IT WAS 7 YEARS AGO WHEN I FIRST SAW HIM.I ENTERED THE CLASS AND HE WAS THERE SITTING ON THE THIRD BENCH .TALL ,HANDSOME ,AND EYES FULL OF SPARKLE… I COULD’NT TAKE MY EYES OF HIM,WHY HAS ALL THE BLOOD IN MY BODY RUSHED TO MY FACE,WHAT WAS THIS FEELING,WHY MY HEART IS RACING SO FAST….DAMN HE IS LOOKING AT ME I STOPPED BREATHING I SHOULD DO SOMETHING OK GIRL CALM DOWN AND GO TO YOUR SEAT AND SIT I INSTRUCTED MYSELF.

Well I knew something was wrong I  was’nt being my normal self  after that  day,something which I never felt before. I should just ignore it I decided.But One day I reached before time for the class and he did too. he asked me for my number while i was looking outside the window to see if any of my friends are coming or not.I was more than happy to give him my number and was shivering when I did. This guy’s presence is making me so nervous but inside all I wanted is his presence is this LOVE??? damn i don’t want to be in love .love is not my cup of tea i should stop myself before it gets too late i thought but than my heart replied darling it is already too late .I was in love but a SILENT one i guess.Our friendship lasted for 4 years until the day came and I told him about my feelings and he said he felt the same, I was feeling as if my heart would come outside it was pounding so hard.i wanted to kiss him hug him and tell him that this girl right here will love him and make his life a beautiful dream, and I did.

HIS SMILE i was the reason for it..HIS EYES they were sparkling because of me..HIS TOUCH was all that I needed…HIS SMELL mesmerizing…I would never leave him..he is my FIRST  LOVE. We were in a relationship for 2 years after than and its been the most beautiful expirience and I would always cherish that.But after 2 years of love that I gave him how could he leave me on the side of the road crying .i asked him do YOU LOVE ME??

HE SAID NOTHING HIS FACE SHOWED NO EXPRESSION I WAS CRYING AND HE  WAS STONE FACED…ALL I WANTED HIM WAS TO HOLD ME TIGHT IN HIS ARMS AND TELL ME THAT HE WOULD NEVER LET ME GO AND HE LOVES ME MORE THAN I’LL EVER KNOW .BUT INSTEAD HE DROPPED ME OFF ON THE SIDE OF ROAD CRYING MY EYES OUT, HIS CAR WAS GOING FAR BUT WHY WAS HE STILL THERE IN MY HEART. THIS HURT WILL I EVER BE OK AGAIN?? WILL I EVER BE ABLE TO  LOVE AGAIN?? DON’T GO I NEED YOU ..I NEED YOUR SMELL ,YOUR ARMS,YOUR HEART…PLEASE LOVE ME…DON’T GO..ITS BEEN 1 YEAR FROM THAT DAY….I FEEL NUMB NOW NO LOVE FOR ANYONE..ALL I REMEMBER ARE  THOSE SPARKLING EYES THAT I SAW ON THE FIRST DAY OF OUR CLASS  WHICH MADE ME LOVE HIM SO MUCH….MY FIRST LOVE SO BEAUTIFUL SO CHARMING….AND SO UNFINISHED………….

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