At first I shrugged it off until i noticed. Those passing comments and stares where him actually tryna get my attention, Lord knows how long it went on for but when I noticed…it was a different story.

It started with a wave and then a hi, a short conversation that got me thinking- who is this guy and why has he decided that of all people in this city, it would be me he pays the most attention to. Out of curiosity I wanted to find out more.

After a few more encounters I found myself hoping we’d bump into each other more often (which is funny cos at the time I was completely infatuated with a guy i would/could never have!!). As we spoke and acknowleged each other more – I decided to push it further….I asked him for his number.

The wait to see if he would text back, and the brush of excitement when he did. I proceeded with caution and it became apparent the caution was needed. It seemed like he only wanted me- to get intimate with – but by this point I was falling for him and found it hard – yet I knew I had to back off and make my opinions clear.

We started talkin less, and funnily enough I saw him less, til the point there was no contact whatsoever. I convinced myself to let go…I just didnt understand how the guy who, noticed me first, chased me, would make my body shiver when he touched just my arm, made me stutter, my hands went sweaty, mouth dry, butterflies and evern just seeing him made me smile. He made me feel like that then drop me- why put in the effort (I seemed to make him happy too).

Guess he just didnt like me the way I wished, but he hurt me and til this day 2yrs since I last saw him, every other day he crosses my mind. May sound trivial to you guy reading this, but this always plagues my mind and glad I got to share..maybe someone out there can relate!

(Screen) Name: Jasmine

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