{"id":1097,"date":"2010-12-13T20:36:08","date_gmt":"2010-12-13T19:36:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/?p=1097"},"modified":"2010-12-13T20:36:08","modified_gmt":"2010-12-13T19:36:08","slug":"my-first-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/2010\/12\/my-first-love\/","title":{"rendered":"My First Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Readers,<\/p>\n<p>I fell in love with the most carin, sweetest, lovin, outgoin, BEYOND sexy, honest, trustworthy, passionate, romantic, gentleman-type guy EVER 2yrs ago. We started off as friends, turned lovers 6mths later,  &#038; now our relationship with each other is complicated because we&#8217;re &#8220;friends&#8221; but everytime we&#8217;re around each other we&#8217;re more like &#8220;bf\/gf&#8221; even if we&#8217;re both in relationships. Im still in love with him &#038; i know for a fact that he&#8217;s still in love with me but the only thing is he&#8217;s still in school &#038; im not. We broke up a yr ago because he claimed to have stronger feelings for his exgf but if that was so true why did he cheat on her &#038; every other gf he had for me? He&#8217;s not the only guilty one because at the time i had a bf of 9mths &#038; 3wks &#038; i cheated on him 8mths out of our relationship for my ex. I know it sounds bad &#038; wrong but have ya&#8217;ll ever had a first love that you just couldn&#8217;t get over because he was too special &#038; you were around him ALOT? Well that&#8217;s how my ex is. He was there for me during a very hard time in my life &#038; ever since then we&#8217;ve been close. Even though i told him i was ok with us dating other people i wasn&#8217;t because i HATED seein him walk down the hall with his gf because NO LIE it made me feel kind of jealous. Me &#038; him been through hell &#038; back together &#038; i don&#8217;t want to give him up for nothing in the world. On top of him being my first love he was also my &#8220;first&#8221;. That moment was the most beautiful, passionate, fiery moment i&#8217;ve ever experienced because it wasn&#8217;t just sex or just a quickie&#8230;we made love. Most adults would say teens don&#8217;t know what love is but everyone has a different definition of love because everyone have different feelings toward people. I know he&#8217;s my first love because i NEVER felt that way towards a guy. It&#8217;s hard to describe! When i&#8217;m with him i feel like a queen, like im unstoppable, &#038; when we&#8217;re together it feels like me &#038; him are the only ones in the world. He leaves me speechless everytime im with him, talk to him, or just think about him. I would do anything for him because i know he would do the same for me. He has a wonderful heart &#038; great personality to match :). I love everything about him including his flaws because that&#8217;s what makes him. We might not be together ever again or we might but it doesn&#8217;t matter because if we&#8217;re not reunited on earth i know we&#8217;ll be together again in heaven because our love is everlasting. I love you K.J.G.J (3*29*09 Gon Last 4eva]\n<p><b>(Screen) Name<\/b>: CandiKissez<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Readers, I fell in love with the most carin, sweetest, lovin, outgoin, BEYOND sexy, honest, trustworthy, passionate, romantic, gentleman-type guy EVER 2yrs ago. We started off as friends, turned lovers 6mths later, &#038; now our relationship with each other is complicated because we&#8217;re &#8220;friends&#8221; but everytime we&#8217;re around each other we&#8217;re more like &#8220;bf\/gf&#8221; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1097"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1155,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097\/revisions\/1155"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1097"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1097"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1097"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}