Henry looked at each other and I can even read their mind they’re saying — Uh oh, this is bad!. Eve smiled at me and greeted me, before I can even say anything (or not) Christine held on me and told her about our engagement , Christine was trying to act cool and friendly but I can feel her fear. The next day, I finally came back to my senses. Eve and I got a chance to talk. She asked me how my life was and my relationship with Christine, I answered her boastfully bragging about Christine and she said that she was happy for me — her response hurt me in a way I can’t understand, maybe I want to hear her beg me to take her again. It was my time to ask, I asked her how her married life was, then she looked at me with confusion seen on her face. “Married?! I was never married!” — Her reply shocked me. I told her everything I knew how she married the guy and how her parents approved of it, she laughed upon hearing about it. She told me that her parents did arrange someone for her but she objected and ran away because she loves me — she started to cry when she uttered the words “I love you” to me, then I held her tight and tears fell down my cheeks, I felt the scent and the warmth again that I longed for so long. “Are we really going our separate ways?” she asked in a low voice, that question pierced through me and I remained silent. We head back to the resort, Christine hugged me and Eve walked away. Even though I’m wrapped in Christine’s arms my eyes were following Eve. Christine is not dumb she knows what’s going on but she acts like nothing is going on — I know she’s hurt and I couldn’t bear see her like that, I asked her if something’s bothering her and she replied that she’s fine and forced a smile, I smile back and faced the other side of the bed — then she held me tightly and started to cry, she told me that’s she’s scared of loosing me. I faced her and held her until she fell asleep, she looked pale and sad, I asked myself if I really love her or am I still in love with Eve. All of us partied the next night, I asked Christine to dance with me but she had to pick up a phone call, Eve showed up and we danced. Eve looked so beautiful and memories of us flooded my mind — we kissed. The time I opened my eyes I saw Christine, she was staring at us with tears in her eyes, I attempted to go over to her but she ran away. Eve, apologized and walked away leaving me alone and confuse, I slept on chucks room that night I don’t have the guts to show my face to Christine. Chuck woke me up at 6:30 in the morning, he told me that I had to make a choice — if I choose Christine, Eve will be gone for good and if i choose Eve, Christine’s gone. It horrified me, honestly, my first choice was Eve as i was running to see her on the beach, I thought of Christine and i felt a big lost in my heart, I stopped halfway on where I’m suppose to go. I turned back and ran as fast I could — I realized that I love Christine more. I went back to chuck, he gave me Christine’s engagement ring she asked him to give it back to me , Christine left. I arrived at the airport just in time her flight number was called. “How long are you going to keep running away from me?” I asked her. She turned back and I hugged her tightly. She asked so many questions about Eve but I silenced her the time I knelt and proposed to her again. Now we are happily married and we have a son named Cody.

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