this was the second longest relationship id ever ben in. like all the others there was hate, betrayal, lies, but the one thing that stuck out the most was the fact that i have never loved anyone or anything so much in my whole life. i am still very young and full of love and passion for her; still…

the first time i met her i was in high school, she was dating my best friend at the time and i had the biggest crush on her. her my friend and i spent a lot of time with each other hanging out, laughing, just being high school kids. her and i always felt something in the air but never had the courage to admit it let alone act upon it. there were little times where i got to sit next to her in a car ride, or i would get to hang out with her while we waited for my friend(her boyfriend) to arrive at my house. like all high school stories this one too had drama and all that good stuff you remember from high school. long story short i lost touch with her and i went to school in another state, she did the same and we never spoke until one day i thought about her while living in another state. i dialed the number i remember she used to have and just like i hoped she picked up. with no die who was on the other line and absolutely no reason to believe it’d be me, i could help but play around and try and make her guess who i was. once the fun ended i told her who i was and story after story and this after that we stayed on the phone for hours eventually calling each other almost every day. we started visiting each other coming home on weekends from school to see each other or flying to each other, either way we started dating 2000 miles apart… after graduating school, having some fights because of me being stupid and not seeing the prize i have at home. i fly home to live with her at school. we’ve only been dating a couple months by this time so things were getting hot fast. i eventually ended up ending things with her because.. well.. because i was stupid and thought i needed time off because i didn’t know if i really deserved all the breakfast in bed, all the loving anyone could ask for, all the nights she made me feel like nothing could ever touch us. she then like anyone else did what anyone would.. find someone else to fill the void thats just been taking away from them. i didn’t want to lose her forever i just wanted some time off.. she had her time off.. then back on and the off again. this meant nothing to me because i knew she was mine. we finally move back home to live in each others parents house… pretty lame but we had a plan to leave and nothing was stopping us. things started to really become what i didn’t want. i saw her become more miserable everyday because of the nothingness our town had to offer. i had nothing to offer except for my love and a promise to never stop loving and taking care of her. its been almost two years we have been together and one day and opportunity to leave and vacation and get away popped up, and what better place than the tropical islands of hawaii. i don’t to see her for valentines day but i do get to see her for her birthday with is ok because i would get to be with her alone all day in her house with nothing to bother us but.. well.. nothing. she goes on vacation and we speak every day on the phone of via text. so the day she is to come home i wake up bright and early to go to the local flower shop and get about 100 red flower pedals that i carefully tossed around her room to welcome her home with candles, a candle lit dinner, and of course.. me:) i haven’t talked to her in 4 days but its ok because she’s probably just really busy having an awesome time, no big deal i get to see her today i thought to my self so i go over everything and say I’m ready but i am missing her favorite champagne!! its ok cause ill just call her best friend and she will tell me. i call and ask and before i get my answer i am asked why am i do this? well.. because she’s coming home today and i did all of the above for her. “Ha ha, you need to talk to her” “click”… what the fuck is that suppose to mean?… i finally send a text asking why her friend said this, she calls me… “hey baby how are you ?” “I’m good my love:) why did she say this?” “because I’m never coming home again” i still wear the promise ring she gave me.

its been nine months, and three weeks today since i have seen her.
she came home for the month of November 11′ with her new boyfriend. she sent me a text in the begging of the month letting me know she was home. i texted her later that day and asked if she really came home… she texts me back saying “no”. I’m driving one day and i see her… she looked so amazing i couldn’t believe it. i tell her i saw her and that she looks beautiful. i get nothing back. she calls me on thanksgiving crying about how she misses me and still loves me and how much better i treated her and how she took me for granted. everything I’ve waited to hear for almost 10 months given to me all at once. she tells me she wants to see me and i agree to. the next day she tells me to leave her alone. she’s going back to hawaii on the 30th of this month and i still never got to her. I’m still waiting for her and always will. come back beas

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