My name is Mackenzie. I am 14 years old.

It all started September 9, 2009. I walked on transfer bus after a long day of school((8th Grade Year)). There was this guy sitting in the back… across from my cousin. He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and walked back there and sat beside my cousin. Well me and the guy started talking. He asked me if he could listen to my iPod and I said yes. He started singing birthday sex really loud. It was funny.

When we got off the bus my cousin texted him and asked him if he liked me and he said yes! =] I was so happy because I liked him too. A LOT. My cousin and I hung out that day since he lived down the road from me and when I went down there my cousin was still texting him. He told him that he should ask me out. Later that night he texted me. We talked for like 3 hours and then he asked me out. I said yes without thinking about it…even though he dated one of my friends who walked around for the week before he asked me out, talking about how much she hated him.

When I got to school the next day she found out. She started crying and I told her that if she wanted me to then I would break up with him and she just called me a whore, so I said “Fine. I’ll be a whore with him then.” After that me and her didn’t talk much.

I dated the guy for almost 5 months and it was so perfect. I was IN love with him and he said he was too.

We broke up because I made a mistake and I was scared I was gonna hurt him again. He cried for days…even at school. It made me so sad to see him that way. Finally one day I got the nerve to tell him that I was still in love with him only to get a text back saying that he didn’t love me or even like me anymore. It was 10 months after we broke up. Well he told me that only 1 month out of the 5 he really loved me, but all of the rest of the time it was a lie. He only told me that he loved me because I said it first and he felt bad. Even though he said it, I don’t believe it because he wrote me love note, songs, he bought me a necklace for Christmas, and on Valentines day I was going out with a different guy and he still bought me chocolates. I don’t think that he would have done that and cried so much if he didn’t love me.

This month is the 11th month since our break up and I miss him like CRAZY. I would do ANYTHING to get him back despite the fact that what he said shattered my heart into billions of pieces. He is the only one who can fix it and I will wait forever if I have to.

(Screen) Name: xxxKenzieDaniellexxx

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