well, where do i begin? im 30 yrs old. i have 3 children, i have been married twice, my ex husband and i met when we were young and i guess i wanted to get out of my parents house, so that was the reason i married. anyways we have two children together, we divorced then i remarried my husband now, i married him because he is such a wonderful loving man and is so good with my children and i did not want to have many men in my childrens lives. i grew to love this man and respect him more than i can tell you. we have a daughter together whom is nearly 3 and we have been together for 6 yrs.. my husband is wonderful, everything you can ask for in a man, and gives me everything i ever dreamed of. heres the problem, i had a affair that went on for about one year. why did i do this?? why did i hurt him this way? i knew i never wanted to be with the man that i had the affair with, i just didnt know how to end it, i didnt want anyone to get hurt, and i didnt want to hurt anyone, though i know i end up hurting everyone. then after i broke up the affair, of course i cared for this man deeply and i was torn it was over, so what i do? go out and get drunk and end up in bed with an employee, though this didnt last but one night. wow, am i something or what? why did i do this to man i love so deeply and want to spend the rest of my life with? my husband knows about the affair but dosent know about the one night stand… how do i tell him without crushing him. i know i do not deserve his love. but i do have it, i accepted that he may leave me, and this is my fault. i just dont know why i continue to have such foolish behavior. i want to be the wife my husband deserves to have, and god knows i am trying everyday.<\/p>\n
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well, where do i begin? im 30 yrs old. i have 3 children, i have been married twice, my ex husband and i met when we were young and i guess i wanted to get out of my parents house, so that was the reason i married. anyways we have two children together, we divorced […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1117"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1117"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1117\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1151,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1117\/revisions\/1151"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}