{"id":2362,"date":"2012-10-28T16:56:22","date_gmt":"2012-10-28T15:56:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/?p=2362"},"modified":"2012-10-28T16:56:22","modified_gmt":"2012-10-28T15:56:22","slug":"the-wall","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/2012\/10\/the-wall\/","title":{"rendered":"the wall"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>so here&#8217;s the deal, i have a boyfriend we&#8217;ve been together for almost 3 years in june so it&#8217;s been 2 1\/2 years. It&#8217;s not that i don&#8217;t love him but i need someone to talk to about his. But in 2007 i met this guy we&#8217;ll say his name was kc. we&#8217;d fight a lot, sometime nothing major it would be over something like hiding his possessions. He never really knew why i did it, sometimes to get his attention other times because i just wanted to have a little fun. it wasn&#8217;t till we had a big fight that i began to realize that i loved him. im a stubborn person most of the time i dont like to admit things. after about 4 years i started talking to him again, knowing hes married. we&#8217;ve said some things but there&#8217;s nobody like him. as i said it&#8217;s not like i don&#8217;t love who im with his names ken, i love him with everything in me. but i sometimes don&#8217;t know where or what i should do. i can very firmly about kc even though we have not been together since sept.2007 that the love i thought would go away hasn&#8217;t i can&#8217;t make him choose, it wouldn&#8217;t be fair but he also cant make me. it&#8217;s like something that haunts you because you&#8217;ve done the wrong thing well, he haunts my dreams, when i dream i have dreams about him, about other people too. i think one of my biggest fears why i dont say everything that i want to like how i didnt want to leave or i dont always say what&#8217;s on my mind is because of how others will precieve it. i feel like no matter what i do i cant win.<\/p>\n<p><b>(Screen) Name<\/b>: junks1988<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>so here&#8217;s the deal, i have a boyfriend we&#8217;ve been together for almost 3 years in june so it&#8217;s been 2 1\/2 years. It&#8217;s not that i don&#8217;t love him but i need someone to talk to about his. But in 2007 i met this guy we&#8217;ll say his name was kc. we&#8217;d fight a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,12],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2362"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2362"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2362\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2390,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2362\/revisions\/2390"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2362"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2362"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2362"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}