I feel a slight twinge of shame when saying it, but I met my current boyfriend and possibly last boyfriend on the popular networking site, Facebook.

It all started about a month before final exams, and I was procrastinating as usual on Facebook. Specifically, I was browsing through the popular YouTube make up artist: Michelle Phan’s Facebook fan page comments. While scrolling down, a face caught my eye. He was “cute” as you may describe it, so I decided to take a look at his comment. It stated something about Michelle never messaging him back and therefore she was mean. Being somewhat of a “troll” myself, I could tell this was an subtle and well played attempt at trolling, and that many would be “butthurt”; and many were. Feeling that it would be the most polite thing to do, I calmly commented how he was just joking, in a way, and that people should just stop overreacting.

He thanked me and added me shortly after. I wasn’t expecting that, as I thought the comment would just be a passing event, but after accepting the friend request, I messaged him with a “Hi :)”. He was cute anyway.

From there, we started talking, first through Facebook messages and chat, then through msn. I actually used to have a bad habit of flirting with guys online, and at the time I also even had a boyfriend, though not a very good one. During those days that I would talk to this boy on msn, he was just another guy that I would flirt with, just another person to occupy my time. I also found out he was 5 years older than me, and at the age of 15, I wasn’t expecting anything to happen anyway. It was harmless and all in good fun, but from the way he talked to me, it seemed like he felt more, although I had no idea how that could cross his mind at such an early stage. One day, he asked me if we could talk on the phone. I felt reluctant, as I usually limit myself to online, but eventually I agreed and we talked.

That night we talked for approximately 5 hours, all the way into the morning. We joked, had deep conversations, and he voiced how he was attracted to me…*really* attracted to me. I was slightly taken aback, as I thought the way he talked to begin with was slightly, how may I put it, gay sounding, so I wasn’t too eager to reciprocate the feeling, but I was still happy to call him my good friend.

A few weeks passed, and the exams were over with, and my current boyfriend was going back to Hong Kong for the summer. The guy that I was talking to online and now on the phone for hours convinced me to break up with my boyfriend, so I did. It actually lifted a great weight off my shoulders, and I appreciated the phone guy, who we shall call “David”, that much more.

Time went on, and eventually, I grew more and more attracted to him, up to the point where I really liked him, but I wasn’t sure where it would go. We shared everything with each other, our family stories, friend stories, secrets, tears, laughter, and happiness. That month, I was to go on a 10 day trip to Italy with my school choir; I waited all afternoon before the plane ride at the airport for him to call. He called while we were boarding the plane, and while we were talking, he shyly said,

“Hey…hey…you’re cute. Hey…hey….you’re beautiful. Hey…hey…… I love you.”

I got tears in my eyes and replied,

“I love you too…I’m going to miss you so much.”

“I’m going to miss you a lot too my princess. Don’t worry though, I’ll find a way to call you, to get to you. Anything for my princess.”

My heart felt so conflicted, both swelling with love, while also prickled with sadness to think that I wouldn’t be able to talk to my David for 10 days…

The next morning, while sleeping in my Italian room with my roommate, the phone rang. I was still asleep, so my roommate picked up, and after realizing who it was, woke me up to give me the phone.

I muttered a groggy, “Hello?”

“Hunnie!”

“Bearbear!” (My nickname for him hehe)

“Aw babe, did I wake you up from sleeping? Do you want to go back to sleep for a bit?”

“No, no, no. It’s almost time to wake up anyway, and I want to talk to you.” 🙂

He asked me to be his girlfriend that day, June 26th, 2010. I found it silly that he even had to ask, because he already knew I loved him and would be more than happy to be his girlfriend! 🙂 Silly bear.

Anyway, that entire trip, all I could think of was him. All my shopping was for souvenirs to send to him (he lives 3 hours away by plane), and he would call me every night, no matter how expensive the rate was. That trip, even though we were further apart, it was the distance that actually strengthened our relationship even more.

After returning from Italy, we had our ups and downs, but they were always resolved, and they added to the strength of our connection and love for each other. I ended up telling my older and younger sister, and my best friend, all of whom disapproved heartily, but I didn’t let them affect what we were. The past month or two have been hard though, because I have been with either my sisters or with my best friend on vacation, on and off for a week at a time, so I have not had enough time or privacy to talk to David.

Currently, I am visiting my older sister in the States with my younger sister, and it is simply too risky to talk to my bearbear on the phone, so I have to rely on online means again. He’s going to come to where I live soon, possibly in September or October. I am so excited for that day, when we can embrace and kiss and feel our bodies finally with each other. We have already planned out how it will work. I will go to the airport to go see him, and I’ll run towards him, he’ll pick me up and spin me around while hugging me. It’s going to be picture perfect.

I think of him every moment I wake, and every second I sleep. My thoughts aren’t childish romance dreams,nor are they sexual fantasies. I simply think of him and me lying on the couch together, watching T.V, or just enjoying each other’s company. No awkwardness, no anxiety, just contentedness; peace. I’m waiting for the day when that may come true. For now, I’m happy with our unconventional love, with our destiny to be together. The Princess will forever be with her Bearbear.

(Screen) Name: Unconventionally in love

This is possibly the greatest story I could tell about any relationship I’ve had. It’s kind of funny, but at the same time somewhat wrong lol.

It was a Friday night, and my best friend Caleb and my other friend DJ were graduating high school, and I went to watch. I brought along my friend Trevor, and we planned to go to my other good friend’s graduation party afterward. Everyone was going. After graduation, we stood all outside the doors waiting on the graduates to come out, and in the group was one of Trevor’s friends, Will, who had went to the same school as us. I had passed Will a million times in the hallway, but we never spoke and I never thought much about him. But as we all stood outside those doors, he turned around to say hey to Trevor, and our eyes met. At that moment, I knew something was going to happen. He turned around and Caleb and DJ were walking out so we all turned our attention toward them to congradulate them.
Trevor and I headed out to the graduation party shortly after all of that. There was a lot of people there. A few hours passed and we were all drunk. I walked inside and sat on the table to talk to everyone in there. Will saw me, and sat down beside me. He said “Hey, I need to talk to you”, and walked me outside. I knew we were going to hook up. We made it to my car and I don’t remember much, but I do remember there not being much talking. (;
The next morning, I woke up in my backseat confused and trying to remember things from the night before. As I woke up, I realized that Will was laying beside me with his head on my shoulder. I laughed a little, woke him up, and he asked me to drive him to his car. I did, and on the way there we talked and laughed and tried to remember the night. Another graduation was taking place later that afternoon, and we both had friends graduating from there as well. When I dropped Will off, I gave him my number and he said we’d meet up and go to the other graduation together. Well, that didn’t happen because we both ended up sleeping all that day lol. Two days or so passed and I didn’t hear from Will. I figured it was a one night stand, and I had accepted that.
That monday, I got a text message from a random number. It was Will. He wanted me to spend the night with him the next night because I was busy that night. I agreed. I got to his house the next night around 10:30, and again there wasn’t much talking done the rest of the night. The next day, I thought he would just send me about my way. Instead, he took care of me. He got me food, let me take a shower at his house, and everything. He asked me if I would take him to Trevor’s house. I wanted to go as well so I agreed. When we got there, Trevor and all of their friends were at the pond fishing. We walked down to the dock, and Will introduced me to their friends. They asked if I was “his girl”. When he said yes, I got confused. But I thought it was sweet so I did not correct him. We had a really fun time at the dock, and later Will asked me to take him home.
When Will and I got to his house, he asked me to be his girlfriend. From that day on, we have been together and very happy. It was a “love at first sight” type of thing, and I still can’t believe it. He is the most amazing guy I have ever met. He’s even beginning to talk about marriage.

Few people know this story, just some of my close friends. I just had to tell someone.

(Screen) Name: Sami Jo

I suppose to others, this love story will seem strange, wrong, or even immoral. But to me, it is one of the greatest things that has happened. To make things clear, I am a girl.
I met her a few days after Christmas. The first time we spoke to each other, I knew immediately that I had found a true friend, someone who had so many common interests as me. The only problem; we lived in different countries. So we began messaging each other through MSN, email, and youtube. I soon realized that although we could never physically meet each other, I began to see her in a different light. I knew that I was attracted to both males and females before, but it came as a surprise to me when I slowly developed a crush on her. After about a month questioning my feelings, determining whether or not they were real, I finally decided to tell her I had a form of a crush for her. Her response was that she reciprocated those feelings. A few days later, while messaging her through MSN, I told her that I was wondering what would happen if my feelings ever grew to be more than just a simple crush. I was quite relieved and happy to find that she would never reject my feelings. But she also wouldn’t want to date me until we could meet in person every day. She said she wouldn’t want to tie me down. I understood completely, because I would never forgive myself if I were to cause her pain because she had found someone other than myself that she coveted in such a way. So we remained “just friends.”
Months later, possibly around four, I knew that my feelings had escalated. Very much so. I loved her. I thought that I had loved someone before, but now I realize I never truly had. Not like I loved HER. I only wanted the best for her. In previous relationships, I was extremely jealous, not to the extent where I would voice it, but jealous enough that it would bother me if they were with friends. With this girl, though, it was completely different. I wanted her to be happy, to enjoy everything she could. If her happiness meant we couldn’t speak for days, I was okay with that. I knew I would miss her, but as long as she was okay, I knew I would survive. I wanted to share everything with her, and for her to share everything with me. I’d never allowed a relationship to progress as far as this one has/had. I mean that in the sense that I know things about her. Things I’d never known about exes. As I said before, I love[d] her. So, naturally, I told her. I never expected her reaction to my words. She told me that she wasn’t sure what she was feeling. That she looked forward to it every day. That every time she spoke to me, it made her happy and excited. And then… She told me that she loved me, and that she had never felt this way towards anyone. With those words, I thought my heart would explode from all the joy. I cried tears of happiness at her confession.
To this day, we still speak. I am waiting for her, and I believe she is waiting for me. If it turns out that she finds another, so be it. As long as she is happy, I am. Now I just have to wait for the day when we are able to actually be together.

(Screen) Name: Kagami~

I was in 8th grade when this all happened I remember riding the bus and a guy came up and asked me for my number. The guy was 16 going on seventeen and I was thirdteen going on fourteen.Everyday he would ask me to hang and I kept making up lies on what I had to do.Then one day he texted me and asked why I kept blowing him off I told him I didnt know him well and he said thats if I came over we would talk and have fun before I hung up he said I have a surprise for u anyway. The next day I told my parents I was going to hang with one of my friends they said it was fine as long as I was home before my crefew which was nine.So I ment him half way and we walked to his house well when i got there there was a blanet outside on the ground and some roses on it.Then I sat down and he sat next to me and leaned over and said I like u jordan ur the most beautiful girl i have ever ment and i was wondering if u would be in a relationship with me I said yes.Then a few weeks later we had are first kiss it was azaming then he told me the words he loved me I fell in love right away.Then we were at are 10 month when my mom told me I was going to live with her.I cryed and cryed I told chase and before I left I wanted him to be part of my life forever so that nite we made love and its not forgetable I miss him I will never forget about my first love.

(Screen) Name: jordan

I Guess it All started in the 7th Grade.. I Dated a Girl Named ” Katie ” she was One of the prettier Girls in are Class. Anyway… She Was bestfriends with another girl in are class named ” Czarina ” Who Was Also Best Friends with my Sister Stephanie.

One night i was on my computer and Katie Asked me on msn if i would like to Go out with her kinda as a joke to Get Back at this other guy or something so i agree’d so we were basically pretending to be a couple.. i dont remmeber why it was a immature random gr.7’r thing anyway.. We ended up staying in this ” pretend state ” for months maybe 3-4 ? probably around the second she actually said … so i guess we really are boyfriend girlfriend so i guess we were Awsum..

Anyway are school Was Going on a Trip to Ottawa just the gr.7 class. Long story short in ottawa katie ended up cheating on me With a Random Kid Named ” nick ” My Friend Caught them making out behind one of the animals in the museum we were in… so i dumped her.. Note during the time we were going out ” Czar ” was always around us kinda like a third wheel sorta thing i never minded because she was a really cool person to hangout with , after i dumped katie.. grade 7 was over and it was time for high school.. i go threw grade 8 normal school year blah blah.

Half Way Threw Grade 9 I Started to begin feeling very very very depressed from the kids that would bully me in EVERY single class i had and the kids that would bully me use to be my BESTFRIENDS for over 6 years and HATED ME for no reason when high school dropped… im talking years or sleepovers , trips , bhalbhalba.

anyway i would walk home like half way threw the school day so id skip my last 2 class’s to cut down the stress i already with took in the morning. .. when i got home i would jump on my computer turn up some tunes and just chilll and talk on msn messenger .. one day in May i was sittin on msn and Guess who Decides to Say Hello… it was Czar haha i havent spoken to her in years she used to be over at my house and shit alot with my sister they were best best best friends so when me and czar hit high school ( shes the same age ) she and my sister kinda stopped hanging out because my sister was in gr.7 and ya.. czar found her own group of friends and fit in with whoever.

anyway She Says Hi and Asks me how ive been and what not.. i tell her good blah blah blah .. then during the last few weeks of may.. i found myself constantly Wanting to go home not just because of the bullying.. but because i Had this URGE to talk to her more and more and more ( Weve Been Friends Since i was prob 7 like a kid.. so we know alot about eachother) anyway.. its a friday night and She Comes on Asking if me and my sister and my sisters boyfriend Wanted to Drink so we were down… we ended up goin to my sisters boyfriends cause his parents were outta town.

Anyway Were taking shots Smokin a lil weed just chillin us 4 watching some tv chit chattin and We End up going into his lil shed/hangout place in his backyard were sitting in there with a lamp and Theres 2 beds inside not really beds but seats kinda like really big cushions anyway… my sister and her bf were on 1 and czar was laying on the other and i went and layed beside her…

I Could Feel the Tension Running threw my veins I Knew she wanted Me And she knew i wanted her.. I Never felt this way Before i never felt this gutsy stomach feeling like i have 5454 butterflys flying around inside… we were laying in a position where i was facing the wall and she was behind me ( kinda like she was spooning me ) but we werent physcially touching eachother just laying beside eachother..

i slowly Raised my left hand and brought it up onto her thigh.. i started going towards her belt.. i undid it with 1 hand and was being really careful and gentle and kept rubbing her upper legs and her ass over her jeans.. i could hear her panting in my ear.. i could feel the cushion shaking uncontrollably like she was nervous and scared like a person in a cave with no flash light. 15 minutes go by as we silently touch and rub eachother ( not sexually….yet ) just legs..arms…hands that kinda stuff…

i was holding her hand and oh god… it felt so god damn good like everything was perfect rite then and there…she slowly started rolling ontop of me ( she was trying to lay infront of me ) so she rolled over and i was spooning her now.. she took my hand and slowly .. so so slowly brought my hand down into her Blue panties.. i couldnt belevie what was happening.. i never went past kissing with my first girlfriend ( katie ) .. i was touching my first Vagina ( as funny and lame as that sounds lmao ) … i had no idea what i was doing but neither did she.. so i was foolin around down there for about half a hour and she was foolin around down in my pants to.. it was the craziest moment of my life.. my sister and her bf suddenly get up ( we were being quiet this whole time if my sister knew this was happening shed FREAK and hate me and her both ) ..

so my sister and him get up and we get up and he says ( you guys should go now parents get home in a couple hours ) so me czar my sister all bike back to my house ( czar was originally spending the night at my house with my sister before The drinking came up ) so were all back at my house and my sister goes off to bed with czar… im sittin downstairs on the couch its like 4am.. its pitch black and im just sitting there… thinking.. pondering… what has happened

i Couldnt whipe the smile from my face.. i felt like I was the king of the world i felt like omg.. words cant describee.. anyway im staring out my window just in silenceee and i hear the stairs creaking.. it was her.. she snuck outta my sisters room and came down … she moved with such elogance and grace.. as she slowly walked towards me.. sat beside me and we both stared into eachothers eyes and kissed and kissed and kissed and kissed for a hour non stop.

the next morning she leaves and were talking on msn… she signs on With 🙁 faces in her name … She was very very upset and angry and i had to know why.. so i asked

My dad is making my mom send me down to ontario… for a year… ( My heart smashed… rite when i read it .. this couldnt be true .. )

i leave… in 4 days..can we please spend as much time as we can togther before i leave..

so we meet up at around 2pm BEAUTIFULLL Day outside in the summer around junesh I just turned 15 on the night all this happened ( yes it was my birthday surprisingly )

anyway we meet up on this trail in the woods ( we live 5 min from eachother ) and we take a long walk to this Pond and we just layed in the sand for hours.. talking and trying to figure out what were gunna do….she asked if i would comeover tonight and see her.. so i agree’d OF COURSE 😛 lol.

anyway i crawl threw her bottom window ( shes in the basement at her house ) and im in her room with her =] shes in her pjs haha 😛 anyway were watching finding nemo and its really really quiet… just sittin beside eachother.. it was like Neither of us wanted to make the first move you know :p that awkwurd feeling.. you no what im talking about.

anyway i slowly move my right foot towards her feet.. and play footsies with her she looks over and smilesss ohh god did she smile =] she asked if we could go up on her bed and watch instead of sittin on the floor with the futon so i said ok why not…. we instantly go crazy mad on eachother like a New Toy your parents just bought you when you were 5 .. Anyway this happend everynight for the next 3 nights.. i never spent the night there id leave at like 4am run home.. and No We did not have Sex.. just little stuff.

anyway it Comes to the night shes leaving and a huge group of us are getting drunk for her leaving just like 7 of us… anyway theres this jada chick who was there and i was BLACKED OUT hammerd this was probably my 4th time ever drinking… 15 year old i was fucked up… and supposevly i was getting her to take off her bra to let me try it on ( not like watch her take it off , she took it off under her shirt and pulled it threw her arm sleeve , i didnt see anything nor wanted to see anything ) anyway after that happened all the cops came and we were all on a roof of a school drinking and chillin so the cops came and i ran and jumped off the roof and darted it for the woods, jada did the same and followed me.

I had no idea Where Czar Was this entire night.. i thought she was with her friends saying goodbye and waht not sharing a joint somewhere or something i dont no i was hammerd.

anyway im looking around for her and shes no where in site.. everyone has met in the woods everyone got away from cops and czar is no where in site… so i run to her house and shes already there in her pajams laying in her bed ( im knockin on her window )

she comes up to the window and opens it and says GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE and slams her window and shuts the curtains.. i was so fuckin hurt and confused WHY she just did that and said that..

the next morning she comes over to my house at like 9am to hug my sister goodbye and head to the airport… i was standing behind my sister when she hugged her .. i was awaiting to talk to czar and hug her .. kiss her.. she just walked away after hugging my sister didnt say bye to me didnt say anything didnt even look at me..

2 weeks pass… her dad doesnt let her use the computer much.. phone.. anything so im basically Dead inside for 2 weeks wondering why..why is this happening i just had the world in my hand and now i have nothing so fast…

anyway.. its almost been a month and a half weve spoken maybe twice for 5 minutes about nothing cause she never had time to talk..

so its like october.. she left in middle of september or something , anyway im sittin on my couch watching The flinstones just eating some cereal and my door bell rings… so im goin to answer it.. and i see Redhair threw the window ( its one of those windows where the design makes it hard to see threw like you cant see a face’s just body outline you know ) anyway i see a head of redhair and im like hm.. so i open the door and there she is… standing on my porch… i ran away from my dad…

i was fucking shocked beyond belief like WTF%$%$!! how did you get home like WHAT ??? my mom got me a plane ticket and a limo driver to pick me up at school… i couldnt beleive she ran away and flew back… for me.. it was like something outta the movies some epic ending to a chick flick or something..

anyway … long story short since ive wrote way to much.. could contact me if youd ever care to hear the full story..

anyway long story short.

– dated from 15 to 18
– We Broke up multiple times during , ( i ended up in the hospital for Suicide attempts )

– We were togther again after that for a while..until she Slutt’d out Drunk with my friends because of the ( jada bra thing when we were 15 it was one of the main problems in are realtionship because it was the night czar was leaving and i was with this chick the whole time and didnt see czar once… she was apparently crying in the soccer field by herself for hours , yes im a fucking idiot.. and regret it everyday of my life ) .

– anyway we were fighting and fighting to survive.. to make it work.. until she slutted out to my friends and was saying all this fucked up shit to them infront of me and saying she wants a 6 some and shit in bed..so i dumped her because she was acting like a skank who hated me for like 2 weeks and i was done with it.. so i dumped her.. she ended up fucking some guy she said she was friends with when we were 15 .. i always knew shed end up fucking this duche bag.. but not 2 years later when were 17 turning 18

so she calls me one night crying wishing and beggin for me back and i cant beleive i acutally agreed and we talked for hours… i was goin over to see her until she said… i slept with someone else.. i had to tell you.. please dont hate me

my mind went blank… it erased at that second.. there was nothing left.. not a single feeling not a single tear nothing.. i just sat there speechless and said…. bye and i hungup.. she called over 200 times in a row.. tryin to talk to me no joking 200 times… hours of calling non stop..

anyway i ended up getting backtogther with her ( ya i was that inlove with her that i didnt give a shit ) i was more inlove with this girl then life itself literally obsessed with her and not in a sick way…. we were crazy in love for years.

anyway i got backtogther with her and she ended up dumping me.. randomlly a normal day and she leaves my house.. gives me a kiss goodbye and dumps me on msn messenger the following day and its now may 24, 2010 and im yet to see her… and any time shes texted me or tried to talk ive been a Rude Giant Omega Asshole because she messed me up for a along time.. and i did nothin but treat her like a princess for years every single day.. every hour.. i didnt talk/hangout/ANYTHING with any other female the entire realtiosnhip we had she never knew what JEALOUSLY was because i made it impossible on purpose.. and she still some how fucks me over.. nice guys finish last is basically the outline of my realtionship.

anyway.. i dont no if its possible to Whipe your brain clean of Someones Excistence.. but i haven thought about her since like janaury.. at all literally not once and i havent seen except once a week ago at the liqour store.. she didnt see me but i saw her… maybe she saw me idk… anyway thats my story.. if i explained it in literal full detail… id make you all cry your eyes out but unfortunetly i dont have time to write up literally 48 hours of typing .. its 4am and i need some rest=] thats my story … thanks 4 readomg

(Screen) Name: Quikshot

I met the man I am in love with one year ago. We met on the internet and clicked right away. His name is Jean Francois lives in France and I Live in Miami. The distance is Great as you can see. There was something that was so special between ues. It was as if we have known each other since forever. I never believed in past lives but now I think I am. We spent almost two months chatting on MSN until one day he decided to come to miami and meet with me. It was unexpected. We were both scared and nervous ofcourse of the outcome. He is 50 and I am 25. He came down and we met. We spent 4 wonderful days together. Our last day was so sad. I did not know if we would see each other again. We did not know what we wanted. Months passed and we continued our chats, and mails through MSN. In January of this year we were to meet in vegas but we did not, circumstances prevented us. But A week ago now in May on the 12 he came back to Miami and for 6 days. And man were they wonderful. I never thought I would have fallen so in love. We are in deep waters. We are looking forward to many more moments together. Love is incredible and once you find or cupid gets a hold of you please accept it and take advantage of it. For now My jean is back in paris and I am in Miami, looking forward to meeting now in October in London. I love him and he loves me.

(Screen) Name: emmaponce

My name is Muhammad Abid.iwas som strong about my emossion .i could not imagine to fall in love with anyone .but,
when i enterd in university i met a girl.she was so nice.no girl was here like her in university.she was gracefull,respectfull and ravishing .
i describe my all feelings with her ,byt she always deny me.i was in so trouble to share every thinmg with her byut she always said i am not understanding you i am not.
one day i talked to my motheer about that all mater.but my Mother strongly rejected and said its against our customes and family values .sorry Abid it can’t happen ever .you can’t merry her.

i always ask from myself which kind of values .customes or tradition these are which stop us to meet with lover .
i left her only because of most lover personality of world which is “your Mother “.
these are the stories of manyes please stop plesae there shuold not be any more Abid

(Screen) Name: Manni

It Started When I Started Year 7, I Saw This Boy Who ill Call “J” We Talked Non Stop And I Instantly Fell In love He Understood Me, Listened And Smiled At Me 🙂 I Told My Closet Friends And Turns Out Two Of My Friends Liked Him Too :S They Asked Him Out And He Said No In A Very Polite Way. Luckily They Didnt Mention Me Liking Him.

For A Month Or So We Kept Talking Online But Not Much In School, We Still SMiled At Each Other But That Was It.
Months PAst With Us Just Friends, I Had Bfs He Had Gfs But They All Didnt Last Long.

Now Recently I Told His MAtes I Like Him And One Of My Best Friends Said To Him I Really Like Him And WHat Would HE Say If I Asked Him Out He Said Yeaa I Would But Im Still To Shy! Its Been A Year Of Liking Him Now! But The Girl WHo Said That To Him Likes Him Now And Its All So COnfussing. I WIsh He REalised How Much I Liked Him Wait Noo LOVED Him, Hes Just Soo Perfect I Wish He Just Asked ME That Question :/

(Screen) Name: YazZie?

she is a beautiful girls extra ordinary girl for me…..
i dnt exactly remember…how we got into love… we have different ways of living lifestyles and all… she is simple girl and never involve in dating or partying before..while i have known all that stuff since i was 14….
now am 19…and she is 18…..
Am working as a technical Engineering in one of Taiwanese company…while she is doing her course…

its boring ryte nyway tats an introduction now here we go….keep ur eyes focus…

I first met her when i was at christian youth camp…i never when before but my mom and dad insist me so i went… i saw her on the last day of the camp..she was my cousin best fren…we click some picture together….bt never said a word or say hi…i just went on..with my friends…
since its the last day we…say bye to our friends and pack our things and jump over to bus and head home…. since she was from different place we dont share same bus…she move on the other side…
back home it all begin with a joke…. my cousin told me that her friends like me and says she is my boys and all we have a hearty laugh…and my cousins other cousin ask me to just play her…so i said ok and take her no. from my first cousin….and text her…we continue texting two or three days..we never met we just text sumtyms we hav a conversation over the phone tats ol.once we met in a church but we didnt say hi or nythin i look at her..she was looking at me smiling..i smile at her too..she was with her big bro….so she pass me by..she say hi..but i was with my frens and we are talking so much that before i could say hi she was out of my sight i sigh and look at her walking away…..

days go by atlast i just ask her will you be my galfren..i dnt knw her well neither she does …she told me to wait she said she need time to think so she wil tell tomorrow it was late so i said ok and went to sleep…next day i ask her…what her answer….she says ok…i will but dnt betray me in the end she says..i said ok..without much thinking..
we go well…now its been a years since we fall in love…the day which make me fall in love with her most is her father died …so i drop her in the airport she was crying i feel so sad seeing her that way i look at myself why i am doin this to her…why if i dnt lve her i shouldnt have ask her out i thought alot and at last i promise myself to take care of her..and love her never to leave her nymore…..
from that day i just love her so much…i dnt think i can live without her anymore…we share many happy moment together she love me so much too..we plan and we make it…we fight and we get together,..she is the one i love most….i feel so happy loving her…..

We just get fight without any reason and we alwas make up…i know she love me too.. she said she love me more and i says i love her more than she love me…we just got mad when i spent my time with other gals or whn she does with other guys…thinking bot tis we seem like a kid…but i like it that way…she is a good gal..alwas smile..i did many wrong yet she alwas forgive me…i just cnt tell how much sorry i have said to her…but she just say ok n ok…ok alwas

she have a problem with my ex too….my ex want me to be with me again after two years of gap….i said no but she alwas insist i told her..i have move on n dnt want her nymore bt she alwas insist so i just keep off her contact from me but she is strange she just go on havin a word with my galfren….and saying tis and tat… i feel so hurt when she said to me that my ex told her tis and tat since she dnt hav face tis before it seems she feel so sad so she told me to be apart i told her its ok it wil be fine and says i love her and only her not my ex nymore and ol but she insist so i said ok and we spent apart for the night but its just great in the morning she text me and say sorry bot lastnyte i dnt meant to say tis and tat..i was so happy…i feel so happy after a long sleepless nyte…i feel like all my pain are wash away from just a single word of her…wil u forgive me…she says i says i will till now we alwas face a problem but we alwas make it out…i am in my bed ryte now feeling sick its been a month…i havent seen her long coz we are so far from eachother but we keep texting and kalin even if i dnt see her everyday i knw she alwas long to see me love me miss me and want me….i love her…i LOVE U SINGAH………..

tats my story….but tis is just a piece of it..stil long to go…

(Screen) Name: Akibo

I remember the first day I layed my eyes on your beautiful golden dirty-blonde hair, your gorgeous sky blue eyes had me under a spell, it seemed. I thought I was in love. I was 12, and your were 13. A year apart wasn’t so bad. I was in 6th grade and you were in 7th. I can still see the day we met when I closed my eyes. You were walking by my house, me and my friend asked you for a hug and you let us touch your Justin Bieber like hair. I loved every second of it. That night I began to have a conversation with you on Facebook and we made plans to do a foolish thing. We sat with each other on the bus every morning and some afternoons and talked all the time. We texted for hours on end and you were my bestfriend. I loved you and I was positive of it. I thought you loved me back. That night when we were ‘uncontrollable’ you were my first kiss. And it was great. I thought we would do that many, many more times. But a week after that, we got in trouble for being idiots and done what we did. You texted me when I was in the principal’s office that we shouldn’t talk because you didn’t want to get arrested. I was heartbroken. You knew that you were everything to me, right? That you helped me and minimize the times when I’d cut myself. Now that you’re gone, I don’t know what to do. I mean, you did so much in so little time and you didn’t care what everyone thought when we hung out. You were hot, sweet, caring, and everything a girl wants a guy to be. You were perfect in my eyes. I was in love of course, my heart pounding when I see you, hoping you’d randomly walk over and tell me your sorry, hug me, and we’d be happy again. But instead, I sit in my bed all night, crying, thinking of you. Was it love, or me being gullible? I’ll never know.

(Screen) Name: AlexisxxBieber