I am a lucky girl. I’m 30 years old and I have been with a wonderful guy since I was 16. We love each other but never married because I’m afraid my life will become too settled. When we were having issues, I took a liking to someone else. The energy was there, and the chemistry was through the roof, but he was never quite into me. I developed feelings for him and decided to be his friend. I was praying that he would realize I was the one for him. I have listened to all of his family drama, relationship drama with other women, and was the best support system in the world. I even bought him gifts just to show him how much I cared about him. When he decided to date one of our co-workers instead I was crushed. I was overjoyed when they didn’t work out in hopes he would give me a chance. It never happened, and I am having the hardest time getting over that rejection and feeling like the biggest idiot in the universe. Since then I have worked out the issues I had with my boyfriend, and cut the other guy (the ex co-worker) out of my life completely. My boyfriend and I are doing fantastic. We are talking marriage after 13 years, but I still wished the other guy was in my life, and wanted me as much as I still want him. In my heart I know I did the right thing, but there is still an ache that just won’t seem to heal!<\/p>\n
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