I am a college student in a well known university, honestly I have the beauty and brain so most of the students in our university know me. In my 1st year in college I have 4 best friends, suddenly they just disappear when they have their boyfriends. On my 2nd year I became close with my past classmate and she became my best friend that time, we hang out together, go to mall together, do home works and project together, it was a good time hanging out with her. Until one day she just say yes to one of his suitors and became so busy to his boyfriend. So even though she is too busy with him, I always come with her and even though sometime I became their chaperon. One night in an event when I was with them his boyfriend introduce me to one of his friends, and one guy catches my attention (I will name him Y). He is cute, nice and gentlemen. We talked a lot since my best friend is busy with his lover, and Mr.Y asked for my number.. At first I was a little bit of scared I don’t know why, but I gave to him. When I got home I was still thinking of him and waiting for his texts, and I feel asleep without receiving any texts from him. The next day when I woke up I looked at my phone and found that a unknown number texted me, I was hoping that its from Mr.Y but its not 🙁 it is from another guy who was with us last night. I was so disappointed. Because I’m so bored I replied to the guy who texted me (I will name him X) since his also one of my classmate during the semester. The day passed by and we hang out, with my best friend and his boyfriend with Mr Y and X. I feel in love with Mr. Y and he also told me that he also feel the same way to me. But someone is contradicting our love story.. its Mr X, my best friend and his boyfriend. Even though they don’t want Mr.Y for me we still date and hang out secretly. Until one day Mr Y just left with any texts with out any thing, he just left with out telling me the reason why.. I feel very sad that days, then my best friend told me that Mr X is in love with me and Mr X and Mr Y are cousins, and they don’t want to argue and fight just for a girl, so Mr Y surrendered and told to Mr. X that he will not court me anymore and he will give me to Mr. X even though its hard for him. I was so desperate that time that I even searched him at school and text and call him but no response. I told to myself that maybe I should move on. My friends support Mr X in courting me.. he is a nice guy but i really cant feel any love for him, I just want him to be my best friend and no more than that. Time flies I told him to stop cause I really feel sorry for him if he still continue courting me maybe I will hurt his feelings more. Months later I moved on and finally I’m okay with my life, and one man courts me (I will name him Mr Z) I really love him and I’m happy with our status getting to know each other.. Then one day Mr Y comes back and apologized to what happen, I really don’t know what to say and what to feel. But I rejected him and asked him to stop and that I’m know okay with my life. Mr Z became my boyfriend and until now we are happy with each other and Mr Y is still texting me and asking me to come back to him and give him another chance. But I’m scared that he might do those things again to me, and also I’m happy with my boyfriend now and I don’t want him to feel the pain of being left alone and being hurt because I love him so much. But still my mind is still thinking of Mr Y and I don’t know why 🙁 I hope I did the best decision. Thank you for reading 🙂

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