I fell in “LOVE” 2006 i had no idea what love is actually i went out with this guy and liked him he did use to say weird stuff but i thought it is ok because i “LOVED” him i got to know that he still talks to his ex girlfreind and i thought its ok because they were now “friends” … we rarely met 2 years passed we had fights, romantic moments promises but i knew that i am not on the right track,,, so well time passed by and i kind of wanted to figure out the truth… i spoke to his friend and had a shock that hee still talks to that girl and on a confrence call i heard his disgusting thinking about me and money and of course about his rich girlfriend … it was soul shattering i was broken in thousand pieces not my heart but my mind my self confidence was going down the drain in just one moment i decided that i have no sense whatsoever and decided to go on my way…he later on called and tried and tried talking to me but i REFUSED completely. Now enters this guy in my life who is a complete stranger in my life i have no idea who is he but as we were in the same class we talked often the purpose which i had in my mind was that i just want to divert my mind…gradually his way of behaviour told me that actually he is attracted towards me after 6 months of our meeting he proposed to me i dont why but i said yes i was just so glad to fnd him exactly wat i wanted we now used to talk on phone till midnight , he scolded me when i did something wrong, cried when i had tears in my eyes he says i am first love of his and that he can never forget me we are now much ahead in our life he wants me to be his wife i have met his famly they seem to adore me now he is trying to get a good job so he can talk to my family about us. NOW i have said that i had a friend whom i liked very much and he never loved me which is infact true but i feel i am betraying him i dont wanna lose him i dont wanna have him because of this lie .. somewhere i realise that i have forgiven my ex but till today and i guess never i would be able to forgive myself for betraying my parents and my love true love of my life i dont know what will happen now but i need strenght to follow all consequences… bye
(Screen) Name: sim6
