When our professor asks us to write about the memorable experience we had, at first honestly I can’t think of anything but as day passed by I remembered so many thing. One of the most memorable experiences I had was falling in love for the first time. I was 16 that time and I’ll be in a senior class.

Ron Rafael and I started as being a friend. When I met him, he is committed to someone. I didn’t really imagine of falling in love with him. But unexpectedly I fell in love with him. At first, I convinced my self that it was just a crush. But I can’t explain the feeling I have when I’m with him. Then I realized I was a love. I can’t really explain the magic of first love. All I can think is that my first love is like my heaven, which is a small room with nothing on it, but with him where I belong.

I still remember the time when he came to our house late at night just to give something. I really surprised because he didn’t inform me. I asked him “ano ginagawa mo ditto. Latena po kaya”. He just laugh and answered “may kailangan lng ako ibigay pero pikit k muna.”. so I did what he just said. I close my eyes. He hold my hands and unexpectedly he wore a very simple ring on my finger. I asked again “para saan?di ko naman birthday.wala naman occasion.” That time a question remained unanswered. A week later, a friend of mine told me that Rafeal and her girl broke up. That time all I can think is myself. I guess it’s my fault. I didn’t talk to him for a month. He kept on texting, calling and even going to our house. He went again to our house in a very late night. That night it was raining. So I’m forced to entertain him. I gave him ten minute to explain. But he just said “MAHAL KITA. Kung tatanungin mo ako kung bakit? I can’t answer it. Basta it just happned. Okay na ba yun na explanation?”. I’m speechless. Don’t know what to say. He ask me a to gave him a chance to prove his love. So I did. I gave him the chance. He’s always makes me feel that I’m not alone. He’s always there for me. He didn’t force me to answer him. He just said “pag ready ka na tsaka mo na sabihin sakin.”

One night he came to our house without any reason. He just said “wala naman pasok kaya pwede pa ako pumunta ditto. Kahit bukas n ako umuwi..hahaha”…I just laugh.. the whole night he just chatting and talking. He didn’t go home until midnight. Exaxtly 12:00 midnight of April 7, 2008, I gave him my answer. I said “ayoko na nakikita kang nahihirapan. Pano kung malaman mo na tayo na…”..Wala na ako iba nasabi..wahahaha…April 7 , 2008 was one of my happiest date.
Even though it is true that we could fall in love any number of times in our life, the memories of first love would always remain fresh and occupy a special place in our hearts. The novelty, like the first drops of dew on an untouched leaf, of the feeling makes it special and unforgettable. All I can say is that he’s my first. I didn’t think of him as my last. But I think of him as my first, my every thing and the answer to all my dreams. My sun, my moon and my guiding star that’s what he is.

(Screen) Name: ms.07seventeen

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