I have been with my boyfriend for three years. We have a five month old daughter together. Now im not as skinny as I was before I had my daughter. An hes addicted to sex, but he told me hes not that attracted to me any more an he doesnt want just have sex with me. Im the only one hes been with an he seems miserable with just me. So I told him that we can take a break an he can get it out of his system. But he said he dont want to be without me. So were still dating an hes able to experience other women. But the thing is, is that its killng me just thinking about him with another women. An I cant just take it back. So im lying to him an telling him im fine with it just to make him happy. I have so many emotions about this im numb. What should I do?

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