Every time I tell myself this is the last time but I keep doing it because I know I will get away with it. I have a boyfriend and we live together. Everything happen kinda fast. He moved in after 6 months into the relationship. I use to be faithful in my relationships but after being cheating on several times I now realized nobody can be trusted and might as well live the moment and have no regrets because in the end people are going to do whatever they want anyway regardless if it hurts someone else. Yes I know Im selfish but who really isnt? I dont anyone that isnt full of shit.
My boyfriend always tries to control me with sex. He wont have sex with me if he feels I dont deserve it or hes upset at something. WTF who does he think he is?! I take off and cheat on his ass and it feels good. The sex is great with him but what the hell is that about. We do get along great and I spend most of my time with him.
Just the other night I went out and I danced with this gorgeous better looking guy and we kissed and it was like a rush and it felt great. Boyfriend? forgot I had one that night. I also forgot to mention that I have a lover and he knows I have a boyfriend but doesnt mind. He is like my fix to addiction. Anyway I dont know how to change my behavior. I know what Im doing is wrong but I just dont have a good enough reason to stop. What do guys think?
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