{"id":2042,"date":"2012-03-24T11:22:44","date_gmt":"2012-03-24T10:22:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/?p=2042"},"modified":"2012-03-24T11:22:44","modified_gmt":"2012-03-24T10:22:44","slug":"i-am-confused-weather-i-want-him-back-or-not-help","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/2012\/03\/i-am-confused-weather-i-want-him-back-or-not-help\/","title":{"rendered":"I am confused weather i want him back or not.. HELP!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hi&#8230; me and my boyfriend have been together for almost a year and in the last few months i have been questioning my feelings towards him. I mean at start when we started going out everything was fine and i was totally in love with him but as time passed i started questioning weather i love him or not anymore. Things started getting a bit boring and i didnt know what my feelings were anymore.We dont really fight which is good but sometimes i think i need something more. At times he can be really jealous and i cant really hang around with my guy friends OR girl friends anymore because he wants to spend as much time as possible with me. Anyway.. i went in a vacation for 3 weeks with my family in Spain and i did not see him at all in those weeks and while i was there i was questioning weather i loved him or not and i tried to see if i will miss him. In those 3 weeks i did miss him but only a small bit and that made me think i dont love him and i started really thinking about it. By the way he is 18 and i am 16 so im thinking that maybe the age gap is something asweel. When i got back home from the vacation i decided to break up with him  because i thought its the best for both of us. I didnt want to hurt him   by staying with him longer and later telling him that i actually didnt love him. now its been 2 weeks since we broke up and i miss him alot but im still confused weather i want him or not. i have no clue what to do. i want him back but in the same time im afraid that after i will get back with him i will start questioning my love for him again and i dont want to go thru a break up again and hurt him again. help me please! i have no ideea what to do&#8230; \ud83d\ude41 <\/p>\n<p><b>(Screen) Name<\/b>: Help me.. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hi&#8230; me and my boyfriend have been together for almost a year and in the last few months i have been questioning my feelings towards him. I mean at start when we started going out everything was fine and i was totally in love with him but as time passed i started questioning weather i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2042"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2042"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2042\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2058,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2042\/revisions\/2058"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2042"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2042"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2042"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}