So my love story begins when I was no older than about 4 or 5 years old, my mum told me we had guests coming over and I waited for my doorbell to ring that whole day. Soon, the doorbell rang (I must of waited for at least 8 hours for it to ring) and I hesitated. I saw my girlfriends dad walk through my door, I greeted him, and in came my girlfriend Hiba who at the time was a complete stranger to me. This was more than 12 years ago so the fact I remember some of this shows how much it means to me. I cant remember seeing her mum nor her sister. So, I introduced my self to her, I was speechless at this point though, she was beautiful. She said ‘Mum and dad, can I sleep with nabil tonight?’ we were only babies dont forget so dont get any ideas. It was time to sleep and Hiba slept with me, we talked about being scared of things and she said ‘you better not have cockroaches, im scared of them’ and i told her we didnt. Thats all i remember of that day. Soon she left, I was not happy. Our families didnt talk for about 10 years. In this time, she moved countries and grew obviously lol. She forgot me, but i never forgot about her. So it came to her cousins engagement, and I always call this fate because if it wasnt for the engagement we would never of met. So the engagement went by, we talked to each other and soon as we left again, we had msn and facebook to contact. So i messaged her and we got in contact we told eachother how much we liked eachother soon. As far as I can remember, I found out that after that convo she got a boyfriend who she had never seen before. I had never been so upset in my life I didnt talk to her for ages. Soon, I realized all i wanted was for her to be happy. So i helped her with the problems she was having. Soon, her parents found out and she left him and ran back to me. I opened my arms out for her for a reason im not of yet but i dont regret it at all. We are now 17,I love her so much.its been about 6 years now since we fell in love. I will purpose to her next year. I send her messages every now and then telling her how much i love her and its not a short text either. I traveled half way across the country and back in one day just to see her without my parents knowing. Nooone else would do this for the girl he loves.

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I was In 7th grade. I had a Boyfriend In the beginning of the School year, Then we broke up, Then It was like almost end of the year, And There Was this Guy name Jessie! >..< I remember those good times i had with him.

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Hello everyone! My love story is kinda weird because I don't really have fallen in love with him but he is truly in love with me. It all started when we were born. I was born in November 1993 and he was born in January 1993. I (Isabelle) was in Turkey and he (Zack) was in UK. But we were related as my uncle got married with his aunt. Almost every year his family will visit us in Turkey. Once when we were three years old Zacj protested not to return back to UK because he doesn't want to leave me. He was crying so badly and my uncle asked him (as a joke) to bring me together to UK. But Zack said something that shocked everyone. He said "No! I won't bring her now to UK. After we have grown up I'll marry her and bring her to UK with me". But nobody took that seriously and everyone started to tease him since. After that we've seen almost every year till we were ten and later we didn't see each other for two years. Next we met when we were thirteen and I was shocked that he never forgotten even a single thing of me. He even correctly guessed that I've reached puberty (hahaha). Things go on till we were fifteen where Zack told me that it's our destiny to be together. Truthfully saying, the word 'destiny' will always give me goosebumps. I am always scared of destiny. That is the main reason for me not to fall in love with anyone as I can't promise them that I'll be with them forever. Even after Zack confessed to me I didn't say that I love him or not. I just said that I will marry you if it is our destiny so let's wait for it! He, totally respect my opinion on destiny, is waiting for the destiny until now. After his last visit when we were fifteen, I've never seen him and miss him a lot. We have each other contact details but we have never contacted. Later I got the news that he has became a singer in UK and he got a girlfriend. But I have never felt jealous because I believe in destiny. Last year where we were nineteen, he sent me a surprise birthday present all the way from UK to the country where I am now. I was so shocked that he still remembers me! Now that we are twenty, I received an e-mail from him last month. He confessed his love again and said that even though he is having a girlfriend, I will be the love of his life. And that he is still waiting for destiny. He doesn't force me to say YES to him but he joins me and wait for the destiny! Again I am saying, I love him as a person. I have never fallen for anyone romantically. But if it is our destiny to be together, I would be glad to marry him as we share the same habits, behaviours, interests, and so on. Wish us all the best! 😀

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I met Eric when I was a teenager. He was seventeen and I was fifteen. There was an indescribable connection from the instant our eyes met. My best friend Rachel was dating his best friend Jamie and she introduced him and I. Ever since the day we met the four of us were inseparable,we hung out everyday we talked about everything, a lot of talking.. We’d always hang out at Jamie’s house because his parents were never home, Jamie was the life of the party literally! Eric was super shy. So one day we were over Jamie’s he somehow managed to get Eric to sing along with him and they sang to Rachel and I – You lost that loving feeling.. From the movie Top Gun.. It was the cutest sweetest thing ever, in my eyes.. Not long after that day we found out Eric’s mom and stepfather made the decision to move to Arizona.. We were all sad but he had to go, so the day came for us to see him off at the airport everyone said their goodbyes I was last I gave him a tight hug and said be safe I will miss you as it was his first time flying. I watched him board the plane and I ran into the bathroom and bursted out in tears!! I was crying uncontrollably and I didn’t know why I couldn’t stop.. I left the airport with Rachel & Jamie and we stopped at a local restaurant for some breakfast on our way home. As I was sitting at the table nothing felt right it was just the three of us and Eric was heavy on my mind.. All of a sudden You lost that loving feeling started playing in the restaurant. My heart melted.. It ached so bad for him, that’s when I realized I loved him. I was head over heels in love with Eric and I was going to do everything in my power to bring him home. Later on that night I called his father who lives here in town and asked if he can please have Eric call me.. I was always shy just like him but I needed to say how I feel, I couldn’t lose him. He called, I immediately said I miss you like crazy and I think I’m in love with you! You have to come home! He shyly giggled and said really? I said yes!! He said ok.. Two days later I received a phone call from him around midnight he said he was back home here in NY and was staying with his dad! Words can’t express the excitement I felt inside, then he shyly asked me to be his girl. I will never forget that hot August night of 1993… As time went by Eric wasn’t obeying his fathers rules and getting into Trouble and his father was threatening to send him back to Arizona with his mom, of course he didn’t listen we were teenagers so here we go again, Eric had to leave.. This time Eric was sobbing like a baby holding on to me so tight he didn’t want to leave me, I tried to be strong and said everything will be ok, we will be together no matter what.. We talked on the phone long distance every night for hours and hours for about a month until I saved up enough money for a train ticket to go see him! My parents were totally against the idea of their now 16 year old daughter traveling all alone on a train for almost three days and 3,000 miles away but I didn’t care. I was going and nothing was stopping me!! It was my first time traveling anywhere, I went through many obstacles to get to him.. My train hit a mail truck, derailed, had a four hour lay over in a strange city, all alone, I didn’t have a cell at that time.. I finally arrived in Arizona hours and hours late and I was so scared when I was all alone in the terminal not a person in sight considering it was like 2am. I just dropped my suitcase on the ground and sat on it and cried.. I looked up and he was standing about 12 feet from me smiling, I jumped up and just ran into his arms and cried.. I felt like I was in a romantic movie for a minute..Arizona was so beautiful actually breath taking I liked it so much I didn’t want to leave. Instead of staying for a week like I was suppose to I stayed a month with my parents angry and calling everyday to get home… It was time for me to leave and Eric didn’t want to let me go again, so he decided to quit his job and come home with me! We arrived back in Ny so in love and happy but just teens with no care in the world.. Eric needed a job so my father took him in an employed him at our restaurant we owned. He made pizza’s and I worked there too making subs. We were the cutest couple ever, I liked to think.. We had silly names for each other he didn’t like mayonnaise or tomatoes or onions on his ham subs, so he was my No mayonnaise, No tomato, No onion! I made friends with a local disc jockey on a radio station from always calling in and requesting songs that when he was mad at me I’d have the DJ say this is going out to Eric you’re her No mayonnaise,No tomato,No onion. Then one cold November night my life changed.. I was having horrible pains in my stomach and Eric rushed me to the ER.. The doctor couldn’t find anything wrong with me he ran a lot of blood tests and said we needed to wait an hour for the blood to come back.. We patiently waited.. He came into the room and said congratulations you’re going to be a father to Eric. What?!! I think both of our faces turned pale white, I don’t know who was going to faint first. All I kept thinking was oh my god my father is going to be devastated being the old school Sicilian that he is. I was terrified, Eric was surprisingly happy.. I was to scared to tell my parents. So I made Eric go to my father and tell him.. It went something like this- I got your daughter pregnant, but I love her and want to be with her and will take care of her for the rest of my life. My dad was like ok. Even though he was upset and didn’t like that his 16 year old was pregnant he excepted it and respected Eric. My mom was pissed didn’t like the idea at all… I was torn. Scared.. Ashamed.. All the above.. My mom was pressuring me to get rid of the baby.. I didn’t know what to do. Eric was scared I think, but was happy he was going to be a dad. Then that day came… The day that will haunt me for the rest of my life. My mother made an appointment to terminate the pregnancy and because I was only 16 I really didn’t have a choice at that time.. I’ll never forget the look on Eric’s face when he came to my door the day I had to tell him I wasn’t keeping our baby.. He looked me in the face and started crying and just ran out the door.. He jumped on a plane the next day and never said goodbye, never let me explain… Nothing.. He went back to Arizona and his mom changed their phone number. I finally got ahold of him and cried and begged him to forgive me, his mother called me a murderer it was just very devastating.. Months and months went by and I was dying inside I loved Eric more then anything in this world and did everything in my power to bring him back to me.. Almost a year went by and I wasn’t myself.. Wasn’t eating, sleeping, socializing with friends, I had really long hair, I cut it all off up to my neck like bob style.. I was in such a deep depression. I remember calling him one night and him telling me he was going to go out on a date with a girl from his moms work. That was like a knife in my heart.. So one day my friends were like enough is enough and got me out of the house and took me to a party where I met JR. He was nice. But I wasn’t interested.. There was only one man for me.. Eric.. Well JR. Kept on & on pursuing me to the point where I just said fine! And gave in. We started dating it took me a while and when I finally accepted Eric not coming back I pursued my relationship with JR. I got pregnant right away. I was about three months pregnant and it was another hot August day when I got a knock at the door! Guess who? It was Eric & Jamie & Rachel! Eric came home to visit and wanted to see me.. So I went with them to the county fair. Eric & I sat in the car and talked and he basically came back for me!! I had to look him in the eyes and tell him I was pregnant with another mans baby.. He looked crushed. I also lied right to his face and told him I didn’t love him anymore… I thought it was the right thing to do. Even though I loved him and longed for him with everything inside me I had to think about the life I had growing inside me. Eric & I talked on the phone a lot during my entire pregnancy.. We always kept in touch. It was April 1995 my beautiful daughter was born.. About two weeks after I got another knock at the door.. Guess who? It was Eric. He flew home. He asked if he can come in and see the baby.. He asked to hold her. He smiled and held her in his arms. It was a very short visit. Before he left he asked for a picture of my daughter & I. That was the last time I ever seen Eric….. We kept in touch here & there until about 2000. Then his phone calls stopped. I got word that he was getting married to an older woman about seven years older then I. I lost it. I went crazy, I tried everything in my power to reach him. I tried to stop the wedding. But he wouldn’t talk to me. All I know is he has a son and he is married. But I’ve never stop thinking about him or loving him still to this day.. I constantly pray to god that I will see his face or talk to him once again.. My life has never been the same since him.. I’ve never been able to feel or love any other man. I live with constant anxiety everyday of my life. I am not the same. And probably never will be. I’m not complete or whole. Eric holds the key to my heart, and I don’t understand why I can’t let go after all of this time. I talk about him all the time to my daughter who is now seventeen..she knows all about the greatest love of my life, and wishes someday to meet this Eric I speak so much about. It’s so weird that when I look into her eyes I see him at times…how is that even remotely possible?.. My heart will always long and ache for him until the day we meet again….My Soulmate..

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What can a person do when they see their best friend get hurt? I found out the hard way. She was not the type to fall in love, but there she was totally out of control. To her he was all she could ever ask for, for him it was just sex. I heard of him before. To me he was just another one of those, you know the fuck and chuck type. He’d look you deep in the eyes and smile like a little boy, and you was all his. Well, that’s what it was like until he met me.

When he got tired of my friend, he decided it was my turn. He start playing his little games hoping he would get something out of it. The thing he didn’t know though, was that you can’t play a game on a person who is already a player. Yeh, that’s what I was. I knew how to wrap a guy round my finger. I always used to get what I want. Bless him, he had no clue what was coming to him. I could no longer watch my friend get hurt, so I decided to give him a taste of his own game.

The plan was to make him fall in love with me and for me to break his heart, just like he broke my friends. Of course she was a part of it too. I was playing hard to get, and he was getting more and more turned on. We met almost every day, and night after night I was getting to know him more and more. One night were went for a walk, he turned around, stoped me and said that he could make me fall in love with him, but he doesn’t want to hurt me. I don’t know what happened but I put my arm around his shoulders, looked him in the eyes and before the words of what I was going to say came out, he kissed me.

We spent the whole night talking. Talking about life, about our plans and dreams, about us. For a bit I forgot all about the game. We watched the sun rise, than he walked me home and kissed me again. I was the first ever girl who he open up to. He was mine, all I had to do now was break his heart. That’s when I realized I couldn’t do so.

The more I got to know him the less I understood,but at the same time with all my heart. He was a mystery, so fascinating. So imperfect, but so beautiful. Before I realized I belonged to him. I kept lieing to my self, pretending I hated him. My pride was saying I had to win. My heart was asking me be with him. I was playing indifferent, crying inside.

The worst thing was, either way I was loosing. By loosing the game I could have him just for a minute, a minute when he could be all mine! before she would get me back. By winning I would loose him. I understood I was only fooling my self. I decided to tell my friend about everything. She loved him first, and she was my best friend. I knew he could never be mine. I couldn’t lie anymore.

He found out a few weeks after. I decided to tell him my self. That’s how I lost him. I know he hates me now. I don’t blame him. I guess, we cant plan everything in life. It’s full of surprises. You never know what life had planed for you.

Nights like this make me feel like nothing has changed.I still don’t want to take my make up off or get changed. Deep inside I hope I will get a text at 2am asking me to go meet him, and I would spend the whole night cuddling up to him in the back sit of his car. I can still feel my heart beating faster when he used to look at me. And although he never said it, I know he felt the same way. I miss that feeling, I miss everything about him. His voice, his eyes, the way he shivered when I scratched his back down his spine. The sound he would make when I would bite his lip. The warmth I felt when he was near.

I miss him so much. But a game can’t be played by two players, that way nobody wins, you both get hurt. I guess he will never know how I felt… how much I want to be in his arms one more time. I can only blame my self. He was not mine to love.

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I met Michelle through a guy who met my step sister in a nut house of all places. Michelle was like his daughter to him. We talked on the phone one night and it didn’t make much noise. I had always admired her beauty from facebook I thought she was something to cherish. So time went by and we didn’t talk much till one night she was like “im calling you answer” so naturally I did. This was the start of the over 6 months we had together. I am now 18

We talked for three nights straight. I knew I had to keep talking to her there was just something about her that drew me in. So I had to go to my mothers where we would talk until four or five in the morning. And I knew I had to ask her to be mine so I did. Now I should tell you at the time I was seventeen and her fourteen.

So I asked her and she said yes so like usual I played the game I said I loved her when I didn’t. I never thought it would bite me in the ass. So we continued our relationship and became quite close. But me being me saw that we weren’t even seeing each other and that I was getting anything out of it so I did what’s normal I broke it off along with her heart :(.

Now by this time I cared a lot about her she started to cut more and hurt more and cry more which made me want to die so I tried to kill myself. The months went on while I watched her struggle to move on. I hated myself everyday. I wished everynight I could help her but wishes never come true.

So I should say now that snice the first night we talked we had talked everyday even through the breakup. So we still got closer and closer and I got lower and lower knowing how much she cared about me until one night when I over did everything. When i went to sleep (passout) my world revolved around drugs and drinking. When i woke up it revolved around her. I don’t know how it happened not till this day I don’t it just did.

I told her everyday i loved her until she broke with her boyfriend and we got back together. Everything went smooth until 2 months passed and i found out about another guy that we have had problems with already was messing with her even though she didn’t do nothing back she never told me. From there on out all went down hill. I became paranoid and began smothering her I guess.

Im going to make this the last paragraph because i can hardly see through tears right now. Lies lead to more lies and i became more smothering and i found out something that i ended it and regretted it and begged for her back. Now im writting this while she hates me and holds hands and locks lips with a guy i despise. And through it all iI still love her like the first day i knew it was true Michelle if you read this I love you and unconditionally care for you. Bye Thank you for reading.

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It was the month of December 1991 On my way back from college I saw a beautiful girl, fair, big sparkling eyes merrily laughing, enjoying the bus ride, sitting right in front where I was standing. She was wearing a bright yellow dress. On looking at her for some time I was amazed and hooked to her beauty. There was a great feeling within me that I was unable to gauge I felt feverish and cold. I was all head over heels for this girl who was so happy that happiness was all over her face. Her friends too were enjoying the moment. Although she did look up at me a few times starring at her with amazement she did not see the visible me shivering with the first love of my life. As I got down at my bus stop she did look back to see me with a hesitant eye contact. I was in love. Love at first sight do happens

From that day on this girl’s beauty and her big eyes with a pure black and white contrast was all over my mind. But I was just 18 and knew not what was happening, what was the beautiful feeling that would erupt in my heart once I bring her beautiful face in my mind. I was happy; everybody at home and within my friend circle noticed the change. I never thought about my next step i.e. to search this beautiful girl and make her mine. May be I was too happy cherishing the new experience in my life. Just bringing her beautiful face in my thoughts would give me a cool feeling, the rise in my heart beat and the soothing in my mind had kept me busy. I was totally clueless of how to get to know this girl’s whereabouts. A few days past, I was restless and had no idea how to find this girl. I tried every effort not to miss this particular bus on which we had first met but I had no luck.

One afternoon I was late to catch the bus and was stranded at the bus stand waiting for the next bus to come. As I stood there strolling from one end to the other to pass my time. It was way past 1.30 and the city school children were flocking towards the bus stand. In one of the green uniform group I saw someone very familiar walking towards me with a slight smile on her face, as the flock past by me chattering in high decimal this girl who was blushing all the way suddenly looked at me as if to say “you dumb how could you forget me so soon” that eye contact brought back sweet feelings and at last I had found the treasure I was desperately looking for. She looked very cute in her green uniform as she past right by me. I was surprised a mute spectator. All this while I had this yellow dressed girl in my mind and I was desperately missing my lectures and running for the 12.30 bus looking for this girl. Here she was in her true avatar. There was a tremendous increase in my heart beat, butterflies in my stomach and a great feeling in my mind.
She straight away headed for the bus and did turn back and looked at me standing there surprised. As the bus was leaving I too hooped in and stood at the back .That day I was very happy to have met her the second time and now I knew little more about her.
From then on I would wait for her to come to the bus stand and then travel with her. Not a word was exchanged only our eyes were doing the talking, or at least I thought so. She would be visibly upset if I stayed back from boarding the bus. I could see her frequently looking back through the window at me anxiously, this would make me feel more confident that she too likes me and the thought that this could be just her casual behavior never crossed my mind. I would let the bus take a full circle and then run on the gate to catch it with a great feeling of happiness that she gave me some importance. Once inside the bus she would always be seated and I would stand at the back anxiously waiting for her to turn back and look at me. Sometimes in the rush hours if she did not get a seat I was there to protect her from any untoward pushing from fellow passengers. I was burning with love and affection of this pretty girl. The world was just a very happy place to live in there were flowers and music around us our heart beats were in sync with each other.

I who always used to shy away from females around me was in deep love with a total stranger. It was a wonderful feeling the rising of heart beat the flies in my stomach and weakening of my limbs, as I see her coming from a far distant. And then the friendly look sparkle in her eyes and a slight smile would make me die. She would always nimble on her tongue as if rolling it in her mouth or was she enjoying a bubble gum it was hard to make out. But I liked the way she was making those pretty expressions I was sinking all the more in her love. Then on I would sometimes be lucky to be in the same bus that she would be travelling on her way to the city. Seeing her pretty face early in the morning would make my day.
This went on for many days, sometimes it would so happen that I would stand at the stand awaiting her arrival and she would never turn up till 4.00 pm. I would return home hungry and sad, but tomorrow was always another day to look for. Next day too I would do the same; some half days too I would miss here sometimes. Then one day I somehow got to know about their study holidays. My routine never changed I would wait and wait till she come or not come I was there waiting. Then came her examinations I was there all confused at the time table as I would miss her many a times hence I would stay there from the morning to evening waiting for her. Sometimes I would be lucky sometimes sad. It was on the last day of the examination, on seeing me there waiting she too let her friends go and she too was waiting but how dumb I was I never understood the situation and did not approached her. There was weakness in my knees I was taken by surprise as she had never stayed back like this before. I was confused not knowing and understanding her mind. I was in two minds, what if she is waiting for some other friend of hers and what if my approach to her would angry her and put an end to my love story abruptly all these thoughts crossed my mind and I waited and watched. After a long wait she boarded the bus but with a different expression on her face. I was on one hand happy that she stayed back for me and not for any other boy from her school and second thought I was sad that I may have missed a golden opportunity of expressing myself.

Although I managed to get to know the place she lived at I never knew her name. One fine day my good friend C came and told me her name which he got from a class mate of hers. And I was happy to send her a card on her name .I always thought that it was easy to send her a post card as the post office was very close to her house.

Then on meeting her was occasional, sometimes I would cross her holding her dad’s hand in the market or sometimes without she noticing me at all. But all this while I was burning with love. Pure love for her and respect for her feelings was all that I had in my heart and my mind I never thought of anything else. The mere thought of getting her as a friend never crossed my mind. I even attended mass at her church just to have a glance at her.
A new academic year started and I was up on my toes to get to know which college she would go. Finally I got to see her and I was happy to see a few girl students known to me walking with her. I would get terribly upset if she ignores me and attends to her male classmates on the bus stand. A few times she would do it on purpose so that I react or may be that was her way of getting me to speak up. As usual I would meet her in the bus in the morning in Raju’s bus 1909 which had a reflector mirror right in front, inside the bus and she would look into the mirror and search for me. We were actually corresponding through this mirror with our eyes.
I would wait after college to see her at the bus stand and this went on and on for a couple of months sometimes I would be happy that she noticed me standing there and sometimes very sad when she would ignore as if I am invisible. By this time most of my friends who would accompany me to the bus stand had seen her and they too seems to be happy for me. Some even tried to get me her correct name through some common friend some even put a word across to the girls would accompany them to college. One fine day I got to know her real name which was as beautiful as she was. I was embarrassed to have sent her a card mentioning the wrong name on the envelop. I did stay away from coming across her for a few days due to this but in the mean time I worked all out to get her birth date. And I was happy to have got it. The previous night of her birthday I did not get sleep although I had posted a birthday card to wish her I wanted to meet her in person and wish and to pour my heart out expecting a whole world of happiness with this little chat. I attended the morning mass with her at the chapel and as the mass got over I waited for her to come out but I missed her as she hurriedly went out from the rear door. I started my bike and in full speed went after her but was late. She was almost beyond the reach of stopping and talking to her. I just happen to say happy birthday and zoom passed without knowing her reaction, if at all she heard my shout or not. I was sad to miss the chance a second time.

Then one day I got to see her whole family at one of the beach where I had gone along with my friends I was confused and very scared that I stayed very far from her. They were too posh, rich and high class people for me to be anywhere around them. I was happy for her but dejected that she was not a simple girl I used to think her to be. But love is blind which I had in abundance for her that will never change.

My schedule never changed my love for her grew even more only sad part was I never gathered courage to talk to her. I was too shy and well behaved that I never stalked her or wanted to force my love on her I was happy that I am in love with the most beautiful girl.

Sending greeting cards and me showing immense love for her was the only thing I did in 1992 and then fate played a very life threatening prank on me A near fatal soccer accident where in a depression in my right ventricular resulted in half paralysis of my body. I was out of sight of her and out of action for a very long period I missed my college and was holed up in my house for a few months and all this while I had her on my mind which would give me inspiration to live through the bad patch .There was no source where in I could have let her know my feelings and my state. As time went by I was on my feet but the feeling of repeating the near fatal condition kept me away from normal life and from her too. Once on my feet I did meet her number of times but I had no courage to approach her as she too was in a different mood which I was unable to gauge. I did not stop the cards on all occasion, be it her birthday, Christmas, valentine day, Easter and even her successfully passing her examination. My love was the same for her true and in abundance. I would even tried all possibilities to show it to her through cards, sending messages through her neighbor and her college friends but a self approach was all that was needed I guess. Thanks to my friends who were one up to help me get the love of my life.

On finishing my college there was another tragedy in my family, my father expired. I was burdened with family issues and I took up a job that was just in the opposite direction of my regular path. I was still in contact with her by post. And sometimes if lucky then I would get to see her face to face. Even then I would make it a point to get the 1909 bus in the morning which would come directly from her house depot and many a times I would be lucky to meet her and catch her looking at me through the mirror
As years passed by she was busy with her college then her diploma. I too was busy with my job, not a single day had passed of mine without her sweet face flashing in my mind and the sweet feeling in my heart I tried my very best to go and show myself to her so she knows that I am interested in her. I knew that she too loved me but was waiting for me to proclaim my love for her.

Decade long love lava was burning in my heart. The respect for her feelings never changed. Now that she was mature enough to take a decision that I decided to approach her. One thing was for sure whatever her decision I would respect and abide by and if its negative I would never cross her path again. If I had to approach her, when she had just passed her matriculation that would have been immature. Then when she was studying that would have affected her studies and so on I would always think about her and the impact she might have on her mind. I always wish her good and respected her lot that made me to live with her love for all these years.
The day was hot afternoon I happen to see her in the bus heading home from her classes I decided to let her know my feelings and had a small piece of paper on me on which I hurriedly scribbled a few lines about me loving her from 1991 and I followed till her bus stop. And when she got down I wished her that was my first whisper to her. I said that I am so and so, you must be knowing me or seen me. I would like to be your friend. She too was taken by surprise said that she is sorry but that is not possible. I repeated my words and said “I love you please don’t say no” but she said “sorry” I was hurt I tried to give her the chit that was in my hand she refused to take it and with a smile walked away. I felt a thunder bolt in my head I was shuttered and had no were to go but to my death. I was stranded there totally blank. though came to my mind that I just turn my scooter and head on collide with one of the zooming heavy vehicle on the road then I recovered and thought to myself, I had decided to respect her feelings and that I will do. They say “IF you love somebody you let it fly if it loves you it will definitely come back to you and if doesn’t then it never loved you.” I was into a shell and decided not to cross her path again. Not because I was rejected but because my love was pure and I could live without her but with the love in my heart. A couple of years passed by my friends were all the more inquisitive to know the fate of my love story which I never revealed. I lost hope but wished her the best. It was the love and respect I had for her that made me to recover from such a great loss I wanted her to be happy and hence I never ever have tried to force my love on her. When you love someone so much you are not bothered about your happiness but you are more concern about the happiness of your loved one. True love is when you love a person for the happiness of that person and you seek your happiness in her being happy.
One thing I long for from her is if anytime we happen to cross each other, a smile and a hello as a friend is all that I wish for. That will be a great achievement in my one sided love life.

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Well it was a cold day and my friend was dating him after she knew i liked him. so they were dating for a month and half and then i told him i liked him and i was honest and truthful with him and told him i loved him way before he got with her. so friday was the day i went to library at lunch cuz i couldnt stand to see my crush like some other girl who was my best friend. so he comes in and sits next to me and was like “hey i need to ask u a question?” i was to busy with my nose in a book i didnt know he was there. so i looked up and i was like “omg its u” he was like “i have a question to ask u?” i was like “ok ask away” and out of the blue he was like ” do u wanna go out with me?” i said ” yes of course” and ever since january 25th 2013 we have been together and last night 2.4.13 we were talking and i asked him ” who do u wanna lose ur virginity to?” and he thought for a second and said “u if u will take me?” i then said ” yes and i want u take mine to?” we made a big promise to each other.

Well Guys hope u enjoy my story cuz this guy i think hes the one for me cuz all my exs were jerks but this guy aint like all the others. yes i have to agree girls there is that special someone out there for everyone of u beautiful girls. just keep ur head and keep trying he will find u and be the happiest man alive. and i think my special someone has found me and im the happiest girl alive. omg i love my baby so much. we are also having a baby together now omg im excited

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Here is mine and my boyfriends love story hope you enjoy. This is just a little something to prove to girls out there that there is someone special out there for everyone. I have never exactly had an easy life, and on top of that I have had a lot of bad unhealthy relationships. I got treated really bad and got used so many times. I had finally given up on finding the right guy. I honestly really saw no point in being around anymore. But then on August 17th one of my good friends had texted me and said she found some guys for us to hang out with at first I ignored the text and just assumed I would just get myself screwed over again. But after a while I thought about it and something really made me want to give it a try and just hang with the guys she knew and just have a good time. So the next morning I got ready and headed over to where she was waiting with the guys. As I was driving there I kept telling myself that I wasn’t going to get attached to any of the guys and my guard was going to stay all the way up. So I met up with my friend when I got there and we were walking to where the guys were waiting for us. All of a sudden I see 3 guys riding their bikes across the sidewalk. Then it happened one of them looked over and made eye contact with me. I got really scared because the second we looked at each other my guard went down and all of my heart ache had disappeared. We hung out with the 3 guys and the one that I liked his name was George. He kept triyng to show off on his bike for me and was acting really shy I thought it was the cutest thing ever! By the end of the night when they had to go home and my friend and I were going back to her house to hang she gave all the guys a hug. OMG when she gave George a hug it made me really jealous I don’t even know why I knew the kid for one day. I really wanted to give him a hug and just give him the biggest kiss ever but was way to nervous too. The next week after that I hung with George and one of the other guys again who was George’s best friend Nick. My best friend came along too. I fell in love with George that night, when it was time for him to go home he walked home from the playground that we were at right down the road from his house. I gave him my number to call me so I knew he got home safe, he didn’t have a cell phone at the time. I can remember writing my number on a piece of McDonald’s bag with my eye liner. He called me later on that night and we talked on the phone till 3 in the morning. A couple more times for the next week we hung just him and I and it was amazing we clicked so easily. I was myself around him which I never was around guys I was always guarded. Then on August 25th 2012 the best night of my life, we were in the back of my car in a parking lot having some snacks and talking. I could tell something was wrong with George so I asked him what was going on and he seemed really nervous. All of a sudden he just blurted out “I have a really important question for you.” My heart started racing really really really fast and I got all nervous. “Will you be my girlfriend, Brittany?” is what he responded with. “No,…… I am just kidding of course I will,” was my response. Ever since that night I have been the happiest girl that I could ever imagine being. As of the end of this month we will have stuck strongly together for 6 months. So see girls there is a special someone out there for everybody you just got to give it time and be patient. And how you will know that they are the one like how I knew he was the one is when he sticks by your side through hell and loves you every moment more and more no matter what kind of mood your in. And when he fights for you when your scared to fall for him and he never gives up fighting. Hope that my love story can inspire some of you.

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