ok so basically i was in a relationship with a guy that i fell in love with the moment i set eyes on.hes from a relatively poor family.btw im from London but i currently live in sulaimaniyah, Iraq,He lives 2 hours away.so at first there was no way i could tell him how i felt.a year later i saw him again and so then i told his cousin who used to be my friend to tell him how i felt but instead he told him that i hated him(i found that out later) a couple of monthe later i saw him at my uncles house,and it was amazing he felt the same way about me and i just went crazy when i saw him,it was the best feeling in the world,we kissed for the first time.1 month later i saw him again which was even better we spent about 5 hours together with my cousins.this was the last time i saw him about 7 months ago.He got a phone and managed to get my phone number and we started talking everyday for 3 hours.I was so happy.Of course we had to talk secretly.This went on for 2 months but it didnt last long.about 3 month later my mums sister found out and she told my mum(my mum absolutely hates his family) she literally went crazy and it became a big fight between our families,our communications are cut of completely.Ive always tried calling his dad in necessary circumstances but after the big fight his dad forbade me to contact any member of his family.I don’t even know if him in relationship anymore or if im still his gf.btw im forbidden to go anywhere near the city hes in.Every single relative i had turned against me after this and made up a million rumors about me.What hurts is that he doesnt know that after all this i still love him and im still trying to contact him but one more risk and thats it because my parents gave me one more chance to let go.(Im Muslim btw but im from London so im sorta different than the people here)And i dont know what he thinks about all this.Everybody tells me to let go and ive tried but he means too much.Please give me some advice.It really means alot.(Im 16 btw)

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