I love my fiance more than I can possibly say in words……. BUT over the last couple years there have been 2 people that have gotten into my impeccable devotion. So much so that I wonder if I need to be a little worried. The first one didn’t return my feelings, granted he flirted relentlessly all the time and it didn’t feel that way at the time. In a way I don’t believe him, but it was for the best, I just felt a little rebuffed and in the end I think if he returned my feelings things may have gone a different way and I don’t know that I wanted that either. But now there is someone else that I am feeling a HUGE attraction to and am scared about what that means. He returns my attraction, but obviously I am engaged and there is a barrier there. But the attraction, sexual and the like, are still there. What does that mean for my fiance and I? Why do I care more for the attention of the one I am attracted to rather than my fiance! I am sooo scared. Am I getting cold feet? Please help!!
(Screen) Name: dutches
