Hi friends it’s vinay, here i am saying about my first and last love.
Doston jab mein 7th mein tha to us din 6th mein ek ladki ka naya addmision hua tha maine jab use pehli baar dekha tha mujhe tab se hi uske liye feelings aane lagi thi fir maine uske bare mein pta karne ki koshis ki to pta chala ki uska naam sonam hai aur vo mere science teacher ki beti h. Fir maine use kabhi kuch kehne ki koshish nahi ki aur apni padayi mein laga raha. Fir mein 10th mein aa gya aur vo 9th mein. Mein ab uske papa se tution ke liye uske ghar jane lga tha fir ek din usne mujhe isharon mein i love u kaha. Uske baad mein ek ajeeb si uljhan mein fas sa gya tha mein soch raha tha ki aakhir ab mujhe ab kya karna chahiye fir next day jab mein school gya to usne mujhe isharon mein kuch pucha mein kuch samajh nahi paya fir chutti mein jab mein ghar ke liye ja raha tha to usne piche se awaz lagayi aur mujhe rukne ko kaha phir mein uske sath hi chal diya, phir usne mujhe pucha ki kya mein use love krta hun to maine kaha ki mein kuch samjha nahi to fir usne mujhe usi time propose kiya aur mujhse reply maang rahi thi to maine v usko i love u bol diya, phir mein usee daily mine laga aur chutti mein use uske ghar tak chodke aane lga. Vastav mein. mein use bahut jada hi pyaar karne laga tha aur vo bhi. Ek din usne mujhe pucha ki mein use baad mein chod to nahi dunga to maine kaha nahi mein use kabhi bhi akele nahi chodunga mein use sachha pyar krta hun. Phir ek din uski ek classmate ne use btaya ki vo mujhe pyaar krti hai, to sonam ne mujhe kaha to mein sonam ko le kar us ladki ke pass gya aur use kaha ki sonam aur mein ek duze se bahut pyaar karte hain, plz vo mujhe bhul jaye. Us din ke baad sonam mujh per aur bhi vishwash karne lagi. Phir bahut din gujar gaye dheere dheere pure school ko mere aur sonam ke love ke bare mein pta chal gya. Phir mujhe ek din uske papa ne bulaya aur mujhe is sab ke bare mein pucha to maine unhe keh diya ki han ye sab sach hai to unhone kaha ki vo mere papa se kahenge to maine aap jaisa chahein vaisa karein aur mein jaisa chahunga vaisa karunga, phir us din uske papa ne use bahut data aur use kaha ki vo mujhse milna band kar de, phir uska aur mera milna band sa ho gya kyunki uske papa hamesha ab uske sath rehthe the, mein bas use ab dekh hi pata tha. Fir ek din uske ek letter mere pass aaya aur phir maine bhi use letter likhna start kar diya is tarah ab hum letters me apne dil ki baat kehne lage phir ek din meri uske mohalle ke ladko se ladayi ho gayi shayad un logo ko ye sab pasand nahi tha. Phir mein ne apne frnds ko ye sab btaya to agle din hum logo ne un ladko ko bahut mara. Iske baad uske papa ne phir se use akele jane diya aur mein phir se use milne lga. Phir ek din usne mujhe ek gift diya to mein ne kaha mein ise ghar nahi le ja sakta to vo thoda sa udas ho gayi, phir main ne ok i will take this aur mein us gift ko ghar le gya. Phir kuch dino baad main ne use gift dene ko kaha to usne mana kar diya aur mujhe kasam bhi de di. Uske baad mere exam start hone wale the to school bhi band hone wale the phir ek din usne mujhe kiss karne ko kaha to mein ne mana kar diya kyunki mujhe dar lagta tha ki kahin koi gadbad na ho jaye phir next ay usne hi mujhe kiss kiya.
Phir usne mujhe kaha hum aage kaise milenge to mein ne bhagwan per bharosha rakho. Aur phir agle 5th day hi god ne mujhe us se mila diya us din mein uske sath kafi der tak baitha raha phir jab mein use uske ghar ke pass chod kar jane lga to vo rone lagi aur meri aankhon mein v aasun the uske liye phir maine ek lamba kiss kiya aur usko i love u bola aur usne mujhe uske baad mein apne raste chal diya aur vo apne ghar.

Phir mein ne 10th ke exam diye uske baad mera result aa gya. Phir mere 11th ki tution papa ne pass hi ki coaching mein lagwa di uske baad mein sonam se approx 2 saal tak nahi mil paya. Phir mera 12th bhi clear ho gya. Phir ek din mein ek shadi mein gya tha mujhe pta tha us din vo bhi aayegi aur vo aayi bhi apni family ke sath mein ne use baat karne ki koshish ki per nahi kar paya. Uske baad vo mujhe ek baar aur mili thi jab mein kisi kaam se post office ja raha tha to rastey mein vo mili usne mujh se us din bhi baat nahi ki. Uske baad mera addmision punjab mein ho gya mein wahan b.tech karne chala gya.
Uske baad mein use ek baar uske ghar milne gya per ghar per uske maa papa bhi the to us din v mein use nahi mil paya.

Phir uske baad aaj tak mein use nahi mil paya hun per mein aaj bhi use yaad krta hun.

Mein use aaj bhi pyaar karta hun, mein use aaj tak nahin bhula paya, mein janta hun vo mujhe aaj bhi pyaar karti hogi………………….

I love u sonam.

Vinay

(Screen) Name: Vinay

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