What can a person do when they see their best friend get hurt? I found out the hard way. She was not the type to fall in love, but there she was totally out of control. To her he was all she could ever ask for, for him it was just sex. I heard of him before. To me he was just another one of those, you know the fuck and chuck type. He’d look you deep in the eyes and smile like a little boy, and you was all his. Well, that’s what it was like until he met me.

When he got tired of my friend, he decided it was my turn. He start playing his little games hoping he would get something out of it. The thing he didn’t know though, was that you can’t play a game on a person who is already a player. Yeh, that’s what I was. I knew how to wrap a guy round my finger. I always used to get what I want. Bless him, he had no clue what was coming to him. I could no longer watch my friend get hurt, so I decided to give him a taste of his own game.

The plan was to make him fall in love with me and for me to break his heart, just like he broke my friends. Of course she was a part of it too. I was playing hard to get, and he was getting more and more turned on. We met almost every day, and night after night I was getting to know him more and more. One night were went for a walk, he turned around, stoped me and said that he could make me fall in love with him, but he doesn’t want to hurt me. I don’t know what happened but I put my arm around his shoulders, looked him in the eyes and before the words of what I was going to say came out, he kissed me.

We spent the whole night talking. Talking about life, about our plans and dreams, about us. For a bit I forgot all about the game. We watched the sun rise, than he walked me home and kissed me again. I was the first ever girl who he open up to. He was mine, all I had to do now was break his heart. That’s when I realized I couldn’t do so.

The more I got to know him the less I understood,but at the same time with all my heart. He was a mystery, so fascinating. So imperfect, but so beautiful. Before I realized I belonged to him. I kept lieing to my self, pretending I hated him. My pride was saying I had to win. My heart was asking me be with him. I was playing indifferent, crying inside.

The worst thing was, either way I was loosing. By loosing the game I could have him just for a minute, a minute when he could be all mine! before she would get me back. By winning I would loose him. I understood I was only fooling my self. I decided to tell my friend about everything. She loved him first, and she was my best friend. I knew he could never be mine. I couldn’t lie anymore.

He found out a few weeks after. I decided to tell him my self. That’s how I lost him. I know he hates me now. I don’t blame him. I guess, we cant plan everything in life. It’s full of surprises. You never know what life had planed for you.

Nights like this make me feel like nothing has changed.I still don’t want to take my make up off or get changed. Deep inside I hope I will get a text at 2am asking me to go meet him, and I would spend the whole night cuddling up to him in the back sit of his car. I can still feel my heart beating faster when he used to look at me. And although he never said it, I know he felt the same way. I miss that feeling, I miss everything about him. His voice, his eyes, the way he shivered when I scratched his back down his spine. The sound he would make when I would bite his lip. The warmth I felt when he was near.

I miss him so much. But a game can’t be played by two players, that way nobody wins, you both get hurt. I guess he will never know how I felt… how much I want to be in his arms one more time. I can only blame my self. He was not mine to love.

(Screen) Name: Player

I met this guy over a year ago at a charity walk along with his friend, and for some reason I felt drawn to talk to him and ended up spending the whole night just walking around the track talking to him. We had the same sense of humour, and even the same things in common such as the fact that we both didnt have dad’s, he has never met his, and I have a bad relationship with mine. Anyway from that sparked a friendship. We would talk on facebook for a bit now and then, and I wasn’t attracted to him first off. He was dating a girl long distance at this stage and they had been dating for a year and a half. I’d never gotten the chance to meet her, but she broke up with him in the 6 months that I knew him and he was fully devastated. He even wanted to sell his soul to the devil to get her back, and screamed and swore at God the night she broke up with him. He was really in love with her, and I felt for him. He started coming to church with me and our other friends and he gave his heart to God and it helped heal him of his pain and brought him closer to God and to living his life better. In that time I was also going through something with a guy at the time who I really liked, but knew it wouldnt work out as he didnt share my faith. I would often talk to the guy about him at the time saying how upset I was with the relationship, and he would calm me down and help me and give me hugs and we would support eachother. I ended up ending it with the guy, and in this time I got extremely close to my friend, who later became my best friend. We would do everything together, we were inseperable. We would go on road trips, hang out with our mates, go to youth group together, and basically I could really see that his heart was healing, he was getting over his ex and he was more positive now. Over easter, we went on a road trip to a music festival and we got really close over that week, he would bring me in breakfast and make dinner and hug me more and I noticed a change in myself and him. I no longer looked at him in the same way. I began falling for him.

After the trip I just knew that at any moment he was going to tell me his feelings and he did. It was under the moon on the beach that he said he really liked me and we hugged for ages and our friends were all saying how it was about time. We held hands and heat just ran up my entire body and I knew that my hand was made to hold his. The next day we started dating officially and had our first kiss. It was the most beautiful, magic moment of my life and I forgot everything and everyone around us. A year ago I would not have pictured myself with him, but now i cant picture myself without him. He means everything to me, and his been there by my side through thick and thin.He’s my best friend. Its been a month now and he continues to give me flowers, buy me stuff and shower me with hugs and kisses. We are so in love 🙂 I thank God for him everyday

(Screen) Name: Kelly

It was my Third Term in College, Or Last term as a freshmen in my school and because of an unfortunate chain of events plus my slothfulness my schedule for that term was all night classes. My classes everyday started at 6pm and ends at 9pm. Being the optimistic me i just said to myself that it might be fun and a new experience in college. I was so nervous since i was 100% sure there would be no familiar faces for me to see since all my classmates last two terms were all Morning or Afternoon Classes. Than I entered my first class of the first day of the term.It was World Literature and i was right. there was nobody that i knew. I sat at the last row where there was only two of us, His name was Danny and we became good friends.

The next meeting i was late for class and when i entered i saw that Danny was absent and that another person was seated in the last row. He was seated next to my spot. When i sat down there was a slight aura of awkwardness since i’m not really a social person so i don’t know how to easily interact with strangers. He broke our silence by asking me if there was anything that he missed since he was absent on the first meeting. I told him that there was some hand-outs that was given. He asked for mine so that he could photocopy it to have his own copy. After that we talked and by the end of the Class he asked for my name and he gave his but i wasnt able to hear it clearly. I did hear our professor calling him mateo and so that was what i called him.

Days passed and Me, Mateo and Danny became close especially since it was only the three of us who were seated at the last row. Mateo than told us that Mateo wasn’t really his name. We were shocked. The only reason he was being called Mateo by our professor was that because he looked like a TV actor named Mateo. We all laughed when he learned this. He than gave his real name. “It’s Roy” he said.

Roy is a very sweet, Nice and Smart Guy. A Gentleman you might say. although a little kid at heart when it comes to hobbies and past time but than it still adds to his charms. He somebody you can totally count on or a shoulder to cry on. Whenever we’re both online he would show me links to funny videos in youtube or would ask me what i’m doing. It never really bothered me. I was never irritated with him. Sometimes i just don’t feel like talking to him. I know it sounds awful of me but i guess that’s just who i am. When there’s something important i’m doing everything and everybody seems so irrelevant to me.

The term ended and we didn’t see each other anymore since our course was different and that we were now in different campuses. I was in the Art and Design Campus of the school while he was in our Main Campus. After two months it was raining really hard and i don’t know if classes were suspended so i thought of texting one of my schoolmates. A funny thing happened i remembered Roy and then started to miss him. I texted him asking if classes were suspended. He replied “Yes. Btw how are you? its been so long.” I dont know why but my heart pumped fast and my face became red. I never really had a crush on him since he was never my type so now i was confused why i was blushing on him. We texted for a while and after that he never left my mind.

A week has passed and i still couldn’t get him off my head. I wanted to see him badly and so i texted him on a Thursday night and asked if he wanted to go out and watch a movie on Friday. He said sure. I felt like i was on top of a rainbow when he said yes. Just like any girl i wanted to dress my best especially since i was about to go out with a man that i now have a crush on. Friday came and we met. I was the one all dressed up yet i was the one stunned when i saw you. You became more Good looking. Handsome. I felt like it wasn’t Roy that i was gonna go out with but a Prince Charming.

We went on our way to the mall. On the cinema floor we were deciding what to watch. In the end we chose Cowboys and Aliens but i never told you that i already watched that movie. For me the Important thing was that i get to spend some time with you. Before the movie we ate at Burger King and again i didn’t told you that i already ate burgers and fries on before our date. It’s funny how i have to go though those things again and yet i didn’t complained and actually enjoyed it. The Movie ended and we were about to go to a bar to drink before we go home. We were already outside the mall waiting for a cab when you asked if it was okay if we cancel the drink since your mother is looking for you and wanted to discuss something. I said okay. It depressed me a little though since i really wanted to spend the whole night with you. You called your driver and drove me home. “It was fun. Let’s do it again sometime.” is the last thing you said and it made my night complete.

Now we chat again see each other from time to time and go to parties together. It really has been the best during this past month. I’m falling for you more and more each day but the sad part is i know you don’t feel the same way. I know that you’re just really really nice and friendly that’s why you’re doing these things for me. That’s why my feelings for you is the biggest secret you will never know. I just want to enjoy every moment we spend together and hopefully this feeling that i have for you will move on.I know i’ll regret never telling Roy my feelings but would it be better to be always be friends with constant communication than take a chance on love that might just end up in tears and heart breaks especially since i consider you truly as one of the most precious friends i have.

(Screen) Name: Just Friends

I was in my first year in high school by that time, first day of school. I woke up late so I rushed and went off to shool, but still there were no more seats for me, I was standing at the back by that time waiting for my seats when a boy named Vince came into my class catching his breath. I smiled and stared at him without knowing. I felt that he’s so attractive. A few weeks later, I forgot that he exist, then a close friend of mine told me that he likes him. I know that I dont like him but there’s an ache inside me. Then, the seats were changed ang I was put next besides him. From that day, we became the best of friends and were never seperated. Until 3rd quarted came and the seats were again changed. I was so far from him and we were too busy that we forgot our friendship. Atlast 4th quarter came, we had a project and we were in the same group. Then, we end up teasing each other and created these “fights” to know who is smarter, but it was just for fun until I eventually started to fall for him, unknowingly that he has a girlfriend which crushed my heart and made me hate him during summer. It was in my second year life that he started to tease me again. But this time, I made my self not to fall for him. One day, he teased me unknowingly that it made me embarrassed. So in great anger, I told him that I hate him and I dont want him in my life anymore. He said sorry but because of my pride, I didnt accept it. The next day, he told me that he likes me, which made me hate him most, coz this such as “If he loves me, why would he embarrasse me?” keep running into my mind. From that day we regret seeing each other. Everytime we see each other, its as if we were staring at a stranger. At our recollection, I said sorry and he replied “K.” and made me like “K.? Thats all? I swallowed my pride to revive our friendship and all I get is a K.?!” . Until now, we still dont talk and I miss him so much. Got some advise? :’>

(Screen) Name: ms. idiot