Okay, before I begin, I won’t drop my real name. But, just call me, Kenzie. And this story happend when I was 14.

So Here’s My First Love Story.

It all started way back on October 2014. I saw this cute guy on facebook, yes, from the internet; we have mutual friends tho, I decided to add him then after 24 hours, He then accepted my request and I was really full of bundled happiness I don’t even know why though. I felt like he would be a close friend of mine. So, few months passed by, and I decided to message him on facebook. That was December 2014, I totally messaged him like I was a giant douchebag or something. But, he wasn’t rude after all, and I was insanely glad because I’m already talking to the guy that I have a crush on (secretly). I won’t drop his name as well but in this story, let’s just say his name is Collin. So, me and collin started talking for almost everyday, and I was so happy tho. I didn’t even care for what’s gonna happen next, until one day, He told me that he has a crush on my BESTFRIEND (screen name: Haley). My heart felt sad and it broke. I was full of hatred to my Bestfriend because of that. So, when I told that to my Bestfriend, Haley, she was actually flattered (ugh wtf) like I was really mad. And suddenly, my friend added Collin on facebook as well, AND she messaged him too. But you know what? Haley has a Boyfriend that time. I was so jealous and Haley totally flirted with Collin which broke my heart even more, I know I shouldn’t be reacting that way, but I couldn’t help it, everyone can’t, I know. That was the first time I acted that way. Few weeks later, Haley and Collin got really close, like Collin does not message me anymore like the way he did before. I cried that time because I WAS THE FIRST one who met Collin. When Haley’s finally asleep, Collin will message me and tell stories of his life or something. That’s why I know him so well. Better than Haley does. Collin always teases me and I just can’t get mad at him. Weird I know, after weeks, Collin made a Groupchat of Me, Haley, Him, and My friend (call her Paige) so Paige knows collin as well because of me, so in that groupchat, Haley was a total freak. She wants all of the attention, if not, she’ll be reacting like a total weirdo like she’s mad like that etc. And I was so pissed like I couldn’t even say anything else. But, that time, Collin and I, were flirting as well, like we had callsigns for us two, that made me blush and happy tho. But yet, We’re not on a relationship. At the end of January, Collin and I finally met. and That time, Haley was forbiddenly unable to talk to Collin again because her Boyfriend knew everything about her bitchy and flirty attitude (gross). So, Collin and I met together with Paige. Then I felt so much happiness in my heart. We took a picture together that time. I didn’t expect he was so tall tho. After that, Haley spoke to Collin AGAIN. I thought things were already done between Haley and Collin, but I was wrong, VERY WRONG. So, after that Haley’s boyfriend got mad again and I was so happy that time because of that lol. When february came, Collin became mean and he turned into a bad sport. I was deeply hurt. Like why is he mean to me? But he can’t be mean to haley. After few months we barely talk. Until one night He felt sorry and messaged me for like everyday. But that time, I was mad at him becase of that. I was also hurt. VERY HURT. But I didn’t realized his worth. I threw him out just because my heart was full of hatred with Haley and Him. By April 2014, I felt okay and ready to start over again with him. But I didn’t know, it’s too late. Collin decided not to talk to me anymore little did I know, IT WAS HALEY AGAIN. Haley and Her Bf broke up, so Haley bean talking to Collin again. Collin was blind again, He didn’t even thought that Haley was just using him as an option / replacement for her Boyfriend. That time, I CRIED EVERYDAY EVERY NIGHT. I was so hurt. I thought I’ll be happy again. BUT NO, I WAS EVEN MORE HURT. After that, Haley unfriended Collin on facebook because She and her Boyfriend got back together. Collin asked me why Haley did that, I told him the truth. That Haley’s with her boyfriend again. Collin was pissed. But he didn’t realized, I was there for him, Even tho he’s only using me as his past-time. I became stupid just because I love him. I realized, that I should’ve spent more time talking to him way back to the time that he messages me everyday. I was wrong, because I prioritized my hatred instead of appreciating  the current thing that’s happening. My love for Collin never broke. I don’t care even tho I look stupid as hell. I hated Haley since today, because of her, everything was broken, everything that was meant for me, was gone because she took it all. Yep, that’s what happens if we don’t appreciate the person that is already here. We should appreciate every moment. Because anytime, it may be gone for a small reason.

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