i am a good daughter to my parents,they were so strict that i really dont have a chance to entertain guys when im studying,,but when i graduated and start my 1st job i met a guy and since i havnt experience to be in love i taught i start loving him when he do everything for me to say yes to become his gf,,then i get pregnant,,unfortunately i found out that he is a guy whose liking a lot of girls..that he is a playboy type,,i found out that he had a daughter to the 1st gf,,but my family is so conservative so we end up into a wedding,,i taugh he will change,,in 5 yrs i was the one working,,we were granted three children,,he did cheat me a lot of times but i always forgive him coz no one in our family have broken relationship..i did control myself,i accept evrything but 1 day i found out that he had this relationship with 1 woman and their relationship is 1 yr already,,i cant tolerate it anymore and we beagn into separation even he dont want to,,that day i said to myself that i hate mistresses…and that i will never be cheated again,,after separation i become so wild and full of revenge to all d guys,,i am going out to all the guys who like me and i leave them after they start liking and loving me,,i always tell to myself if man can do it why cant woman do it,,but i finally decided one day that what im doing is wrong,,i forgot that i have kids to priorities,,so i decided to go abroad and work to support them,,and then here i found a new guy ,,i taught he is the one,,he show his love to me and do everything to make me happy,,and i fall in love with him,,i forgot that i hate guys,,but after a year when im in our room and looking for his quarters collection i saw a receipt that says he buy baby vitamins and toys,,and send it to japan,,i suddenly become curious about it so i open his suitcase and there i found out that he is married..and with 2 daughters in japan,,it was killing me..i was cheated again,,and when i confront him he says he just get her pregnant ,,that he loves me more than his wife,,and how much i tried to stop loving him we end up staying together,,even i hate mistresses i become one of them for 2 yrs,,i hate it but i cant stop it,,im guilty but i cant leave him,,maybe i was expecting that he will choose me and my 3 kids,,but unfortunately he make up his mind,,he finally decided to leave,,and go back to his wife,,to his family,,and when he leaves it really broke my heart coz i love him so much thats why i forgive him,,but after couple of weeks he contacted me again and saying he did a mistake of leaving me,,he wants to come back and start out own family,,at first i say yes,,i taught i love him so much that i will do whatever he wants,,but i finally realize that i am not happy,,thats not what io want in my life,,i dont want to be a 2nd woamn,,the other woman,,i want to be the ONLY ONE,,so now i stop communicating and starting a new life with my kids,,i believe someday ll find the right one for me whose going to accept me,my kids and my past

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