{"id":527,"date":"2010-04-07T20:02:56","date_gmt":"2010-04-07T18:02:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/?p=527"},"modified":"2010-04-07T20:02:56","modified_gmt":"2010-04-07T18:02:56","slug":"i-have-forgiven-him-but-not-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/2010\/04\/i-have-forgiven-him-but-not-myself\/","title":{"rendered":"I have forgiven him but not myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I fell in &#8220;LOVE&#8221; 2006 i had no idea what love is actually i went out with this guy and liked him he did use to say weird stuff but i thought it is ok because i &#8220;LOVED&#8221; him i got to know that he still talks to his ex girlfreind and i thought its ok because they were now &#8220;friends&#8221; &#8230; we rarely met 2 years passed we had fights, romantic moments promises but i knew that i am not on the right track,,, so well time passed by and i kind of wanted to figure out the truth&#8230; i spoke to his friend and had a shock that hee still talks to that girl and on a confrence call i heard his disgusting thinking about me and money and of course about his rich girlfriend &#8230; it was soul shattering i was broken in thousand pieces not my heart but my mind my self confidence was going down the drain in just one moment i decided that i have no sense whatsoever and decided to go on my way&#8230;he later on called and tried and tried talking to me but i REFUSED completely. Now enters this guy in my life who is a complete stranger in my life i have no idea who is he but as we were in the same class we talked often the purpose which i had in my mind was that i just want to divert my mind&#8230;gradually his way of behaviour told me that actually he is attracted towards me after 6 months of our meeting he proposed to me i dont why but i said yes i was just so glad to fnd him exactly wat i wanted we now used to talk on phone till midnight , he scolded me when i did something wrong, cried when i had tears in my eyes he says i am first love of his and that he can never forget me we are now much ahead in our life he wants me to be his wife i have met his famly they seem to adore me now he is trying to get a good job so he can talk to my family about us. NOW i have said that i had a friend whom i liked very much and he never loved me which is infact true but  i feel i am betraying him i dont wanna lose him i dont wanna have him because of this lie .. somewhere i realise that i have forgiven my ex but till today and i guess never i would be able to forgive myself for betraying my parents and my love true love of my life i dont know what will happen now but i need strenght to follow all consequences&#8230; bye<\/p>\n<p><strong>(Screen) Name<\/strong>: sim6<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I fell in &#8220;LOVE&#8221; 2006 i had no idea what love is actually i went out with this guy and liked him he did use to say weird stuff but i thought it is ok because i &#8220;LOVED&#8221; him i got to know that he still talks to his ex girlfreind and i thought its [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/527"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=527"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/527\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":532,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/527\/revisions\/532"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=527"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=527"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.love-sessions.com\/confessions\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=527"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}