Broken Heart
Hi i am A.P. I had a very stong and long realtionship with a girl so sweet and so beatifull and i loved her so much that i could give to her my life. After 1 year she left becasue she realized that she is didnt love me anymore. I felt like my world was destroyed, as she left she took a piece of my self with her. I didnt want to live anymore i felt alone in this world. Now i overcome my fellings and try to hate her. I moved on with another girl but i am still loving her deep inside, i fell that i will never forget her. I try to make my new relationship as good as my previous one but yet its not like her. I wish one day we will meet again but now my heart is still broken....(Screen) Name: A.P.
I just look on and fake a smile…
Last Year I met this really great guy on facebook:, sweet,cute,smart,soft spoken and my age. We started talking online and then we exchanged phone nuumbers. The conversations were great ,I still remember the firtst time i heard his voice, I told him i was busy and he needed to call back ,he did and we spoke for months; we would talk all night it was amazing. When we finially decided to meet i stood him up.I did not think he would show,but he did! He waited three hours and then had fifteen beers trying to figure out why i did that, truth be told i was already inlove with him and i was scared to death. A week later we did meet and i still remember his smile, he blushed when he sat down to talk to me, we knew then that what we had was real .He kissed me that day. It was my worst and best kiss, [...]
in love with married man
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Lost
I've spent the last 5 years living in a ski town thats way too small.. When I was 16 I though I found the man of my dreams, with these eyes that could make you melt and do anything he wanted.. Things ended eventually, and a week or so later I found out I was pregnant.. 3 weeks later I lost that child to a miscarriage.. We ended because i found out he was still with his ex of four years, and i refused to be the other woman... He went on to marry that woman and im pretty sure they have been married for atleast 4 years.. Here is where things get tricky, after 5 years I off running into this person on and off again, I started seeing him more often (im pretty positive it was intentional on his part) at my work. I work in a grocery store and its hard not seeing people. He started [...]
Lost
I've spent the last 5 years living in a ski town thats way too small.. When I was 16 I though I found the man of my dreams, with these eyes that could make you melt and do anything he wanted.. Things ended eventually, and a week or so later I found out I was pregnant.. 3 weeks later I lost that child to a miscarriage.. We ended because i found out he was still with his ex of four years, and i refused to be the other woman... He went on to marry that woman and im pretty sure they have been married for atleast 4 years.. Here is where things get tricky, after 5 years I off running into this person on and off again, I started seeing him more often (im pretty positive it was intentional on his part) at my work. I work in a grocery store and its hard not seeing people. He started [...]
I cant stop cheating!
Every time I tell myself this is the last time but I keep doing it because I know I will get away with it. I have a boyfriend and we live together. Everything happen kinda fast. He moved in after 6 months into the relationship. I use to be faithful in my relationships but after being cheating on several times I now realized nobody can be trusted and might as well live the moment and have no regrets because in the end people are going to do whatever they want anyway regardless if it hurts someone else. Yes I know Im selfish but who really isnt? I dont anyone that isnt full of shit. My boyfriend always tries to control me with sex. He wont have sex with me if he feels I dont deserve it or hes upset at something. WTF who does he think he is?! I take off and cheat on his ass and it feels [...]
Him,Her,Her…And me..
So yeah I'm Bi. I'm dating this amazing guy now and he's been treating me right. We've only been dating for a week or so but I feel very attached. But then a recent (not really ex because we never dated) stepped back into my life. We had a past together because She was my first love. A few Months after her I dated another sweet girl..and she was the world to me but she dumped me for god knows what reason. Now i'm finding it hard to move forward with my current boyfriend when I clearly still have feelings for her. And my "not ex" told me they have feeling for me" and my ex does too. But I really like my ex more. And my "not ex" is in a relationship and I don't care for her much anymore. Now I just need to know what to do...I don't want to mess things up with him. But [...]
cheating
I met this guy three years ago he kept asking me out and I would always say if I was not married i'd be all over you when I found out my spouse was cheating I decided to give in in the the next time he approached me and did i mess up, i fell and fell hard, I never admited this to him after about four dates I stop seeing him and each time he would ask me out I would say no but my Heart and body screamed yes yes please do me. The last time I spoke with him they was happy as they were that was almost three years ago. We live in the same town and work in the same town a few miles away. We are both business owners in a ajoining town so naturally we cross path coming and going to work daily. One night on my way home a vehichle was [...]
Love and Lies
I need help. Serious help before i do damage to myself. And my family. I am 18. I just want to be happy. My last relationship, I got pregnant. Forced to abort. I lied to the world and said I had gotten sick so they didnt have to know what i did. Lies went bad. I began to look like a monster. A sinner. To this day I will never forget what i have done. I throw myself to every guy who sweet talks me. I am vulnerable. I hurt myself so much. I just dont know what to do. I feel stupid for writing this. I dont know If I will even hit submit. No one will read. I feel like a monster. Like the devil. I am a bad person. A liar. A murderer. I am horrible. I am not worth to be here. The world hates me. It hates me. I just have no idea anymore [...]
confusion
i don't understand love. i never confess this thing and now i feel i m alone . my all friends have bf but i m still single ...many guys proposed me but i simply rejected them because i m too confused whether 2 go in a relationship or not .... but i hope any guy who is nice wid pure heart will come then i will say yes untill my love story will not begin.....(Screen) Name: search