I was like a girl who did not believe in love and i was not interested in marriage.
Perhaps I had little bit crush on my cousin. He was my first cousin. He also liked me. We met after 2 years at our maternal house. We were very happy to see each other after a long time. We enjoyed there very much. All the time we lived together there.
After one week we returned our homes. I was very upset to get away from him and he was weeping at his home. We Were feeling very alone. Then we realized that we fell in love with each other. But Firstly we got weird about this love so, we did not tell to each other due to our weird relationship. Many times we tried to break with each other and to leave our feelings for each other and keep back everything like before but it could not be possible.
One day i proposed him and he accepted my proposal without thinking a second. After two weeks of proposing he came to my home. And he kissed me and hugged me and i felt very awesome. We were very happy to see each other again.
But till now we are not in any physical relationship but we want to live together for lifetime And we want to marry to each other. We can’t live without each other. But our family will not allow it because we belong to a hindu family.
We love each other so much and we can’t leave each other. He is ready to leave his family for me.
What should I do?
Should we live together away from our family?