I knew I should be nervous about talking to people online, but in fact I wasn’t. What could go wrong? If i didn’t want to talk to someone, i could just block them or ignore them. I had an open mind and was excited to meet people. Lots of boys sent me texts when I first posted my screen name, but they never really interested me. It was just a bunch of awkward texts with strangers i couldn’t really connect with. But then I met him. When i first saw his picture, I thought he was the cutest guy i’ve seen so far. He had a nice, friendly smile. He didn’t look like a pervert, or a crazy confident player. But his up right posture and his hand subtly grazing the counter indicated he didn’t have insecurities either. And that was just my first impression. Immediately i was like smiling. He first sent me a text that was huuge. It had an introduction, and that showed me he actually cared about having a conversation with me, instead of just asking for pictures, like all the others! I immediately connected with him, because I wanted someone like that. A real conversation. He said he was 22, and that was another plus. But i didn’t respond to him that night, because i was tired of dealing with all the drama of guys asking for pics. the next morning, he texted me again and asked if he was too old. I felt sorry for him and decided to give him a chance. After that, we just started talking. He asked me how i was and told him how i got accepted into my dream university that day so i was really happy. Then he started asking questions about pervy stuff… sigh, guys. Then he asked for my number, and i gave it to him. He called me right away. We ended up talking for 3 hours. Days passed and we would skype on the weekend and text everyday. on valentines day he said he wished i could be his valentine. i asked if he would give me anything and he said yes i would bring you flowers and chocolate and a teddy bear. I really did have feelings for him. But i’m not sure if it can last since we live 6 hours away, and I’m going to college in the fall. he treated me like i was his girlfriend. His birthday past and now he’s 23. I’m 17 still, but turning 18 in 2 months. I first was baffled by our age difference. But then i realize it doesn’t matter unless you keep your mind closed. my friends keep telling me to stop talking to him, but i can’t and I know they would never understand me. THat’s why i want to talk about it all here because all my school friends will judge me. Thank you so much

(Screen) Name: waterberry

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