I never thought of sharing this story with anyone in the world.But maybe now’s the time when I should express what I really feel like being in love with someone, whom I can only dream of but never get.
I am a little different from all my friends.I am shy, introvert,a nerd according to my friends and most probably I do not enjoy company.I like to be let alone all the time.I am 17 years old now.
I do not have an official love story to say.Its just that he & I met through one of my close friends.We study in the same class, same school but I haven’t noticed him until the day we met.We didn’t talk, we just had a brief eye contact.After that day we three used to return from school together. We almost reside in the same area.We had more than fun, we chatted, we laughed, for a short time they were becoming my best friends. And then one fine day, I started to realise that I was falling for him. At school, he used to stare at me sometime, did some things which would draw my attention, laughed loud so that I can look at him, always find some reason to stand next to me. At one of my friend’s birthday,as a part of ”dare” of the ”Truth & Dare” game, he said in front of everyone, ”Will you marry me?”.
Everyone can thought it as a joke, but it was so romantic for me.I couldn’t sleep that night, thinking about that one sentence. I used to smile at me, whenever I remembered it.Maybe we both started to love each other. Our birthdays were next to each other, as in mine was 1st June and his 2nd June, same year.
And then the worst thing happen at school. Rumours spread out in the class that He loves me. Now ”rumour” is one thing that we dont like at all.True to say,maybe we were enjoying those rumours at inside to let know each other that we do love, but outside we had to show that we are very irritated. Then I had to stop talking with him, to draw the class’ attention. This continued for two and half years.Those times , how I was living, its hard to describe.It was much painful, because I had no one, not a single one to say all these.
Now I’m 17 years old. This is my last year at school.We draw the same attention towards each other, but we dont talk in real. Even I think thrice before commenting on his statuses on Facebook.We travel in the same bus yet we dont talk. I’m kind of used to that gesture. I’m a lot different right now. And I try to forget him. Maybe I cannot ever do that.I will have to carry on this whole of my life.
I have heard enough that ”true love is once in a lifetime”. Though I know, it might be him, yet I paray myself (cos’ I’m an atheist) that he cannot be The One. I can never ever say to him that ”I love you”. The girl who’s gonna marry him shall be very lucky.But I do wish him all the very best in life. I have nothing else to say.

(Screen) Name: Rinki

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