Our story started back in 2008 on 10th November before IITF (INDIAN INTERNATIONAL TRADE FAIR ) …after few words over the call, i went and met the guy who was to interview me…:)…dark Indian average man…took me up for new definitions of few lil words (not to be disclosed, words were cheap and funny, may be he was analyzing something..) we worked at trade fair fir 14 days….well after a week or so, we fell in sex…Imagine the taboo in india and we fell for it within a week…things were always mysterious from his end..his instructions were not to call him when he is with his parents…his cell was off in night..
1st instance-when i rcvd a msg from his end for wishng happy new year…at the end of the msg anu and rahul was written( yes his name was rahul) ..i was stumbed and he said he was kidding….huh..then felt lil ok….mind it, i started liking or luving him a lot…he meant a lot…
he was into black magic or relegious stuff and asked me to do sex with other guy so that i attain stability with rahul as my destiny showed sex with 2 more guys and he didn’t want to loose me and he wanted me to get rid of 2 guys by doin sex with any new two guys…
he wanted me to do with him n his acquaintance…once he was out of town and i did with one of my friend and i told him and he left me(according to him i cheated him in spite of it, it was me only who told him that i did sex but he left me)
i called him manyatimes but he never received my calls and never responded to my messages too.
alas i stayed without him for few months then after few months he called me and asked me to meet up. again i went and met rahul and he made love with me again …. and so our relation resumed(as i told earlier i had more likeness towards him so i resumed it)….
things went ok and good….we met only once in month(don’t know why) cause he always had his work or trips to attend…
we met and we did sex….again and again it happened..
i once tried teasting him and sent him request from orkut as unknown girl nad he responded and talked sexual…and on later approaching him, he said it was his friend talking through his i.d…..i forgived….things passed…by now his cell were on in night and we used to talk over the phone at night…
now in 2010 1st January we met….we did sex…on our way back to our respective home..his cell beeped up with text message..on reading i discovered it was from a girl who claimed that “um living on god mercy and u don’t do justice to me”…..on asking he said stupid story…i called that number but got the number was off….i doubted that he was married….i called his father but his father said let me talk to rahul and ask which girl is calling his father for rahul’s marital status….i asked Rahul and he said that it was his wife and he is married and he is fighting for divorce(anu was the name…the same name which appeared in new year’s msg)…..my world ceased to an end…i felt so cheated and i felt as if god played a game on me…
he said he was fighting for divorce and he would marry me by october 2010…i fell for him again believing that he’ll divorce her soon….time passed and i coped up by being his mistress…my college ended and he asked me to fill in for mba as he’ll help in mba…i did so…i joined a call centre and he started torturing me emotionally physically nad mentally….he abused me verbally, physically…still i stood with him thought that he was insecure and then i left the job…..
.if u noticed then u might realize that october went by and he didn’t divorce her….and i also called anu in august and it came as a shock to her that his husband said that they’ll divorce as they have a son and they are happy….so this again calls for break up but as i being the dumbest girl ever being in love, i fell in his lies again…..
now came 2010 trade fair(where all our story started) and i was with him …now with diffrent parameters…as being a mistress..as being a house breaker so now rahul was into working stuff in trade fair…now even i had to do work and which meant less of our talking,catching up,or intimacy….
so finally trade fair also ended and now i joined his company…
but now things have changed more…now he talks to his wife when she calls(only fights) but i do undergo the pain…..he takes me for granted…he doesn’t owe any explanation anymore…hurts me all the time…i cry and he don’t care…he says sorry and i love u all the time or pls understand…..
why i have to understand all the time, i never knew he was married….anyways now things have changed for worse..
i again called his wife and fought with her….and now she said that they did sex last week…after this um broken…just don’t know what to do…..i believe i (Aapriti) has died now…..can’t take it any longer and now i believe i’ll go from their life…
why god did this to me…now i’ll never trust god…he cheated me…and i now just have been a mere mistress…secret mistress….and his life wont change even if i go….as if he lost nothing…this ends my story…
after long suffering, i couldn’t get anything other then the tag of MISTRESS…hate u rahulll….u cheated a life for sex……….feels like a sex object…i hate u..
and i’ll go now….
and um still committed to him while writing this story,……………..
but i know this time i’ll go forever and i know he’ll never miss me……:( ;;;(

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