Sometimes in life you encounter situations, thoughts and feelings that can be seen as wrong in the eyes of another. You have to take every step in life like its your last, this means that sometimes the feelings and thoughts that cross your mind, might not be wrong in your own eyes, you have to listen to your heart.

Always listen to your heart? Thats what everyone says, its not that easy. Especially at the age of 18, with the mixed emotions all the hormones confusing your feelings. How is a young adult supposed to survive in a world of love and judgement, whilst still revising for exams and the stressful choice of University. Everyone around you seems to be so put together and content with their life. Me? Im nothing like that, i’ve always been indecisive and with age this hasn’t improved.

I suppose I can’t complain, i’ve had a pretty cushioned life. Living in the capital city of the United Kingdom, surrounded by family and friends, and for the past 2 years ive had a perfect relationship with a boy i truly love. Well i thought i loved him, I dont know whether its the hormones or the fact that im 18 acting like a 4 year old. But how am i supposed to know what love is when I’m this age? And this is where my entangled, obscure, complicated love story begins..

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